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I Wish I Could Just Disappear

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    it used to be sometimes but now its most times that i wish i could disappear, getting older but still young i hope,wasted time and care on people who leave me straded. females don't like me and are easily stupid and jealous oh and cruel. i'm struggling to find a job. i go to...
    mistyangel mistyangel 31-35, F 5 Responses Dec 27, 2011

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    I honestly can't take it anymore .

    Everything was fine and now things are crashing down on me and I can't handle it . I was good and now things are crashing down on me and I just want to disappear .
    itsmell itsmell 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I Just Can't Stand

    Being a girl and feeling like it's the worst thing in the world. It wasn't until I really had my eyes opened to the sexism that is inherent in our society, that I became unable to stop thinking about it. I mean, if you really think about it, I mean really think about it, you can...
    VioletSound333 VioletSound333 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    How I Feel Always

    I want to disappear, not like leave everyone behind and start a new life just vanish into nothing. I do not want to kill myself because i am a coward and i wouldn't want to hurt anyone by doing so. I just wish I could be erased from life or never been born. I don't know what to...
    Sasame Sasame 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    The Avatar Of This Experience Makes Me Feel Funny

    of course I do. Doesn't everyone?  I feel like I could cease to breathe and it wouldn't change one thing in the world. There is a girl somewhere that I love and she might be sad for a minute.  ****, this story makes me want to disappear.
    letmeusethisname letmeusethisname 41-45, M Oct 17, 2010

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,It gets so bad,Wish I had a cure,I know,Wish I could disappear,Trouble is,Wouldn't be long,They'd be lookin' for me,I'm too popular,Just to disappear.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    Why Cant I Just Be Gone?

    I wish I could just disappear. All the fighting and pain, me getting my heart broken, listening to my own mom say that she hates me and I was a mistake and how my dad was a retard and got her pregnant. It just sucks, I wish I could just disappear for a while, go into ecoma or...
    Girlwithasuckylife Girlwithasuckylife 13-15 2 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    The Silent Moment...

    Sometimes I do have the same feeling...of wanting to just be invisible..  Not being psycho but at times I feel the surrounding is too much for me...I just wanted to be invisible for a day or two.   Scuba diving helps and I been doing that until lately its monsoon...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2008

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    Right now. I wish nobody could ever find me

    again. Like poof and I'm gone forever.
    caleighreid caleighreid 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 21

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    She's Like The Wind

    You asked my friends and they would tell you that I can easily  vanished without anyone finding me. Disappearing is my only option to flee from my problems.  I feel that my disappearance will make the world a better place because I believe in my lifetime I have few...
    Dumstey Dumstey 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 29, 2010

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    Escape Plan Being Thought Of...

    I'm 18, I lost my brother 2 years and 1 day ago and also my insanity when I lost him... He was in a motorbike accident had a head on with a car and died instantly while I was at work.... My dad never treated him very nicely and kind of replaced him with me because I'm most like...
    Silentlydreaming Silentlydreaming 18-21 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    The Situation Is Not Getting Any Better.

    I'm so lost! I dont know what to do anymore everytime something starts to go right it always goes wrong and im sick and tired of it. I dont know if i can take it anymore all this "it will get better" But it never does get better!!!. I started self harming when i was 13. Long...
    Itsnicci Itsnicci 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 16, 2010

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    i wish i can dissaoeer i see no perpoues being here i do same thing evreyday get up weight my self cry drink then play games till i sleep sigh i have no friends or bf.. never had one i give up..
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 19, 2011

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    Disappear

    I just want to disappear with you....
    juniordenny juniordenny 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Often Times....

    Often times I wish I could just disappear, and never come back, disappear to something better, better than where I am, what I am dealing with. Just disappear and get away from everything, and everyone. Get away from all the pain, all the hurt, all the memories of the things that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 29, 2010

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    Invisible

    some times i just sit and watch,contimplatig the world around me.im usualy anerlizing the people that surround me and there lives.i love watching the play of life and the beauty in it.its like lying on the grass and taking the time to look up at the sky,emersing youself in its...
    bohemianbeauty72 bohemianbeauty72 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 25, 2009

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    I just don't know what to do I wanna disappear

    everyone would be a whole lot happier with out me. I always hurt someone or screw up and I'm tired of it.
    suicidal432 suicidal432 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 21

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    I Wish It Were That Easy

    Being able to just disappear would be so much easier than the existence I'm living right now. I'm always the forgotten one, the one that's always thought of as a second resort. The one thats left behind when someone better comes along. I wouldn't have all this emotional hurt...
    Quirkyscreenname Quirkyscreenname 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    LIke Today For Example!

    Today I just wanted to melt away. I was so overwhelmed with everything that went on today that I just wanted to crawl into my bed and cry until I drifted off into sleep. But no. That was not an option. I won't go into heavy details about my day but I will say this...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2009

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    If Only I Could Fade Out Of View And Out Of Existence...

    wouldn't it be nice to suddenly dissolve into nothing... no feelings, no thoughts, no hurt or pain, nothing can touch me, noone can see me... and then again...  think about those people who do feel that way.. who have nobody, who feel like they don't have a life...
    truthseekr truthseekr 51-55, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    This Is Stupid

    Just googled this phrase to see how to react to my own problem. i hate reading other people's sob stories because they usually can't spell or have irrational criticisms. but i'm in the same category, feeling this way. i'm sad and have been for a while. i can get it under control...
    87alex 87alex 18-21 1 Response Jun 3, 2012

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    Seriously?

