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I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 118 People

    Because....

    Sometimes it hurts really bad, and its one of the worst pains....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 28, 2009

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    I Really Do

    If I had no heart I couldn't feel hurt. It wouldn't break. People wouldn't destroy it and stamp all over it. I wouldn't care if others treated me badly or didn't like me. I know there are some good things about having a heart, I suppose, but I think my life would be better if all...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    Love Hurts, Sometimes I Wonder If It's Worth It

    i'm not talking about romantic love, although that hurts too when it goes wrong. just any love. i've learnt that if i love someone, then 100% i will HAVE to feel pain because of that love .. whether it's because the love isn't returned, or the person you love goes away or dies...
    lilithmagdala lilithmagdala 46-50 1 Response Mar 26, 2011

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    I really wish I did not have a heart. I regret falling in Love so much right at this moment, because I am honestly feeling nothing but pain.  The texts, and the confessions just opened up all the pain, all over again, and it ******* HURTS! I wish I had enver meant him, i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 11, 2010

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    The Deepest Cut

    it hurts but sometimes I wish I'd have no heart anyomore...just so I wouldn't get hurt, and all the pain would stop. And that i would be numb. because it hurts too much already, and i would like it all to stop. But then again, life isn't life if there's no pain in it. It wouldn't...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes I welcome the hurt, because emotional pain is part of life. Feeling it helps me feel that i am alive, that I am experiencing life. But other times it is too much, and I wish I didn't feel. I wish I were numb. It just hurts too much.
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    "I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart"

    Sometimes I really wish I didn't have a heart, without a heart, than you can't be heartbroken, you can't know this pain, the constant stabs going into your heart all day. It hurts so bad. And it is to the point, that I wish I didn't have a heart.
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2008

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    Sometimes I Do Not

    My heart has gotten me in numerous crappy situations over the years. It has led me away from my home of California twice for naught. It led me into guys beds that were losers when all I wanted was a relationship(ha!). Its destroyed my head many times. They don't work together at...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F Aug 6, 2012

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    Loneliness Is My Friends

    When I was in My Old School . I Believed I Have A Friends. but i realized They aren't.. They Are Talk behind my back. and Backbiting. They Are A fake. only if I Had A Time Machine. And If I Had Any problem they Forgot me.... And That Way A Friends Are nothing Just by the Name...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    I wish I didn't still care I wish it didn't still matter I wish I could lock all of you away Put the memories in a box Somewhere that they would stay
    Stylesavvy Stylesavvy 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Today was the day I told my mother about it.... We were in the middle of a topic that was already heated and then she wanted me to release anything else into the open... I burst...
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    "For You" By:Stained "To my mother, to my father, It's your son or it's your daughter, Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me? Should I turn this up for you? I sit here...
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    Here's the weird thing: I thought he liked me too. Here's the other weird thing: it was like I didn't see him. I don't really know how to explain it. I was so attracted to him...
    RxpperGirl RxpperGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I'm sorryElizabeth, awesome, didn't mean to ignore you, just needed some space.Taylor, I love you be but just feel like we never say the right thingsJack, You are so much better...
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    Ever since someone really special to me passed away, I have felt guilty. I was too busy to come and see them and my job disallowed me to visit at weekends. I tried to phone them...
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    MrSpecify MrSpecify 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I remember I Missed all my high school prom all through age sixteen all the way through age twenty one every year during high school my mom never understood why I didn't want to go...
    Theinfo Theinfo 22-25, M Mar 26

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    An old friend messaged me on Facebook one day, we begin flirting, sexting, & eventually ended up sleeping together. A few times. After seeing each other, I would try to stay in...
    xxihateyouxx xxihateyouxx 18-21, F Apr 12

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    This guy a{ the start was super good to me but i was inlove with somebody else and unfortunatly i didn't see. This guy now is the love of my life but he never respose to enything...
    Konnalove Konnalove 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I don't think you felt the same for me as I felt for you. I wonder if I meant anything to you at all, or if I was just an ego boost for you. The thrill of the chase was what...
    Stylesavvy Stylesavvy 41-45, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Ok him again... We finally talked after a month of forced separation by people around us. It was difficult seeing him at work but unable to talk to him. But the moment we start...
    Prulla Prulla 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I didn't grow up especially religious so didn't think it mattered. I still don't. What matters to me is it was the right person.
    nataliejones1984 nataliejones1984 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Yeah, I did, unrequited love seemed on the cards when I met her. But I didn't expect her to cheat on me. I actually cared about her and she threw it back in my face. It was a while...
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    He didn't live himself, and neither did I! I finally woke up and walked away. I know my value.
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    His name was Caleb and I had met him online on a website, we began talking for a while and had what you would call a friends with benefits type of relationship but while he saw me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 1

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    And like Lenny Nero in Strange Days said, "it didn't stop you from caring about them and (paraphrasing) wanting to keep them safe".
    cunninglinguist1 cunninglinguist1 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    In fact, when I saw her, I thought "pffft... she's not going to be Mrs. AerosolKid". But you could make a case for *her* marrying for looks. You could make an even stronger case if...
    ImperialAerosolKid ImperialAerosolKid 41-45, M Apr 5

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    I had someone lie to me about caring about me. Then when I cared and he didn't, he took advantage of that. He strung me along for over a year; I have never had anyone do that. He...
    HappyGirlJenny HappyGirlJenny 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    Well I loved this girl, and this was when I was just getting used to being bi, and she was my first crush she was so beautiful and even now I still look at her and can't help but...
    isabelbradley isabelbradley 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I remember growing up that I didn't really have a relationship with my dad. We never did any thing like play ball or have conversations about how I was doing or school, stuff like...
    graycat6632 graycat6632 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    The first cut is the deepest. I'm so hurt by him. We met when I was 12, he was 14, up until a couple days ago, I would have called him my childhood Romeo. When we met as kids, a...
    Chrysii Chrysii 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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    Their beauty. It's so haunting. The looks they gave me. It filled me with love, but also with self hate. They gave me such disgusted looks, but that didn't matter to me before, but...
    pleasehelp12 pleasehelp12 22-25, M Apr 17

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    My dad's girls friends nephew moved in with us and he was a couple of years older then me and we started to talk and hang out a lot.. We became really close and had a lot of fun...
    bearbearisalone bearbearisalone 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I dated him for 3 years and knew him long before that. we moved in together and got the "the world at my finger tips" feeling. I loved him. He cheated on me. I tried to communicate...
    techassassin techassassin 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Worst decision ever, she was ten kinds of crazy and I'm lucky she didn't get pregnant over the many times we did do it.
    collegekid2016 collegekid2016 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I didn't say goodbye to someone I enjoyed chatting with.
    pafireman pafireman 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    preeez preeez 22-25 16 hrs ago

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