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I Wish I Could Love Like I Used to

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    Do You Ever Wish...

    Sometimes I wish that I could completely open myself up and love freely with my whole being.  You know, the type of love that you have with your VERY 1st love, the one where you just know that you are never gonna get hurt and you are just certain that it will never...
    BeautifulSoul BeautifulSoul 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2007

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    L Cannot Let People Get Close to Me!

    l gave all my love to my ex boyfriend and l do think he loved me back but he liked to drink and when he had a drink he turned into a different person! ln the end we split up after 9 years together - it was a complicated and horrible breakup and l am now missing him bigtime - he...
    FionaGrace FionaGrace 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2007

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    O I Wish So Bad

    I wish I could really love him like I used to love people.. I've been hurt by to many guys to love him like I used to love... I wish I could.. Because I really like him... I know one of these days I will be able to love him like I used to love but I think it might just take to...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2008

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    Here's Something I Experience Alot, And In No Way Is It Nice.

    My stomach turns every time I go to say the words "I love you" and I feel lost like there's not much point to many things, but I know I'm supposed to push through this and I know what's right and wrong. I don't know if I can ever be better, prior to all this I fell inlove with...
    Jan 14, 2013

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    I Had a Lot to Give

    It seems like not so long ago I gave all of the love that I posessed, now I feel as though I just don't have it in me anymore. I've been abused mentally, physically, and emotionally. I always came up on top, except now. My heart is not the same and I fear it never will be again...
    jezabel82 jezabel82 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2007

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    Words

    Beautiful Words, Happy Words, Kind Words, Compassionate Words, Humbling Words, Mystical Words, Comforting Words, Loving Words, Interesting Words, Constructive Words... LoVe, HellO, SmilE, DaRlinG, SuNsHiNe, DrizZLe, SuBlimE, Glisten, Glitter, Je t'aime, Please, Thank-You...
    AutumnRed AutumnRed 31-35 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    I used to be very fun loving. Working in a toxic environment ruined me. Having toxic people around me also helped my destruction. Now I'm in a toxic relationship. It's destroying...
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    I didn't know I loved her until I beginned to hate her for not loving me back. She was a junior and I was a senior and we met during the end of my senior year which kind of made me...
    Carmella95 Carmella95 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    I have a small little cute bundle of fur of a dog... She loves me. She loves me no matter who I am. Wish people could be like that. For my personality you would not think I'd...
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    I've never been in love before. It's so incredibly rare for me to be attracted to someone's appearance and soul. I like people who are smart and unique. I feel like most people are...
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    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am my fathers' son of that I have no doubt. I miss him dearly with a gentle sadness and loneliness that follows me through my days and calls to me in my darkest hours and...
    Chagos Chagos 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    You told me how I mattered right to my face, and how there was no way I'd ever be replaced. Well your words have etched out disgrace. BS. And I wonder how it tastes? Repeating it...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Kosmoz Kosmoz 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    "Sometimes what you bury doesn't come back" A huddled mass of people stood against the white soft snow. The green carpet stretched forth before them. The casket adorned with red...
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    firesoul07 firesoul07 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Even though I am older, I still battle with self esteem issues. I wonder how anyone could love me. I wonder what is wrong them, What is wrong with me. I have too many faults to...
    aaronfunn aaronfunn 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I constantly have dreams, in which I am helplessly bound captive in a kind of overwhelming orgasmic surrender. As I am being ruthlessly enjoyed by a girl with a craving for...
    HerChocolateBar HerChocolateBar 41-45, M Feb 1

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    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 31

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    Caridinals21 Caridinals21 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Jan 31

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    My name is Jasmine I'm new to this site. Looks like a cool site to share things. I'm here to see if anyone likes the same thing or if there's any older gay women that like younger...
    jrazy jrazy 18-21, F Jan 31

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    Even if you are black.. Coz you are lovely as that You are warm and hot I wish you love me back..
    nalbyan nalbyan 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    Not in a gay way or anything. I just have mad respect for this guy and wish I could sing like him. I love his lyrics. I feel like things he writes about end up happening to me. 0o...
    davidschild37 davidschild37 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    We met in high school at 17 and we are still together. As such a young couple we were inseparable and became quickly involved in each other's lives.....We'll be married 10 years...
    RDELLA RDELLA 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right...
    WatchTheWorldBurn WatchTheWorldBurn 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    “True love, like any other strong and addicting drug, is boring — once the tale of encounter and discovery is told, kisses quickly grow stale and caresses tiresome… except...
    RememberTomorrow RememberTomorrow 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I want to read poetry to you while you play with my hair.
    Ablebodied Ablebodied 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I agree when/if you're lucky enough to meet someone who not only makes you happy but makes you love yourself more by default. I liked my life before my I met my husband but now I...
    SnowWhite87 SnowWhite87 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    So many people are so lonely and lost. After literally reading thousands of stories and questions and comments, it seems that 'true' love is the answer. It seems when one is loved...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Oh, To Be Loved Like This For Who I Am, As I Am. Maybe a futile dream in these autumn days of my life, but hope lives on. And because love battles not just in its own burning...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    macfriend macfriend 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    He always calls at just the right time... if the Universe put him in my life for a reason, I'd really like to know it... like right now.. How can someone be so perfect for me, yet...
    WhiteOrchid403 WhiteOrchid403 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    VickyWhitney VickyWhitney 56-60, T 1 Response Jan 24

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    Dafhunter Dafhunter 22-25, M Jan 24

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    angelafireheart angelafireheart 26-30, F Jan 23

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    The moon, hazy and full acted like a guide as I walked to my destination. If only the moon could look like this every night.
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