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I Wish I Could Love Like I Used to

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    I Had a Lot to Give

    It seems like not so long ago I gave all of the love that I posessed, now I feel as though I just don't have it in me anymore. I've been abused mentally, physically, and emotionally. I always came up on top, except now. My heart is not the same and I fear it never will be again...
    jezabel82 jezabel82 21-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2007

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    Do You Ever Wish...

    Sometimes I wish that I could completely open myself up and love freely with my whole being.  You know, the type of love that you have with your VERY 1st love, the one where you just know that you are never gonna get hurt and you are just certain that it will never...
    BeautifulSoul BeautifulSoul 21-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2007

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    Words

    Beautiful Words, Happy Words, Kind Words, Compassionate Words, Humbling Words, Mystical Words, Comforting Words, Loving Words, Interesting Words, Constructive Words... LoVe, HellO, SmilE, DaRlinG, SuNsHiNe, DrizZLe, SuBlimE, Glisten, Glitter, Je t'aime, Please, Thank-You...
    AutumnRed AutumnRed 31-35 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    O I Wish So Bad

    I wish I could really love him like I used to love people.. I've been hurt by to many guys to love him like I used to love... I wish I could.. Because I really like him... I know one of these days I will be able to love him like I used to love but I think it might just take to...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2008

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    Here's Something I Experience Alot, And In No Way Is It Nice.

    My stomach turns every time I go to say the words "I love you" and I feel lost like there's not much point to many things, but I know I'm supposed to push through this and I know what's right and wrong. I don't know if I can ever be better, prior to all this I fell inlove with...
    Jan 14, 2013

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    L Cannot Let People Get Close to Me!

    l gave all my love to my ex boyfriend and l do think he loved me back but he liked to drink and when he had a drink he turned into a different person! ln the end we split up after 9 years together - it was a complicated and horrible breakup and l am now missing him bigtime - he...
    FionaGrace FionaGrace 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    So it's been 3 week since we've started talking. What began as messages on a dating website quickly turned into skype messages, daily skype calls and nonstop text messaging. I was...
    littlemissnatcy littlemissnatcy 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Not like they do it in ***** films, but like 9 1/2 weeks or Dianne Lane in Unfaithful (bad movie, steamy sex), or even any generic sex scene in any random Hollywood movie. Airy...
    Woody6 Woody6 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    My damn heart don't understand that he is not the one for me!!! Here I'm talking about a guy, my prince, my sweetheart and the one to whom i love more than my life!!! It all...
    whyonlymewhy whyonlymewhy 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I know he's a bad guy. Kind of terrible, actually. However, I can't NOT want him. It's over. He ended it weeks ago, but I still think about him. It doesn't take my breath away or...
    CaliLove87 CaliLove87 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Doesn't everyone wish that the person they feel attracted to would love them back?! It's wishful thinking in about 50% percent of the cases!
    heart247 heart247 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    My heart is always in pain. Why can't he try to love me the way I love him? Why did he even marry me? We used to be so happy, how can it be gone in only 2 years?
    ReeseThompson0424 ReeseThompson0424 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My wife sometimes makes me wear a used condom from her lover and play in it
    bendoverman75 bendoverman75 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 9

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    How i wish!!! Just a wishful thinking.. Richard gere-pretty woman..
    Pretywoman Pretywoman 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    AgeMeet.com is the #1 Age Gap Dating Site for younger women older men dating . It is Free to post & browse 550,000+ active members. We have been in the online dating business for...
    fionacc11 fionacc11 26-30, F Mar 21

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    Where to begin... I had amazing boyfriend but he had really bad past - being in jail 4 times, he is still a drug addict... Few days ago he was missing for three days... I was...
    Aerdnamed Aerdnamed 18-21, F Mar 21

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    The dude in my profile pic is my crush. I love him soooo freakin much, but i don't even know him forreal. How is it that you love someone so much and you hardly know anything about...
    TygaLastKingPrincess TygaLastKingPrincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I'm in love with my straight roommate .He is smart, makes me laugh all the time, handsome,athlete ,sexy muscular body ,he is very ticklish ,he has amazing hair, beautiful brown...
    Royals17 Royals17 18-21, M Mar 29

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    So I'm in love with a guy we knew each other since 4 years.. Well I like him and he likes me too. I glimpse signs for his passion to me but he doesn't prove it properly :( I stalk...
    Unique04 Unique04 16-17, F Apr 7

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    I can probably be most of you'll, older sister... Before today, I didn't think of responding to most experiences here on ep, because I can tell when some really wants help, or...
    Chabelle Chabelle 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    my husband says he doesn't love me any more it kills me and breaks me down but I still have hope call me crazy I will do any thing to help us out something inside tells me not to...
    Ivonna Ivonna 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I have been really obsessed with Frankos looks. He is a stunning 26 year old man that takes the world by storm. He can really take a clean cut look to shaggy "in." he is a very...
    RY0RY RY0RY 18-21, M Mar 21

