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I Wish I Could Sometimes Be Included

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    Yeah....

    But that means someone would have to think about me, maybe care for a change. And we can't have that...........
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2010

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    I wish I could be part of my family's events, especially at holidays. It is an extremely longly existence.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2010

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    its soo hard to fall in love with your son...what are we to do?? i cant change how i feel...sooo lonely sometimes
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    I try hard to be as good as I can be... but sometimes, due to a whole lot of things... I just get swayed by emotions and so... sometimes, I feel like I can't help my self from...
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    24th post. Before anyone reading this thinks my life has been just one bad thing after another, I'm going to set the record straight. Many of the years of fun were only marred by...
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    Sometimes I hate my life. Home...hubby passed out and was mad at me...I don't want to be here...such excitement with good friends...and hubby tonight...now nothing. Wish things...
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    I sure wish I had a sugar daddy this holiday season... That would help so much...
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    I am a 20 year old white female. I honestly don't care if I get raped and killed. Sometimes I just walk around on campus at night with hope that I might just bump into a murderer...
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    I never really had a childhood friend or anyone really. My parents always limited my friendships. I made a few best friends through out the years but now we are complete strangers...
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    Back when I first started college, I met a girl and became friends with her. she was into a lot of the same things I was, but she was much stronger than me, emotionally. she was...
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    Born on this date in 1896 was Ira Gershwin who was part of an awesome songwriting team which included his brother George. The Gershwin Brothers gave us a number of countless great...
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    I wish I could just go through the day saying everything I wanted to without a thought of being nice, polite and not wanting to hurt someone's feelings. For instance when the...
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    I would go back to November 2013 when my brother was still here. We just had thanksgiving at my house and played Xbox 360. It was the best day ever. I miss him terribly. I wish I...
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    34th post. First off I just want to say a huge thankyou from the bottom of my heart to each and every one of you that read my 32nd and 33rd posts, and messaged me or commented...
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    43rd post. Haven't written for a few days, and unfortunately I'm back to being in a slump. Not sleeping more than about 3 hours a night, and my mind is on fast forward with a...
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    26th post. So here is another blast from the past. This probably happened about 2 years ago, at the height of my anxiety, and when my mental illness was developing into much more...
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    Sometimes they don't listen to what I have to say. They still treat me like a child even though I'm 18. They make me feel less confident with myself. Yeah they say I can do...
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