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I Wish I Could Leave My Husband

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    40 years of a miserable marriage/ I cant afford to leave. I am not working. We have a lot of debt. He causes me so much stress. He has such a temper. Never helps me in the house...
    Maggie1909 Maggie1909 61-65, F Nov 27

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    I wish I could leave and start fresh, no more stress or worry
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F Dec 1

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    59th post. A few years back I used to work for a major insurance company. I had just gotten a transfer into the city, and I had been appointed to the new position of a learning and...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    35th post. If you thought the physical, mental and emotional abuse was the worst of it, then I need to just say, you haven't heard the best part of it yet. The part that actually...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    63rd post. Now I'm going to start delving into the issues that have caused me the most anxiety over the years, and which I believe have led to who I am today. Firstly I will talk...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    37th post. I just worked it out. It took me 20 years but I just worked it out. Why I gamble that is. I don't gamble to win, and I don't gamble for the enjoyment. I gamble to punish...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    25th post. It's been a few days since I have posted, and I have to say it has been a roller coaster of emotions. At times I have felt elated and invincible. Other times I have felt...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    If I had one wish. Tonight. Would be spent. Under the stars. In the rain. Alone. No hands. Touching me. No voices. Screaming. Yelling. No fighting. No stress. Just me...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I cant sleep at all I don't know why all I do is bake I wish I could clear my head and sleep but I have so much on my mind it is driving me crazy I am thinking about the man I was...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 21 hrs ago

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    I wish i could sleep in your arms this Christmas :(
    PyrixSin PyrixSin 13-15, M 17 hrs ago

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    My first year without you my love.Wish you stayed home the night you left and ignored me. I learned this one life we get, we can't leave family friends or loved ones angry. There...
    DeeplyLoves DeeplyLoves 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    How do I feel secure in my relationship? I'm not afraid he'll leave me, or cheat on me and yet, I do not feel that he's willing to risk everything to make this work. I know he will...
    secondandunhappy secondandunhappy 22-25, F Dec 7

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    In A Wheelchair Already) Just look at her. She's been sitting all by herself at the edge of the dance floor for five songs now, but no one seems to care. She must be so lonely...
    WarShip WarShip 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    Christmas started for my family last week. With all of our family living in different states or other ends of the state we live in, as usual, our family drives around the nation...
    KatieDarling7 KatieDarling7 41-45, F 10 hrs ago

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    18th post. For anyone who has been following my posts this one is a must read. I am shaking and my hands are sweating bullets because I know this is the truth of it all. The actual...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 24

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    24th post. Before anyone reading this thinks my life has been just one bad thing after another, I'm going to set the record straight. Many of the years of fun were only marred by...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    This morning my husband had said he would take our teen son to the top of the road where the bus stops. I didn't even ask him to. I noticed my husband seemed to be running late for...
    Ladyscorpioz Ladyscorpioz 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    26th post. So here is another blast from the past. This probably happened about 2 years ago, at the height of my anxiety, and when my mental illness was developing into much more...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Nov 30

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    30th post. So this is the second instance of abuse, that I mentioned in post 28. Here goes. I was at our place of business at the time, and I would do evenings there to help out as...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I had been married for 23 years when I fell in love with another man. I had felt disconnected from my husband for a lot of years but thought I was doing the right thing by staying...
    Alucia66 Alucia66 46-50, F Dec 11

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    43rd post. Haven't written for a few days, and unfortunately I'm back to being in a slump. Not sleeping more than about 3 hours a night, and my mind is on fast forward with a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    62nd post. Well here I am again, and I live to see another day. Nobody killed me and I didn't kill anybody, and I guess today I feel like it was all just a dream. It's easy to...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    Merry Christmas everyone.. Ohh my what a large.. ..Christmas list I have! Hope you've all been good, and NOT on Santa's other list! Anyway here we go.. To SkatingMomma.. you gets a...
    Slashrattlenroll Slashrattlenroll 41-45, M 7 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I really want to be able to wear cute dresses and such without being judged or labeled as anything other than a "Walter". I don't feel like I strongly identify as being a woman, so...
    WalterStuart22 WalterStuart22 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    36th post. Hooray for me. I went to a birthday party tonight, and had the most awesome time ever. I met new people, laughed so hard, and had a couple of drinks which relaxed me...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    hey! my name is karan i am from hyderabad i got a seat in punjub for my graduation so i left for punjab it was the 1st tym i was away from my family everything was new there and i...
    realysweetguy realysweetguy 22-25, M Nov 24

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    Eep! Something exciting just happened!!! I am 28 years old & I have never been approached or pursued by a hot guy. Until today! I saw this guy at the coffee shop, & he was...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    29th post. Some happy memories that spring to mind, come from the greatest source of fulfilment in my life. My daughters, and although they are 19 and 17,there is nothing I wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Dec 2

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    I see my ex-husband everywhere. His face appears in my dreams, I see him in the check-out line at the Bay, or while waiting for the subway. I am constantly thinking about him...
    chatonenamour chatonenamour 31-35, F Dec 10

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    I see my ex-husband everywhere. His face appears in my dreams, I see him in the check-out line at the Bay, or while waiting for the subway. I am constantly thinking about him...
    chatonenamour chatonenamour 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    What irritates me the most about my husband, is the fact that he won't let me hold his phone. I can not stand that! if I even glance at it, he gets mad. It ****** me the **** off...
    openlycurious openlycurious 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    It's my little secret no one knows. I wish to leap down from the edge where I have trying to keep my balance for years, fall down and just fly away. Feel the wind caressing my skin...
    Featherwings Featherwings 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    22nd post. Ok lets go into my health, just so I can give a history on how I think my depression might have been triggered, and slowly began to rise. All through my life I was very...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Clearly, my husband and I are having problems. Last night I found out he has been doing drugs behind my back. I'm not sure what to do. I am livid, disappointed and heart broken. We...
    IFOS125 IFOS125 22-25, F Nov 30

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    Well it looks like it's happening, after the last few weeks of hell, barely speaking, just floating past each other with no connection, hubby is going to his friends over the...
    Coco181225 Coco181225 26-30, F Dec 2

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    I don't know if it's the breastfeeding or what, but my husband is calling me a lot during the day (he always has cause he has always been very attached to me) but this is way more...
    bfwife2 bfwife2 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    So I have a friend who we can just call Mel for short and me and her have been close friends since our 7th grade year which was 2010 and were juniors now (2014). Anyways Mel and I...
    JayC15 JayC15 16-17, M Dec 12

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    I feel like this year I have watched as every last crumb of my own childhood has been washed away. I was still fairly young when I bought my first house, and shortly after, I...
    danteflorz danteflorz 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    23rd post. Not long after I recovered from the kidney stone, I started getting upper abdominal pain. They would come and go in spurts, and at the beginning a couple of panadol...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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