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I Wish I Could Just Disappear

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    Today I just wanted to melt away. I was so overwhelmed with everything that went on today that I just wanted to crawl into my bed and cry until I drifted off into sleep. But no. That was not an option. I won't go into heavy details about my day but I will say this...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2009

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    Seriously?

    This group is full of a bunch of whiny, depressing, egotistical, spoiled little punks. Nobody likes me...nobody ever will...the world is out to get me...everything is HARD...waaaaaaah. GAH, get over it! This "nobody" bullshit is just obnoxious...I guarantee SOMEBODY likes you...
    peanutsforbrains peanutsforbrains 26-30 5 Responses Jun 15, 2012

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    The Situation Is Not Getting Any Better.

    I'm so lost! I dont know what to do anymore everytime something starts to go right it always goes wrong and im sick and tired of it. I dont know if i can take it anymore all this "it will get better" But it never does get better!!!. I started self harming when i was 13. Long...
    Itsnicci Itsnicci 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 16, 2010

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    I Wish It Were That Easy

    Being able to just disappear would be so much easier than the existence I'm living right now. I'm always the forgotten one, the one that's always thought of as a second resort. The one thats left behind when someone better comes along. I wouldn't have all this emotional hurt...
    Quirkyscreenname Quirkyscreenname 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    I Just Can't Stand

    Being a girl and feeling like it's the worst thing in the world. It wasn't until I really had my eyes opened to the sexism that is inherent in our society, that I became unable to stop thinking about it. I mean, if you really think about it, I mean really think about it, you can...
    VioletSound333 VioletSound333 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    Often Times....

    Often times I wish I could just disappear, and never come back, disappear to something better, better than where I am, what I am dealing with. Just disappear and get away from everything, and everyone. Get away from all the pain, all the hurt, all the memories of the things that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 29, 2010

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    Sometimes during the day I imagine myself

    disappearing. If I could just find a deep, dark hole, curl up in a ball, and fall asleep forever I would be so relieved. I used to see this world as a beautiful place I never wanted to leave but now I can't wait to leave it. I just don't see the point anymore. I hate this world...
    babybop12 babybop12 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 15

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    If Only I Could Fade Out Of View And Out Of Existence...

    wouldn't it be nice to suddenly dissolve into nothing... no feelings, no thoughts, no hurt or pain, nothing can touch me, noone can see me... and then again...  think about those people who do feel that way.. who have nobody, who feel like they don't have a life...
    truthseekr truthseekr 51-55, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Disappear

    I just want to disappear with you....
    juniordenny juniordenny 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    The Avatar Of This Experience Makes Me Feel Funny

    of course I do. Doesn't everyone?  I feel like I could cease to breathe and it wouldn't change one thing in the world. There is a girl somewhere that I love and she might be sad for a minute.  ****, this story makes me want to disappear.
    letmeusethisname letmeusethisname 41-45, M Oct 17, 2010

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    i wish i can dissaoeer i see no perpoues being here i do same thing evreyday get up weight my self cry drink then play games till i sleep sigh i have no friends or bf.. never had one i give up..
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 19, 2011

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    Things Are Getting Worse.

     i don't think i'm needed. I feel like i'm not exist. i wish i could really disappear, and see who is gonna be REALIZE it and miss me. if i'm not needed, why i was born to this world?
    fhrmaharani fhrmaharani 13-15 1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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    The Silent Moment...

    Sometimes I do have the same feeling...of wanting to just be invisible..  Not being psycho but at times I feel the surrounding is too much for me...I just wanted to be invisible for a day or two.   Scuba diving helps and I been doing that until lately its monsoon...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2008

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    Why Cant I Just Be Gone?

    I wish I could just disappear. All the fighting and pain, me getting my heart broken, listening to my own mom say that she hates me and I was a mistake and how my dad was a retard and got her pregnant. It just sucks, I wish I could just disappear for a while, go into ecoma or...
    Girlwithasuckylife Girlwithasuckylife 13-15 2 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    Me

    it used to be sometimes but now its most times that i wish i could disappear, getting older but still young i hope,wasted time and care on people who leave me straded. females don't like me and are easily stupid and jealous oh and cruel. i'm struggling to find a job. i go to...
    mistyangel mistyangel 31-35, F 5 Responses Dec 27, 2011

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    I just don't know what to do I wanna disappear

    everyone would be a whole lot happier with out me. I always hurt someone or screw up and I'm tired of it.
    suicidal432 suicidal432 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 21

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    This Is Stupid

    Just googled this phrase to see how to react to my own problem. i hate reading other people's sob stories because they usually can't spell or have irrational criticisms. but i'm in the same category, feeling this way. i'm sad and have been for a while. i can get it under control...
    87alex 87alex 18-21 1 Response Jun 3, 2012

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    Right now. I wish nobody could ever find me

    again. Like poof and I'm gone forever.
    caleighreid caleighreid 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 21

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    Invisible

    some times i just sit and watch,contimplatig the world around me.im usualy anerlizing the people that surround me and there lives.i love watching the play of life and the beauty in it.its like lying on the grass and taking the time to look up at the sky,emersing youself in its...
    bohemianbeauty72 bohemianbeauty72 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 25, 2009

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    Escape Plan Being Thought Of...

