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I Wish I Could Live My Life Differently

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    To Be Free to Be Me

    I do wish I could live my life differently. Differently enough to be myself. Without hesitation. Without hiding. Without being ridiculed or worse. Responsibility is primary for me right now, so my life is on hold. There is more to life, my life any way. One day the wish will...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2008

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    Sometimes I Think About Running Away

    Really. I never pack up my bags but sometimes the urge comes to move somewhere. Press restart. I am a young professional, but this feels reminiscent of a bratty teen. What separates is that I don't just take action like I would have around 15-19. The thought of relocation is...
    Demise Demise 22-25, F Sep 9, 2012

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    I Guess Really That Is a Tr...

    I guess really that is a trick question. I do wish that I could live my life differently, but at the same time it's the tragedy and mistakes that really shape who we are. It sounds like I'm a fatalist, but think about it. All the things that happen in life, the ones that really...
    dawnofthedead dawnofthedead 31-35 Jul 17, 2008

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    My Life Is Missing Something

    I wanna become a raw vegan,exercise regularly,go to bed earlier,start new hobbies,make friends. Im just so damn lazy. But more and more everyday Im getting closer to wanna do all these things. Soon....
    SiSeulement SiSeulement 18-21 1 Response Jul 22, 2008

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    When Will Life Begin?

    I hate having a life with my depression and a disability. I hate not being able to drive and being lonely. I wish I could go back in time and change my life so things wouldn't be this way.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Feb 4, 2012

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    Change of Plans

    Paulo and I had this whole trip planned. 2010 starts in Ireland and we'd take a year or two to travel around Europe. We have the money saved up and everything. We had train tickets at the ready, people to stay with, hostels picked out. We knew what we wanted to see and what we...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F Jul 28, 2008

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    I Would Love to Been Able T...

    I would love to been able to live my life exactly as I wanted.  Unfortunately, "things" happen.  I do wish, however, I would have done what I do now a long time ago.
    geminiboy geminiboy 51-55 Mar 27, 2008

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    But not that lucky yet.

    Tried coping. Now waiting for yet.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    I did a post about this on tumblr follow

    and check it out http://chanelconoco.tumblr.com
    someoneforyou12 someoneforyou12 22-25, F Oct 23

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    I Want More

    Life is short and I want more. I love my husband and my son. I don't like his family and my family drinks too much to point that they are embarrassing to be around.
    goingpostal goingpostal 22-25 Aug 28, 2008

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    I'm not sure where I am in my life

    but my reality and outlook never meet up with the real world. I would like to not look at the what "ifs" anymore or dwelling with thoughts of the past. Even if this isn't what I envisioned for my self, I want to find a way to make the most of it and find happiness. When I say...
    hartbri12 hartbri12 31-35, F Nov 10

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    I Wish....

    I wish my life was different . that things wouldnt of happened the way they did, that i could take back everything I did, that i didntt have this illness that i suffer from and that I was 9 yrs old again to see my father one more last time .... but i know i cant change the...
    whoooty whoooty 31-35, F Dec 22, 2012

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    Live With A Cheating Man

    I live with a cheating man and thinks that he is inoccent as they come.. This guy has done everything in the book except for getting caught. I can't believe  this guy has nerve to want to cheat esp since I'm a great woman.. Things i would do all over again is be more...
    NDBB NDBB 31-35, F Mar 22, 2010

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    Everything Would Change.

    I would be able to show who I really am to my friends. I would be able to go into public without thinking about it first. I would be able to stay in High School, rather than me getting my GED. I wouldn't be getting kicked out. I would be able to possibly understand why...
    Karley Karley 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2008

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    But...

    we all make choices when we're too young and inexperienced to really know what we're deciding and then we often have to live with those choices and make the most of it. Some chaices can't be taken back or changed (eg. having children), so if you're any decent sort of person, you...
    cerberus3030150 cerberus3030150 36-40 1 Response Jul 14, 2009

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    What Goes Around - Does Indeed Come Around

    Case in point: My wife and I went through a bitter divorce many years ago. I did not see my daughter since her first birthday. A few years after the divorce, I tried to see my daughter but was refused by my “ex”. Over the next dozen or so years, my “ex&rdquo...
    sakamato sakamato 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2007

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    When Will My Life Begin?

