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I Wish I Could Start Over

If you feel you could start you romantic experiences over and find the right person a long long time ago 409 People

    Hello people of the online universe,

    my name is Josh and I'm unique like each and every one of you. My whole life has been a series of mistakes, self discipline, and the feeling of loneliness. I learned how to be independent at a young age, because I've learned you can't trust people through a series of unfortunate...
    Poseidonsson Poseidonsson 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Rough Days..

    I wish I had a "start over" button..I wish there really was an easy button that I could hit and make everything ok again. I'm 23 and jst had surgery that prevents me from having kids. The same surgery that saved my life, is stopping me from creating life. It's a hard thing to...
    Bamababydoll Bamababydoll 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 4, 2010

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    Sometimes

    As long as I could keep the knowledge I've gained, then use it to make the RIGHT decision the next time around.  I know... it doesn't work like that.... cause if I hadn't already made the wrong choice... I would not have gained the knowledge and understanding that I have...
    Opalgem Opalgem 36-40, F Dec 8, 2010

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    If I Could Turn Back Time

    Although I blame my ex for being partly at fault and for giving up, there are things that I wish I could do over. I wouldn't demand your attention everyday and get mad when you want to hang out with your friends instead. I would have made more of a life for myself, like I am now...
    LonelyGirl1230 LonelyGirl1230 22-25, F Mar 20, 2013

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    I'd Do Everything Different

     Wow, the chance to make a whole new batch of mistakes.  That would be an opportunity to die for!
    NeonBlueMidnight NeonBlueMidnight 26-30, M Oct 2, 2009

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    Backstage Kisses

    A hug in the dark, turns into a kiss. Not just one, but two then three. Others were looking, wondering what was going on You didn't care, you went for it. In that moment I realized I loved you. No filters, no barriers, just you, pure and without walls. I'm already with someone...
    ccapron ccapron 22-25, F Apr 23, 2013

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    I just wanna start over.

    Every ******* night it's either a nightmare or a sleepless night like tonight. I just wanna sneak out of my home, go somewhere far from here, change my name and just become someone else. When it's not my mind reminding me of what I've done in the past when I was a douchebag, it...
    TheCagedBirdsMelody TheCagedBirdsMelody 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    If Only I Knew Back Then

    I was never THAT outgoing. And I'm not that much outgoing now. If I could start over, I would make myself be more outgoing because its a special quality I wish to develop, but with my insecurities it's almost impossible. I hope that one day that I will be outgoing enough to be...
    flawlesswonder16 flawlesswonder16 13-15, F Mar 5, 2013

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    Regret My Married Man Experience

    I wish I could start over in my relationship history and never get involved with a married man. I think it was not only a low point personally, but a tripping point when I started to accept less than the best for myself from men. Trouble is even though we're not...
    Aquariusmindfield Aquariusmindfield 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    Second Chances

    For years I've lived with the mistakes I've made, over and over. Before I never really thought I deserved a second chance honestly. I've never been a forgiving person so to speak, but since I've screwed up so much, the one person I seem to be trying to forgive is myself...
    Bamababydoll Bamababydoll 22-25, F Mar 27, 2010

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    Sometimes I really wish I could,

    that I could go back in time and have a second chance. Fix everything that went wrong the past 5 months. But, at the end of it all, I realize I have learned from it all and I 'm better because of it. Better friends, independency, I know now how to deal with heartbreak, how to...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    ONLY If I Could Take My Present Knowledge With Me

    IF NOT THEN WHAT'S THE POINT. THE CIRCUMSTANCES WOULD NOT CHANGE AND I WOULDN'T EITHER, ULTIMATELY. I DON'T LIKE LOOKING BACK AT MY PAST. NO HIGH SCHOOL REUNIONS FOR ME. ONLY LOOKING FORWARD. MY PAST WAS UNPLEASANT BUT IT MOLDED ME AND MADE ME STRONG SO I WILL NOT REGRET ANYTHING...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F Jan 26, 2009

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    Mistakes

    Mistakes Mistakes are part of life. Of being a human! We make mistakes and we learn from them usually. So what happened when you make a mistake. And regret it. You can't change it. You can't change their mind. So what I regret? Is saying goodbye. To the the best guy that ever...
    GuardianAngel9400 GuardianAngel9400 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2013

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    New

    I want to get out of here. Out of my house, city, school, everything. I don't feel like I belong here, and I wish I could just move to a new city and start over. People know things about my past and assume things about me or think I am weak. They think I'm still sick. They think...
    kmaher3531 kmaher3531 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    I Want To Forget

    I've just recently broken up with my ex..we were together for only 8 months. But in that 8 months we have been through so much together. We both had been through similar situations and could relate well with one another. After being together for a couple months he came to me with...
    Bamababydoll Bamababydoll 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2010

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    I could never gain any self respect

    because of the way I looked so I was stupid meaning I built up a really immature reputation for myself, that always seems to proceed me. Now every time I do something people always think of my reputation.
    DickieG DickieG 13-15, M Mar 2

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    How Disappointed

    I feel like I'm a big disappointment becuz I never did anything or said anything the way I should have.:-
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    I wish I could reinvent myself

    and start life over!!!
    4kidsplus1 4kidsplus1 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    More And More Lately

    Sometimes  I wake up in the morning, look in the mirror and just wonder "what happened?" Sometimes I'll stare into the mirror for 5, 10, or even 15 minutes. Sometimes I like the guy on the other side, sometimes I hate him, and sometimes I just feel sorry for him. But every...
    GoingUnder88 GoingUnder88 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    All I can think about is how badly I want to

    win the lottery so I can go back to school and start again... But, then I realize I'm not totally sure what I would do when I go back. I love animals and caring for them. Let's go to vet school. No... I want my own business. Business school. No... I have no idea what I would...
    SamzLife SamzLife 31-35, F May 8

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    MY Start

    THERE ARE THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I WISH I COULD'VE DONE OR JUST PLAINLY RE-DO. LIKE OBSERVING PEOPLE BEFORE I TALK TO THEM. THE GUYS THAT I HUNG OUT WITH I WOULD CHANGE THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US.I THINK MOVING TO A NEW STATE WOULD HELP ME OUT ALOT BECAUSE I...
    23mary 23mary 22-25, F Oct 3, 2009

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    I'm a college student in his second year.

