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I Wish I Could Just Disappear

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    of course I do. Doesn't everyone?  I feel like I could cease to breathe and it wouldn't change one thing in the world. There is a girl somewhere that I love and she might be sad for a minute.  ****, this story makes me want to disappear.
    letmeusethisname letmeusethisname 41-45, M Oct 17, 2010

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    Often Times....

    Often times I wish I could just disappear, and never come back, disappear to something better, better than where I am, what I am dealing with. Just disappear and get away from everything, and everyone. Get away from all the pain, all the hurt, all the memories of the things that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 29, 2010

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    I honestly can't take it anymore .

    Everything was fine and now things are crashing down on me and I can't handle it . I was good and now things are crashing down on me and I just want to disappear .
    itsmell itsmell 13-15, F Jan 30

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    Me

    it used to be sometimes but now its most times that i wish i could disappear, getting older but still young i hope,wasted time and care on people who leave me straded. females don't like me and are easily stupid and jealous oh and cruel. i'm struggling to find a job. i go to...
    mistyangel mistyangel 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2011

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    This Is Stupid

    Just googled this phrase to see how to react to my own problem. i hate reading other people's sob stories because they usually can't spell or have irrational criticisms. but i'm in the same category, feeling this way. i'm sad and have been for a while. i can get it under control...
    87alex 87alex 18-21 2 Responses Jun 3, 2012

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    Things Are Getting Worse.

     i don't think i'm needed. I feel like i'm not exist. i wish i could really disappear, and see who is gonna be REALIZE it and miss me. if i'm not needed, why i was born to this world?
    fhrmaharani fhrmaharani 13-15 1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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    Seriously?

    This group is full of a bunch of whiny, depressing, egotistical, spoiled little punks. Nobody likes me...nobody ever will...the world is out to get me...everything is HARD...waaaaaaah. GAH, get over it! This "nobody" bullshit is just obnoxious...I guarantee SOMEBODY likes you...
    peanutsforbrains peanutsforbrains 26-30 6 Responses Jun 15, 2012

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    Disappear

    I just want to disappear with you....
    juniordenny juniordenny 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Why Cant I Just Be Gone?

    I wish I could just disappear. All the fighting and pain, me getting my heart broken, listening to my own mom say that she hates me and I was a mistake and how my dad was a retard and got her pregnant. It just sucks, I wish I could just disappear for a while, go into ecoma or...
    Girlwithasuckylife Girlwithasuckylife 13-15 1 Response Nov 12, 2012

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    I Wish It Were That Easy

    Being able to just disappear would be so much easier than the existence I'm living right now. I'm always the forgotten one, the one that's always thought of as a second resort. The one thats left behind when someone better comes along. I wouldn't have all this emotional hurt...
    Quirkyscreenname Quirkyscreenname 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    ..

    i wish i can dissaoeer i see no perpoues being here i do same thing evreyday get up weight my self cry drink then play games till i sleep sigh i have no friends or bf.. never had one i give up..
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 19, 2011

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    How I Feel Always

    I want to disappear, not like leave everyone behind and start a new life just vanish into nothing. I do not want to kill myself because i am a coward and i wouldn't want to hurt anyone by doing so. I just wish I could be erased from life or never been born. I don't know what to...
    Sasame Sasame 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    She's Like The Wind

    You asked my friends and they would tell you that I can easily  vanished without anyone finding me. Disappearing is my only option to flee from my problems.  I feel that my disappearance will make the world a better place because I believe in my lifetime I have few...
    Dumstey Dumstey 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 29, 2010

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    I Would Love To

    i would love to dissapear. simply because i have nothing to look forward to. im ugly. and well yea. no one would miss me anyway.
    LiveLoveLaugh6 LiveLoveLaugh6 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    Invisible

    some times i just sit and watch,contimplatig the world around me.im usualy anerlizing the people that surround me and there lives.i love watching the play of life and the beauty in it.its like lying on the grass and taking the time to look up at the sky,emersing youself in its...
    bohemianbeauty72 bohemianbeauty72 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 25, 2009

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    The Situation Is Not Getting Any Better.

    I'm so lost! I dont know what to do anymore everytime something starts to go right it always goes wrong and im sick and tired of it. I dont know if i can take it anymore all this "it will get better" But it never does get better!!!. I started self harming when i was 13. Long...
    Itsnicci Itsnicci 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 16, 2010

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    I just don't know what to do I wanna disappear

    everyone would be a whole lot happier with out me. I always hurt someone or screw up and I'm tired of it.
    suicidal432 suicidal432 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Right now. I wish nobody could ever find me

    again. Like poof and I'm gone forever.
    caleighreid caleighreid 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 21

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    If Only I Could Fade Out Of View And Out Of Existence...

    wouldn't it be nice to suddenly dissolve into nothing... no feelings, no thoughts, no hurt or pain, nothing can touch me, noone can see me... and then again...  think about those people who do feel that way.. who have nobody, who feel like they don't have a life...
    truthseekr truthseekr 51-55, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Escape Plan Being Thought Of...

    I'm 18, I lost my brother 2 years and 1 day ago and also my insanity when I lost him... He was in a motorbike accident had a head on with a car and died instantly while I was at work.... My dad never treated him very nicely and kind of replaced him with me because I'm most like...
    Silentlydreaming Silentlydreaming 18-21 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,It gets so bad,Wish I had a cure,I know,Wish I could disappear,Trouble is,Wouldn't be long,They'd be lookin' for me,I'm too popular,Just to disappear.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    The Silent Moment...

    Sometimes I do have the same feeling...of wanting to just be invisible..  Not being psycho but at times I feel the surrounding is too much for me...I just wanted to be invisible for a day or two.   Scuba diving helps and I been doing that until lately its monsoon...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2008

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    As much as I think about you. I wish I knew if you miss me as much as I miss you. I wish I knew why you ended all contact with me and disappeared without a trace.
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    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Mar 27

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