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I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 116 People

    Loneliness Is My Friends

    When I was in My Old School . I Believed I Have A Friends. but i realized They aren't.. They Are Talk behind my back. and Backbiting. They Are A fake. only if I Had A Time Machine. And If I Had Any problem they Forgot me.... And That Way A Friends Are nothing Just by the Name...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    Sometimes I Do Not

    My heart has gotten me in numerous crappy situations over the years. It has led me away from my home of California twice for naught. It led me into guys beds that were losers when all I wanted was a relationship(ha!). Its destroyed my head many times. They don't work together at...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F Aug 6, 2012

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    "I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart"

    Sometimes I really wish I didn't have a heart, without a heart, than you can't be heartbroken, you can't know this pain, the constant stabs going into your heart all day. It hurts so bad. And it is to the point, that I wish I didn't have a heart.
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2008

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes I welcome the hurt, because emotional pain is part of life. Feeling it helps me feel that i am alive, that I am experiencing life. But other times it is too much, and I wish I didn't feel. I wish I were numb. It just hurts too much.
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    Love Hurts, Sometimes I Wonder If It's Worth It

    i'm not talking about romantic love, although that hurts too when it goes wrong. just any love. i've learnt that if i love someone, then 100% i will HAVE to feel pain because of that love .. whether it's because the love isn't returned, or the person you love goes away or dies...
    lilithmagdala lilithmagdala 46-50 1 Response Mar 26, 2011

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    Because....

    Sometimes it hurts really bad, and its one of the worst pains....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 28, 2009

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    I Really Do

    If I had no heart I couldn't feel hurt. It wouldn't break. People wouldn't destroy it and stamp all over it. I wouldn't care if others treated me badly or didn't like me. I know there are some good things about having a heart, I suppose, but I think my life would be better if all...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    The Deepest Cut

    it hurts but sometimes I wish I'd have no heart anyomore...just so I wouldn't get hurt, and all the pain would stop. And that i would be numb. because it hurts too much already, and i would like it all to stop. But then again, life isn't life if there's no pain in it. It wouldn't...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    I really wish I did not have a heart. I regret falling in Love so much right at this moment, because I am honestly feeling nothing but pain.  The texts, and the confessions just opened up all the pain, all over again, and it ******* HURTS! I wish I had enver meant him, i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 11, 2010

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    I wish I didn't still care I wish it didn't still matter I wish I could lock all of you away Put the memories in a box Somewhere that they would stay
    Stylesavvy Stylesavvy 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    I wish, with everything in me that I didn't still love him, but I do, and it's killing me on the inside. yes, I act like I'm not fazed by it. but really and truly I have so much...
    smk8 smk8 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    It's heartbroken .when you loved someone by heart,it turned out he didn't.
    lesliechen lesliechen 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 17

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    I always planned on waiting until marriage. Then I met Erick. He was not attractive physically, but he was sarcastic and I liked that. We dated for two years, off and on...
    molliee151 molliee151 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I guess I still love her in a way. I need to learn not to think of her when i am in a vulnerable position. I have tried to fix my relationship with mom since I left home in 2007...
    Theaudienceofdeath Theaudienceofdeath 70+, F 4 Responses Mar 7

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    I lost my virginity when I was 14. I felt that I was ready. I thought I was "in love". We broke up 8 months later. I don't regret it, but I wish things were different. I also wish...
    tayyylorrrrr tayyylorrrrr 22-25, F 11 Responses Mar 14

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    The other way round. Last year I went out with a guy for 5 months, he was fantastic; attractive, funny, interesting, caring and he took me on some really amazing dates. We did...
    Toniommi Toniommi 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Ever since someone really special to me passed away, I have felt guilty. I was too busy to come and see them and my job disallowed me to visit at weekends. I tried to phone them...
    LittleMissIntrovert LittleMissIntrovert 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have two sisters and they are in their 30's. They are married to really nice men who have an amazing job, and treat my sisters like a Queen. my sisters also have beautiful...
    Endureandconquer Endureandconquer 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I remember I Missed all my high school prom all through age sixteen all the way through age twenty one every year during high school my mom never understood why I didn't want to go...
    Theinfo Theinfo 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I didn't wait tell marriage to have sex but i guess it's to late now I didn't even like it at all it just everyone around me didn't wait tell marriage so I just said lets do this
    tackett2002 tackett2002 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I've always had friends, never been actually alone but i've always felt like i didn't fit in. Im now a law student and it just keeps getting worst. All throughout my school years...
    Estre28 Estre28 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    More like; everything was going well until I finally saw his true colors. I was dating this guy, we can call him R. So me and R were friends last year and soon we became close...
    HonestlyAlyassa HonestlyAlyassa 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 3

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    kavishr kavishr 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 8

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    A coworker accidentally walked in while I was using the bathroom. I could tell she was embarrassed but that didn't stop her from looking directly at my **** in my hand for a couple...
    allencw allencw 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    it's not that I can't have him but just keep reading. there is this boy in my class who was dating a girl in my class. they were really close and then she started flirting with...
    gracestc gracestc 13-15, F Mar 11

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    I am a massive idiot. I joined the "crazy guy that went half way around the world and blew his money for a girl who in the end didn't give a **** about him" club. A few months ago...
    Sheiskeepingmetogether Sheiskeepingmetogether 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 11

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    Dear Shammu , 6 months back , I had no idea who you were and one day you just walked into my life , I didn't think I'd ever fall for you and I did , i fell hopelessly in love with...
    rifki rifki 18-21, M Mar 10

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    There was a guy I liked, he and I talked about it, 'cause I wanted to know if he liked me too. But he didn't... We're still friends, and we go out, like, almost every week-end...
    Naockey Naockey 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I didn't wait until marriage but I did wait until after I turned 18 and graduated from high school, it was with a guy I worked with and flirted with for a year. he wasn't special...
    ambernoel ambernoel 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Everyone has their own group of friends. I felt like I never was meant to have any friends. I didn't fit in with anyone. I tried so hard to have the guy I was totally "in love...
    bonyknees bonyknees 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    The idea of waiting till marriage always seemed perfect to me. But I knew that it would probably never happen that way. My boyfriend and I will be together for 4 years next month...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 17

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    I met someone wen I was 15 going through a really rough time. I am best friends wit this guy still to this day. I loved him like no other than wen we were 20. he told me that he no...
    jazzyphay2 jazzyphay2 22-25, F Mar 21

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    I lost my virginity when I was 15. I wouldn't say it was a fairytale or even my boyfriend. Like you I felt I was missing something in my life. I did it purely for the experience...
    heishell heishell 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    I dated my best friend. We'd liked each other for a long time. And we finally decided to date. I dated him for the longest I've ever dated anyone. 5 months, which is big for me...
    WingedGirl WingedGirl 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Me and this guy were best friends. When I met him I knew he was dog so I kept it friendly. He ended up going to jail. I wrote him, answered all his calls and went to go see him. We...
    Brownsugar25 Brownsugar25 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Yeah, I did, unrequited love seemed on the cards when I met her. But I didn't expect her to cheat on me. I actually cared about her and she threw it back in my face. It was a while...
    a7xsolitude a7xsolitude 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I met the Royal protection squad ! The police outriders who look after Queen Elizabeth 2nd . Very impressive . She was visiting Wilberforce House in Hull. It was a very...
    Homejames Homejames 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    He didn't live himself, and neither did I! I finally woke up and walked away. I know my value.
    Bri1110 Bri1110 22-25, F 1 day ago

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