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I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart

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    I really wish I did not have a heart. I regret falling in Love so much right at this moment, because I am honestly feeling nothing but pain.  The texts, and the confessions just opened up all the pain, all over again, and it ******* HURTS! I wish I had enver meant him, i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 11, 2010

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    Love Hurts, Sometimes I Wonder If It's Worth It

    i'm not talking about romantic love, although that hurts too when it goes wrong. just any love. i've learnt that if i love someone, then 100% i will HAVE to feel pain because of that love .. whether it's because the love isn't returned, or the person you love goes away or dies...
    lilithmagdala lilithmagdala 46-50 1 Response Mar 26, 2011

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    I Really Do

    If I had no heart I couldn't feel hurt. It wouldn't break. People wouldn't destroy it and stamp all over it. I wouldn't care if others treated me badly or didn't like me. I know there are some good things about having a heart, I suppose, but I think my life would be better if all...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    Because....

    Sometimes it hurts really bad, and its one of the worst pains....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 28, 2009

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    Sometimes I Do Not

    My heart has gotten me in numerous crappy situations over the years. It has led me away from my home of California twice for naught. It led me into guys beds that were losers when all I wanted was a relationship(ha!). Its destroyed my head many times. They don't work together at...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F Aug 6, 2012

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    "I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart"

    Sometimes I really wish I didn't have a heart, without a heart, than you can't be heartbroken, you can't know this pain, the constant stabs going into your heart all day. It hurts so bad. And it is to the point, that I wish I didn't have a heart.
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2008

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes I welcome the hurt, because emotional pain is part of life. Feeling it helps me feel that i am alive, that I am experiencing life. But other times it is too much, and I wish I didn't feel. I wish I were numb. It just hurts too much.
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    The Deepest Cut

    it hurts but sometimes I wish I'd have no heart anyomore...just so I wouldn't get hurt, and all the pain would stop. And that i would be numb. because it hurts too much already, and i would like it all to stop. But then again, life isn't life if there's no pain in it. It wouldn't...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    Loneliness Is My Friends

    When I was in My Old School . I Believed I Have A Friends. but i realized They aren't.. They Are Talk behind my back. and Backbiting. They Are A fake. only if I Had A Time Machine. And If I Had Any problem they Forgot me.... And That Way A Friends Are nothing Just by the Name...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    I guess I can join the great debate...does being raped count as "not waiting"... I didn't have any other options, it was let them rape me, or get the **** beat out of me for saying...
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    Love can be gut-wrenching. Especially when it is felt more by one than the other. I fell completely for a seemingly wonderful person. Charming, funny, attentive...he seemed...
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    The post I've seen in this topic is sad as hell. But I can honestly say I've been in a similar experiences than you reader. I was in love but she didn't love me. Looking back I...
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    I loved someone that didn't love me.. Everyone has been through this before huh? I obviously loved a guy the very first minute I spoke to him... We didn't talk much but it was...
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    He's a really great friend but years younger. I wish I didn't feel the way I do about him. Everything was so much simpler before.
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    I got in the fight of my life . I didn't want it to happen but sometimes a guy must recognize that there a line when it comes to arguing with a girl, so I was in this place and...
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    the first time I had intercourse with my boyfriend at the time I was 17 we didn't mean to do it we were after a nite out & had a good few drinks consumed it was done up against a...
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    My first block! Yay, I'm so excited. Some anti abortionist decided he didn't like the way I "argued" and that I was very childish, when in which, I've read my statement I made to...
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    Even tho I told everyone I would.... I didn't. I don't regret any of it. I'm happy that I lost my virginity at 16. I'm 16 now. It didnt hurt. He was very sweet and nice. He never...
    Cutie314 Cutie314 16-17, F a week ago

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    ..partly because of a certain experience. Had something on with a friend and he'd tell me he loved me, but although I really liked him at that time, I never said it back cos I...
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    He left me. He didn't want to sort matters out, he just walked away and said never to contact him back. I have to see him everyday at school laughing away with his friends and I'm...
    Saanya97 Saanya97 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I had a rough up and down roller coaster relationship with someone who didn't love me, and it lasted for almost two years... Today marks the first year of our break up and I haven...
    MoshItUpPOTATOES MoshItUpPOTATOES 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    And I'm glad I didn't. We all have the people we regret but all in all I love being a very passionate person. There's nothing "slütty" about being sexual. It's natural and we all...
    Sxculent Sxculent 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    at a party, senior girl wanted to go for a walk, ended up at a park. not my idea or lets say at 16 never expected it. didn't last long but changed my life
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    I didn't wait until marriage I had been speaking with this girl for months she decided to ask me to meet her family I agreed! We sat down had dinner it was by then 6-7pm she asked...
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    Loved someone that didn't love me.. sad, but he's definitely worth every pain... i miss you DB.... i hope you're happy and always safe..... :)
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    she didn't want a long distance relationship :(
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    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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