I Wish I Didn't Feel The Way I Do Right Now

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    Night Time Makes Me Face Reality

    during the day i can stay busy..even if it's watching a movie i'm occupied. but night time comes around and i can't stop thinking. my mistakes haunt me. i don't know how people get through thier past and forgive themselves. i know everyone makes mistakes, but mine won't let me...
    inwonderland8 inwonderland8
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 1, 2010

    Am Definitely Feeling This One At The Moment.

    It forces me to disconnect myself away from my loved ones and it is so painful. I do not feel that being this way is the right time to interact as I do not feel worthy and optimistic to be around. Nobody deserves to carry on another's burden on their shoulders. I hope they know...
    AmethystWings AmethystWings
    31-35, F
    Dec 8, 2011

    I Wish I Wasn't Me

    Sometimes,Just sometimes,I wish I wasn't me,I'd like a change,I need a break,Mayhem,That's my life,I wish it wasn't so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Sep 25, 2011

    I'm The Complicated One.

    As I sit and wonder about my life, my choices, my phases, my fights, my friendships, etc. I come to the conclusion that I am a ******* hot mess. I have a twin sister, she was born before me so that kind of makes her the "oldest" and the more "mature" one if you want to put...
    GG1234 GG1234
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 10, 2011

    I Don't Care

    I feel at Peace, come what may I do not ******* care any more I spent so much time worrying about the world Worrying about making my mark in the world But why? Do I really want to be in such a High position On Top of the world is an illusion when you still stay a small speck, Do...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    Feb 8, 2012

    Careless Me

    So got into this mood "not caring" about myself in this world Thought I could pretend to be a ghost that didn't have to worry About money and material riches And I was wrong, because I am not Dead, yet... My Husband, My Guide, my Master showed me a mirror image He started to not...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    Feb 8, 2012

    I learned life gets challenging

    and challenging every day, every minute.
    tanyana1 tanyana1
    18-21, F
    Apr 25, 2014

    Why Jesus Didn't Get Kids?

    Maybe he knew that if a woman gets a child, A child is just like a puppy or part of a kitten litter, And why would he want to get Kids bring them into this world To make them suffer? Huh? Maybe he knew he was just a puppy too in flesh, But not all puppies is just flesh, That is...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    Feb 8, 2012

    I look through my Facebook friends

    and I wish I could talk to them. If I messaged them, I don't think they genuinely want to talk to me. I don't have real friends anymore. I have people who may or may not like my posts. That's it. And I hate it. :'( I am lonelier then ever.
    Headlights Headlights
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2015
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