I Wish I Could

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 197 People

    You can't hide ugly. It's resting there,

    behind the masquerade of makeup I cover my face with. But when the rain comes, and washes the carefully drawn lines and highlighted face away, its there- Lurking. Waiting. You can't lose ugly. You can try to contort the skin through botox into beauty. But after a few months...
    stealingair stealingair
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 4, 2014

    A Wish

    I always wish i could buy a nice big country property and live happy, away from the cities and have freash air every day. To live my life how we should growing things to eat and doing things you like to. And having a free lifestyle. Live off the land as i want to,
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 24, 2009

    Remember My Dreams....

      All my life, as far back as I can remember, I have always dreamt.  Often, they were very vivid, lifelike dreams..some even so intense, they woke me...sweating, shaking, cowering..they were every one in bold color..no insipid, ambiguous black and white. For...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Dec 7, 2009

    Wishing. . .

    Wishing for something, seems over rated. You dont get stuff by wishing, you get it by doing! But my problem is I cant do it. I get to the point where I just cant try any harder. I dont know if that means I dont want it bad enough or if I am just over reacting. but if I could wish...
    babygirl87 babygirl87
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2007

    Lets Start Again..

    Understand my intentions. I've moved on, the fire's out, so let the ashes lay.
    deleted deleted
    May 10, 2009

    I wish I could live in the mountains.

    Stack up loads of beer, have a tiny fireplace, millions of books and own a small car. I'd read all day, drive down places, meet people who are totally offbeat and breathe fresh air. I'm not anti urban but I truly wish I lived far away from any kind of human habitation and...
    Srushti93 Srushti93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015


    ...And I think I can ...I think I can...I think I can... If you give me a chance.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    Dec 7, 2009

    Just Breathe

    I get so emotional over so many things I just want to take time to breathe ... although im doing this Yoga dvd and its helping me calm down in the morning ... Im always so high strung . I just want to know what its like to be completely calm . My racing thoughts never seem to go...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    Jan 4, 2008


    I wish I could completely vanish of the face of the earth. I wish I could learn and live what it is like to lose it all, that way maybe I could appreciate it a little more. I love her. My mother, has giving me everything. She has giving me life, things, and an education but...
    Shycherry Shycherry
    18-21, F
    Jan 5, 2013


    I wish I knew who i am what I want to do where I want to go who I want to be and who I want to be with.. how I can reach my goals what my goals are.. I wish I knew.
    meXtrano meXtrano
    18-21, F
    Apr 3, 2010

    Live In The Same Country As My Girlfriend

    I love her extremely much but I'm unable to get a VISA in her country unless I marry her or have an income above 2000 € a month which I don't.
    deleted deleted
    Nov 28, 2011


    be a better person!
    justjessica justjessica
    18-21, F
    Jul 16, 2008

    Talk to the Author

    of this confession... http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php?cid=11642
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 10, 2008

    I Wish We Could Start Over!

    I wish we could start over.  No hurt, no pain.  No crossed signals.
    tks tks
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Dec 8, 2009

    I wish I could help people more.

    . I feel like this world we live in has become a place where people have to hide who they truly are because they are afraid what people will say or do to them. I hate hearing about people who go around everyday feeling like everybody hates them and that no body wants them around...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 2, 2014

    Wishing Is a Wonderful Thing.....

    I wish I could have a farm and be self sufficient and not have to rely on money to survive in life.......     Maybe one day this will partially be a reality :) it's one of my life goals
    shiblet shiblet
    18-21, F
    Aug 22, 2009

    I wish I could have one true wish,

    one that would actually work.
    zydeko zydeko
    Jun 25, 2015


    i havent done this thing. but i have been thinking about it a lot recently. i dont know why... and the reason i wont is because of embarasment. of when my dad walked in. but i think i could do it and get away with it. but i wish i could bring myself to do it. lol...
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove
    16-17, F
    7 Responses Feb 24, 2008

    Be Free.

    I wish I could be as strong as I sometimes pretend I wish my depression would come to an end I wish I knew how to stop being afraid I wish I didn't always feel so betrayed I wish that I could simply not give a damn I wish I could be free to be who I am
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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