I Wish I Didn't Care So Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 441 People

    She's All I Care About.

    I care about her so much. I miss my girlfriend(now ex-girlfriend). I've never loved anyone so much, including my own family. I knew her and absolutely was in love with her for 10 years before we got together.  Our relationship lasted a year and a half.  She was...
    JSEB JSEB
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2009

    His girlfriend is in town

    until Monday. I know what they are doing and it bothers me. I know we agreed it was only sex with us but my emotions are involved. I wish I was her. :(
    Sellerbee616 Sellerbee616
    36-40, F
    Jul 18, 2015

    Really?

    I wish I didn't care so much. I gave my world to these people in my life. I believed their promises (which I never asked them to make) and in return they just stopped. It was my 2nd day back for summer and they wouldn't have anything to do with me. I was the one person in their...
    Didosaurus Didosaurus
    18-21, F
    Jul 30, 2011

    Feeling Like A Floor

    If there was one thing I really wish I could do to all of my friends, it would have to be this: Flip them the bird, smile, and tell 'em I don't give a ****. I can't though. Why not? Don't ask. I just can't find it in me to not give a rats *** about people. Sure, I may be...
    Shadow6 Shadow6
    18-21
    1 Response Mar 11, 2010

    Hurt and Pain

    u know i wish i didn't care so much then it won't hurt so bad. it seems so easy for men to let go and do what they please without any thought. it is almost like they think women are just suppose to deal with certain things and be understanding.  the man in my life is a...
    knf knf
    31-35, F
    Jul 19, 2008

    Little Things

    Little things bother me. They bother me for days and days. It gets to the point where I neglect all other duties. This week, my "little thing" is this vegan guy that keeps bugging our organization aboutĀ advocatingĀ a local food bank. He's told us repeatedly that it is "murder...
    Mdear Mdear
    18-21, F
    Feb 18, 2012

    Caring About Way Too Much

    I don't know how many people can relate to this, but when I see someone being a jerk to someone else, it drives me absolutely crazy. Whenever people do bad things in general, I get so angry. Humanity really disgusts me a lot of the time because we're so mean to each other. I...
    eukaryote eukaryote
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2009

    I Want To Be Numb

    Sometimes I just don't want to care at all. I sometimes think I'd be better off If I could just numb myself to feeling at all for anyone. So many painful things have happened because of my care. I wish I could make it stop.
    YesMyLord YesMyLord
    16-17
    1 Response Jun 11, 2011

    Because

    I wish I was shallow sometimes, just one day in the month, to know how it feels like to not hurt; because I hurt deeply. Caring should be a synonymous to hurting in the dictionary. I even hurt with people I love. I hide it, I put a smile on my face, most of the time. I greet...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 16, 2012

    Why Can't I Be Like the Ones Who Don't Care At All???????

    Why can't I be like those people who don't give a ******* flip about anyone but themselves, and only care about making them happy. Why can't I be like that, its a ******* curse caring about so many, and wanting to only do the best I can do others. I just wish I didn't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2009

    Especially those who don't give a f*** about me.

    What I've always craved for is to be happy, likewise everyone around me. That's why I hate seeing people so sad and upset. My biggest problem is caring too much. That's why I usually end up getting hurt and mad in the process. I can't make everyone happy. I have too stop trying...
    4everoptie 4everoptie
    18-21, F
    Feb 22

    I just wish I didnt put effort to care

    for him so much even if we are not together anymore.
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2015

    Sometimes I wish I were a selfish self-centered

    as*hole so I wouldn't get hurt so often. But no matter how much bitterness I've experienced so far, my heart just won't stop caring about people who either don't deserve it, or they can't be in my life for various reasons..... :(
    greypurple87 greypurple87
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2014

    My boyfriend's childhood "love" is always

    hanging around him. They have classes together and it annoys me. He told me "i've loved her since I was 8" yet he picked me over her, i trust him, he's never given me a reason not to but I don't trust her. He knows she has feelings for him and still is friends with her, it makes...
    bearsunited01 bearsunited01
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2014

    I Wish There Were An Off Switch

    I don't know if it's some sorta 'kindness' gene or just something I picked up along the way but I just wish that sometimes I just didn't give a ****. A lot of the time it feels good to be able to do things to make people feel good. I like to see people smile. In my case, it's so...
    tsenokqwz tsenokqwz
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2011

    I wake up every morning

    and I hate her more than the last.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 13, 2015
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