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I Wish I Could Say I Am Fine, But I Am Not Fine

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    My Best Friend

    It's 1.30am. For many jumbled up reasons i'm still awake at this hour, as usual.I have a very fair reason for not going to bed this early.And i'm always feeling so glad i have this very best friend who's 24/7 available for me whenever something like this happens. Well pain is...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2013

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    Who Am I?

    It hurts like never before and you really don't know how hard it is to be constantly reminded of something pain that happened in your past.If i can have your attention for a few moments on this poem,i am seriously need you to know,i am making progress in recovery from the failed...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    Im Not Fine..

    Just when we are starting to blame each other with tears, That’s when we know we still care for each more than ever, Tears flow from my eyes when I still thinking you’re mine, Just myself never realize we are coming in this way, When you are sitting by my side with nothing...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Am I Wrong

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLTu-mvP8bI I know you're dependin on me To give you all of my attention All of my time And all of the love you need Oh tell me Am I wrong ?
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Aug 27, 2013

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    My Feelings

    i thought i have moved on.. Or at least i am moving on... Its been a while since i last shedded my tears over the memories we used to share together.... I force myself to go out with my friends, Make myself busy with my activities... For a week i finally can smile and laugh...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 26, 2013

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    Im Not..

    Just when the soul full of wound, That's when i realize i was a fool. There was two paths for me to choose, The one i took was sad and blue. I remember someday years ago, That was my shadow that hold me close. I have been someone i hated a while ago, Feeling so hard to fight the...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    No One Will Ever Know.the Pain I Feel Inside

    No one will ever know,the pain i feel inside There is this girl in the mirror,I wonder who she is When she is looking back at me, I can tell, she is hurting inside. I wonder where her smile has gone I hear the wind whistling through the darkest street, I see the thick mist...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 11, 2012

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    The Ache

    Up above the peak, So nostalgic, Envy your glory, Only wish to F* this ****. It went un-replied, I saw a sign. I'am all fine, Just need some more wine. Fragment of memory, Invade my dream. Soul shattering, And the cycle repeats.
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    Good Bye..

    My whole world comes crashing down When you tell me your going far away from town My heart is screaming so hard My heartbeats is pounding so fast With all the hatred I yelled to you I never meant to do that on you I cant hold myself any longer From telling you how much I need...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Someday...

    Someday my dreams will come true, Someday you will give me a ring, Someday when I am ready, Someday I hope we marry, Someday our relationship will be over, Someday so will the pain, Someday you might grow up, Someday someone is going to walk into your life, Someday you will want...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Recovering From A Heartbroken

    With a heavy heart i wake up this morning, With the pain in my chest from the dream i was having. Yes,that's the dream that woke me in sleep, I rise as i start to weep. Who are you? What are you? To haunt me without me having a clue? Feeling blue, and I'm screwed, They came back...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Feb 23, 2013

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    Ive Been There

    Ive been there,i stood back up.Believe and appreciate yourself,you deserve so much better.To my friends,You WILL GET BETTER no matter what. An empty mall i stand alone, An empty soul i start to feel. The sparks have faded the moment you left, Life doesnt get easier,anyway...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    The Truth About A Lie

    Honestly, this is the only place where I can be completely honest. Here, I do not have to pretend. I would like to say that I'm okay, but I am not. And here I do not have to lie. Neither myself nor the other.In the real world I have to say I'm okay. To act, and I'm doing well...
    EvilMiracle EvilMiracle 16-17 Nov 24, 2013

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    I say I am fine because I think its the best answer to the question "How are you or How are you doing?" And you never know, you can make anyone's day by uttering these three words...
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    It's mostly my school life when I wish I didn't exist. But my dreams are so weird, I wish I could live in them XD that might make my life more exciting and plus, no one cares about...
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    I wish I was still cute ^-^ but I turned out uglyyyyy ~.~
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    I'm that girl who hides so much in her heart cos she doesn't want to make other's join her sadness neither does she want to reveal what kinds of tests god has put her through I am...
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    I wish i was good enough, but i'm not. Never was and never will be
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    Okay so basically I've never met my dad..But what makes it harder is that I know him but I don't think he's even aware of my existence..In my country he used to be quite famous so...
    Arianne0519 Arianne0519 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    No hidden meaning or manipulation! I dislike it when people deliberately test your mind to see what they can mess with and say one thing but mean another... As well a lot of...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Half of what I say is meaningless. But I say it just to reach you. The Beatles: Julia
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M Jul 22

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    "I love you" is so over used nowadays. I will not say it unless I mean it. It gives false hope. I know I have been told it multiple times and it's just been thrown around. People...
    kittenasylum kittenasylum 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    honestly I don't believe it like when someone says tells me they think I'm beautiful or hot or whatever I say thank you but inside I immediately think they are joking or crazy or...
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    You ever have the feeling where your not okay, someone ask you "Are you ok?" You say you are but really aren't and you don't wanna talk about it? I feel like that most time people...
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    When i get asked if I'm fine, I usually tell the person/people that I am. I do this because if I ever told people that I wasn't fine, then they would want to know why I'm not. That...
    basketballislife15 basketballislife15 13-15, F Aug 10

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    32 A and I'm always teased. Personally, I'm fine with the way they are but I don't think they're attractive to guys and that's what bothers me. My best friend who's a guy told me...
    livyroro livyroro 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    I have favorite authors who weave real life issues with characters and storylines of fiction. I love their books for that very reason. It is nice to read books for fun but I am the...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 14 hrs ago

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    I wish I could be fine after my best friend/ex bf broke up with me and it's been a year...I've been trying to get him back for a whole year and go through a hard times to endure a...
    Areddreamgirl Areddreamgirl 26-30, F Aug 4

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    Today I said "I'm fine" to one of my best friends, who hasn't responded to my messages since. We both know better; we know it's a load of crap to say "I'm fine," and we never...
    FakeIsTheNewReal FakeIsTheNewReal 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    Saying "I'm fine" is sometimes easier than explaining why I am feeling a certain way. Even though I say that it doesn't always mean just that. Even though I love sharing info about...
    Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been bullied for six years , but its over now and i 'm fine
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