    Up until 12th grade of high school, I managed to be a straight A student who worked really hard for his results but didn't have much of a social life. In 12th grade, I let myself go in terms of education and health. I somehow ended up making some of the most amazing, intelligent...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 10

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    Start Over

    I have done too many bad things, and wish I could start over. I sometimes seem to mess up the good things that I have. I embarrass myself too much, also.
    emipurple emipurple 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 30, 2013

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    I Am Almost 50

    I had another birthday a few weeks ago, and I turn 48. I have been in several relationships and none of them turned out to be the right person. Now maybe at the time they were the right person, because everything happens for the right reasons, right? Anyway I realize the chances...
    Herly Herly 46-50, F 6 Responses May 24, 2008

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    Greener Pastures.

    I wasn't expecting the longest,most stable, relationship I have ever had (3 years) to end the way it did. She left me with all the bills and skipped out on rent. I have absolutely no other place to go, and as luck would have it, all of my friends are currently stuck in less than...
    seccorso seccorso 31-35 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    kikisalamo22 kikisalamo22 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    Maybe Things Would Be Better

    I would major in something else for a particular career and be in a serious relationship. I would be more willing to take risks and be something else. There is so much to say
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    I think I concur with many others

    who feel as if they wish they could start over with someone brand new. Since my break up almost three months ago, it has been a hard and tedious journey, just to reach the goal of meeting the right woman. I have yet to reach that goal, and I realize that two and a half...
    NinjaGuide321 NinjaGuide321 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2013

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    Then I would still have you

    and DL wouldn't have control over how you feel once I'm done with him.
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990 22-25, M Nov 15

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    Breaking Down

    My life is falling apart right in front of me and I can't fix it. I've been married for almost 3 years and I'm so happy. There's been times where I'm not happy, but when it comes down to it i'm very happy. My husband isn't happy. We fight a lot as of recently and it's tearing us...
    shrimp1126 shrimp1126 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 16, 2010

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    #its been happening so often everytime I love a

    person its always me who ended up broken....there was this man that I tot he can be the ppersonim going to be with for longtime...but I was wrong...he just left without saying goodbye...im sick and tired of always being broken...after they had let me feel that im special and...
    Xheing Xheing 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2013

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    I Wish I Could Start Over

    I wish i could start over i miss my ex i cry over her ever night even tho she has moved on and its been a year my depression slowly takes over but i dont think i can hold on i wish i could start over do everything over with her agin
    jasonlewisjr jasonlewisjr 16-17, M Oct 30, 2013

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    Right from that first kiss, I do things differently. I wouldn't fall prey to manipulation. I wouldn't fall victim to self-loathing and self-pity. I would dive in head first and...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    How do you start over that's what i need to know how do you stop loving someone that you have been with for 17 years a person that you built your whole life around a person that...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I am an empty nester. My only daughter moved out, not to college, but because she. hates me. It has been just the two of us for 27 years. Now I sit in an empty house, no friends...
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    I cant start over. But I can destroy whats left.
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 1 Response Nov 28

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    2014 is almost over. It's weird to me because I'd messed up 2013 so badly, I needed just about all of 2014 to recover. Maybe it's all for the best since I learned a lot about...
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    Back to that warm summer evening so many years ago....when I first met you. Or one of the many nights, sitting under the streetlight in front of your house with you talking about...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 21

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    There are a lot of things i would like to reverse. Letting myself fall for somebody would be what i'd like to do first i guess. Or maybe tell myself to really study hard cause i...
    vivektwr vivektwr 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I like to go back so I can say to my dad that I want to stay with my aunt and cousins and I could be having having fun but I said yes and now I have changed into someone or...
    DarkGamer18 DarkGamer18 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 28

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    I sit here wanting to go back, every single moment I want to go back, to when I first heard your voice the moment you said those three words that changed everything for me. But I...
    ofthisgirl90 ofthisgirl90 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    "The Scientist"ColdplayVideo from the movie Wicker ParkCome up to meet you, tell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you areI had to find you, tell you I need youTell you I'll...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    The fortune thing is that we can go back and start all over again. We have that opportunity to rewrite our own history.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 2 days ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over phone and...
    sarahc11 sarahc11 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 18

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    Leaving a marriage that has sucked the life out of me. Getting my own place, taking control of my own life. Meeting new people, planning an adventurous trip. Starting again is...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I've lost my wonderful EP account along with it 100's of stories, photo's & friends lost!!! If censorship is driving you crazy here then get yourself over to Secret Erotica . Com...
    Eroticmentions Eroticmentions 26-30, F a week ago

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    As time goes by, we start to see more clearly, and are able to see that it wasn't all bad, and that perhaps just perhaps the break up was a gift....
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Anong karapatan mong hingin ang bagay na ipinagdamot mo? I deserve an explanation. I deserve an acceptable reason. #StartingOverAgain
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 4 days ago

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