    I'm 18, I lost my brother 2 years and 1 day ago and also my insanity when I lost him... He was in a motorbike accident had a head on with a car and died instantly while I was at work.... My dad never treated him very nicely and kind of replaced him with me because I'm most like...
    Silentlydreaming Silentlydreaming 18-21 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    I honestly can't take it anymore .

    Everything was fine and now things are crashing down on me and I can't handle it . I was good and now things are crashing down on me and I just want to disappear .
    itsmell itsmell 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    She's Like The Wind

    You asked my friends and they would tell you that I can easily  vanished without anyone finding me. Disappearing is my only option to flee from my problems.  I feel that my disappearance will make the world a better place because I believe in my lifetime I have few...
    Dumstey Dumstey 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 29, 2010

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    How I Feel Always

    I want to disappear, not like leave everyone behind and start a new life just vanish into nothing. I do not want to kill myself because i am a coward and i wouldn't want to hurt anyone by doing so. I just wish I could be erased from life or never been born. I don't know what to...
    Sasame Sasame 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    It Would Be So Awesome

    it would be the best thing to ever happen if i could just disappear off the face of the earth. no more getting bothered, no more having to deal with my parents, no more disappointing people.  i wish with  two words i could just disappear....
    BrokenButterflies BrokenButterflies 18-21, F 1 Response May 11, 2010

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,It gets so bad,Wish I had a cure,I know,Wish I could disappear,Trouble is,Wouldn't be long,They'd be lookin' for me,I'm too popular,Just to disappear.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    I hate that I keep trying to keep our relationship going when he doesn't even want to be with me :( I'm tired of forcing this. I hate myself..it's all my fault :'( I wish I could...
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    62nd post. Well here I am again, and I live to see another day. Nobody killed me and I didn't kill anybody, and I guess today I feel like it was all just a dream. It's easy to...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I am constantly depressed now. I wish I was dead but I'm too weak to kill myself yet. Hopefully I will gain the strength I need to end this miserable existence. I hate this world...
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    I never really had a childhood friend or anyone really. My parents always limited my friendships. I made a few best friends through out the years but now we are complete strangers...
    susflower susflower 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    First of all, I’m a closeted lesbian with Christian values who happens to be utterly confused concerning the reconciliation of both my sexuality and religion. I’m from...
    laumx14 laumx14 18-21, F Nov 22

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    They don't understand. They don't see how much I hate my life. They make me feel about an inch tall and I'm miserable. Nothing I do is good enough. For example, I tried throwing my...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I met him when I was fresh out of high school. I moved to a new town following old and dear friends into the belly of the beast. A spontaneous and trendy city, and I was ready to...
    dandelionsandlighthouses dandelionsandlighthouses 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    I want to die. I wish my respiratory disease could give me the peace.
    Abnegation Abnegation 16-17, M 3 Responses Nov 25

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    I'm trying really hard not to cry over you, because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go. I miss you when something really good happens...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I will never be like my sisters. They are both so beautiful compared to me. So much smarter and outgoing. Their personalities are amazing. So many guys fall for them, while I'm...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 12

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    I sure wish I had a sugar daddy this holiday season... That would help so much...
    LovelyLadyJ LovelyLadyJ 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    In case I don't have the time I'd like to send you all my best wishes for a nice Xmas and the best of years to come, not only the next one... If you are one of the people who hurt...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 36 mins ago

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    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F Nov 21

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    I realise the majority of the experiences I post are in relation to disappearing, or struggling with my want to disappear. I hope that by putting it down somewhere maybe I can let...
    LeBonBon LeBonBon 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Back when I first started college, I met a girl and became friends with her. she was into a lot of the same things I was, but she was much stronger than me, emotionally. she was...
    beingbrye beingbrye 22-25, T 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I don't want to die or even commit suicide... Just disappear, run away or be alone for a long time... I hate my life and family and try get whatever they want and I'm always the...
    coolyogaykid coolyogaykid 13-15, M Dec 12

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    Spain and the other southern Europe states. I think it is really possible to make it. Of course, I think about summer topless walking and lying on the sun. It is read many times...
    michalmos michalmos 31-35, M 6 Responses Dec 1

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     I wanted to Rip her to pieces and then build her up to make strong in all those places she was weak. I put aside my sword and pick up the shield. She taught me how to love...
    Orchards Orchards 22-25, M Dec 5

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    If I don't log on for a while then I'm probably on a bit of a hiatus and taking my time to recharge to be at my best for my friends later on. But if I fully disappear from your...
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F Nov 22

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago