I Wish I Could Live My Life Differently

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    *You start life with a clean slate.

    Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been and wonder who you really are. πŸšΆπŸƒπŸƒ
    shafizri shafizri
    22-25, M
    Apr 1, 2014

    I Wish I Could Relive My Life!!!

    i wish i could live my life differently because i have been through the toughest times growing up!! when i was 4 my mom and dad divorced and for a year me and my mom were on our own and then she met HIM a guy named terry! well anyway they were bf and gf for like 7 months and he...
    babycakes6 babycakes6
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Dec 22, 2006

    Not a Wish... a Goal

    To have a housekeeper, chef, personal trainer, gardener and masseur. A tutor/personal trainer/nanny for my son. Own the 20+acre property with the house I see when I close my eyes and the secluded Bed & Breakfast. Travel the world first class. Invest in...
    GoddessNakiBean GoddessNakiBean
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2008

    I Would

    I would not be such a fool... I would be more inciteful... I would... not judge others. I don't think that I am ever not in a mess... I would stop feeling excluded... by myself... by others...
    forlornhope forlornhope
    16-17, M
    1 Response Dec 15, 2008

    Reality Would Be Prefered

    I live my life inside of my head. My entire life is basically on the computer. My work is on here, my friends, my brother. Even my love life is on the computer. I wish my girl wasn't so far away, and that my friends were here and wanted to spend time with me. But maybe I'm better...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    Jul 9, 2008

    I'm well aware that believing something is

    possible is the first step towards making it happen. And I KNOW that I can live my life more productively and happily if I were to eliminate certain things and people from it. I can't stand living the way that I currently am... I dread waking up everyday because I already know...
    sadvibes sadvibes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2015

    To Be Free to Be Me

    I do wish I could live my life differently. Differently enough to be myself. Without hesitation. Without hiding. Without being ridiculed or worse. Responsibility is primary for me right now, so my life is on hold. There is more to life, my life any way. One day the wish will...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    1 Response Oct 27, 2008

    I Guess Really That Is a Tr...

    I guess really that is a trick question. I do wish that I could live my life differently, but at the same time it's the tragedy and mistakes that really shape who we are. It sounds like I'm a fatalist, but think about it. All the things that happen in life, the ones that really...
    dawnofthedead dawnofthedead
    31-35
    Jul 17, 2008

    Wish

    i wish i could be different i wish my parents did not care as much i wish i did not have the things i did i wish i could not meet expectations i wish i could break rules i wish i could be truly free i wish i could be a 'delinquent' feel the pain on a punch which...
    plagued0g plagued0g
    18-21, F
    Feb 24, 2010

    I Want More

    Life is short and I want more. I love my husband and my son. I don't like his family and my family drinks too much to point that they are embarrassing to be around.
    goingpostal goingpostal
    22-25
    Aug 28, 2008

    Maybe *someday*

    THIS is definately NOT the life I see for 'myself'.... I say that because I feel like most times Im living MY life, FOR others. Would be so nice to live a life free of pain, frustrations, negativities, regrets, and stress.  You know... the impossible. Im not saying THAT...
    SweetHoney SweetHoney
    46-50
    1 Response May 6, 2008

    This Is How I Wish Things Could Be.

    I'm going to write a vision of how I would like my life to be... how I wish it would be if it wasn't for bad luck and my mom's cancer. I wish I could be living on my own. My own apartment... going to the school I want to go to without financial burdens. My...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2009

    I Wish....

    I wish my life was different . that things wouldnt of happened the way they did, that i could take back everything I did, that i didntt have this illness that i suffer from and that I was 9 yrs old again to see my father one more last time .... but i know i cant change the...
    whoooty whoooty
    31-35, F
    Dec 22, 2012

    Differently

    Differently,That's how,I'd like to live,I wanna fit in,Don't feel I do,I want to change,I just wish,It was that easy.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 25, 2012

    I'm not sure where I am in my life

    but my reality and outlook never meet up with the real world. I would like to not look at the what "ifs" anymore or dwelling with thoughts of the past. Even if this isn't what I envisioned for my self, I want to find a way to make the most of it and find happiness. When I say...
    hartbri12 hartbri12
    31-35, F
    Nov 10, 2014

    When Will Life Begin?

