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I Wish I Could

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    justjessica justjessica 18-21, F Jul 16, 2008

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    of this confession... http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php?cid=11642
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    Trap

    I wish I could completely vanish of the face of the earth. I wish I could learn and live what it is like to lose it all, that way maybe I could appreciate it a little more. I love her. My mother, has giving me everything. She has giving me life, things, and an education but...
    Shycherry Shycherry 18-21, F Jan 5, 2013

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    Be Free.

    I wish I could be as strong as I sometimes pretend I wish my depression would come to an end I wish I knew how to stop being afraid I wish I didn't always feel so betrayed I wish that I could simply not give a damn I wish I could be free to be who I am
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    I Wish We Could Start Over!

    I wish we could start over.  No hurt, no pain.  No crossed signals.
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Dec 8, 2009

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    Hah.

    i havent done this thing. but i have been thinking about it a lot recently. i dont know why... and the reason i wont is because of embarasment. of when my dad walked in. but i think i could do it and get away with it. but i wish i could bring myself to do it. lol...
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    Just Breathe

    I get so emotional over so many things I just want to take time to breathe ... although im doing this Yoga dvd and its helping me calm down in the morning ... Im always so high strung . I just want to know what its like to be completely calm . My racing thoughts never seem to go...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jan 4, 2008

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    Wishing. . .

    Wishing for something, seems over rated. You dont get stuff by wishing, you get it by doing! But my problem is I cant do it. I get to the point where I just cant try any harder. I dont know if that means I dont want it bad enough or if I am just over reacting. but if I could wish...
    babygirl87 babygirl87 19-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Know..

    I wish I knew who i am what I want to do where I want to go who I want to be and who I want to be with.. how I can reach my goals what my goals are.. I wish I knew.
    meXtrano meXtrano 18-21, F Apr 3, 2010

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    Wishing Is a Wonderful Thing.....

    I wish I could have a farm and be self sufficient and not have to rely on money to survive in life.......     Maybe one day this will partially be a reality :) it's one of my life goals
    shiblet shiblet 18-21, F Aug 22, 2009

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    Remember My Dreams....

      All my life, as far back as I can remember, I have always dreamt.  Often, they were very vivid, lifelike dreams..some even so intense, they woke me...sweating, shaking, cowering..they were every one in bold color..no insipid, ambiguous black and white. For...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    A Wish

    I always wish i could buy a nice big country property and live happy, away from the cities and have freash air every day. To live my life how we should growing things to eat and doing things you like to. And having a free lifestyle. Live off the land as i want to,
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    Lets Start Again..

    Understand my intentions. I've moved on, the fire's out, so let the ashes lay.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 10, 2009

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    ...be.....

    ..the girl that lights up your world, the girl that walks into a room and your eyes turn to her, the girl that you trust with everything you have inside of you. I wish that I could be the girl that you see every night before you close your eyes and be the first thing you see in...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 3, 2012

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    Live In The Same Country As My Girlfriend

    I love her extremely much but I'm unable to get a VISA in her country unless I marry her or have an income above 2000 € a month which I don't.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2011

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    YungPocahontas YungPocahontas 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    It's 11:11 time to make a wish... I need something good to wish for this time.
    djemerald djemerald 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    I wish I could have you on good days, So I could share my joy with you; I wish I could have you on bad days, Cuz with you I'd never feel blue. I wish I could have you on sunny...
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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I wish we could talk, I have so many things to say. I wish we never met. I wish that I could forget. I wish that all of the things we did we can do all over again (ahh I wish). I...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl 31-35, F Mar 31

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    "I Wish" - Stevie Wonder Looking back on when I was a little nappy headed boy Then my only worry was for Christmas what would be my toy Even though we sometimes would not get a...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    that you and I could've lasted. I wish that the stars in the sky would shine as brightly as the lights in your eyes. I wish your family knew which "head" I was thinking with. I...
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 Mar 25

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    I wish one day I won't have to deal with anxiety. I wish my depression would leave me alone. I wish I had a father. I wish I could restart. I wish I knew how to smile. I wish...
    akaShaun akaShaun 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I wish everything went right with this girl. Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 5

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    I wish I could have a guy who wants a family and babies I wish I could have sex every night and not get trashed on if I ask for it I wish I had a guy who actually understood me and...
    Ginger387 Ginger387 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 27

