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I Wish I Could Say I Am Fine, But I Am Not Fine

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    Who Am I?

    It hurts like never before and you really don't know how hard it is to be constantly reminded of something pain that happened in your past.If i can have your attention for a few moments on this poem,i am seriously need you to know,i am making progress in recovery from the failed...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    The Truth About A Lie

    Honestly, this is the only place where I can be completely honest. Here, I do not have to pretend. I would like to say that I'm okay, but I am not. And here I do not have to lie. Neither myself nor the other.In the real world I have to say I'm okay. To act, and I'm doing well...
    EvilMiracle EvilMiracle 16-17 Nov 24, 2013

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    Im Not Fine..

    Just when we are starting to blame each other with tears, That’s when we know we still care for each more than ever, Tears flow from my eyes when I still thinking you’re mine, Just myself never realize we are coming in this way, When you are sitting by my side with nothing...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Someday...

    Someday my dreams will come true, Someday you will give me a ring, Someday when I am ready, Someday I hope we marry, Someday our relationship will be over, Someday so will the pain, Someday you might grow up, Someday someone is going to walk into your life, Someday you will want...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    My Best Friend

    It's 1.30am. For many jumbled up reasons i'm still awake at this hour, as usual.I have a very fair reason for not going to bed this early.And i'm always feeling so glad i have this very best friend who's 24/7 available for me whenever something like this happens. Well pain is...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2013

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    Ive Been There

    Ive been there,i stood back up.Believe and appreciate yourself,you deserve so much better.To my friends,You WILL GET BETTER no matter what. An empty mall i stand alone, An empty soul i start to feel. The sparks have faded the moment you left, Life doesnt get easier,anyway...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Recovering From A Heartbroken

    With a heavy heart i wake up this morning, With the pain in my chest from the dream i was having. Yes,that's the dream that woke me in sleep, I rise as i start to weep. Who are you? What are you? To haunt me without me having a clue? Feeling blue, and I'm screwed, They came back...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Feb 23, 2013

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    My Feelings

    i thought i have moved on.. Or at least i am moving on... Its been a while since i last shedded my tears over the memories we used to share together.... I force myself to go out with my friends, Make myself busy with my activities... For a week i finally can smile and laugh...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 26, 2013

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    No One Will Ever Know.the Pain I Feel Inside

    No one will ever know,the pain i feel inside There is this girl in the mirror,I wonder who she is When she is looking back at me, I can tell, she is hurting inside. I wonder where her smile has gone I hear the wind whistling through the darkest street, I see the thick mist...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 11, 2012

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    The Ache

    Up above the peak, So nostalgic, Envy your glory, Only wish to F* this ****. It went un-replied, I saw a sign. I'am all fine, Just need some more wine. Fragment of memory, Invade my dream. Soul shattering, And the cycle repeats.
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    Good Bye..

    My whole world comes crashing down When you tell me your going far away from town My heart is screaming so hard My heartbeats is pounding so fast With all the hatred I yelled to you I never meant to do that on you I cant hold myself any longer From telling you how much I need...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Am I Wrong

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLTu-mvP8bI I know you're dependin on me To give you all of my attention All of my time And all of the love you need Oh tell me Am I wrong ?
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Aug 27, 2013

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    Im Not..

    Just when the soul full of wound, That's when i realize i was a fool. There was two paths for me to choose, The one i took was sad and blue. I remember someday years ago, That was my shadow that hold me close. I have been someone i hated a while ago, Feeling so hard to fight the...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    I want to delete it all so I don't hurt anymore..the people the memories I want this pain to go away before it ends up killing me I can't take much more I really can't. I feel so...
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    I say I am fine because I think its the best answer to the question "How are you or How are you doing?" And you never know, you can make anyone's day by uttering these three words...
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    I act perfectly fine, aside from the fact that I lost the girl of my dreams because of my accursed shyness. But other than that I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm just fine...
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    I wish I had a delete button so I can at least find my reason to have a more relaxing and more confident life
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    I wish I was a Christian but when I read I just so many questions. I like some people just so religious.
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    This guy that I had liked for a about 3 months or so said he loved me. I was so shocked all I could say is "I like you too?" Afterwards I could tell he was hurt by me not returning...
    Vickypearl Vickypearl 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I really do wish i was more motivated but after several failed attempts to find work..wow My motivation is no more..application after application..denial after denial.
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    I'm that girl who hides so much in her heart cos she doesn't want to make other's join her sadness neither does she want to reveal what kinds of tests god has put her through I am...
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    BabyCakex BabyCakex 18-21, F Jul 14

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    SweetAlone13 SweetAlone13 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Please stay of my profile if your a creepy older person I just wanted to find a site where I could share my stories but now it's like a predator site please stop.
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    Half of what I say is meaningless. But I say it just to reach you. The Beatles: Julia
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M a week ago

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    I hear people say I'm pretty or hot, but when I look in the mirror I don't understand and I remind myself of the guys who've let me go and think that there must be something wrong...
    flowerchloe48 flowerchloe48 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    my dad kind of started not liking me by the time i was 12. he was always questioning me like i was doing something wrong. he would point out the flaws on my face bc puberty made me...
    enemyinthemirror enemyinthemirror 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I'm tired of lying to everyone. Im not fine . I am lonely, and confused, and angry, and self conscious. I feel like even though many others are going through some of the things I'm...
    loudd03 loudd03 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I think if I say I'm fine long enough I eventually convince myself I'm fine . But really I say I'm fine so I don't have to explain because I know people don't care
    BisshhWhet BisshhWhet 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm very rarely fine if i say "I'm fine" it means "I'm losing it and i need someone to talk or I'm going to breakdown" πŸ˜”πŸ˜ž
    jaynick15 jaynick15 13-15, F Jul 3

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    "I am fine", is something depressed people say but is never true! But I am truly FINE Im F~rustrated Im I~nsecure Im N~eglected Im E~motionally damaged Yea Im FINE, how are you?
    Ray217 Ray217 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 4

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    I haven't found the way to make myself happy, and the person that made me happy could care less about me. My friends don't ever understand or say anything helpful, so I just say I...
    GabbyCot GabbyCot 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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