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I Wish I Could

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    ...be.....

    ..the girl that lights up your world, the girl that walks into a room and your eyes turn to her, the girl that you trust with everything you have inside of you. I wish that I could be the girl that you see every night before you close your eyes and be the first thing you see in...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 3, 2012

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    Live In The Same Country As My Girlfriend

    I love her extremely much but I'm unable to get a VISA in her country unless I marry her or have an income above 2000 € a month which I don't.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2011

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    Remember My Dreams....

      All my life, as far back as I can remember, I have always dreamt.  Often, they were very vivid, lifelike dreams..some even so intense, they woke me...sweating, shaking, cowering..they were every one in bold color..no insipid, ambiguous black and white. For...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    Trap

    I wish I could completely vanish of the face of the earth. I wish I could learn and live what it is like to lose it all, that way maybe I could appreciate it a little more. I love her. My mother, has giving me everything. She has giving me life, things, and an education but...
    Shycherry Shycherry 18-21, F Jan 5, 2013

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    .....

    be a better person!
    justjessica justjessica 18-21, F Jul 16, 2008

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    I Wish We Could Start Over!

    I wish we could start over.  No hurt, no pain.  No crossed signals.
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Dec 8, 2009

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    ...

    ...And I think I can ...I think I can...I think I can... If you give me a chance.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Dec 7, 2009

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    Lets Start Again..

    Understand my intentions. I've moved on, the fire's out, so let the ashes lay.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 10, 2009

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    Wishing Is a Wonderful Thing.....

    I wish I could have a farm and be self sufficient and not have to rely on money to survive in life.......     Maybe one day this will partially be a reality :) it's one of my life goals
    shiblet shiblet 18-21, F Aug 22, 2009

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    Be Free.

    I wish I could be as strong as I sometimes pretend I wish my depression would come to an end I wish I knew how to stop being afraid I wish I didn't always feel so betrayed I wish that I could simply not give a damn I wish I could be free to be who I am
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    You can't hide ugly. It's resting there,

    behind the masquerade of makeup I cover my face with. But when the rain comes, and washes the carefully drawn lines and highlighted face away, its there- Lurking. Waiting. You can't lose ugly. You can try to contort the skin through botox into beauty. But after a few months...
    stealingair stealingair 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Talk to the Author

    of this confession... http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php?cid=11642
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    A Wish

    I always wish i could buy a nice big country property and live happy, away from the cities and have freash air every day. To live my life how we should growing things to eat and doing things you like to. And having a free lifestyle. Live off the land as i want to,
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    Wishing. . .

    Wishing for something, seems over rated. You dont get stuff by wishing, you get it by doing! But my problem is I cant do it. I get to the point where I just cant try any harder. I dont know if that means I dont want it bad enough or if I am just over reacting. but if I could wish...
    babygirl87 babygirl87 19-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Hah.

    i havent done this thing. but i have been thinking about it a lot recently. i dont know why... and the reason i wont is because of embarasment. of when my dad walked in. but i think i could do it and get away with it. but i wish i could bring myself to do it. lol...
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    Just Breathe

    I get so emotional over so many things I just want to take time to breathe ... although im doing this Yoga dvd and its helping me calm down in the morning ... Im always so high strung . I just want to know what its like to be completely calm . My racing thoughts never seem to go...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jan 4, 2008

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    Know..

    I wish I knew who i am what I want to do where I want to go who I want to be and who I want to be with.. how I can reach my goals what my goals are.. I wish I knew.
    meXtrano meXtrano 18-21, F Apr 3, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Someone asked me today to write what I would wish for if I had only one single wish. That is an almost impossible decision. One wish when I have so many thoughts in my head. I...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    1. I wish I could redo my life starting from kindergarten. 2. Grant me genes that would make me the object of perfection in the eyes of males and females as I grow up. 3. Give me...
    outsidewitness outsidewitness 31-35, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I wish I was tall I am 5'4" on a good day I know I am not that short but still I wanna be 5'11" like my mom or 5'10" like my auntie
    nadirah96 nadirah96 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I wish I could stop inviting evil into my life.I wish this pain could be more bitter and less sweet.I feel like I'm caught in a delicious chocolate-like loop of fear and disaster...
    banquet banquet 18-21 Aug 31

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    Well like mentioned in the head line, I wish for it. Really. Maybe I have some brother complex. Despite I want to write about it, it is hard for me - so excuse the poor language. I...
    seshin seshin 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I lost my Dad when I was four so yea....I have a had a lot of time to think about his death, fathers, him and well, everything. I was four and although I was in the room right...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    To the time where I screwed up everything. So many things...I wish. I wish I could go back and say to you what I really meant. I wish I had never done some things. I wish I could...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 Aug 19

