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I Wish I Could Just Disappear

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    it used to be sometimes but now its most times that i wish i could disappear, getting older but still young i hope,wasted time and care on people who leave me straded. females don't like me and are easily stupid and jealous oh and cruel. i'm struggling to find a job. i go to...
    mistyangel mistyangel 31-35, F 5 Responses Dec 27, 2011

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    I Just Can't Stand

    Being a girl and feeling like it's the worst thing in the world. It wasn't until I really had my eyes opened to the sexism that is inherent in our society, that I became unable to stop thinking about it. I mean, if you really think about it, I mean really think about it, you can...
    VioletSound333 VioletSound333 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    The Silent Moment...

    Sometimes I do have the same feeling...of wanting to just be invisible..  Not being psycho but at times I feel the surrounding is too much for me...I just wanted to be invisible for a day or two.   Scuba diving helps and I been doing that until lately its monsoon...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2008

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    This Is Stupid

    Just googled this phrase to see how to react to my own problem. i hate reading other people's sob stories because they usually can't spell or have irrational criticisms. but i'm in the same category, feeling this way. i'm sad and have been for a while. i can get it under control...
    87alex 87alex 18-21 1 Response Jun 3, 2012

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    It Would Be So Awesome

    it would be the best thing to ever happen if i could just disappear off the face of the earth. no more getting bothered, no more having to deal with my parents, no more disappointing people.  i wish with  two words i could just disappear....
    BrokenButterflies BrokenButterflies 18-21, F 1 Response May 11, 2010

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    Often Times....

    Often times I wish I could just disappear, and never come back, disappear to something better, better than where I am, what I am dealing with. Just disappear and get away from everything, and everyone. Get away from all the pain, all the hurt, all the memories of the things that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 29, 2010

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    I Wish It Were That Easy

    Being able to just disappear would be so much easier than the existence I'm living right now. I'm always the forgotten one, the one that's always thought of as a second resort. The one thats left behind when someone better comes along. I wouldn't have all this emotional hurt...
    Quirkyscreenname Quirkyscreenname 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    Right now. I wish nobody could ever find me

    again. Like poof and I'm gone forever.
    caleighreid caleighreid 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 21

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    Escape Plan Being Thought Of...

    I'm 18, I lost my brother 2 years and 1 day ago and also my insanity when I lost him... He was in a motorbike accident had a head on with a car and died instantly while I was at work.... My dad never treated him very nicely and kind of replaced him with me because I'm most like...
    Silentlydreaming Silentlydreaming 18-21 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    She's Like The Wind

    You asked my friends and they would tell you that I can easily  vanished without anyone finding me. Disappearing is my only option to flee from my problems.  I feel that my disappearance will make the world a better place because I believe in my lifetime I have few...
    Dumstey Dumstey 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 29, 2010

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    I honestly can't take it anymore .

    Everything was fine and now things are crashing down on me and I can't handle it . I was good and now things are crashing down on me and I just want to disappear .
    itsmell itsmell 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I just don't know what to do I wanna disappear

    everyone would be a whole lot happier with out me. I always hurt someone or screw up and I'm tired of it.
    suicidal432 suicidal432 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 21

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    How I Feel Always

    I want to disappear, not like leave everyone behind and start a new life just vanish into nothing. I do not want to kill myself because i am a coward and i wouldn't want to hurt anyone by doing so. I just wish I could be erased from life or never been born. I don't know what to...
    Sasame Sasame 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    i wish i can dissaoeer i see no perpoues being here i do same thing evreyday get up weight my self cry drink then play games till i sleep sigh i have no friends or bf.. never had one i give up..
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 19, 2011

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    If Only I Could Fade Out Of View And Out Of Existence...

    wouldn't it be nice to suddenly dissolve into nothing... no feelings, no thoughts, no hurt or pain, nothing can touch me, noone can see me... and then again...  think about those people who do feel that way.. who have nobody, who feel like they don't have a life...
    truthseekr truthseekr 51-55, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    LIke Today For Example!

    Today I just wanted to melt away. I was so overwhelmed with everything that went on today that I just wanted to crawl into my bed and cry until I drifted off into sleep. But no. That was not an option. I won't go into heavy details about my day but I will say this...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2009

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    The Avatar Of This Experience Makes Me Feel Funny

    of course I do. Doesn't everyone?  I feel like I could cease to breathe and it wouldn't change one thing in the world. There is a girl somewhere that I love and she might be sad for a minute.  ****, this story makes me want to disappear.
    letmeusethisname letmeusethisname 41-45, M Oct 17, 2010

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    Invisible

    some times i just sit and watch,contimplatig the world around me.im usualy anerlizing the people that surround me and there lives.i love watching the play of life and the beauty in it.its like lying on the grass and taking the time to look up at the sky,emersing youself in its...
    bohemianbeauty72 bohemianbeauty72 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 25, 2009

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    Seriously?