    I spend most of the day daydreaming what my life would be like if I was out on my own. I would be able to go wherever I wanted to go and make my own decisions. Having a place of my own would be paradise...if it were real. All I do is stay in my room and watch television all day...
    beautywithin20 beautywithin20 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2011

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    Not a Wish... a Goal

    To have a housekeeper, chef, personal trainer, gardener and masseur. A tutor/personal trainer/nanny for my son. Own the 20+acre property with the house I see when I close my eyes and the secluded Bed & Breakfast. Travel the world first class. Invest in...
    GoddessNakiBean GoddessNakiBean 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2008

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    Help Me Plz

    im a 13 yr old and ive been givin the most horrible choice ever who do i want to live with? it started in the summer of last year my father wanted for me to live with him and his girlfriend and i was onboard with that then i got to my moms house and she still wanted me to live...
    ordieson1992 ordieson1992 13-15, M Apr 23, 2010

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    Reality Would Be Prefered

    I live my life inside of my head. My entire life is basically on the computer. My work is on here, my friends, my brother. Even my love life is on the computer. I wish my girl wasn't so far away, and that my friends were here and wanted to spend time with me. But maybe I'm better...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 9, 2008

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    Do Not Fail

    Those who fail to prepare are preparing to fail. You can keep knocking but you cant knock me down. Life's a game, but it's not fair, I break the rules because I don't care, so I keep doing my own thing, walking tall against the rain. I don't wanna go to sleep. I wanna stay up all...
    NarutoShippudenFanGirl NarutoShippudenFanGirl 16-17, F Apr 14, 2013

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    *You start life with a clean slate.

    Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been and wonder who you really are. 🚶🏃🏃
    shafizri shafizri 18-21, M Apr 1

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    I Could

    But I'd need a kick in the *** every single day. Never say never, so who knows, maybe someday I live my life differently :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 18, 2008

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    I Wish I Could Relive My Life!!!

    i wish i could live my life differently because i have been through the toughest times growing up!! when i was 4 my mom and dad divorced and for a year me and my mom were on our own and then she met HIM a guy named terry! well anyway they were bf and gf for like 7 months and he...
    babycakes6 babycakes6 16-18, F 6 Responses Dec 22, 2006

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    I Would

    I would not be such a fool... I would be more inciteful... I would... not judge others. I don't think that I am ever not in a mess... I would stop feeling excluded... by myself... by others...
    forlornhope forlornhope 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2008

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    This Is How I Wish Things Could Be.

    I'm going to write a vision of how I would like my life to be... how I wish it would be if it wasn't for bad luck and my mom's cancer. I wish I could be living on my own. My own apartment... going to the school I want to go to without financial burdens. My...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13, 2009

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    Wish

    i wish i could be different i wish my parents did not care as much i wish i did not have the things i did i wish i could not meet expectations i wish i could break rules i wish i could be truly free i wish i could be a 'delinquent' feel the pain on a punch which...
    plagued0g plagued0g 18-21, F Feb 24, 2010

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    Differently

    Differently,That's how,I'd like to live,I wanna fit in,Don't feel I do,I want to change,I just wish,It was that easy.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 25, 2012

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    I Wish I Could

    if i could i would like to know where i would be now, if i would of been able to bishop kearney, if i did have a job, if i were a better person. but i'll never know.
    papercut2211 papercut2211 16-17, M Oct 11, 2008

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    In My Perfect World..

     Like this group says, I want to live differently. But can I? I feel so tied down by all these social norms and expectations. I used to pride myself in speaking out when it was needed and no one could do it. I didn't care what people thought. But I feel like any other...
    happybitch happybitch 18-21, F 4 Responses May 12, 2010

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    Without Hiding.

    I'm tired of having to keep up an act for the sake of the people around me. Even though I'm sure people who know me well are suspicious about my sexuality, I make it a point not to tell anyone. Same goes for my religious choices, or lack thereof as it were. I wish people could...
    b1alasdair b1alasdair 18-21, M Feb 9, 2010

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    I Need To, I Need To Stop Wishing It.

    I have to get out of this quiet and shy self. Ever since I was younger, I've been wishing to get the guy. I've been wishing for more friends. I've been wishing to be prettier. All I do is wish, wish, wish, but I don't do. I wish I could live my life differently everyday of my...
    Ashley868 Ashley868 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    Now Days...

    There was a time where my life had everything my little heart desired. Money, my lady, my best friends, my dream car (at the time) a job that I loved, all by the age of 23. I was killing my 'bucket list'. From 2003-2007 My life had been truly blessed. I spent every single bit of...
    EricS EricS 31-35, M 5 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    Everyday Is the Same.

    I spend my day the same every day. well,  basically. I get really bored with it. Get up, go to school, come home from school, eat food, watch teevee do crossword puzzles, go to bed. Nothing exciting at all. I want to DO something. add some spice to my life.  but, I...
    omgxitsalison omgxitsalison 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2008

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    i Wish I Could Help "h...

    i wish i could help "him" and "them....
    GrunBun GrunBun 18-21, F Jul 17, 2008

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    Maybe *someday*

    THIS is definately NOT the life I see for 'myself'.... I say that because I feel like most times Im living MY life, FOR others. Would be so nice to live a life free of pain, frustrations, negativities, regrets, and stress.  You know... the impossible. Im not saying THAT...
    SweetHoney SweetHoney 46-50 1 Response May 6, 2008

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