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    I wish I could feel bright about the future. I wish I felt like good things are going to happen to me. After so many years of so much pain though, all I know is pessimism. I feel...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Sep 5

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    I wish they could understand that just a 6 minute phone call would have made the world of difference to me. That's all it takes, just to hear that voice. Even if it's only for a...
    Saram1985 Saram1985 26-30, F Aug 27

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    My name is Gabriel. I shall start from my first friend. His name was Alex. Unlike the other kids in kinder he didn't judge me based on how I dressed or even on how I refused to let...
    GARLITH GARLITH 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I am scared I will die, without knowing the love of a woman. I feel like I have so much love to give. But know one to share it with. I would probably either smother a girl if...
    ericramone ericramone 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I wish he'd never told me that he cheated. I wish I could forget all the hurtful things that happened when we dated. I wish I could take an eraser to my brain.
    Amiramae Amiramae 22-25, F Aug 25

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    Okay I'm a college student so I'm WAY past the whole "school bullying" business because everyone here minds his/her own business. However, I've had my fair share. All the way from...
    alviseb alviseb 16-17, M Sep 11

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    I really wished I did....I wish I could take back my cutting addiction it sucks people will ask me at school "why do wear all those bracelets?" And I'm like "if u saw u would stay...
    Botdf1shutup Botdf1shutup 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I hate that I feel anything. I wish I could be a neutral person, with no strong feelings about anything. If I could just stop caring about things so much, and stop feeling so...
    misscoffee misscoffee 22-25, F Aug 24

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    I'm a 24 year old single girl. I just recently moved to Phoenix a couple of months ago. I was living in Rapid City, South Dakota, and I moved because it was difficult to meet...
    julyjewel78 julyjewel78 22-25, F Aug 25

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    The Guiding Sickle I must admit, this current stretch of time is not going well for me. I've come to understand something serious though: if I wished to leave any kind of note to...
    SourPennies SourPennies 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 28

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    It's been three months since I have felt a woman on my skin. After that break-up, until this day I have found only one woman who wished same than me, but she is so far away. The...
    Damaskox Damaskox 22-25, M Aug 31

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    I worry that I will never be self-confident about anything, even as I get older. I see my parents and other people around me that are always sure of themselves, taking a firm stand...
    SereneSolidarity SereneSolidarity 18-21, M Sep 2

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    I wish i was good enough for people to admire me. I wish I was good enough to find someone who would completely understand me and be there for me. I wish I was good enough for...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I come from a family of entrepreneurs. Every single member of my family has a business: my mom, my dad, my sister and my five aunts. I’m the only one stuck in a dead-end job...
    ideglan ideglan 31-35, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Its just like standing on the edge of the cliff, your favourite thing swinging to and fro in front of your eyes but you can’t hold. .Its a dilemma of life. You want with every...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Sep 2

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    I could have one person that i could feel comfortable with , understands me and doesn't judge, i don't want to be aone forver and its hard to accept that ill never have anyone to...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly 18-21 1 Response Aug 19

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    I didn't cherish her when I had the chance now she's gone. I tried to give her everything after losing her. She doesn't love me, she doesn't feel for me, I'm not even half the man...
    CrestofCourage CrestofCourage 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I wish if time could rewind to change a few things. Any mistakes I made and bad decisions I could have avoided.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Dancing while sitting. Lol. My version of dancing. Lmao. Or is that lamo. Omg. Too funny. Epilepsy with tourette moves. But not epileptic. Wish epileptics...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 5

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    It won't happen in a flash.. Or a day... Or a week... Or months... Or perhaps years... But I'll move on. I'm not gonna wake up and suddenly realize you aren't who I need. Or...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Sep 5

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    My whole life's been thunders and storm. Every night i cry myself to bed wishing that tomorrow will not come. I fear the day where all the scene of the wicked are actively working...
    whyfeelpain whyfeelpain 22-25 Sep 10

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    I wish I could sing because if I could is be making songs all day
    Gian422 Gian422 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I feel insignificant and I feel like no one would really care if I left. It would make no difference if I were never here in the first place, as I only burden others with my own...
    MellowCube MellowCube 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    It's really late and I've just woken up. Wish I could sleep for longer. I'm lucky if I get more than three to four hours sleep per night. I've tried all kinds of things, hot baths...
    Sweetgal40 Sweetgal40 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    Wish I could be sucking on some big breasts.
    greatoh1 greatoh1 31-35, M 4 Responses