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I Wish I Could Sometimes Be Included

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    I wish I could be part of my family's events, especially at holidays. It is an extremely longly existence.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2010

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    Yeah....

    But that means someone would have to think about me, maybe care for a change. And we can't have that...........
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2010

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    sometimes I wish I was born American. I'm trapped in between two worlds, I can't go back as I feel lost, I can't stay here as I don't belong. I hate my skin, I hate my life.
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