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I Wish I Could Say I Am Fine, But I Am Not Fine

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    Good Bye..

    My whole world comes crashing down When you tell me your going far away from town My heart is screaming so hard My heartbeats is pounding so fast With all the hatred I yelled to you I never meant to do that on you I cant hold myself any longer From telling you how much I need...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Who Am I?

    It hurts like never before and you really don't know how hard it is to be constantly reminded of something pain that happened in your past.If i can have your attention for a few moments on this poem,i am seriously need you to know,i am making progress in recovery from the failed...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    The Truth About A Lie

    Honestly, this is the only place where I can be completely honest. Here, I do not have to pretend. I would like to say that I'm okay, but I am not. And here I do not have to lie. Neither myself nor the other.In the real world I have to say I'm okay. To act, and I'm doing well...
    EvilMiracle EvilMiracle 16-17 Nov 24, 2013

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    My Feelings

    i thought i have moved on.. Or at least i am moving on... Its been a while since i last shedded my tears over the memories we used to share together.... I force myself to go out with my friends, Make myself busy with my activities... For a week i finally can smile and laugh...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 26, 2013

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    Im Not Fine..

    Just when we are starting to blame each other with tears, That’s when we know we still care for each more than ever, Tears flow from my eyes when I still thinking you’re mine, Just myself never realize we are coming in this way, When you are sitting by my side with nothing...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Ive Been There

    Ive been there,i stood back up.Believe and appreciate yourself,you deserve so much better.To my friends,You WILL GET BETTER no matter what. An empty mall i stand alone, An empty soul i start to feel. The sparks have faded the moment you left, Life doesnt get easier,anyway...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Im Not..

    Just when the soul full of wound, That's when i realize i was a fool. There was two paths for me to choose, The one i took was sad and blue. I remember someday years ago, That was my shadow that hold me close. I have been someone i hated a while ago, Feeling so hard to fight the...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    The Ache

    Up above the peak, So nostalgic, Envy your glory, Only wish to F* this ****. It went un-replied, I saw a sign. I'am all fine, Just need some more wine. Fragment of memory, Invade my dream. Soul shattering, And the cycle repeats.
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    No One Will Ever Know.the Pain I Feel Inside

    No one will ever know,the pain i feel inside There is this girl in the mirror,I wonder who she is When she is looking back at me, I can tell, she is hurting inside. I wonder where her smile has gone I hear the wind whistling through the darkest street, I see the thick mist...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 11, 2012

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    Recovering From A Heartbroken

    With a heavy heart i wake up this morning, With the pain in my chest from the dream i was having. Yes,that's the dream that woke me in sleep, I rise as i start to weep. Who are you? What are you? To haunt me without me having a clue? Feeling blue, and I'm screwed, They came back...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Feb 23, 2013

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    Someday...

    Someday my dreams will come true, Someday you will give me a ring, Someday when I am ready, Someday I hope we marry, Someday our relationship will be over, Someday so will the pain, Someday you might grow up, Someday someone is going to walk into your life, Someday you will want...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    My Best Friend

    It's 1.30am. For many jumbled up reasons i'm still awake at this hour, as usual.I have a very fair reason for not going to bed this early.And i'm always feeling so glad i have this very best friend who's 24/7 available for me whenever something like this happens. Well pain is...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2013

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    Am I Wrong

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLTu-mvP8bI I know you're dependin on me To give you all of my attention All of my time And all of the love you need Oh tell me Am I wrong ?
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Aug 27, 2013

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    There are times like these where I'm just waiting for the storm to pass and I don't feel like trying. I don't want to do anything but cry. This emptiness in my heart is getting...
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    At the end of the day I still have memories. At the end of the day I still have feelings. When you meet me I was scared, terrified, lost, empty, and cold. You never looked at me...
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    well, he isn't an ex, but he's a guy who has been in love with me for a little over 2 years or so. we used to be really good friends, but then he started to get really weird and...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    people think they know me as the girl who absolutely doesn`t care when she gets in trouble, or as the girl who doesn`t care that she is being bullied. well, i am not, and i say...
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 1 Response Feb 6

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    Since day 1, I've always wanted to meet an EP friend in real life. Well, in 3.5 short hours, my soulmate, bestfriend and boyfriend will begin his trek up here for a night...
    TheGhostofAGirl TheGhostofAGirl 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    You were my bestfriend since 2 years.I shared all my secret with you but from inside I loved a the most.After my brakeup I never looked for any guy but don't know why I fell for...
    tinadhar007 tinadhar007 26-30, F Feb 22

