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I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart

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    Because....

    Sometimes it hurts really bad, and its one of the worst pains....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 28, 2009

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    Love Hurts, Sometimes I Wonder If It's Worth It

    i'm not talking about romantic love, although that hurts too when it goes wrong. just any love. i've learnt that if i love someone, then 100% i will HAVE to feel pain because of that love .. whether it's because the love isn't returned, or the person you love goes away or dies...
    lilithmagdala lilithmagdala 46-50 1 Response Mar 26, 2011

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    I Really Do

    If I had no heart I couldn't feel hurt. It wouldn't break. People wouldn't destroy it and stamp all over it. I wouldn't care if others treated me badly or didn't like me. I know there are some good things about having a heart, I suppose, but I think my life would be better if all...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes I welcome the hurt, because emotional pain is part of life. Feeling it helps me feel that i am alive, that I am experiencing life. But other times it is too much, and I wish I didn't feel. I wish I were numb. It just hurts too much.
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    I really wish I did not have a heart. I regret falling in Love so much right at this moment, because I am honestly feeling nothing but pain.  The texts, and the confessions just opened up all the pain, all over again, and it ******* HURTS! I wish I had enver meant him, i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 11, 2010

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    "I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart"

    Sometimes I really wish I didn't have a heart, without a heart, than you can't be heartbroken, you can't know this pain, the constant stabs going into your heart all day. It hurts so bad. And it is to the point, that I wish I didn't have a heart.
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2008

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    The Deepest Cut

    it hurts but sometimes I wish I'd have no heart anyomore...just so I wouldn't get hurt, and all the pain would stop. And that i would be numb. because it hurts too much already, and i would like it all to stop. But then again, life isn't life if there's no pain in it. It wouldn't...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    Loneliness Is My Friends

    When I was in My Old School . I Believed I Have A Friends. but i realized They aren't.. They Are Talk behind my back. and Backbiting. They Are A fake. only if I Had A Time Machine. And If I Had Any problem they Forgot me.... And That Way A Friends Are nothing Just by the Name...
    mosho12 mosho12 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    Sometimes I Do Not

    My heart has gotten me in numerous crappy situations over the years. It has led me away from my home of California twice for naught. It led me into guys beds that were losers when all I wanted was a relationship(ha!). Its destroyed my head many times. They don't work together at...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F Aug 6, 2012

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    I loved him so much. I still do, though things are so different now. We used to have the world together. Now, we don't have much. I gave him all of my heart. I kept no secrets...
    ladyhawk12 ladyhawk12 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's funny how your heart will yearn for that which it can't have. Funnier still how people will take advantage of that. I loved him. He knew it. I told him so. He said it back...
    Thekidsmom Thekidsmom 36-40, F 9 Responses Sep 1

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    A few years back, I fell in love with a friend of mine, another guy. I didn't understand the feeling I had, and I confessed to him, not to get with him or anything, but to expose...
    thecr00cible thecr00cible 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So last night I was trying to get to sleep, but I just couldn't. I was thinking of him...He was the one that got away. He and I had crushes on each other in high school, which we...
    SpeakUpNow SpeakUpNow 26-30, F Aug 24

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    When you live in a small town, you don't think about someone harming you...Everyone knows everybody, people are either very charming, reserved, or just take everyone for granted..I...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 26

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    I was 17, it was 4/20. We weren't dating. He was just a friend I've known for awhile & we were supposed to hangout after school. We we're supposed to get high & I was already...
    Jnicole19 Jnicole19 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    I didn't wait... I don't really wish I did wait I was actually glad to get it over with. I'm glad I didn't do it much earlier ( I was 20) it really hurt still. I can only imagine...
    wetgoodnite wetgoodnite 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I have fallen in love with this person who has so completely melted my heart it isn't even funny. I am not a romantic or mushy person by nature, but this man brings out the best in...
    Oldiesbutgoldies Oldiesbutgoldies 16-17, F Aug 25

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    I am a 31 year old female and i have heart palpitations everyday all day. They started in June 2014 and lasted for about 5 days then went away for about a month, around August 21st...
    karenc5055 karenc5055 31-35, F Sep 7

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    I didn't wait.. and I don't regret that. I do however wish it had been with somebody else. Does anybody regret not waiting or who they lost it to??
    NotFirstNotLast NotFirstNotLast 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    Your hair, your face, your beautiful eyes...I want to tell you how strikingly beautiful you are every day, but I can't. Because you have someone in your life already, even though...
    HopelessRomantic6 HopelessRomantic6 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was 13 and he was 14 we had been "dating" for a year and a half. Everyone thought we were going to get married right out if high school, including our parents. We did it while...
    lilHuman lilHuman 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 25

