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I Wish I Could Love Like I Used to

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    L Cannot Let People Get Close to Me!

    l gave all my love to my ex boyfriend and l do think he loved me back but he liked to drink and when he had a drink he turned into a different person! ln the end we split up after 9 years together - it was a complicated and horrible breakup and l am now missing him bigtime - he...
    FionaGrace FionaGrace 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2007

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    I Had a Lot to Give

    It seems like not so long ago I gave all of the love that I posessed, now I feel as though I just don't have it in me anymore. I've been abused mentally, physically, and emotionally. I always came up on top, except now. My heart is not the same and I fear it never will be again...
    jezabel82 jezabel82 21-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2007

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    Here's Something I Experience Alot, And In No Way Is It Nice.

    My stomach turns every time I go to say the words "I love you" and I feel lost like there's not much point to many things, but I know I'm supposed to push through this and I know what's right and wrong. I don't know if I can ever be better, prior to all this I fell inlove with...
    Jan 14, 2013

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    Words

    Beautiful Words, Happy Words, Kind Words, Compassionate Words, Humbling Words, Mystical Words, Comforting Words, Loving Words, Interesting Words, Constructive Words... LoVe, HellO, SmilE, DaRlinG, SuNsHiNe, DrizZLe, SuBlimE, Glisten, Glitter, Je t'aime, Please, Thank-You...
    AutumnRed AutumnRed 31-35 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    Do You Ever Wish...

    Sometimes I wish that I could completely open myself up and love freely with my whole being.  You know, the type of love that you have with your VERY 1st love, the one where you just know that you are never gonna get hurt and you are just certain that it will never...
    BeautifulSoul BeautifulSoul 21-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2007

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    O I Wish So Bad

    I wish I could really love him like I used to love people.. I've been hurt by to many guys to love him like I used to love... I wish I could.. Because I really like him... I know one of these days I will be able to love him like I used to love but I think it might just take to...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2008

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for 6 years. We have had the craziest rockiest most insane relationship ever. For four years it wasn't the best but we got through it and I...
    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05 22-25 1 Response Sep 8

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    The Used has helped me through some pretty rough times. They were the band I would listen to when I was feeling depressed or angry.... Which was almost all the time. I'm A Fake is...
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M a week ago

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    He is my best friend. He doesn't see me as his best friend, nor does he see anyone as a best friend. He tells me anything and everything. I can't tell him everything. He is gay. I...
    AlliterationAnonymous AlliterationAnonymous 18-21, F Aug 28

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    I'm dumb. No one really wants to love me. Men lie. They don't loved you they just want to **** you and use you until he's done. I believed a guy once. And he became a monster...
    Prettygirl8726 Prettygirl8726 26-30, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I don't think anyone would ever love me in the future. I will have scars, mental and psychical ones, and will most likely be full of mental disorders, like my aunts, grandma, and...
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    You barely hear me speak and if you try to talk to me, you would make out a small 'Hello..' If you tried hard enough. I really am the opposite online though, text me a 'Hi' and I...
    baconOtaku baconOtaku 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Im still waiting that kinda love :) (still not hopeless)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F Sep 10

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    My family issues define how and when I can see whomever I'm with. However, with not seeing me as often, comes other matters, such as my intense anxiety and how I cry a lot. I don't...
    nusunshine nusunshine 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Someday, I'm going to have a big playground in my backyard. It's going to be candy apple red. And the slides will be blue and the swings will be purple. I'll have a big tire swing...
    LittleGirlCrissy LittleGirlCrissy 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Its an easy thing for me really but having lots of friends is just like having lots of clothes in your closet. There are lots of them but just few are useful. Right...
    loydrous loydrous 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Someone asked me today to write what I would wish for if I had only one single wish. That is an almost impossible decision. One wish when I have so many thoughts in my head. I...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I wish I could feel bright about the future. I wish I felt like good things are going to happen to me. After so many years of so much pain though, all I know is pessimism. I feel...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Sep 5

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    Yesterday I took my youngest to her work place, then called my wife and asked for a date. I think it is called role playing, because I acted as if we were back in time when we...
    micknangie micknangie 56-60 2 Responses Sep 7

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    as you know i left my partner a week ago. It ended badly, with him saying --and this was what broke the camels back-- that he didnt want to touch me because he didnt want to, yet...
    Cookielover5752 Cookielover5752 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can remember the first time I ever heard this song, Dolly Parton was singing it in regards to he characters love interest (Burt Rynolds) in the Best Little ********** in Texas. I...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Aug 28

