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    Wishing. . .

    Wishing for something, seems over rated. You dont get stuff by wishing, you get it by doing! But my problem is I cant do it. I get to the point where I just cant try any harder. I dont know if that means I dont want it bad enough or if I am just over reacting. but if I could wish...
    babygirl87 babygirl87 19-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Just Breathe

    I get so emotional over so many things I just want to take time to breathe ... although im doing this Yoga dvd and its helping me calm down in the morning ... Im always so high strung . I just want to know what its like to be completely calm . My racing thoughts never seem to go...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jan 4, 2008

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    Wishing Is a Wonderful Thing.....

    I wish I could have a farm and be self sufficient and not have to rely on money to survive in life.......     Maybe one day this will partially be a reality :) it's one of my life goals
    shiblet shiblet 18-21, F Aug 22, 2009

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    Lets Start Again..

    Understand my intentions. I've moved on, the fire's out, so let the ashes lay.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 10, 2009

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    Hah.

    i havent done this thing. but i have been thinking about it a lot recently. i dont know why... and the reason i wont is because of embarasment. of when my dad walked in. but i think i could do it and get away with it. but i wish i could bring myself to do it. lol...
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    A Wish

    I always wish i could buy a nice big country property and live happy, away from the cities and have freash air every day. To live my life how we should growing things to eat and doing things you like to. And having a free lifestyle. Live off the land as i want to,
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    Talk to the Author

    of this confession... http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php?cid=11642
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    I Wish We Could Start Over!

    I wish we could start over.  No hurt, no pain.  No crossed signals.
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Dec 8, 2009

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    Know..

    I wish I knew who i am what I want to do where I want to go who I want to be and who I want to be with.. how I can reach my goals what my goals are.. I wish I knew.
    meXtrano meXtrano 18-21, F Apr 3, 2010

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    Remember My Dreams....

      All my life, as far back as I can remember, I have always dreamt.  Often, they were very vivid, lifelike dreams..some even so intense, they woke me...sweating, shaking, cowering..they were every one in bold color..no insipid, ambiguous black and white. For...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    Be Free.

    I wish I could be as strong as I sometimes pretend I wish my depression would come to an end I wish I knew how to stop being afraid I wish I didn't always feel so betrayed I wish that I could simply not give a damn I wish I could be free to be who I am
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    ...be.....

    ..the girl that lights up your world, the girl that walks into a room and your eyes turn to her, the girl that you trust with everything you have inside of you. I wish that I could be the girl that you see every night before you close your eyes and be the first thing you see in...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 3, 2012

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    .....

    be a better person!
    justjessica justjessica 18-21, F Jul 16, 2008

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    I wish I could help people more.

    . I feel like this world we live in has become a place where people have to hide who they truly are because they are afraid what people will say or do to them. I hate hearing about people who go around everyday feeling like everybody hates them and that no body wants them around...
    bebe805 bebe805 18-21, F Nov 2

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    ...

    ...And I think I can ...I think I can...I think I can... If you give me a chance.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Dec 7, 2009

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    You can't hide ugly. It's resting there,

    behind the masquerade of makeup I cover my face with. But when the rain comes, and washes the carefully drawn lines and highlighted face away, its there- Lurking. Waiting. You can't lose ugly. You can try to contort the skin through botox into beauty. But after a few months...
    stealingair stealingair 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Live In The Same Country As My Girlfriend

    I love her extremely much but I'm unable to get a VISA in her country unless I marry her or have an income above 2000 € a month which I don't.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2011

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    Trap

    I wish I could completely vanish of the face of the earth. I wish I could learn and live what it is like to lose it all, that way maybe I could appreciate it a little more. I love her. My mother, has giving me everything. She has giving me life, things, and an education but...
    Shycherry Shycherry 18-21, F Jan 5, 2013

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    26th post. So here is another blast from the past. This probably happened about 2 years ago, at the height of my anxiety, and when my mental illness was developing into much more...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Nov 30