    This group is full of a bunch of whiny, depressing, egotistical, spoiled little punks. Nobody likes me...nobody ever will...the world is out to get me...everything is HARD...waaaaaaah. GAH, get over it! This "nobody" bullshit is just obnoxious...I guarantee SOMEBODY likes you...
    peanutsforbrains peanutsforbrains 26-30 5 Responses Jun 15, 2012

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    Things Are Getting Worse.

     i don't think i'm needed. I feel like i'm not exist. i wish i could really disappear, and see who is gonna be REALIZE it and miss me. if i'm not needed, why i was born to this world?
    fhrmaharani fhrmaharani 13-15 1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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    Sometimes during the day I imagine myself

    disappearing. If I could just find a deep, dark hole, curl up in a ball, and fall asleep forever I would be so relieved. I used to see this world as a beautiful place I never wanted to leave but now I can't wait to leave it. I just don't see the point anymore. I hate this world...
    babybop12 babybop12 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    It Would Be So Awesome

    it would be the best thing to ever happen if i could just disappear off the face of the earth. no more getting bothered, no more having to deal with my parents, no more disappointing people.  i wish with  two words i could just disappear....
    BrokenButterflies BrokenButterflies 18-21, F 1 Response May 11, 2010

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    Life is so pressuring .... I'm the nicest person and I find friends and dudes I date take advantage of my kind heart.
    loyal4him loyal4him 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I wish I could disappearance. Maybe one day I will. I'm tired of the double standard. I don't want to find common ground. I want to forget your existence. Forever.
    DontMsgMe DontMsgMe 22-25, F Oct 11

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    I just wish I could be someone else. It's just hard to be myself right now in my life. I do my best to hide my pain from other people, but they are just too cruel. I wish the pain...
    geminidragon geminidragon 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    I don't have a bad life. I have a mom, a dad and two brothers. I live in a house. I eat food everyday. I have fresh water to drink. But I still want to leave. Why? I don't know. I...
    maaatildaaah maaatildaaah 13-15, F Oct 12

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    I wish I was having a baby shower. Everyone keeps asking if I'm having one, it's kind of depressing. I'm not bothering with one this time around because my first two were a bust...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F Sep 22

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    All wants and desires would disappear...all fears could be controlled...confidence is not needed...company is not necessary...solitude is peace...loneliness is peace...hatred...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F Oct 1

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    I could die in the arms of someone who's so beautiful and kind like my EP bro.
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    It feels stupid to do this, considering I'm only 18 and probably many people will just tell me I'm going through a teen phase or something... but I wanted help, and this site...
    calliope95 calliope95 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    Just one person I like would not leave me. I know it's childish and all to hold on to one person and give that person all the responsibility in life. But if only one stayed I'll...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    When you share a house with some one you often just wish they would move out and give ya some space . Then when they do go away for a few days you realise how quiet living in a...
    Nutcase38 Nutcase38 36-40, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have had a single goal in my life since a few years back, but have dreamt of my happiness for all my life. I've chosen the alternative lifestyle of refusing college (for I see...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I remember when I was in High school I had a close friend who's name was Jason. Then I had another named David. We drifted apart after we all went our separate ways. Then in my...
    HONAW HONAW 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 27

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    I wish I could go and never come back
    sadsadness sadsadness 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    Since the summer of my sophmore year i knew. You were the one. I cant tell you how manh nights i have cried wishing that you felt the same. I pit my self out on the line to tell...
    lovelyjxox lovelyjxox 16-17, F 20 hrs ago

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    Since the summer of my sophmore year i knew. You were the one. I cant tell you how manh nights i have cried wishing that you felt the same. I pit my self out on the line to tell...
    lovelyjxox lovelyjxox 16-17, F 20 hrs ago

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    I'm so complicated I want to be alone then when I am. I only want to be with you. You seemed to get it but ran far away. Now I get it. There is no more left to say. Be well...
    onlywhenloney onlywhenloney 41-45, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I went and saw that new Dracula movie last night.... IT WAS ******* AWESOME!! I wish I was a vampire.... Why am I just your average mortal? I have to say that it was the first...
    veeshybi veeshybi 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have two older brothers. We are not close. I wish I had a sister - older or younger to relate to :( too late now. It will never happen as I'm now 38yrs old.
    kriogyal kriogyal 31-35 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I wished I was beautiful. :/ most days I just feel ugly.
    Adpatrick Adpatrick 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I laid there unconscious in my bathroom floor. I was slowly slipping away. My body grew cold, I struggled to scream but nothing would come out of my mouth. I could feel my blood...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I feel like I poison people. I have so many ideas and thoughts I can't keep track of them. I have high expectations but set a horrible example. I am lazy, inefficient and unable to...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    I wish, so much, that I could do something to help... I wish so much I could help ...in even the smallest way... I just want to make all the horridness' go away.... And I wish so...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Oct 8

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    I pretend that the remarks about me don't hurt. I pretend when people are mean to me just for being me that I am 200% find when I fire back some smart *** remark. I talk back to...
    trs1999 trs1999 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Not one of these high revving japanese things, either. Nothing fancy. Just an old bike to love and ride. Y'know the kind of thing, not one that goes "yim yim" when the throttle is...
    canis65536 canis65536 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I just wish I could do that, but humans heart is so stubborn and you cannot make it obey. it has it's own mind and can do it's own action. I just wish I could tell my heart no to...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29