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I Wish I Could

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    I wish I could completely vanish of the face of the earth. I wish I could learn and live what it is like to lose it all, that way maybe I could appreciate it a little more. I love her. My mother, has giving me everything. She has giving me life, things, and an education but...
    Shycherry Shycherry 18-21, F Jan 5, 2013

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    Know..

    I wish I knew who i am what I want to do where I want to go who I want to be and who I want to be with.. how I can reach my goals what my goals are.. I wish I knew.
    meXtrano meXtrano 18-21, F Apr 3, 2010

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    Talk to the Author

    of this confession... http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php?cid=11642
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    Just Breathe

    I get so emotional over so many things I just want to take time to breathe ... although im doing this Yoga dvd and its helping me calm down in the morning ... Im always so high strung . I just want to know what its like to be completely calm . My racing thoughts never seem to go...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jan 4, 2008

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    Be Free.

    I wish I could be as strong as I sometimes pretend I wish my depression would come to an end I wish I knew how to stop being afraid I wish I didn't always feel so betrayed I wish that I could simply not give a damn I wish I could be free to be who I am
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    Wishing. . .

    Wishing for something, seems over rated. You dont get stuff by wishing, you get it by doing! But my problem is I cant do it. I get to the point where I just cant try any harder. I dont know if that means I dont want it bad enough or if I am just over reacting. but if I could wish...
    babygirl87 babygirl87 19-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Lets Start Again..

    Understand my intentions. I've moved on, the fire's out, so let the ashes lay.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 10, 2009

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    Remember My Dreams....

      All my life, as far back as I can remember, I have always dreamt.  Often, they were very vivid, lifelike dreams..some even so intense, they woke me...sweating, shaking, cowering..they were every one in bold color..no insipid, ambiguous black and white. For...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    You can't hide ugly. It's resting there,

    behind the masquerade of makeup I cover my face with. But when the rain comes, and washes the carefully drawn lines and highlighted face away, its there- Lurking. Waiting. You can't lose ugly. You can try to contort the skin through botox into beauty. But after a few months...
    stealingair stealingair 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I Wish We Could Start Over!

    I wish we could start over.  No hurt, no pain.  No crossed signals.
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Dec 8, 2009

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    Hah.

    i havent done this thing. but i have been thinking about it a lot recently. i dont know why... and the reason i wont is because of embarasment. of when my dad walked in. but i think i could do it and get away with it. but i wish i could bring myself to do it. lol...
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    A Wish

    I always wish i could buy a nice big country property and live happy, away from the cities and have freash air every day. To live my life how we should growing things to eat and doing things you like to. And having a free lifestyle. Live off the land as i want to,
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    ...be.....

    ..the girl that lights up your world, the girl that walks into a room and your eyes turn to her, the girl that you trust with everything you have inside of you. I wish that I could be the girl that you see every night before you close your eyes and be the first thing you see in...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 3, 2012

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    Live In The Same Country As My Girlfriend

    I love her extremely much but I'm unable to get a VISA in her country unless I marry her or have an income above 2000 € a month which I don't.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2011

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    I wish I could help people more.

    . I feel like this world we live in has become a place where people have to hide who they truly are because they are afraid what people will say or do to them. I hate hearing about people who go around everyday feeling like everybody hates them and that no body wants them around...
    bebe805 bebe805 18-21, F Nov 2

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    Wishing Is a Wonderful Thing.....

    I wish I could have a farm and be self sufficient and not have to rely on money to survive in life.......     Maybe one day this will partially be a reality :) it's one of my life goals
    shiblet shiblet 18-21, F Aug 22, 2009

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    .....

    be a better person!
    justjessica justjessica 18-21, F Jul 16, 2008

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    ...

    ...And I think I can ...I think I can...I think I can... If you give me a chance.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Dec 7, 2009

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    1) I would wish for a substantial amount of money. Several million. Naturally, I wouldn't plan to keep it all. I would buy a nice home in a scenic part of the country, have my car...
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    I feel the sad melody over take my feelings sinking in the tears I can't keep under control, I lay in this pond I created where the tears cradle me, I close my eyes wishing to be...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I wish i could be able to explain what i feel... i wish i could show that i feel so much...those little simple things ..which others doesn't found worth noticing.. but they hit...
    happyhuman1 happyhuman1 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I wish I could kill myself. I wish I was strong enough to do it. I wish I was brave enough to let go. I wish I was selfish enough to end my own misery at the cost of everyone else...
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    I wish i could control all matter. All energy. Imagine the amount of power i would have. Nothing could stop me from doing what i wanted except myself. Just a thought. A thought...
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    I wish I could fly far away, into the stars, onto the moon. In your arms where we would spoon. I wish I could fly among the big fluffy clouds, where everything is quiet, nothing...
    TheBrightestStar TheBrightestStar 18-21, F Oct 27

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    Have you ever felt so at odds with things that you can't see your way out of them? Have you ever felt like your thoughts were nothing but a kaleidoscope of events that you couldn...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    10 months ago I met the man of my dreams It couldn't have been more perfect we were both going to divorces. no problems with my ex and I wish I could say the same for his. I never...
    badluckbabe badluckbabe 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    I don't know what led me here but definitely something which i wanted to share with someone as i couldn't contain myself no more. I cant share it with anybody so searched on the...
    prinkabedi prinkabedi 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 15

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    hi, I'm Eleanor, I'm 18 and I'm suicidal. I am going through a lot of things on the moment and I just wanna die. no one sees my cuts, my hurt, my heartbreaks! I lost my two best...
    base05 base05 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 17

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    13th post. "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me." I wish it would end, I wish it would end, I wish it would end. My life that is, and I can't seem to stop thinking...
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    I'm destroying myself. Watching my ex live her life. She always posts crap on facebook and it doesn't help that I go on her tumblr to see what she's been blogging about. She's...
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    So I may as well start tonight. I don't think I'll be sleeping soon and I need to start sharing sometime. I was born as the first child and my parents had another 2 kids after that...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    At the end of the day,it is just me. Sometimes I feel lonely,I wish my husband and I could finally live together again,I wish he find a job in here or near,if we could be together...
    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F Nov 15

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