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    You know that feeling when your boyfriend says he "loves" and he makes you feel so special. Soon, you start hearing rumors that he's cheating on you. You think that 'oh it's just a...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Now I know this sounds like a load of **** but bare with me. I do actually have a hard time with this. I think it has something to do from having a lonely childhood. It's not often...
    KeithJagger KeithJagger 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    For the past month, I've been in a vicious triangle with an older man, we sleep together, he tricks me into feelings, his girlfriend lives in another state, he wants someone to...
    FightForYourRight FightForYourRight 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I really need to drink. Why
    melrose11 melrose11 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Reverse that with 'she' and 'her' and you've got me.
    bLEu22 bLEu22 18-21, M Mar 29

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    yeah, just changed my avatar to street fighter Chun LI, id luv to be her
    ib14fun ib14fun 41-45 Apr 8

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    "If Everyone Cared"From underneath the trees, we watch the skyConfusing stars for satellitesI never dreamed that you'd be mineBut here we are, we're here tonightSinging Amen, I, I...
    chllaxdude chllaxdude 51-55, M Mar 28

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    Love is not just a verb it's one of the most complicated things ever! I just can't get over him, I miss how we used to talk from morning to night, night to morning, I miss...
    Neyagood Neyagood 18-21, F 5 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I'm so scared of myself. I'm so scared of being left. I hate myself for hurting the guy I love the most. I always hurt him. When I can't think straight or when I selfishly think...
    iridescentgurl iridescentgurl 13-15, F 44 mins ago

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    But my parents never encouraged me in doing anything. You know those siencekits for children? Always loved them, never had them. Heck, I didn't even have to go to school. Never had...
    KidAgony KidAgony 18-21, F Mar 26

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    The fire time I saw him, I swear I heard some music in my head. He was simply beautiful. He had these gorgeous thick eyelashes, which underneath were hidden the cutest emerald eyes...
    ibak12 ibak12 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I think I finally understand How you could love someone and leave them. It must be hard to be a man Holding back so many feelings. I saw you slip away Long before you gave reasons...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 13-15, F Apr 5

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    I wish I could breath, I wish I could stand. I wish I had a chance here holding your hand. Wish I could speak, I wish could talk I wish I could breath Since the first day, I was...
    thedude5600 thedude5600 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    So here's my story. I know it's kind of weird but that's why I'm posting it. Maybe if I get my feelings out I can get over them and realize that it could never happen. So... I was...
    LastOfTheAmericanGirls82 LastOfTheAmericanGirls82 16-17 5 Responses Mar 31

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    Inevitable Change Life is funny. You meet someone, experience an unexpected spark, a real connection that grows over time. Someone becomes important to you. You look forward to...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 12 Responses Apr 6

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    Seeing as this is a wish statement, seems ive used one already, lol
    kkaattss kkaattss 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I was about 11 when I noticed that guys at my school were getting their ears pierced. At first I didn't like it at all, then as it became more common, I got used to it and slowly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    I wish I could be like other girls..... Pretty I wish I can look in the mirror and Not cry my eyes out 😭 I wish I could be the pretty one.... I HATE MY BODY I'm fat! I'm...
    Monse13 Monse13 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I wish against all wishes for just one more moment. You were taken away to soon and we never got that final good bye. So many times at the thought of just happy memories I flash...
    MissScarlettAngelica MissScarlettAngelica 26-30, F a week ago

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    Recently discovered Lush's make-up range; a collection of lovely smelling skin tints and colours in little cute tubes that could be used on the lips, cheeks and eyes. Depending on...
    Safwala Safwala 22-25, F Mar 24

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    THE FOUR TOPS "It's The Same Old Song" You're sweet as a honey bee But like a honey bee stings You've gone and left my heart in pain All you left is our favorite song The one we...
    sherrianna sherrianna 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Review for the book Dark Wishing Well By Lucian Wilde. If I had to describe this book in one sentence: Looking upon the Dark Wishing Well is like looking into the vampires' souls...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    For any Demisexual people out there, you probably understand where I'm coming from when I say I've only truly loved someone once. I'm a Demisexual; and I can't fall in love without...
    SavedByMCR SavedByMCR 16-17, F Apr 10

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    I am writing from a hotel room in Tennessee and I am completely, totally, and undeniably in love. Or maybe I just love any place with a lot of lights at night. Every moment we...
    belovely belovely 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I love him so much. He was my very first bestfriend, the bestest friend! I told him everything, there wasn't anything I couldn't come to him about. He was beautiful. He was my guy...
    SleepyHead2123 SleepyHead2123 18-21 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Dammit He's 5 hours ahead of me in the Netherlands while in here in the US I would catch any plane train or boat just to see him For one hug One kiss One more moment to cherish...
    YungPocahontas YungPocahontas 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm lyin here and its like 1am buh mums in hospital an I'm at a friends house so I was thinkin about a nice day to cheer me up. So I'm gunna right about my day at Beliche in...
    ImHannahRBb ImHannahRBb 18-21, F Apr 7

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    'Lord grant that I shall never seek to be consoled as to console, to be understood as to understand, or to be loved as to love with all my heart"-band of brothers Its so noble and...
    apprentce apprentce 18-21 Mar 19

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    I have experienced true love once. It has been almost seven (7) years since she left me and I still think about her often; It has been almost seven years since she left and I still...
    SteepTrail SteepTrail 26-30, M 6 Responses Mar 19

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