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I Wish I Could Say I Am Fine, But I Am Not Fine

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 38 People

    Someday...

    Someday my dreams will come true, Someday you will give me a ring, Someday when I am ready, Someday I hope we marry, Someday our relationship will be over, Someday so will the pain, Someday you might grow up, Someday someone is going to walk into your life, Someday you will want...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Am I Wrong

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLTu-mvP8bI I know you're dependin on me To give you all of my attention All of my time And all of the love you need Oh tell me Am I wrong ?
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Aug 27, 2013

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    The Ache

    Up above the peak, So nostalgic, Envy your glory, Only wish to F* this ****. It went un-replied, I saw a sign. I'am all fine, Just need some more wine. Fragment of memory, Invade my dream. Soul shattering, And the cycle repeats.
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    Im Not Fine..

    Just when we are starting to blame each other with tears, That’s when we know we still care for each more than ever, Tears flow from my eyes when I still thinking you’re mine, Just myself never realize we are coming in this way, When you are sitting by my side with nothing...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    My Feelings

    i thought i have moved on.. Or at least i am moving on... Its been a while since i last shedded my tears over the memories we used to share together.... I force myself to go out with my friends, Make myself busy with my activities... For a week i finally can smile and laugh...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 26, 2013

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    Ive Been There

    Ive been there,i stood back up.Believe and appreciate yourself,you deserve so much better.To my friends,You WILL GET BETTER no matter what. An empty mall i stand alone, An empty soul i start to feel. The sparks have faded the moment you left, Life doesnt get easier,anyway...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Who Am I?

    It hurts like never before and you really don't know how hard it is to be constantly reminded of something pain that happened in your past.If i can have your attention for a few moments on this poem,i am seriously need you to know,i am making progress in recovery from the failed...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    My Best Friend

    It's 1.30am. For many jumbled up reasons i'm still awake at this hour, as usual.I have a very fair reason for not going to bed this early.And i'm always feeling so glad i have this very best friend who's 24/7 available for me whenever something like this happens. Well pain is...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2013

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    Good Bye..

    My whole world comes crashing down When you tell me your going far away from town My heart is screaming so hard My heartbeats is pounding so fast With all the hatred I yelled to you I never meant to do that on you I cant hold myself any longer From telling you how much I need...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    No One Will Ever Know.the Pain I Feel Inside

    No one will ever know,the pain i feel inside There is this girl in the mirror,I wonder who she is When she is looking back at me, I can tell, she is hurting inside. I wonder where her smile has gone I hear the wind whistling through the darkest street, I see the thick mist...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 11, 2012

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    Im Not..

    Just when the soul full of wound, That's when i realize i was a fool. There was two paths for me to choose, The one i took was sad and blue. I remember someday years ago, That was my shadow that hold me close. I have been someone i hated a while ago, Feeling so hard to fight the...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    The Truth About A Lie

    Honestly, this is the only place where I can be completely honest. Here, I do not have to pretend. I would like to say that I'm okay, but I am not. And here I do not have to lie. Neither myself nor the other.In the real world I have to say I'm okay. To act, and I'm doing well...
    EvilMiracle EvilMiracle 16-17 Nov 24, 2013

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    Recovering From A Heartbroken

    With a heavy heart i wake up this morning, With the pain in my chest from the dream i was having. Yes,that's the dream that woke me in sleep, I rise as i start to weep. Who are you? What are you? To haunt me without me having a clue? Feeling blue, and I'm screwed, They came back...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Feb 23, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I have actually had people get mad at me for saying it so much. I think about this a lot actually and I think that people may think I am a sorry person because I say it so often...
    Lacrimosadies Lacrimosadies 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    If I had things to do over, oh my where would I start? I live my life wondering about what could have been, what should have been! I have regrets in how I've handled things and how...
    couldashoulda69 couldashoulda69 66-70, M 5 hrs ago

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    I will probably delete this story soon. I don't know what group to put this under About 4 years ago my family got a letter from someone saying that my dad had a sister that was...
    strawberyblond strawberyblond 70+, F 5 hrs ago

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    I am in my mid thirties. I have two daughters who live with me. I just finished going through my second divorce, and my heart is pretty broken. Just two weeks prior to her walking...
    JoeGlas JoeGlas 31-35, M 6 hrs ago

