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I Wish I Could Just Erase You From My Mind

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    Will It Ever Stop.

    I've been shutting the memories out of my head for years. My mind wants to remember more. My mind wants to force all that bad ugliness In. "I can't just sit and think about this now I'm working!" I tell my mind. It doesn't listen, It forces It's way In anyways. I can't run from...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2012

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    Some Of My Friends

    I wish that I could get some of my friends out of my head. Because they seem to not want me to be a friend with. I hate that so much. Because I grew up with some of them. Its just so hard that I am not really friends with them at all. We used to be very good friends. Now we aren...
    acjf acjf 22-25, F Mar 4, 2011

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    I Miss You...still

    I miss you before the night dares to embrace the birth of dawn's early light Before you awake to witness the dawning of this majestic sight.I miss you still in the early morning, upon the rooster's time of calling. As I watch the dawn, my heart still yearns while accepting...
    DreamWizard DreamWizard 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    Almost

    I miss you at times then other times I just don't want to deal with you. Are we together or not? When will I hear from you next? I miss your call and you leave a message, saying you'll catch me tomorrow then I don't hear from you at all. I'd call you but I really don't have...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 3 Responses May 15, 2011

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    I Try

    Well I shake my head to try and clear the memories away from my brain,the butterflies from my stomach and the emotions from my heart....and hope for a fresh start but I know after it's all said and done he'll still be there...Oh how I wish I could just erase you the way you so...
    sexxydiva sexxydiva 36-40, F 10 Responses Aug 12, 2011

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    Let My Spirit Fly

    When everything I do somehow always comes back to you, I have to stop and wonder if there is a reason, or if it is just a kind of terribly painful reminder that will never go away. You are not in my life anymore. Our friendship is gone, perhaps dead. It's too late, there is no...
    IronLotus IronLotus 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2011

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    The You Is

    my birth family and the pain of growing up.......................................................................................................................
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Sep 13, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    It's been so long...in general, but the last time I saw you must have been 2 years ago anyway... M.L...God, why can't I forget you?? We can't be together, you have your life and I...
    Chimera1019 Chimera1019 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I wish all of you the very best I truly do. I wish no one felt pain, felt hurt, felt sad, felt left out, felt depressed, been backstabbed, felt lonely, cried at night, felt like no...
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 51 mins ago

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    if i was able to see my younger self this is what i would say . If I were to go back to my younger self let's say the age of 12. I would tell him the following things . " younger...
    Aniceguyforyou Aniceguyforyou 18-21, M Jul 6

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    I guess "young" is a relative term, isn't it? I am 43, and I am sure that is young to someone who is 60 or older, right? I have many thoughts about this whole idea, but for this...
    shellseagirl shellseagirl 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    I wish u all able to spend time with your love once often especially for those who have long distance
    Minniekoala Minniekoala 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I would tell you how your eyes could light the darkest of alleys, how your voice echoes in my hears and bounces off the corners of my mind long after you're gone. How each word...
    terribletaytor terribletaytor 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Here comes the sadness.... It's pretty bad when you can feel you yourself slipping.
    CaliCoRex4 CaliCoRex4 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 4

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    I tell myself the most horrible of things... I'm filled to the brim with self loathing and I have no self esteem left. I constantly have thoughts of suicide but I don't have the...
    weby667 weby667 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    When I spent year after year with you When all I knew was you You were there when my skies were black...And made them blue Now your gone And I feel like a fool Cause for the...
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    Well not a whole change, I want my testicles put inside my body and have a vagina added while I keep my penis... I know this isn't possible but I sure wish it was. And maybe size...
    str8CD str8CD 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    yeah!would be gratifying to help people out with the fruits of my toil in any manner so that could get the much needed succor int their lives...
    romell romell 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Happy July 4 everyone. Wish you all the best!!! ;)
    BellerMoo BellerMoo 18-21, F Jul 4

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    i am lonely and trying to put my life back together separated from wife and family
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8

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    I wish I was 6 again.. I didn't have to worry about anything....
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F Jul 15