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    im not gonna lie and say "i wish i could have waited" cause that would be a lie. even though my mother wanted me to wait till marriage i had to realize this is MY body and if i...
    luvabl3 luvabl3 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    When I first met you I never thought I'd develop feelings for you. To be honest when I first met you I thought you were kind annoying, you constantly bragged about yourself and...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    When I first met him I thought he was just a player, I planned on hooking up with him and just breaking up at the end of the summer, I didn't see anything special about him. But I...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F a week ago

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    y,y I regretted since the ever first time it felt so awkward, out of place, and wrong!!!! >,< 8( I wish I would have ignored my instincts, and emotions.... Because they were...
    SabrinaRavenCroft SabrinaRavenCroft 18-21, T 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    He was a great person. He was funny and made me laugh when I was down. But he didn't love me he cheated on me for someone that looked better than me. I was heart broken. I am...
    darrencrissxoxo darrencrissxoxo 13-15, M 23 hrs ago

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    I ordered this item hoping to utilize it whenever we went tenting to blow up air mattresses and likewise to the lake to blow up the youngsters's floats, The 1st time it absolutely...
    Noelict Noelict 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    I am not married so I don't know if I regret it. I doubt I will I just wish I would have made smarter choices when I was younger instead of just waiting. But you live and learn.
    fireyes fireyes 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Ah this is the worse experience in my life to be honest. A while a go my best friend went to Ibiza to work for a few months and in that time I became really good friends with his...
    jaymes14 jaymes14 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have always been attracted to older men but I really stepped it up when I was 15. I started dating a man 15 years my senior. He treated me like his daughter and I treated him...
    kittygurl66 kittygurl66 26-30, F 8 Responses Aug 25

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    I'm sorry. I didn't mean to avoid you like that. When you said hi to me, I felt afraid. Today was the first day of college . Giving someone the intention that I am the type of...
    Nethaera Nethaera 18-21, F Aug 26

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    August 31, 2014 Sunday I've realized that in our 10years of being together maybe I give too much, there wasn't anything else for him to take and he got tired of me making him my...
    justwannabeliked justwannabeliked 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    There was a guy I really liked, or should I say loved. I guess you can say that I was truly, madly, deeply in love with him. I'd do anything for him. But he didn't like me back. He...
    RosemaryIdaho RosemaryIdaho 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    I totally gave it away to the wrong man when I was 16, but glad I didn't wait until marriage. I got to learn what it was that I liked (and didn't) and had the ability to explore...
    canadagirl0101 canadagirl0101 31-35, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    and it's a good thing it didn't work out because then I never would've met my wonderful husband and had three wonderful children. And as for the guy I loved who didn't love me? He...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    One more so my cheating gf left me on a Friday and told me a bunch of bs saying she will always be here for me and she wants to be my best friend we'll come to find out I got her...
    Chris0707 Chris0707 31-35, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    She was my best friend. We were extremely close. Then, one day, she found out, and after about a month she abandoned me. She won't answer the phone or reply to a text. She moved a...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I had unprotected sex two days ago I took plan b emergency birth control pills yesterday. He didn't come inside me I'm pretty sure. He pulled out but I'm still scared I thought I...
    misfitoutsider misfitoutsider 13-15, F 10 Responses Aug 22

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    it is important to wait until you find someone who you truly love. Im 15 and didn't wait but i understand the consequences of this experience. Everyone thinks I'm too young to...
    irinacedeno irinacedeno 13-15, F 8 Responses Aug 29

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    I loved someone who wasn't ready to be in love. We were young and I totally understand it now. At the time I felt so empty and I let it all take over my life. I dislike how I dealt...
    InfiniteSunshine InfiniteSunshine 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    He was my bestfriend... We were such good friends,inseparable ...i tried so hard to keep my feelings but i am too damn transparent...at first he knew that i have feelings for and i...
    kiel19 kiel19 22-25, M Aug 30

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    This guy, i think i fell in love with him over the course of 2 years 'cause we've been through so much together... he just didn't love me the same. I never thought i would cry over...
    eAngeliqueXX eAngeliqueXX 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I never really planned on it, but in my school I was one of the last girls to lose her virginity and one of the only girls who didn't take a 'chastity pledge' in church.
    KatM99 KatM99 22-25, F 16 Responses Sep 4

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    I dated someone for a few years. I call it dating but I was really just the girl on the side. I think deep down he knew how I felt but didn't care. I tried to be there for him...
    NewGuernica NewGuernica 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 8