I Wish I Could See My Life In Others Eyes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 168 People

    maybe it's because I learned early on that tears lead to a longer beating or maybe it's because I don't want people to know when I am hurt so badly inside that I can't keep the...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Apr 21
    My last post before EP shuts down? Sad because I just rejoined after a long absence to deal with family issues. But, yes, I see how kids act today and I wish I could teach them to...
    TallRedhead1001 TallRedhead1001
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I always have. I guess I just see it as a weakness and that if I do maybe I won't be as attractive in their eyes. I'm not exactly sure. I don't like showing my emotions alot.
    natalie243 natalie243
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    i seem to be an isolated entity and nothing comes easy to me ....i sometimes feel like my existence is purely to struggle ....i don,t have many people around me i don,t know...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer
    36-40
    Apr 20
    It seems its that time of life when you are so fragile and vulnerable that you are not capable of getting into any good friendships in life... even though u know they are one of...
    tomharryasia tomharryasia
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    I am filled to the brim with yesterday, and tomorrow memories and ideas of what will be's. Empty me, Father. I need a clean start as I walk forward. I am piling up all thoughts...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    Apr 19
    Some can live without love , some can't, I can't live without love and passion. I wish i had a strong man in my life who says everything is fine honey. I'm here for you. It...
    jayaselvamoni jayaselvamoni
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    i wish my life would be full of happiness but it's opposite of that no happiness 😔 I'm turning 19 in 2 months. From the childhood till now i never experienced what is happiness...
    alwaysthereforY0u alwaysthereforY0u
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    The pulls, pushes, and prodding of this world make it so that there is no choice but to search for You, so that I can make it through my day. The fact that I am reminded of who I...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    Please keep reading to the end, there's more to it than the title. Met a guy on the cruise I just got back from today. I can't stop thinking about him. He sorta showed interest...
    CrazyMetalPunk CrazyMetalPunk
    13-15, F
    Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    All names have been changed to protect people's identities. Two days ago on Friday, my high school required all students (except seniors) to work on a community service project...
    shybot shybot
    16-17, F
    Apr 17
    I've just gone through a traumatic 10 years of changes after losing my son. I finally have my mind back on track to what matters in life. I've just come on to share and find I'm...
    Justpeaceandlove Justpeaceandlove
    56-60, F
    Apr 17
    our poisonous society has created an unbearable life which we call convention. I'm sick of having to live with the expectation that you must study hard, achieve great grades, then...
    Purplelamb Purplelamb
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    I'm not transsexual nor do I have any fetishes. But I often wonder how I would look if I was female, and sometimes I just wish I could be one for a day. Just to see what it's like...
    2byoung 2byoung
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Living FULLY is a journey not a destination. My journey has allowed me to grow into a person who may fear the storms ahead, but who is willing to ride through those storms with...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    Hey people of Experience Project. I've finally decided to post my situation on the internet and chose to do it here. It's kinda difficult to know where to start and this will be a...
    Mickee24 Mickee24
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    It wud never happen to me In the movie "letters to juliet" They talk about a woman married for 25 years having 10 children and still make "passionate love every night". She is...
    hopelesslyromantic hopelesslyromantic
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    I have been feeling that yesterday mostly at the end of the day. I wish I had a friend or a group of people who can make me feel better who can hug me and tell me I'm going to be...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    In few days this journey will come to end and i cant help myself than smile how my life is still standing still on the same point. Now also i have to be loud to speak my heart.No...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    Apr 15
    Super nervous about a project i have to present today. More than others cause i have to say everything in english (i live in mexico and none of my classmates have ever heard me...
    jessie8g jessie8g
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Could someone help others and strangers but a serious help not just by talking and cheer them up ? Or it's just a dream ?
    Achams Achams
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 15
    If you plan to love me, I promise to find the right words to describe my feelings and help you unravel the puzzle of my life. If you plan to love me, I will slowly start breaking...
    ThinxAna ThinxAna
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    I live in the city and there's so much light pollution. All I've ever wanted was to be able to look up and see the millions of beautiful stars. I want to move away and live in the...
    nevergoingtousethis nevergoingtousethis
    16-17, F
    Apr 14
    I wish I could go back it time. Specifically to being 14. This was when my parents moved me from the Seattle Bay Area (the cities on/near the Pudged Sound) to the Mississippi Gulf...
    nightlydemon nightlydemon
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    It's true , everyone has a purpose in life, some become astronauts, some join the navy, some do banking, some move to a better country, some make a family, yet many give up on life...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 14
    What a way to be woken, to read someone commenting on my typo. At first, I corrected myself, started over thinking how stupid I was, how I should make it right so I don't have to...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    Apr 14
    I plan on keeping all of my stories posted for as long as EP wishes. I have no plans on deleting or migrating any part of my short existence with EP. This site gave me comfort and...
    Candicegirl Candicegirl
    51-55, T
    7 Responses Apr 14
    To my most amazing lover, The way you look at me makes my heart skip a beat. Your eyes piercing through as if you can see inside my soul. The corners of your lips curling...
    groeschley groeschley
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    I joined EP in 2013. Obviously, I haven't been around for a long time. Today is my first time using the app. I remember being on this site. I remember the things I wrote, and I...
    milldc milldc
    16-17, F
    Apr 13
    seems people would prefer abandoning me rather then befriending me. even the people who told the false tale of being my friend and always sticking together had left me as well. it...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Hello FluttershyK! By now you are probably aware that Experience Project is closing very soon. ANewExperienceProject ANewExperienceProject 19 mins ago http...