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    We all go through bullshit but to compare our hopes,dreams and honesty makes us into a family.
    AcousticLover AcousticLover 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    I can't help it!!! Every time I want to fart I push WAY WAY to hard then SPALT!!! Out comes mr brown to see me yet again
    mcfartcloud mcfartcloud 31-35, M Jul 4

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    I just don't see a future for myself...
    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Or maybe I just do not feel like sharing.
    Ashadypast Ashadypast 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Another day Another night sleepless. The sands of time flow in one direction so I've heard. Is there not a way to reverse that. Why are our actions irreversible. Why don't we have...
    fat1l fat1l 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    I think about you when the night is cold and dark, uh-huh, yeah No one can move me the way that you do Nothing erases this feeling between me and you, oh I drove all night to...
    Feelinthebeat Feelinthebeat 41-45, F Jul 2

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    Actually, no. I want to see life through YOUR eyes. Accepting volunteers right now. Here's the deal: I get to inhabit your body for three days. I experience, feel and think...
    Solfeggio Solfeggio 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    While I lay here I think about everything in my life. The things I need to change. The people that I have to remove out of my life. The love I wish I knew to have. Or did I? My...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    It's over half a year since I joined EP and although I've heard from "old-timers" that the site used to be lots better in the past...it was ok for me initially. I took a break from...
    Piscesrose Piscesrose 46-50, F Jul 13

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    You never talk to me. The girl you cheated on me with knew our marriage was over before even I had a clue. Sometimes I wish I could read your mind, cuz then maybe at least I could...
    BlueEyedFaye BlueEyedFaye 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    Hello, I'm in my very late 40s and have been on my own (outside relationships) most of my life. I had my last long relationship 10 yrs ago and that was for 2.5 yrs. The intention...
    maejay maejay 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've never been able to relax and have fun. Because of this I've missed out on so much in life and I’ll probably miss out on so much more. It’s one of my biggest flaws. I...
    BewareTheGonzo BewareTheGonzo 13-15 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I am a woman who is bald by choice and I wish people were more open minded about everything. Just because someone or something is different, doesn't make it bad. Open your mind...
    cgpyrtle cgpyrtle 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    You have a tough life, but you have made mine easier. You have completly changed my life for the better:) I use to believe that I had nothing to live for and no one would miss me...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I will write this as I feel it, so if some parts seem crude or redundant, please, bear with me. We met, in the unlikeliest of places. Two people caught in the tangle of life...
    Akumakun Akumakun 22-25, M Jul 11

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    Times like these is when you understood me the most, I miss those days with you ..I had you as my diary, anything I want to say I'd come to you.. you had me the same way too.. we...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    These nights are the nights where I don't want to let you go, because I still love you so much. These are the nights where all of my songs are gonna be about you. These are the...
    true16 true16 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    " I wish I could hug you right now But the distance will never allow Being apart has made me weak I wish I could hold your hand I desperately hope you understand How much I...
    YouRgirl17 YouRgirl17 18-21, F Jul 9

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    I'll Never Let You Go As darkness comes here once again To steal away the light We gather once again for tales You just may die from fright Now settle in and gather round Take...
    wendu44 wendu44 18-21, F Jul 9

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    I believe in... that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I believe… that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who...
    PepperX PepperX 22-25, F Jul 10

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    Down to keeping diaries or taking medication at the right times every day, I find it so impossibly difficult to remember to do things and do them regularly or in a routine. I...
    nainaii nainaii 18-21, F Jul 16

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    Happy birthday. I wished I could take you to dinner for it... I would if I could... but alas, I find I must wait. I'll wait for you, like a stone. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v...
    Twidget0831 Twidget0831 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    MindvsHeartAJ - It basically describes how I am at this point in life. Everything I do starts a complete war between my mind and my heart and I, AJ, am at the mercy of both. Even...
    MindvsHeartAJ MindvsHeartAJ 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 5

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    “I wish I could show you when you are lonely or in darkness the astonishing light of your own being.” Hafiz
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 7

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    Miss you baby! I hate being so far away from you. I wish next weekend would come now so I could see you. I don't know how some people can do long distance; mad respect to you all!
    Starkillera Starkillera 22-25, F a week ago

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    A lot of people claim that they are open minded, but when I talk with them I find the opposite. For example, when I talk to some people for a while and they s