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    I'm a nobody, whatever I try to do I fail on, I wish I had something interesting, but as they say, life isn't fair
    boom991 boom991 16-17, M Feb 20

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    I wish i knew how to describe how im feeling properly so that the people in my life could truly understand it. But thats just not going to happen. My moods swings are immense...
    rachlin50 rachlin50 22-25, F Feb 22

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    Although I have had my share of success in life, I find myself wondering why I often put off doing the work I need to do to achieve my long-term goals. Is it laziness? Fear of...
    KnightMoves KnightMoves 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    I love when I get a message on here, and I'm polite enough to say hi back but then get blocked by that persons mom. I thought that was really cute, I don't know how saying hi gets...
    Whathi Whathi 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    It's Valentines Day...I wanted to wish "Her" Happy Valentines Day...But I don't think I can...what am I gonna do? Seriously driving my mind crazy!!!?? HAPPY VALENTINES DAY To...
    MyLifeIsWithYou93 MyLifeIsWithYou93 18-21, F Feb 13

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    Wish I could have conversations easy but I can't I draw bland then panic the randomly for some wired reason talk about some thin sexual
    thebigscottishguy thebigscottishguy 22-25, M Feb 22

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    Jason Mraz - A Beautiful Mess You are strong but you're needy, Humble but you're greedy And based on your body language, And shoddy cursive I've been reading Your style is quite...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F Feb 7

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    Working in retail is like a social experiment. I have found myself to despise the majority of the human race. But if I could say one of many things on my mind to the putrid souls...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I wish my skin had a button. Like when I got slapped, or kissed from someone In the past, or a spanking from my childhood. Those things just stick with me sadly.
    ReneeTay ReneeTay 18-21, F Feb 15

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    As a child I could do the Vulcan greeting ,and spoke the words "Live long and prosper " A good man has passed and will be missed , just wanted to take a moment to thank him for his...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    i dont always say something stupid, but when i do i keep talking to make it worse. thats just how i roll, with some butter and eggs lolz umm what did i just say? XD im so random i...
    thelastfallenangel thelastfallenangel 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    A good friend of mine suggested that I do this to make my feelings known and clear. I am a bisexual woman. I currently have a long term boyfriend but I am currently looking for a...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 18

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    You Ruin Me: By The Veronicas Job well done Standing ovation Yeah you got what you wanted I guess you won And I don't want to hear, they don't know you like I do Even I could...
    classynsassy34 classynsassy34 31-35, F Feb 19

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    "I'm fine" I say to a friend who texts me to see how I'm doing... What people don't know is I'm a total mess. I'm behind in school which wasn't entirely my fault and now I'm having...
    sexychick579 sexychick579 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I wish i could just tell people the truth that i'm not fine. But whenever i try i just say i'm fine.
    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F Feb 12

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    Sometimes I wish I could tell everyone I know that I'm really sad inside. That the girl with a plastered smile on her face and all jokes isn't always me. I want to scream to the...
    RememberCarpeDiem RememberCarpeDiem 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    Fine fine fine fine fine fine
    lilbiatch lilbiatch 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I really don't find white skin to be attractive. I've tried tanning, but that doesn't work too well. If I could have chosen to be black, I would've taken that choice in a heartbeat...
    SarahChevalier SarahChevalier 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I always say I'm fine and fake a smile...but I'm sick of nobody noticing that I am obviously not "fine." Are my friends really that dumb that they don't notice? Or do they notice...
    LopsidedLollipop LopsidedLollipop 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I always say I'm okay. I guess it's because, if I pretend that I am fine, then I don't have to keep thinking about why I am NOT fine AT ALL...
    TwilightEcho TwilightEcho 13-15, M Feb 20

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    I'm not one of those clingy girls. I won't text you first everyday. Come up and talk to me, or we won't talk. If you short answer me, I simply won't reply. If you attempt to...
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 9

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    Actually fine sucks. For as many rough hard experiences I've been through and all of the pain I live with.... I think I am due a pretty damn good from the universe. Yet still I'm...
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    After almost 4 yrs of lies, lack of affection, communication, and attention, and an almost nonexistant sex life I am ready to divorce. I have talked to my husband about spending...
    txhouswife42 txhouswife42 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    I don't really have any. I never was any good at making friends and keeping them was an even bigger challenge. I used to have friends back in elementary and middle school but once...
    CyanideAndCupcakes CyanideAndCupcakes 18-21, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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