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    .....AND JUSTICE FOR ALL Everybody wants to talk about how bad crime is and how the legal system doesn't give black people a fair voice in it. But when it comes down to jury duty...
    garymills327 garymills327 56-60, M 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    so I go to my doctor appointment, it was scheduled for 9:15. I arrived at nine o'clock, I signed in and set down down. I do not watch tv because I can not take the sex lies and...
    Amber237 Amber237 51-55, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    WHEN IN DOUBT, THROW IT OUT This is my 1st post. If it was a good experience, I'll have a cigarette afterwards: "I want my readership to know there is a thin line between...
    garymills327 garymills327 56-60, M 11 hrs ago

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    You leave me so frustrated because you will not listen to me, nor believe me. All the lies, leaves me enveloped in pain and grief, then left to deal with it.I've never lied to you...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Look!! I really don't have an idea that u r still being jealous. ?? We have that issue since November and we talked , and I think that were ok. I thought that u'll never gonna get...
    lyca17 lyca17 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    Can we just get Away? Can we just say A holiday? We'll take your coat And find a place A place to stay A holiday And we'll feel fine And they'll all say Where have they gone? They...
    EndlessBummerz EndlessBummerz 26-30, M 16 hrs ago

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    If I had a single, cruel bone in my body, I would post a classified advert somewhere, asking for someone who has nothing to do, no reason to stay alive, nothing left to give and no...
    CantDriveHouseGladISavedTorana CantDriveHouseGladISavedTorana 36-40 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    My dark side is that I become overly infatuated with guys I date.. And almost always it is the ones who are "unavailable" so it is a terrible waste of time for me. It's like a...
    shoffman22 shoffman22 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    I am my fathers' son of that I have no doubt. I miss him dearly with a gentle sadness and loneliness that follows me through my days and calls to me in my darkest hours and...
    Chagos Chagos 36-40, M 20 hrs ago

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    "I'm dying and I'm trying but believe me I'm fine. But I'm lying, I'm so very far from fine."
    DylanEliz923 DylanEliz923 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    So, I need to vent a little. My husband didn't sleep in our bed again last night. I was apparently rude to him. Wonder what tonight's excuse is going to be. I don't know where...
    Samy27 Samy27 26-30, F 10 Responses 1 day ago

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    My memory for years is not good at all but i will just say around 1990 I took a good job with a construction company and my best friend for around twenty years was the boss of the...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 2 days ago

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    So go on, infect me Go on and scare me to death I'll be the victim You'll be the voice in my head You could give me anything but love Anything but love
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I find myself missing things I shouldn't miss these days. Does that ever happen to you? Things that were never real to start with, but your feelings you experienced during the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    I wish I could explain, but I hate to bother others with issues if mine.
    LivingBetweenRaindrops LivingBetweenRaindrops 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Im out with my sister, plastering a smile on my face and saying im okay when truthfully, im panicing. My mind is screaming at me and my body isnt breathing right. But im fine. I'm...
    Jess9798 Jess9798 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish I could just come out and say how I'm insecure and wish he'd mention me more on social media. I wish he'd post pictures of us together, post pictures of things I randomly...
    asteriai asteriai 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wish I could go back. Change it all. I wish that it could be diffrent, that I could have made you feel something. That we could have had something. But I made a mistake...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    actually I say I'm ok but it's all the same meaning. I get lonely and depressed alot and seems everyone has a life but me. I work alot and afterwards I'm wiped out. I go home...
    TimeUnfolds TimeUnfolds 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Girl and Guy meet via common friends. They become friends on Facebook. Number gets exchanged. They start chatting everyday. Both are pretty good at flirting. Goes out for date...
    Akira25 Akira25 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Currently I'm in a relationship based on lies. My b.f.. I find out is a cross dresser. Now honestly it doesn't turn me on to see him this way. I find cheap issues dressers over...
    soco51 soco51 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 28

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    I wish I had someone to share all my worries and complaints with, who wouldn't see me as a weakling after hearing all my problems. It's so hard to bottle everything in and pretend...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Jan 28

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    Although years have gone by ,i will always remember my art teacher in school.im going to refer to him as John. When i was at secondary school i hadnt been there long when i...
    thetideisturning000 thetideisturning000 36-40, F Jan 27

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    I guess that's the way I am. It doesn't really matter to others, they can't fix it and they don't really care. I do appreciate and respect the few that might, but I've never met...
    bigmountain1 bigmountain1 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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