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    So I guess this is it... This is where it ends.. I wish.. I deeply wish I could've been there when you needed someone. I wanted to so bad, you never even knew. And now I guess.. I...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    …..I wish I had wings. I wish I was slender with an elfin beauty and long fingers and a dark laugh that sparkled like frost on grass. I wish I could dance through the skies and...
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I wish I can go back and warn my mom of all the bull she's going to go thru with my dad. If he wasn't in the picture maybe my mom would've gotten married to someone else who would...
    Kaseirae14 Kaseirae14 22-25, F Apr 5

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    For the two that occupy my mind. The one that I think I like I don't know what I feel for you, but I just wish that I could be with you right now. Maybe you can help me figure...
    LameyC LameyC 18-21, F a week ago

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    I just wanted to share something with you guys, I have had these three friends since I was 3(sisters). And they have had the worst childhood you can wish someone. Perhaps not...
    SJNak SJNak 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I know I did wrong and I know she did Wrong too but I can see how my reactions influenced her actions and how we fed off each other to no good end.... She seems like she's happy in...
    guyhasname guyhasname 36-40, M Apr 5

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    I wish at times that I could duplicate myself and give to someone in need of a friend or someone special. Then again, I have a habit of being left and I don't do well with being...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M Apr 8

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    I wish I could enter the world of fantasy because, it is one of my sweetest escape from the restricting reality. I momentarily escape from the worldly problems that are pulling me...
    NatsukiKuroneko NatsukiKuroneko 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    If I had money I could have graduated college last year instead of only taking two or one classes each semester... I'm in fact sitting this quarter out.. no money.. so poor. I...
    Ruru88 Ruru88 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    How I wish I could. :( It's been almost a week the first time I joined on EP and since then, I started knowing numerous experiences of people (that captured my heart) coming from...
    MissPurple912 MissPurple912 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 24

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    I have so much going on, and so much troubling me. All the mess has just pretty much ruined almost every aspect of my life, and my failure trials at helping myself have just made...
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Mar 27

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    The past goes, the present comes, and the future awaits, yet I wish it didn't. I've never been a people person, always in the background. I am the wallflower of the world. I am...
    UnwantedShadow UnwantedShadow 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I don't want to live my whole life in self pity and torturing myself with your thoughts but why is it that your thoughts follow me wherever I go?Why is it that I have built a wall...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
    phobia1998 phobia1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    idk y but i have always hated being alone. i wish i was more comfortable being alone. its like i wither if im not in the presence of ppl or interacting. i guess another way to look...
    hallowedwillow hallowedwillow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Bare with me, its going on 1am in the morning. I'm sitting here in the living room, dark and crying my eyes out. I just need to write this out, because if I don't, I have a feeling...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I sometimes wish I had never had children too. I started out relatively early. I was 20 when I had my daughter and 24 when I had my son. My daughters father was abusive in every...
    BBMS BBMS 41-45, F Mar 30

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    I am 38 and have wished for death as long as I can remember. I think back to my childhood, when things would go wrong or I would do something so stupid (as children do), I would...
    Modernii Modernii 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I think thats what I miss the most is watching you sleep. I would stroke your hair and trace the tattoo on your back it matched mine perfectly now I hide it.I am lying in a...
    Unoplayedme Unoplayedme 31-35 1 Response Apr 4

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    To be honest I do wish I was in a great relationship. I think of what it would be like and it sort of scares me but at the same time I wish I could have it. I've never been in a...
    JohnnyCasshh JohnnyCasshh 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    "I'll Teach You To Tell Mommy A Lie!" When my daughter was growing up, one thing for which I would always spank her if I caught her doing it was lying. Looking back, I don't know...
    margaret3 margaret3 61-65, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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    hey Muddy, I wish i could help u right now... kick those unwanted **** out of ur life.... wish i was stronger, older, wealthier.... this bud will always be with u and ur babies...
    nealbrute nealbrute 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I don't know, like I wish people would whisper to other people as they say me and go, "Oh my god she is SO pretty!" I wish they would come up to me and tell me how gorgeous I am...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Was. Alex, I'm sorry. If there's one thing I cannot and will not ever be able to stress enough, it's that I am SO sorry. I'm sorry that I had sex with you. I'm sorry that we did...
    TryingFailing TryingFailing 16-17, M Mar 23

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    You know what the first thing I'd do? I would save every day Until eternity was no more, Just so I could spend them with you. If I could make days, like, last forever, And if...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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