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I Wish I Could Say I Am Fine, But I Am Not Fine

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    No One Will Ever Know.the Pain I Feel Inside

    No one will ever know,the pain i feel inside There is this girl in the mirror,I wonder who she is When she is looking back at me, I can tell, she is hurting inside. I wonder where her smile has gone I hear the wind whistling through the darkest street, I see the thick mist...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 11, 2012

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    Am I Wrong

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLTu-mvP8bI I know you're dependin on me To give you all of my attention All of my time And all of the love you need Oh tell me Am I wrong ?
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Aug 27, 2013

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    The Ache

    Up above the peak, So nostalgic, Envy your glory, Only wish to F* this ****. It went un-replied, I saw a sign. I'am all fine, Just need some more wine. Fragment of memory, Invade my dream. Soul shattering, And the cycle repeats.
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    My Best Friend

    It's 1.30am. For many jumbled up reasons i'm still awake at this hour, as usual.I have a very fair reason for not going to bed this early.And i'm always feeling so glad i have this very best friend who's 24/7 available for me whenever something like this happens. Well pain is...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2013

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    Good Bye..

    My whole world comes crashing down When you tell me your going far away from town My heart is screaming so hard My heartbeats is pounding so fast With all the hatred I yelled to you I never meant to do that on you I cant hold myself any longer From telling you how much I need...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Who Am I?

    It hurts like never before and you really don't know how hard it is to be constantly reminded of something pain that happened in your past.If i can have your attention for a few moments on this poem,i am seriously need you to know,i am making progress in recovery from the failed...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    Recovering From A Heartbroken

    With a heavy heart i wake up this morning, With the pain in my chest from the dream i was having. Yes,that's the dream that woke me in sleep, I rise as i start to weep. Who are you? What are you? To haunt me without me having a clue? Feeling blue, and I'm screwed, They came back...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Feb 23, 2013

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    Im Not Fine..

    Just when we are starting to blame each other with tears, That’s when we know we still care for each more than ever, Tears flow from my eyes when I still thinking you’re mine, Just myself never realize we are coming in this way, When you are sitting by my side with nothing...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Im Not..

    Just when the soul full of wound, That's when i realize i was a fool. There was two paths for me to choose, The one i took was sad and blue. I remember someday years ago, That was my shadow that hold me close. I have been someone i hated a while ago, Feeling so hard to fight the...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    The Truth About A Lie

    Honestly, this is the only place where I can be completely honest. Here, I do not have to pretend. I would like to say that I'm okay, but I am not. And here I do not have to lie. Neither myself nor the other.In the real world I have to say I'm okay. To act, and I'm doing well...
    EvilMiracle EvilMiracle 16-17 Nov 24, 2013

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    Someday...

    Someday my dreams will come true, Someday you will give me a ring, Someday when I am ready, Someday I hope we marry, Someday our relationship will be over, Someday so will the pain, Someday you might grow up, Someday someone is going to walk into your life, Someday you will want...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Ive Been There

    Ive been there,i stood back up.Believe and appreciate yourself,you deserve so much better.To my friends,You WILL GET BETTER no matter what. An empty mall i stand alone, An empty soul i start to feel. The sparks have faded the moment you left, Life doesnt get easier,anyway...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    My Feelings

    i thought i have moved on.. Or at least i am moving on... Its been a while since i last shedded my tears over the memories we used to share together.... I force myself to go out with my friends, Make myself busy with my activities... For a week i finally can smile and laugh...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jan 26, 2013

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    I believe that this is constantly occurring with so many people I know. I make a effort to keep what I say and do to be as consistent as possible. I realize we are human, but...
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    need inspiration for artwork, try out desktopnexus.com. sooo many categories, soo much nice stuff.
    JenRhaine JenRhaine 36-40, F Dec 8

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    The number one lie couples tell their mate is "I am fine"; "I am fine" according to psychologist Dr. Dory Hollander. I actual have caught myself telling this lie more than few...
    Hotdog798 Hotdog798 46-50, M Dec 9

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    There are many things over a span of years that I have allowed to be said about me, and to me by members of this site. I have told you repeatedly that I do not speak out to...
    Joseph84 Joseph84 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I could tell you had it all figured out, but i dont. I STILL dont. I thought i did but i DONT. I truely do NOT. ugh well let me start by saying love is like a rubics cube. You...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Greetings Recipients I wanted to send some sort of Christmas greeting to my friends and relatives, but it is difficult in today's world to know exactly what to say without...
    Saylowman Saylowman 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    you aint living if you only stay on the sidewalks. just watching life and what it offers you from far. jump or run to it. crash it and taste the insanity of what safe couldn't...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    The flower I never had In this reality, of makeshift sanity, I construed, love obscured, curved and flayed, in parts and pieces I assembled you, every petal of every bend, I will...
    ymfas ymfas 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 30