    I hate having a life with my depression and a disability. I hate not being able to drive and being lonely. I wish I could go back in time and change my life so things wouldn't be this way.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Feb 4, 2012

    But...

    we all make choices when we're too young and inexperienced to really know what we're deciding and then we often have to live with those choices and make the most of it. Some chaices can't be taken back or changed (eg. having children), so if you're any decent sort of person, you...
    cerberus3030150 cerberus3030150
    36-40
    1 Response Jul 14, 2009

    i Wish I Could Help "h...

    i wish i could help "him" and "them....
    GrunBun GrunBun
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2008

    What Goes Around - Does Indeed Come Around

    Case in point: My wife and I went through a bitter divorce many years ago. I did not see my daughter since her first birthday. A few years after the divorce, I tried to see my daughter but was refused by my “ex”. Over the next dozen or so years, my “ex&rdquo...
    sakamato sakamato
    51-55, M
    1 Response Mar 3, 2007

    I Would Love to Been Able T...

    I would love to been able to live my life exactly as I wanted.  Unfortunately, "things" happen.  I do wish, however, I would have done what I do now a long time ago.
    geminiboy geminiboy
    51-55
    Mar 27, 2008

    Everyday Is the Same.

    I spend my day the same every day. well,  basically. I get really bored with it. Get up, go to school, come home from school, eat food, watch teevee do crossword puzzles, go to bed. Nothing exciting at all. I want to DO something. add some spice to my life.  but, I...
    omgxitsalison omgxitsalison
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2008

    I wish I could back up half the stuff I feel

    and want to do and say without feeling nervous and aniexty all time
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 2

    My Life Is Missing Something

    I wanna become a raw vegan,exercise regularly,go to bed earlier,start new hobbies,make friends. Im just so damn lazy. But more and more everyday Im getting closer to wanna do all these things. Soon....
    SiSeulement SiSeulement
    18-21
    1 Response Jul 22, 2008

    Sometimes I Think About Running Away

    Really. I never pack up my bags but sometimes the urge comes to move somewhere. Press restart. I am a young professional, but this feels reminiscent of a bratty teen. What separates is that I don't just take action like I would have around 15-19. The thought of relocation is...
    Demise Demise
    22-25, F
    Sep 9, 2012

    Do Not Fail

    Those who fail to prepare are preparing to fail. You can keep knocking but you cant knock me down. Life's a game, but it's not fair, I break the rules because I don't care, so I keep doing my own thing, walking tall against the rain. I don't wanna go to sleep. I wanna stay up all...
    NarutoShippudenFanGirl NarutoShippudenFanGirl
    16-17, F
    Apr 14, 2013

    Everything Would Change.

    I would be able to show who I really am to my friends. I would be able to go into public without thinking about it first. I would be able to stay in High School, rather than me getting my GED. I wouldn't be getting kicked out. I would be able to possibly understand why...
    Karley Karley
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2008

    When Will My Life Begin?

    I spend most of the day daydreaming what my life would be like if I was out on my own. I would be able to go wherever I wanted to go and make my own decisions. Having a place of my own would be paradise...if it were real. All I do is stay in my room and watch television all day...
    beautywithin20 beautywithin20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 18, 2011

    I Wish I Could

    if i could i would like to know where i would be now, if i would of been able to bishop kearney, if i did have a job, if i were a better person. but i'll never know.
    papercut2211 papercut2211
    16-17, M
    Oct 11, 2008

    Now Days...

    There was a time where my life had everything my little heart desired. Money, my lady, my best friends, my dream car (at the time) a job that I loved, all by the age of 23. I was killing my 'bucket list'. From 2003-2007 My life had been truly blessed. I spent every single bit of...
    EricS EricS
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Oct 14, 2008

    In My Perfect World..

     Like this group says, I want to live differently. But can I? I feel so tied down by all these social norms and expectations. I used to pride myself in speaking out when it was needed and no one could do it. I didn't care what people thought. But I feel like any other...
    happybitch happybitch
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 12, 2010

    Help Me Plz

    im a 13 yr old and ive been givin the most horrible choice ever who do i want to live with? it started in the summer of last year my father wanted for me to live with him and his girlfriend and i was onboard with that then i got to my moms house and she still wanted me to live...
    ordieson1992 ordieson1992
    13-15, M
    Apr 23, 2010

    I Need To, I Need To Stop Wishing It.

    I have to get out of this quiet and shy self. Ever since I was younger, I've been wishing to get the guy. I've been wishing for more friends. I've been wishing to be prettier. All I do is wish, wish, wish, but I don't do. I wish I could live my life differently everyday of my...
    Ashley868 Ashley868
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2011

    Without Hiding.