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    sometime,somethings make me feel so bad that i wish if i could just go back and change it with something better. i wish i should have stopped myself from going after someone or...
    anonymous112022 anonymous112022 18-21, M Dec 11

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    If I had one wish. Tonight. Would be spent. Under the stars. In the rain. Alone. No hands. Touching me. No voices. Screaming. Yelling. No fighting. No stress. Just me...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I wish I would stop missing her when she couldn't care less about where, how or what I am doing. I saw an old couple walking and holding hands, and I felt both inspired by how...
    fukubus fukubus 41-45, M Dec 9

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    In A Wheelchair Already) Just look at her. She's been sitting all by herself at the edge of the dance floor for five songs now, but no one seems to care. She must be so lonely...
    WarShip WarShip 18-21 1 Response Dec 17

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    I was thinking about all the violence and bloodshed this past week..The terrible senseless slaughter of innocents in Pakistan and the Middle East. I guess as much as we try and...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wish I could change the emotional part of me. The part that makes me feel, the part that makes me so damn nice and caring. I do something nice for someone and I don't get a...
    saram1985 saram1985 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish that I could find a perfect match for me, and get married. I need a woman who is intrested in the same things I like to do, and does the same things I do.. I guess there is...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Dec 1

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    I just feel like it's never enough. Like I wish I could put my make up on better but I just put it simple. I wish I could do my make up like a pro but that takes skill. as for my...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    I am constantly depressed now. I wish I was dead but I'm too weak to kill myself yet. Hopefully I will gain the strength I need to end this miserable existence. I hate this world...
    quorker quorker 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    Back then I was not into things I am in now. I know that everyone changed but I feel if I was the old me, I wouldn't have missed so many opportunities I did. When I was little, I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    I've distanced myself from everyone I called friend. because they are too hollow. or I am. but I wish there was someone. with an AMAZING sense of humor. sarcastic and crude and...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish I wish I can erase all my past. All the pain and hurt I've been through. Cutting myself crying myself to sleep at night and the flashbacks I just wish I could burn them...
    RobertsLove17 RobertsLove17 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I feel like life would be better without emotions. I would be able to go through life without emotions holding me back. But I know that without emotions we could never grow as...
    Catina25 Catina25 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I wish I have soo many wishes to fix myself away from troubles and problems and to help others who needs to be helped.
    xxBoyishGirlxx xxBoyishGirlxx 13-15, F Nov 30

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    It seems really silly but if I had at least 50 wishes I feel like I would make a lot of personal changes but a l'd try to make some wishes to better the world too!
    Mj13ahestrella Mj13ahestrella 22-25, F Nov 30

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    I wish my family knew that my brother molested me since I was 3 till I was 9. I wish they understood my anger towards my brother and why I verbally abuse him rather than thinking...
    Karinas2 Karinas2 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    I wish I could control sleep, dreams and nightmares so I could sleep as long as I want and escape from reality
    Neunte Neunte 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    I wish I could just go through the day saying everything I wanted to without a thought of being nice, polite and not wanting to hurt someone's feelings. For instance when the...
    StormyG1 StormyG1 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    It's my little secret no one knows. I wish to leap down from the edge where I have trying to keep my balance for years, fall down and just fly away. Feel the wind caressing my skin...
    Featherwings Featherwings 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I wish I could go back in time and warn myself that if I tell my cousin how I felt about him that my relationship with him would go so far south that we never speak. I miss the...
    psychedeliica psychedeliica 18-21, F Dec 12

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    i wish i had a different outcome in my marriage, i wish i had a different family, but since i cant change that, i wish i could just fastfoward to the part where things start...
    anonymous8374 anonymous8374 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    63rd post. Now I'm going to start delving into the issues that have caused me the most anxiety over the years, and which I believe have led to who I am today. Firstly I will talk...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 4 days ago

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