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I Wish I Could Love Like I Used to

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    L Cannot Let People Get Close to Me!

    l gave all my love to my ex boyfriend and l do think he loved me back but he liked to drink and when he had a drink he turned into a different person! ln the end we split up after 9 years together - it was a complicated and horrible breakup and l am now missing him bigtime - he...
    FionaGrace FionaGrace 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2007

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    O I Wish So Bad

    I wish I could really love him like I used to love people.. I've been hurt by to many guys to love him like I used to love... I wish I could.. Because I really like him... I know one of these days I will be able to love him like I used to love but I think it might just take to...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2008

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    Words

    Beautiful Words, Happy Words, Kind Words, Compassionate Words, Humbling Words, Mystical Words, Comforting Words, Loving Words, Interesting Words, Constructive Words... LoVe, HellO, SmilE, DaRlinG, SuNsHiNe, DrizZLe, SuBlimE, Glisten, Glitter, Je t'aime, Please, Thank-You...
    AutumnRed AutumnRed 31-35 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    Do You Ever Wish...

    Sometimes I wish that I could completely open myself up and love freely with my whole being.  You know, the type of love that you have with your VERY 1st love, the one where you just know that you are never gonna get hurt and you are just certain that it will never...
    BeautifulSoul BeautifulSoul 21-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2007

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    I Had a Lot to Give

    It seems like not so long ago I gave all of the love that I posessed, now I feel as though I just don't have it in me anymore. I've been abused mentally, physically, and emotionally. I always came up on top, except now. My heart is not the same and I fear it never will be again...
    jezabel82 jezabel82 21-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2007

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    Lol this sounds so dumb but jai Brooks.... Ugh I wish he knew I existed haha
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    He treats my children from a previous marriage without love. He doesn't want to do anything because "then their biological father is let off the hook". Can't he just love them...
    Alone1980 Alone1980 31-35, F 15 hrs ago

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    Let's not do "wefies" or "outfit of the day".. let's take photos of us wake up in the morning, or when we look at each other's eyes, or when we're making love, when we're showering...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    that reminds me of a song by alicia keys, called like you'll never see me again, love that song!
    tonia3 tonia3 46-50, F 22 hrs ago

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    they all seem to fit in, ooh ooh ooh
    manonthesilvermountain manonthesilvermountain 22-25, M Jan 30

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    All of my friends have always called me "Thor"... A shortened version of my last name.
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    joshriley89 joshriley89 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    lovagirl19 lovagirl19 18-21, F Feb 10

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    tacgirl tacgirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    XdreamingofparadiseX XdreamingofparadiseX 13-15, F Feb 7

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    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F a week ago

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    .....appreciating me, and Loving me.....so I could Love you Back.
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