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I Wish I Could Leave My Husband

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    Well not a whole change, I want my testicles put inside my body and have a vagina added while I keep my penis... I know this isn't possible but I sure wish it was. And maybe size...
    str8CD str8CD 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I wish I was everything you deserved everything you wanted. I'm insecure, I'm a mess, I'm constantly afraid that you will leave me for someone better. I don't like these fears, but...
    FeelingAmazingRightNow FeelingAmazingRightNow 13-15, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I see people who make posts about how much they love their mom and that their mom is always there for them and understands them but sadly at times that is not the case for me. I...
    wonderlustdreamer wonderlustdreamer 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I can't stand being apart from him, mostly when we are away from home. Him being at work doesn't bother me if I'm in the comfort of my own home. I don't particularly like going to...
    brittanys13 brittanys13 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I cheated on my husband, then i left him. He was mean, and I'm tired of repeating the details, but by mean I intend to say that he fits into many of the descriptors of an...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm trying to do the right thing not only for myself, but for my family, especially for my beautiful baby daughter, to whom I might never apologize enough for not choosing well her...
    mery81 mery81 31-35, F 19 hrs ago

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    I read all of the stories and I can relate to them my husband was the sort of man that women adore beautiful in everyway but he is a functioning alcoholic .So I did it I left my...
    sunshineonarainyday sunshineonarainyday 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was 15 and he dumped me for a cheerleader. Then the rest of my four years of high school he would try his hardest to break me and my boyfriend( now husband )up. Then he found me...
    carebear1019 carebear1019 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I have been married to my husband for over 18 years (together for 20). We have a 22yr old son (his by birth, mine by adoption) and a younger teen daughter. Our son was initially...
    Alex1sJam4s Alex1sJam4s 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    My mother burst into tears…cried loudly in front of me…..she had a mental break out because of the many worries and problems she facing at 60 years age….mom has a 40 years...
    saudifemale saudifemale 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    My husband has been tired and on edge due to work. He works 14-16 hour days and when he gets home he has nothing left for me. Tonight, we ordered Indian takeout with two types of...
    PeachMoscato PeachMoscato 31-35, F 14 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I have been hurt and cheated on many times and still, here i am, staying with him and loving him. Now, other woman (he denies having any communication with her) is texting me and...
    brokenscarred brokenscarred 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Whenever im in a relationship, in about 2 months or less i feel already non- exited anymore. I become more quiet and the whole magic of the flirting and laughing is gone , and then...
    mcalderon89 mcalderon89 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    Nine months ago, while I was at a lakeside music festival, I ran into an old acquaintance. John and I had met in 2008 through a mutual friend. Over the years, our paths had crossed...
    wastedmonths wastedmonths 26-30 1 Response Jul 3

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    My mother-in-law recently became incapacitated. She is elderly and was just hospitalized. I spent three days with my husband and other family members at the hospital. I get along...
    kt65 kt65 46-50 1 Response Jul 7

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    I don't even know where to begin. First of all me and my husband have 21 grandchildren and he is only partial to a few of them...the rest he is indifferent but to this one...
    LavondaCausey LavondaCausey 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Even thought it was almost 10 years ago, I vividly remember seeing him from across the bar. Don't roll your eyes; this isn't what you think it is. He was handsome and brawny, and I...
    MiscMela MiscMela 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I wish I was strong and organized and had the courage and know how to make my dreams fly. I want to be victorious over my problems instead of falling apart all the time. I wish I...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 3 hrs ago

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    Betrayed wives, I have been posting stories and resources under "I am trying to save my marriage" and a few other places. An EP pal, Uht2014, has some really good info on her...
    lillynfriends lillynfriends 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    These are some of the reasons why I feel the need to die. Abuse. Bullying. Intrusions. Hatred. Scorn. Rejection. Other people focused on my life exclusively and somehow them...
    deepscar deepscar 46-50, F 12 Responses Jul 1