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    Romanticide. That is my pen name for my books and poems, either that or XxLadyHolicxX, the latter my favorite to use. I gave myself the name Romanticide because I am loved the...
    SisteroftheNight SisteroftheNight 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I think it would be awesome.I would like a twin brother.A boy who could look like me.Although i look much girlier then i wish to.Cause I am transgender.I wonder would that boy also...
    Mihael122 Mihael122 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 19

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    how i wish i could be like the other girls. have friends. have people who love me. get to experience having a boyfriend. have enough confidence to walk out the door. have people...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    Ok so I'm a girl and I think im in love with my girl best friend. It scares me a lot because I didn't think I could love a person so much. Our friendship started a few years ago...
    teddy237 teddy237 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I see attractive women and the way they dress. I wish I could dress like that and look that good.
    islands115 islands115 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Everyone is so nice to me, and I feel like i am glowing with warmth and womanhood. Wish I could feel like this forever.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Something has changed in you. Towards me. You're distant, cold. I don't know what I've done, but I'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want. Is that what you want...
    muffinpowers muffinpowers 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids they seem to fit in...
    Notterzz17 Notterzz17 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    So 10 - 15 years ago I use to be something like like this, can't remember exactly , it was like ten or more years ago lol, but would make some stuff up and text the girl I was...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    and she says, I wish that I could be like the cool kids, cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in... -Echosmith
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    Does anyone else get that feeling when you're listening to a song and it describes how you feel SO PERFECTLY that when you're talking to someone you wish it was like Glee or...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    You would just be honest with me! That you could love me! You would just be honest! X
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    NURTURING THE BLOSSOM! I know you have self esteem issues, you have difficulty seeing yourself as worthy of admiration... Well, when are you gonna stop for a minute and realize...
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE 31-35 Sep 8

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    NURTURING THE BLOSSOM I know you have self esteem issues, you have difficulty seeing yourself as worthy of admiration... Well, when are you gonna stop for a minute and realize...
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE 31-35 Sep 8

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    I read this story before and this whole school p**d there pants when they had to go they would get in trouble if they went p** in a toilet. I wish life was like that story. That...
    Misfittoy420 Misfittoy420 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 10

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    Juliet, when we made love you used to cry. I said I love you like the stars above and I'll love you till I die, there's a place for us ❤️ God, dont you just love Dire Straits...
    moonblaze moonblaze 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    This pleased home is ready to accommodate families or couples as of June 15, 2013. Area Get in touch with particular person life just across the Avenue and will solution some other...
    Devon1739q Devon1739q 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    My favorite picture of a guy. Wish I looked like him.
    AndroTaylor AndroTaylor 18-21 4 Responses Aug 21

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    Paint yourself a picture Of what you wish you looked like Maybe then they just might Feel an ounce of your pain Come into focus Step out of the shadows It's a losing battle There...
    mcrlegacy mcrlegacy 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    My names Rayanna McRee and I'm going to be writing you tonight about a man that changed my life. I couldn't keep this in any longer because its been tearing me apart for 4 years...
    Avalina20 Avalina20 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    What's so special about us? Only that we've never been able to run away from each other, for 8 years. We'll never stop loving, we'll never stop hurting, we'll never stop believing...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Aug 29

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    Full of Grace ~ Sarah McLachlan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d61Clgwi8d0 the winter here's cold, and bitter it's chilled us to the bone we haven't seen the sun for weeks too...
    Cherbelle Cherbelle 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    'Listen' If a friend tells you their problem and you tell them don't feel bad or you just try to cheer him up it's like you're saying their feelings are wrong & to turn them...
    sum1ab sum1ab 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    But I'll never find it... You know why? Because I have no social life... I don't have anywhere to look because i'm not comfortable going anywhere. I'm so depressed, and doing all...
    or19937 or19937 18-21, M Aug 20

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    He's the first person to understand me. I don't know how I became so lucky to have him in my life. He's always there for me, he helps me when I'm in a pickle. I haven't felt love...
    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    "Like No Other Night" --- .38 Special I was feelin like a prisoner inside myself I saw you Lookin like you might be In a mood to try anything that was new Don't be starved for the...
    midnighttrain61 midnighttrain61 51-55, M 4 Responses Aug 25

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    "All I Want To Do Is Make Love To You" It was a rainy night when he came into sight Standing by the road, no umbrella, no coat So I pulled up alon