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I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart

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    I Really Do - If I had no heart I couldn't feel hurt. It wouldn't break. People wouldn't destroy it and stamp all over it. I wouldn't care if others treated me badly or didn't like...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    Love Hurts, Sometimes I Wonder If It's Worth It - i'm not talking about romantic love, although that hurts too when it goes wrong. just any love. i've learnt that if i love someone...
    lilithmagdala lilithmagdala 46-50 1 Response Mar 26, 2011

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    The Deepest Cut - it hurts but sometimes I wish I'd have no heart anyomore...just so I wouldn't get hurt, and all the pain would stop. And that i would be numb. because it hurts...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    Sometimes - Sometimes I welcome the hurt, because emotional pain is part of life. Feeling it helps me feel that i am alive, that I am experiencing life. But other times it is too...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    "I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart" - Sometimes I really wish I didn't have a heart, without a heart, than you can't be heartbroken, you can't know this pain, the constant stabs going...
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2008

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    Loneliness Is My Friends - When I was in My Old School . I Believed I Have A Friends. but i realized They aren't.. They Are Talk behind my back. and Backbiting. They Are A fake...
    mosho12 mosho12 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    ... - I really wish I did not have a heart. I regret falling in Love so much right at this moment, because I am honestly feeling nothing but pain.  The texts, and the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 11, 2010

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    Because.... - Sometimes it hurts really bad, and its one of the worst pains....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 28, 2009

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    My heart didn’t break into a thousand pieces after he left. Instead, I realized all the things he didn’t do. He didn’t want to hear my stories. He didn’t ask me questions...
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    Everything came down to this, her answer.. Her answer to be mine? Was a yes. I was thrilled, so was she. A week or two went by and we already exchanged I love you's. I meant it...
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