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    I wish I could say this to some people. Whenever I'm feeling down, people automatically try to stitch me up and make me happy again. While the care and effort is appreciated...
    nowimawarrior nowimawarrior 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I spent all morning preparing on what I'm going to say, put on my finest clothes and shoes made sure my makeup was done and that everything was perfect, for that perfect moment...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I get hurt by a different person everyday emotionally not physically whether Its A Friend Of Mine Or A Best Friend Or Heck Even My Boyfriend & I'm So Tired Of Being The 1 Girl Who...
    dessmart1 dessmart1 13-15, F Nov 28

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    A quick run down of 100 things about me to bore the guts out of you. 1. You can call me Jill. 2. This is not going to be controversial. 3. There I said it. 4. I'm not married...
    Bumblebeat Bumblebeat 61-65, F 5 Responses Nov 29

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    I tried getting into a relationship for many many years but failed 11 girls i tried to date(not all at the same time). Mid september i was invited to a party and i met someone who...
    r3zzkid r3zzkid 16-17, M Nov 25

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    Forget How do I forget you - pain? You slither around me How do I make it through Contact reminders of the truth There it is, the structure solid Your walls and pillars of LIE...
    ymfas ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    Not so much delete because that would take awhile but a defragmentation. That way I could reinstall my brain but it would be clean of viruses.
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 4 Responses Dec 7

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    People have reasons to have abortions, example, if they were sexually assaulted, if they have money problems, if they're too young. You could say its murder after 6 months as it...
    alexx39 alexx39 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 23

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    I wish I was your one but I know that's not going to happen ever again
    JoeWallace1995 JoeWallace1995 18-21, M Nov 28

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    I wish my husband was desirable but hez not even close !!!!:(((((
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't like lies. Mostly because I fall for them, unless I know something is seriously wrong. But I mean why out the extra effort into lying when you could say the truth just as...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    I guess you could say ive lost my way home or rather i dont have a home anymore. I go to facebook to check on things at home and i recognize no one. I never hear from anyone...
    morgan722010 morgan722010 22-25, M Dec 1

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    I have this friend of mine. sometimes I really don't know how to describe her. I did so much but come to this point of time. I feel that she don't appreciate it? everytime when I...
    AnnxJoy AnnxJoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I wanted to go home since I remember, I never know why, just wanna go home. Lived with my parents quite long, it wasn't the best, but at least it was familiar. Do not misunderstood...
    eDitka eDitka 31-35, F Dec 2

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    My mother is closed minded. All I want between my mother and I is peace and understanding, I would love a mother who would help and support me and also admit when she's wrong . I...
    thisguyah thisguyah 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I could have the people I hate bowing down to me and if not obeying then would be punished severely but I choose to have their heads on my wall. I could tear people apart but I'd...
    Butterking47 Butterking47 18-21 3 days ago

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    White curtains In the snow of pain I look around sicknesses Covered in white Blood in sight Where of fears in their eyes That I could die before time But lying here the...
    ymfas ymfas 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    When I say "I'm tired" it means that I'm tired of life. The only reason why I tell people I'm fine is for their own sake. I don't wish for others to have to deal with my problems...
    shbburg shbburg 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    41st post..I'm ready to tackle the past again, because I'm in such an agro mood. First a little bit on the agro mood. He has been so nice to me for a number of weeks now, not...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I wish I could be held. I wish I could cuddle. I wish I had someone to tell me it's all going to be alright.
    MikeMachinist MikeMachinist 61-65, M 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    21st post. Well the other day, I did something that had me very very excited. For some people this will sound like nothing, and most people do this every single day of their lives...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    i miss my mom , i don't live with her , i talk to her on call daily yet , i love her but i just talk to her daily for just 5 to 10 mins , i want to talk her much , but probably...
    r110 r110 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    Lately iv been not myself. Some may say depressed others say it just a phase. My best friend noticed this and he's always asking me if I'm ok I always say yes I'm ok or I'm fine. I...
    JJsGirl19 JJsGirl19 16-17, F Nov 26