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I Wish I Could

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    You can't hide ugly. It's resting there,

    behind the masquerade of makeup I cover my face with. But when the rain comes, and washes the carefully drawn lines and highlighted face away, its there- Lurking. Waiting. You can't lose ugly. You can try to contort the skin through botox into beauty. But after a few months...
    stealingair stealingair 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2014

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    Trap

    I wish I could completely vanish of the face of the earth. I wish I could learn and live what it is like to lose it all, that way maybe I could appreciate it a little more. I love her. My mother, has giving me everything. She has giving me life, things, and an education but...
    Shycherry Shycherry 18-21, F Jan 5, 2013

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    Just Breathe

    I get so emotional over so many things I just want to take time to breathe ... although im doing this Yoga dvd and its helping me calm down in the morning ... Im always so high strung . I just want to know what its like to be completely calm . My racing thoughts never seem to go...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jan 4, 2008

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    Live In The Same Country As My Girlfriend

    I love her extremely much but I'm unable to get a VISA in her country unless I marry her or have an income above 2000 € a month which I don't.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2011

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    Hah.

    i havent done this thing. but i have been thinking about it a lot recently. i dont know why... and the reason i wont is because of embarasment. of when my dad walked in. but i think i could do it and get away with it. but i wish i could bring myself to do it. lol...
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    I wish I could have one true wish,

    one that would actually work.
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 25

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    Remember My Dreams....

      All my life, as far back as I can remember, I have always dreamt.  Often, they were very vivid, lifelike dreams..some even so intense, they woke me...sweating, shaking, cowering..they were every one in bold color..no insipid, ambiguous black and white. For...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 56-60, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    Wishing Is a Wonderful Thing.....

    I wish I could have a farm and be self sufficient and not have to rely on money to survive in life.......     Maybe one day this will partially be a reality :) it's one of my life goals
    shiblet shiblet 18-21, F Aug 22, 2009

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    I wish I could live in the mountains.

    Stack up loads of beer, have a tiny fireplace, millions of books and own a small car. I'd read all day, drive down places, meet people who are totally offbeat and breathe fresh air. I'm not anti urban but I truly wish I lived far away from any kind of human habitation and...
    Srushti93 Srushti93 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Lets Start Again..

    Understand my intentions. I've moved on, the fire's out, so let the ashes lay.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 10, 2009

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    A Wish

    I always wish i could buy a nice big country property and live happy, away from the cities and have freash air every day. To live my life how we should growing things to eat and doing things you like to. And having a free lifestyle. Live off the land as i want to,
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    Be Free.

    I wish I could be as strong as I sometimes pretend I wish my depression would come to an end I wish I knew how to stop being afraid I wish I didn't always feel so betrayed I wish that I could simply not give a damn I wish I could be free to be who I am
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    ...

    ...And I think I can ...I think I can...I think I can... If you give me a chance.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Dec 7, 2009

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    ...be.....

    ..the girl that lights up your world, the girl that walks into a room and your eyes turn to her, the girl that you trust with everything you have inside of you. I wish that I could be the girl that you see every night before you close your eyes and be the first thing you see in...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 3, 2012

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    I wish I could help people more.

    . I feel like this world we live in has become a place where people have to hide who they truly are because they are afraid what people will say or do to them. I hate hearing about people who go around everyday feeling like everybody hates them and that no body wants them around...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2014

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    .....

    be a better person!
    justjessica justjessica 18-21, F Jul 16, 2008

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    Wishing. . .

    Wishing for something, seems over rated. You dont get stuff by wishing, you get it by doing! But my problem is I cant do it. I get to the point where I just cant try any harder. I dont know if that means I dont want it bad enough or if I am just over reacting. but if I could wish...
    babygirl87 babygirl87 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Talk to the Author

    of this confession... http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php?cid=11642
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    I Wish We Could Start Over!

    I wish we could start over.  No hurt, no pain.  No crossed signals.
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Dec 8, 2009

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    Know..

    I wish I knew who i am what I want to do where I want to go who I want to be and who I want to be with.. how I can reach my goals what my goals are.. I wish I knew.
    meXtrano meXtrano 18-21, F Apr 3, 2010

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    I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine...
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    No one will know the pain I felt when I opened my eyes to realize, like yesterday’s sunshine, you are no longer by my side. I’m sitting in the car on my way home from the...
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    Sazzio Sazzio 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I used to dream about her without even thinking about it. Now i have to work myself up. I wish i could go back to how it used to be. I would dream of her every night.
    lookin4sumthin lookin4sumthin 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    MyLifeAsCharlie MyLifeAsCharlie 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    XxBloodyLullabyxX XxBloodyLullabyxX 22-25, M Aug 19

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    Sometimes we'll be out at night on a weeknight, and I'm tired and I want to go home because I need to work the next day. She will say I am being selfish and don't want to spend...
    ThurstonHowellTheThird ThurstonHowellTheThird 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    I've had a couple of best friends in which the relationship lasted for maybe a year or longer, then they replaced me or just flat out stopped talking to me. I blame myself for way...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 17

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    There are so many things in my mind that I wish I could erase. Images that scar and hurt even though the time has long since passed. I know that we all learn from our experiences...
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