    I'm tired of having to keep up an act for the sake of the people around me. Even though I'm sure people who know me well are suspicious about my sexuality, I make it a point not to tell anyone. Same goes for my religious choices, or lack thereof as it were. I wish people could...
    b1alasdair b1alasdair
    18-21, M
    Feb 9, 2010

    I Could

    But I'd need a kick in the *** every single day. Never say never, so who knows, maybe someday I live my life differently :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 18, 2008

    I did a post about this on tumblr follow

    and check it out http://chanelconoco.tumblr.com
    someoneforyou12 someoneforyou12
    22-25, F
    Oct 23, 2014

    Change of Plans

    Paulo and I had this whole trip planned. 2010 starts in Ireland and we'd take a year or two to travel around Europe. We have the money saved up and everything. We had train tickets at the ready, people to stay with, hostels picked out. We knew what we wanted to see and what we...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet
    26-30, F
    Jul 28, 2008

    Live With A Cheating Man

    I live with a cheating man and thinks that he is inoccent as they come.. This guy has done everything in the book except for getting caught. I can't believe  this guy has nerve to want to cheat esp since I'm a great woman.. Things i would do all over again is be more...
    NDBB NDBB
    31-35, F
    Mar 22, 2010

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    I think life is less about what happens to you and more about how you react to it. we have these ideas and preconceptions that we carry with us that change how we see the world and...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I am writing at the suggestion of Robb Warren and Waiting 4 What (and inspired by Vegas Baby). It seems appropriate to put a coda on what was one of the most important and...
    maryryan maryryan
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 21
    ok, I'm glad I get to end with this experience... (I wonder if I never stop typing this, if it will force them to continue? lol ) I just finished getting the second small roof...
    Nateindenver Nateindenver
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    i seem to be an isolated entity and nothing comes easy to me ....i sometimes feel like my existence is purely to struggle ....i don,t have many people around me i don,t know...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer
    36-40
    Apr 20
    It seems its that time of life when you are so fragile and vulnerable that you are not capable of getting into any good friendships in life... even though u know they are one of...
    tomharryasia tomharryasia
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    I'm VegasBaby. I was here in 2009. I can claim the great honor of being the first person here to have sex with someone else from this board. Actually, I guess she can claim the...
    vegasbaby551 vegasbaby551
    61-65, M
    3 Responses Apr 19
    I have had a ridiculous amount of fun in my life.
    1jeni 1jeni
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    All I did was I sent gifts last year around Christmas time forget tending that this man would take anything I do as an offence and report it to the police ..as it has also been...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Some can live without love , some can't, I can't live without love and passion. I wish i had a strong man in my life who says everything is fine honey. I'm here for you. It...
    jayaselvamoni jayaselvamoni
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    i wish my life would be full of happiness but it's opposite of that no happiness πŸ˜” I'm turning 19 in 2 months. From the childhood till now i never experienced what is happiness...
    alwaysthereforY0u alwaysthereforY0u
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    Please keep reading to the end, there's more to it than the title. Met a guy on the cruise I just got back from today. I can't stop thinking about him. He sorta showed interest...
    CrazyMetalPunk CrazyMetalPunk
    13-15, F
    Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    Hello, I'm 20 years old now. I live in Ukraine. I first found this site at the beginning of summer 2014. Since that time many things happened in my life. There were good times and...
    lonelyrider95 lonelyrider95
    18-21, M
    Apr 17
    our poisonous society has created an unbearable life which we call convention. I'm sick of having to live with the expectation that you must study hard, achieve great grades, then...
    Purplelamb Purplelamb
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    timing is everything, but I will get to a good time in my life hopefully soonish and I can be in that zone and be doing exactly what I want with all the time to back it
    MatthewJacobsen MatthewJacobsen
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Still looking for that one person... you know, the one who likes to talk about nothing, the one who likes to flirt, the one who lives life on the edge, pushing boundaries I know...
    misterbobby803 misterbobby803
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 17
    it's one of the hardest things to do, watching them slip away. seeing how distant they become with you. I know there is nothing I can do really, the only one that can stop her is...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    In a way, I'm already living in a fantasy world. After all, I have been called a dreamer and a fool. And that's putting it lightly. With that out of the way, my fantasy world is...
    Ichilicious Ichilicious
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    I wish I could fall down the rabbit hole, touch the pin that takes me to Tomorrowland, walk through the wardrobe and into Narnia, run through the platform wall of 9 3/4 to Hogwarts...
    nevergoingtousethis nevergoingtousethis
    16-17, F
    Apr 16
    It wud never happen to me In the movie "letters to juliet" They talk about a woman married for 25 years having 10 children and still make "passionate love every night". She is...
    hopelesslyromantic hopelesslyromantic
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    In few days this journey will come to end and i cant help myself than smile how my life is still standing still on the same point. Now also i have to be loud to speak my heart.No...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    Apr 15
    If you plan to love me, I promise to find the right words to describe my feelings and help you unravel the puzzle of my life. If you plan to love me, I will slowly start breaking...
    ThinxAna ThinxAna
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
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