I Wish I Could Just Be Happy Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 185 People

    What Is Happy?

    I have so few days to where I am happy I don't know what it is anymore.  I cry so much.  I would love to be happy all the time.  Always smiling.  No stress.  It is not easy to be happy.  I have my days but not often.
    rondat rondat
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 11, 2007

    i know i have people to support me,

    but i just want to be happy like i was when i was younger. Was the pinnacle of my life.
    ma1998 ma1998
    18-21, F
    Jan 13, 2014

    What Changed U?

    my name is sabrina and am 21 i got a baby girl 1 year and am just guna tell how pepole change so fast . well here we go i meet this boy his name was richard reed and he has brown eyes dark black hair very nice person i left college and went on jobcenter and then the jobcenter...
    ssabrinarichard00 ssabrinarichard00
    22-25
    Nov 27, 2012

    Remember.

    I cant even remember  the last time i was happy. I mean, i usto love life! I usto look at people who wanted suicide like, u are crazy. I just dont know what happend to that sparkle in me? Now i cut myself and i am struggling with bulemia. Im on anti-depressents, ive seen...
    ifeelsoalone ifeelsoalone
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jun 12, 2007

    I have no self confidence,

    yet I have a massive ego I want to turn my life around, yet I want to die I want people to think I have no weaknesses, yet all I want to do is cry I want to be the best at everything, but I don't want to try I want to stop inflicting self destruction, but that's all I seem...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

    Wishing For Happiness

    I have no reason to be unhappy...I have my life that I have always wanted...I have my children, my family, and few close friends...Everything has really worked out the way I always asked it too...and now that I have everything I always wanted, I want more...not sure what, how to...
    jen jen
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2006

    You Don't Really Want To Read That...

    I used to be insanely happy. Only because of the one, special person. Without him I felt emptiness, nothing. And after five months of the most beautiful feeling, love, the feeling that I neglected and disapproved in past so much... I'm alone again. It's killing me. I just want...
    Quael Quael
    16-17, M
    Sep 25, 2012

    More Than You Know, More Than You Know

    When people break up I think every person (the dumped not the dumper) has a series of emotions in order to heal, and you have to experience these in the right order or it will all get jumbled together and you’ll have no idea where you are in life.  You could still be...
    hayleymeike hayleymeike
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2007

    Unsatisfied

    I realize life is what you make of it. But sometimes I really wish I could have some do overs. And better judgement. Everything moved so fast for me. I was going to get married last november, but I got pregnant and put it off til this june. After that what's left to do. I always...
    Luci Luci
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2007

    I Used to Be

    I used to be happy i never had regrets or had to ask for second chances i believed in true love i liked school i looooved to play sports i liked making good first impressions i liked helping people   now... im not as happy i don't care what people think about me...
    hayleymeike hayleymeike
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2007

    Sorry For The Ranting Sob Story...

    I used to be somewhat happy. I had parts of my life I didn't like, but overall things were great. I had just met who I thought was the love of my life and we were planning on getting married. I moved to another state and left everything I had going for me-two jobs, school, a...
    hahalex21 hahalex21
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2012

    I Just Dont Know the Way.

    my misery is self inflicted. i'm not even sure what real happiness is anymore. i continually shoot myself in the foot. everything has just gone on for far too long and i dont know how to get out this hole i'm in. i dont know how to be happy. i wish i could just run away but what...
    bishbashbosh bishbashbosh
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2008

    More Than You Know, More Than You Know

    When people break up I think every person (the dumped not the dumper) has a series of emotions in order to heal, and you have to experience these in the right order or it will all get jumbled together and you’ll have no idea where you are in life.  You could still be...
    hayleymeike hayleymeike
    18-21, F
    Jul 30, 2007
    littlewozit18 littlewozit18
    18-21, F
    Aug 26, 2014
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