    FluttershyK FluttershyK
    13-15, F
    Apr 13
    Alright. Now how do I deal with this? "Okay. Now stop thinking you're being such a hardworker. Stop thinking and save those thoughts for another day. Okay? Alright. I'm telling...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
    Whine less, wish less and just know that You are who You say You are, which is the I Am. Where I am not, You are. Funny how they say if you want things to turn out differently, You...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    So I see people are trying to post more experiences and let more things off their chest and telling their stories before EP closes. So I decided, hey, I might as well join the...
    jaeger053 jaeger053
    16-17
    Apr 12
    I just wish I had someone I could actually call my ' bestfriend ' someone who was there for me as much as I was there for them, someone I could trust..
    regretti regretti
    13-15
    Apr 12
    in this world people just fake it like they care but in reality not many people care most just are selfish this is reality i know what hurt is i wish i could take others...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    It has been known that if I don't love myself, how can I love another. You Father love me, because, I am uniquely and wonderfully made. You are love, and because You loved me from...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    Apr 11
    Two summers ago I went to a clothing-optional resort for the day. The place was in Guerneville, in northern California's Russian River area. Nudity is allowed in and around their...
    Skinnygooberdude Skinnygooberdude
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    Last year I went to a street fair in San Fran, called the Folsom Street Fair. It was primarily a bizarre S&M event, but I went because they allow you to walk around with nothing on...
    Skinnygooberdude Skinnygooberdude
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Apr 11
    Christian Greed https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble/kWbzzO/christian-greed What can truly amaze a genuine believer that looks only to the Father is just how true his words on world...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble
    56-60, M
    Apr 11
    Christian Greed https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble/kWbzzO/christian-greed What can truly amaze a genuine believer that looks only to the Father is just how true his words on world...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble
    56-60, M
    Apr 11
    I wish my dad's priorities didn't come in this order; Work, himself, social life, family. I wish my dad was a protective father to me. I wish he didn't see my short high school...
    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I suppose this is where I can speak freely, not revealing my identity. Honestly, writing about my life, a stupid, sob story, I feel skeptical about it. Not knowing if anyone cares...
    Aselfconsciousturtle Aselfconsciousturtle
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    since it's been a few days since my last update, i may as well post something to let everyone know i'm still alive. i've arrived back in CA, Kaito and i are still engaged. i...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I've had a regrettably difficult relationship with my fiance for a few years. Then I found her doing things online and even worse over the phone with other guys. It still counts as...
    willy8314 willy8314
    31-35, M
    Apr 10
    If there's anything at all I've learned from the last four or so years, it's that life has never been black and white. I don't even think it can be simply black or simply white...
    DanceOfBlades DanceOfBlades
    18-21, F
    Apr 9
    Watched My Father's Stepson Get Whipped After Getting Him Into Trouble- It was a Saturday morning when I was about 8 years old,which means a court appointed social worker had...
    ToBeDiskovered ToBeDiskovered
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 9
    My brain is on overdrive tonight. I hate it, yet I don't want to go to sleep. Just wish it would shut off so I could be okay.
    Forevertired23 Forevertired23
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
    My dad was never there for me. He was always emotionally unavailable. He never said that he was proud of me except for the times my mom told him to or he felt necessary for me to...
    SomeoneInNeedOfHelp SomeoneInNeedOfHelp
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    I wish I could have had the "HAPPILY EVER AFTER." I wish I could have been worthy of love. I wish I could have felt peace and security in my life. I wish I could have accomplished...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    We all make mistakes. Mine was taking you for granted. I always counted on you to solve my problems. I didn't even realize I did. If I was hurt I came to you. If I was sad I came...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    Hello,people.excuse me about my English,it's not m'y mother language .Iam a girl 20 years Old,student,a unique girl without sisters.m'y life changes since Iwas too little,ihave...
    Souffrance Souffrance
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    It's funny that the people who slandered me all my life who said I would never get anywhere have now come begging at my feet once they saw how well I was doing they are not loyal...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    I was at a store one day, many years ago. A nice looking lady was in line in front of me. She was wearing a sleeveless blouse, and I noticed I could see she was not wearing a bra...
    zzjim zzjim
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    Every night Silence creeps in and i can hear my beat Its the time seeds open eggs crack and flowers bloom ... Not a sound ... Not an open eye Until the midnight train...
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis
    22-25, F
    Apr 7
    I'll admit there's some selfishness in it. When others around me are happy, then I feel happy, comfortable and safe. When others are in any kind of discomfort I want to help if I...
    hartfire hartfire
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    ********* I would like to publish this prayer in grateful thanks to Archangels St Michael, St Raphael and St Gabriel. ********* Heavenly Father, You have given us archangels to...
    Peking1977 Peking1977
    36-40, F
    Apr 6
    The post I read - Once a man was asked, ?What did you gain by regularly praying to God?? The man replied, ?Nothing?but let me tell you what I lost: Anger, ego, greed, depression...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 6
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