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I Wish I Could Love Like I Used to

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    Here's Something I Experience Alot, And In No Way Is It Nice.

    My stomach turns every time I go to say the words "I love you" and I feel lost like there's not much point to many things, but I know I'm supposed to push through this and I know what's right and wrong. I don't know if I can ever be better, prior to all this I fell inlove with...
    Jan 14, 2013

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    I Had a Lot to Give

    It seems like not so long ago I gave all of the love that I posessed, now I feel as though I just don't have it in me anymore. I've been abused mentally, physically, and emotionally. I always came up on top, except now. My heart is not the same and I fear it never will be again...
    jezabel82 jezabel82 21-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2007

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    L Cannot Let People Get Close to Me!

    l gave all my love to my ex boyfriend and l do think he loved me back but he liked to drink and when he had a drink he turned into a different person! ln the end we split up after 9 years together - it was a complicated and horrible breakup and l am now missing him bigtime - he...
    FionaGrace FionaGrace 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2007

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    Words

    Beautiful Words, Happy Words, Kind Words, Compassionate Words, Humbling Words, Mystical Words, Comforting Words, Loving Words, Interesting Words, Constructive Words... LoVe, HellO, SmilE, DaRlinG, SuNsHiNe, DrizZLe, SuBlimE, Glisten, Glitter, Je t'aime, Please, Thank-You...
    AutumnRed AutumnRed 31-35 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    O I Wish So Bad

    I wish I could really love him like I used to love people.. I've been hurt by to many guys to love him like I used to love... I wish I could.. Because I really like him... I know one of these days I will be able to love him like I used to love but I think it might just take to...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2008

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    Do You Ever Wish...

    Sometimes I wish that I could completely open myself up and love freely with my whole being.  You know, the type of love that you have with your VERY 1st love, the one where you just know that you are never gonna get hurt and you are just certain that it will never...
    BeautifulSoul BeautifulSoul 21-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2007

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