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    My husband and I have been married for 10 years but we've been together for 15. During our marriage, he cheated on me twice with two different women. The first woman he actually...
    futureexwife14 futureexwife14 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I wish I could just turn back the clock and change a lot that has happened recently like marrying my ex husband because it would save a lot of heartache and sadness going through a...
    emilygrace278 emilygrace278 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Eternal sunshine... "There's an emotional core to each of our memories.And when you eradicate that core...it starts its degradation process." "I can't remember anything without...
    NobodyCanEverHearHerCall NobodyCanEverHearHerCall 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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    I wish I didn't exist, that I had never existed. Before I go to sleep at night, l wish and pray for it. I fantasise about it. I close my eyes and picture a darkness, not of evil...
    glassprison glassprison 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    He's not my husband yet, we are getting married in October, but sometimes I wish we weren't. I'm so torn in my own mind I can't even think. Over the last few years, I've been...
    wantingtobehappy84 wantingtobehappy84 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    I post this on behalf of a friend who as we speak is on her 5th day of non-stop "discussions" with her husband of 5 years who she's told she wants to leave. She has been suffering...
    PerseveringMark PerseveringMark 31-35 3 days ago

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    I post this for a friend who as we speak is locked inside for a 5th consecutive day being subjected to emotional torment after telling her abusive husband she wants to leave the...
    PerseveringMark PerseveringMark 31-35 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wish I could let go of so many people and so many things but these are part of me I can never let them go!! No matter how much it hurts me I endure the pain I wish I was numb or...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F Jun 28

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    I wish there was a place that I can go to that isn't in the real world, like a place where there's all friendly and happy people just somewhere I can go and have fun and forget...
    Adreamerrr Adreamerrr 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    From the first day I saw her I knew she was the one for me!Times has tested that faith on many levels due to the fact she was still married ..I still took her as my girl .I never...
    crissyred33 crissyred33 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Everyone, including my own extended family, thinks that my husband is just the nicest guy in the world. He puts on his nice, friendly mask and attitude when others are around...
    wifeofmiserabletyrant wifeofmiserabletyrant 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I've been married for 5 yrs and have 2 boys with my husband. On a few occasions I found out he was unfaithful, I have lost love for him and don't trust him! Also he's always...
    deebee04 deebee04 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    My husband is such a jerk .I I hate his sisters husband and so does everyone that I know this jerk is very disrepectful to me disrepectful twords my family , this thing is the...
    pink26 pink26 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    Everything he does winds me up. He never talks to me, just spends all his spare time on his phone or iPad (playing games, not to girls or anything). He says I am angry all the...
    tizzwizz tizzwizz 31-35 1 Response Jul 5

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    There are so many wishes I think I could have. But they are not real. That mindset is not productive. It is the wrong way to look at life. It's fantasy. I've lived in my own...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    So I met my husband 9 years ago and fell deeply in love immediately I had a son from a previous relationship and he accepted me and my son told me I'm the woman of his dreams that...
    canadian4 canadian4 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I want to leave. I want to go. I don't suffer pain any more, just an intense longing that I desperately want to act on. It's driving me more and more mad to know that I can't do so...
    AndrozaniMajor AndrozaniMajor 18-21, F Jun 23

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    So yea I'm having an affair with my sister in laws husband... We've been seeing each other on and off over the past 7 months. My marriage to his wife's brother has been in the...
    bowerstoy bowerstoy 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    if i was able to see my younger self this is what i would say . If I were to go back to my younger self let's say the age of 12. I would tell him the following things . " younger...
    Aniceguyforyou Aniceguyforyou 18-21, M Jul 6

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    Reached the level that love turns into hate. I could do anything to leave him now and never have to see him again for the rest of my life. He spends our money on drinking and tells...
    sissysassy sissysassy 31-35, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't really want to leave my drunk husband because he's fine when he's not drunk. I just really really hate it when he's drunk. he is so mean and always picks a fight. He calls...
    ethereal23 ethereal23 26-30, F Jun 26

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    I have been with my husband since 1999. He has a additive personality that he thinks he is in control of. In the last 15 yrs he has been addicted to meth, cocaine, pills, alcohol...
    2012death 2012death 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I went on a girls long weekend and ended up sleeping with a guy i met there. i can barely even type these words as that would mean that i actually allowed this to happen. But not...
    idk8 idk8 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 2

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    Well here we go again everyday he starts trouble with me its like he wants me to be unhappy . I just dont understand him.we were in serous ffinancial trouble about thirteen years...
    pink26 pink26 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    He is really a jerk. He put me last on his list of things to do. He love his daughter so much that I thought he is in love with her. If she lets him to stay on her bed, I bet he...
    chatarak chatarak 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I don't even know where to start. I met him when I was 19 and serving at a bar, he was 29 and a bouncer at that bar. I wouldn't say it was love at first sight but, more like lust...
    lmp23 lmp23 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I wish I could change how things are. I wish i could go back in time and change the way I acted in some points of my life. I never meant to hurt anyone. All I wanted was to make...
    evie2001 evie2001 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 30