    This group is full of a bunch of whiny, depressing, egotistical, spoiled little punks. Nobody likes me...nobody ever will...the world is out to get me...everything is HARD...waaaaaaah. GAH, get over it! This "nobody" bullshit is just obnoxious...I guarantee SOMEBODY likes you...
    peanutsforbrains peanutsforbrains 26-30 5 Responses Jun 15, 2012

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    Disappear

    I just want to disappear with you....
    juniordenny juniordenny 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Why Cant I Just Be Gone?

    I wish I could just disappear. All the fighting and pain, me getting my heart broken, listening to my own mom say that she hates me and I was a mistake and how my dad was a retard and got her pregnant. It just sucks, I wish I could just disappear for a while, go into ecoma or...
    Girlwithasuckylife Girlwithasuckylife 13-15 2 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    The Situation Is Not Getting Any Better.

    I'm so lost! I dont know what to do anymore everytime something starts to go right it always goes wrong and im sick and tired of it. I dont know if i can take it anymore all this "it will get better" But it never does get better!!!. I started self harming when i was 13. Long...
    Itsnicci Itsnicci 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 16, 2010

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,It gets so bad,Wish I had a cure,I know,Wish I could disappear,Trouble is,Wouldn't be long,They'd be lookin' for me,I'm too popular,Just to disappear.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    Things Are Getting Worse.

     i don't think i'm needed. I feel like i'm not exist. i wish i could really disappear, and see who is gonna be REALIZE it and miss me. if i'm not needed, why i was born to this world?
    fhrmaharani fhrmaharani 13-15 1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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    I laid there unconscious in my bathroom floor. I was slowly slipping away. My body grew cold, I struggled to scream but nothing would come out of my mouth. I could feel my blood...
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    Just one person I like would not leave me. I know it's childish and all to hold on to one person and give that person all the responsibility in life. But if only one stayed I'll...
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    I remember when I was in High school I had a close friend who's name was Jason. Then I had another named David. We drifted apart after we all went our separate ways. Then in my...
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    I don't really have people I can trust anymore, it feels like all I have is my boyfriend & my bestfriend. that's it .. I really wish I can have more friends that I can really...
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    I despise myself. Somebody please shoot me. I can't take this anymore. I really can't. All my life I've been unhappy, but now it's getting worse. I cry all the time and I honestly...
    halfpace halfpace 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 17

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    I feel like I poison people. I have so many ideas and thoughts I can't keep track of them. I have high expectations but set a horrible example. I am lazy, inefficient and unable to...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Today has been one of those extremely windy days. The weather forecast said there'd be 50mph gales this afternoon with gusts of anything around 80mph... and I was out shopping! I'd...
    xPrincessxPerfectxHairx xPrincessxPerfectxHairx 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    I lost my Dad when I was four so yea....I have a had a lot of time to think about his death, fathers, him and well, everything. I was four and although I was in the room right...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 13

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    I just wish I could do that, but humans heart is so stubborn and you cannot make it obey. it has it's own mind and can do it's own action. I just wish I could tell my heart no to...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I wish I hadn't dated the same guy through high school and college so that I could have had more experience with people and know better what kind of characteristics I wanted in a...
    eliza0220 eliza0220 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I wish I could feel bright about the future. I wish I felt like good things are going to happen to me. After so many years of so much pain though, all I know is pessimism. I feel...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Sep 5

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    If i ever disappear only my younger daughter will miss me and i cant do that to her apparently just yet i guess my depression peaks and i feel bad for both of us i want to run away...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    It sucks, it sucks being a bi-sexual. Sometimes I wish I was normal, when I say normal I mean " Straight " . I wish I could share out everything that I'm feeling deep inside to...
    HopelesslyLove HopelesslyLove 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    My name is Gabriel. I shall start from my first friend. His name was Alex. Unlike the other kids in kinder he didn't judge me based on how I dressed or even on how I refused to let...
    GARLITH GARLITH 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I miss him. I like taking to him on the phone. This guy had been my best friend since high school. He disappeared for a while so I decided to message him. Talking to him brings me...
    Via70 Via70 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    It seems to be true, in my case (which is as follows): 6 days ago I just stopped posting, updating, what ever you want to call it, just so I could have time to yourself, which is...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 18

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    Its weird, I met her on here actually and we talked for quite sometime and started to skype every day and eventually we got together. It was great at first but eventually it...
    TheNeverendingLlama TheNeverendingLlama 18-21, M Sep 20

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    I wish I could just leave, drop all of my obligations and just go somewhere new, escape all this complacency, all this indifference and apathy. I wish we could all do this.
    quike23 quike23 16-17, M Sep 20

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    I wish I could go back to the day we first met, I wish I spent more time with you. I wish it didn't have to end like this. Sometimes I just want to go back and fix all the mistakes...
    SavedByBands SavedByBands 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I worry that I will never be self-confident about anything, even as I get older. I see my parents and other people around me that are always sure of themselves, taking a firm stand...
    SereneSolidarity SereneSolidarity 18-21, M Sep 2

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