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I Wish I Could

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    You can't hide ugly. It's resting there,

    behind the masquerade of makeup I cover my face with. But when the rain comes, and washes the carefully drawn lines and highlighted face away, its there- Lurking. Waiting. You can't lose ugly. You can try to contort the skin through botox into beauty. But after a few months...
    stealingair stealingair 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2014

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    of this confession... http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php?cid=11642
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    Lets Start Again..

    Understand my intentions. I've moved on, the fire's out, so let the ashes lay.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 10, 2009

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    .....

    be a better person!
    justjessica justjessica 18-21, F Jul 16, 2008

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    ...

    ...And I think I can ...I think I can...I think I can... If you give me a chance.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Dec 7, 2009

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    Be Free.

    I wish I could be as strong as I sometimes pretend I wish my depression would come to an end I wish I knew how to stop being afraid I wish I didn't always feel so betrayed I wish that I could simply not give a damn I wish I could be free to be who I am
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    I Wish We Could Start Over!

    I wish we could start over.  No hurt, no pain.  No crossed signals.
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Dec 8, 2009

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    Just Breathe

    I get so emotional over so many things I just want to take time to breathe ... although im doing this Yoga dvd and its helping me calm down in the morning ... Im always so high strung . I just want to know what its like to be completely calm . My racing thoughts never seem to go...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jan 4, 2008

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    Trap

    I wish I could completely vanish of the face of the earth. I wish I could learn and live what it is like to lose it all, that way maybe I could appreciate it a little more. I love her. My mother, has giving me everything. She has giving me life, things, and an education but...
    Shycherry Shycherry 18-21, F Jan 5, 2013

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    Live In The Same Country As My Girlfriend

    I love her extremely much but I'm unable to get a VISA in her country unless I marry her or have an income above 2000 € a month which I don't.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2011

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    I wish I could live in the mountains.

    Stack up loads of beer, have a tiny fireplace, millions of books and own a small car. I'd read all day, drive down places, meet people who are totally offbeat and breathe fresh air. I'm not anti urban but I truly wish I lived far away from any kind of human habitation and...
    Srushti93 Srushti93 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Wishing. . .

    Wishing for something, seems over rated. You dont get stuff by wishing, you get it by doing! But my problem is I cant do it. I get to the point where I just cant try any harder. I dont know if that means I dont want it bad enough or if I am just over reacting. but if I could wish...
    babygirl87 babygirl87 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Wishing Is a Wonderful Thing.....

    I wish I could have a farm and be self sufficient and not have to rely on money to survive in life.......     Maybe one day this will partially be a reality :) it's one of my life goals
    shiblet shiblet 18-21, F Aug 22, 2009

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    I wish I could help people more.

    . I feel like this world we live in has become a place where people have to hide who they truly are because they are afraid what people will say or do to them. I hate hearing about people who go around everyday feeling like everybody hates them and that no body wants them around...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2014

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    Hah.

    i havent done this thing. but i have been thinking about it a lot recently. i dont know why... and the reason i wont is because of embarasment. of when my dad walked in. but i think i could do it and get away with it. but i wish i could bring myself to do it. lol...
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    I wish I could have one true wish,

    one that would actually work.
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 25

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    Know..

    I wish I knew who i am what I want to do where I want to go who I want to be and who I want to be with.. how I can reach my goals what my goals are.. I wish I knew.
    meXtrano meXtrano 18-21, F Apr 3, 2010

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    Remember My Dreams....

      All my life, as far back as I can remember, I have always dreamt.  Often, they were very vivid, lifelike dreams..some even so intense, they woke me...sweating, shaking, cowering..they were every one in bold color..no insipid, ambiguous black and white. For...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    ...be.....

    ..the girl that lights up your world, the girl that walks into a room and your eyes turn to her, the girl that you trust with everything you have inside of you. I wish that I could be the girl that you see every night before you close your eyes and be the first thing you see in...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 3, 2012

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    A Wish

    I always wish i could buy a nice big country property and live happy, away from the cities and have freash air every day. To live my life how we should growing things to eat and doing things you like to. And having a free lifestyle. Live off the land as i want to,
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    Maybe I'm diffrent. Or perhaps difficult to understand at times.I know I'm not a beauty queen,but my inner beauty shines through my personality.I don't ask for material things,nor...
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    I feel like i don't have any friends they never understand anything I'm going through i have anxiety so it's hard for me to talk to them about the way i feel about certain things...
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    I do wish to meet some however sometimes people are t all they seem. I quite often ponder 'are they really what they say they are?' Sometimes they might be but others they may not...
    thedimone thedimone 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    1) I'd want the power to bring peace, love, health and happiness to whomever I meet. 2) I'd wish to transition into a beautiful woman 3) I'd wish for everyone I know to be 100...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    If I have only me to live for, I would smoke, ride motorbikes and travel the world on a whim. I would quit my job and get a new one when I want. I could go back to school and study...
    RyuAra RyuAra 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wish I didn't know what I know today about growing up as a child. The things I saw and heard are all coming back to me now as the years pass by. I wish I had a delete...
    cyndeerella cyndeerella 31-35, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Could. If the dodger shuts up. http://youtu.be/9cJUBOZE26k
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 17 hrs ago

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    I wish I could forget her.... she made me so happy.... but every time I think of her now, ikj wish someone would shoot me.... I was in love.... and still am....
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 17 hrs ago

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    I wish i was high that way i can smoke away my fuckups and the bad memories that haunt me through my days and nights i wish i could make it all just go away
    Thelandiswhereimfrom Thelandiswhereimfrom 18-21, F 20 hrs ago

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    I wish i was normal I wish i didnt want to wear girls clothes I wish my family accepted me I wish my friends lived closer I wish i had a gf who loves me I wish i had good grades I...
    Stressed14 Stressed14 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    My cocktail of pain meds kills most of my emotions such as crying, loss of friends or family, etc. I only recently had a special lady on here lift the iron curtain holding my...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 1 day ago

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    Wish I could be 18 again, oh the things I could change..
    omz1 omz1 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I want to come back to the start of this year. change everything. I wish I could not fall in love with this guy who broke my heart. we was just one week together and after a day he...
    anonymous1anonymous7 anonymous1anonymous7 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    It's a bit of a read. But it's a tiny part of the last 4 years: I was only 17 when I fell in love. It happened very unexpectedly and fast that I wasn't entirely sure what was...
    AlexR94 AlexR94 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I could just go back and never meet you but then I know I wouldn't be me, this version of me, then and I love how I became. I hate when you pop into my mind and a...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    It's her first day of her work now. :) How did I know?she told me when we had a good talk but ended bad. I wish I could greet her a good luck and a great day for her first day...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I wish I could tell you to your face just how beautiful you are but am not sure how you would take it
    susangoga susangoga 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I wish I didn't have to live up to everybody's expectations. I wish I could do whatever I wanted and not feel bad or judged about it. I wish I could live my life unafraid. I wish I...
    kmahal96 kmahal96 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I really wish I could right now... I wanna transform into a dragon, then fly to where you are and then burn your house to ashes... And then after that, I could really use a meal...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i wish i could meet my two best friends from here but the person i would want meet more would be good friend Steve because he always there for me and is best person i love talking...
    leemc leemc 18-21, M Jul 24

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    Wish I could meet everyone in my circle
    annoyedguy13 annoyedguy13 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I wish I could win the lottery,my dad and my husband would never work again :D
    MrsSalinas16 MrsSalinas16 18-21, F Jul 23

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    There are some days that I just wish things were simpler! I wish my thoughts weren't so complicated- and that life could just slow down. I just wish I could figure out a way to...