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I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 118 People

    Loneliness Is My Friends

    When I was in My Old School . I Believed I Have A Friends. but i realized They aren't.. They Are Talk behind my back. and Backbiting. They Are A fake. only if I Had A Time Machine. And If I Had Any problem they Forgot me.... And That Way A Friends Are nothing Just by the Name...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    I really wish I did not have a heart. I regret falling in Love so much right at this moment, because I am honestly feeling nothing but pain.  The texts, and the confessions just opened up all the pain, all over again, and it ******* HURTS! I wish I had enver meant him, i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 11, 2010

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    Love Hurts, Sometimes I Wonder If It's Worth It

    i'm not talking about romantic love, although that hurts too when it goes wrong. just any love. i've learnt that if i love someone, then 100% i will HAVE to feel pain because of that love .. whether it's because the love isn't returned, or the person you love goes away or dies...
    lilithmagdala lilithmagdala 46-50 1 Response Mar 26, 2011

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    Because....

    Sometimes it hurts really bad, and its one of the worst pains....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 28, 2009

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes I welcome the hurt, because emotional pain is part of life. Feeling it helps me feel that i am alive, that I am experiencing life. But other times it is too much, and I wish I didn't feel. I wish I were numb. It just hurts too much.
    accomplice accomplice 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    "I Wish I Didn't Have a Heart"

    Sometimes I really wish I didn't have a heart, without a heart, than you can't be heartbroken, you can't know this pain, the constant stabs going into your heart all day. It hurts so bad. And it is to the point, that I wish I didn't have a heart.
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2008

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    The Deepest Cut

    it hurts but sometimes I wish I'd have no heart anyomore...just so I wouldn't get hurt, and all the pain would stop. And that i would be numb. because it hurts too much already, and i would like it all to stop. But then again, life isn't life if there's no pain in it. It wouldn't...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    I Really Do

    If I had no heart I couldn't feel hurt. It wouldn't break. People wouldn't destroy it and stamp all over it. I wouldn't care if others treated me badly or didn't like me. I know there are some good things about having a heart, I suppose, but I think my life would be better if all...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    Sometimes I Do Not

    My heart has gotten me in numerous crappy situations over the years. It has led me away from my home of California twice for naught. It led me into guys beds that were losers when all I wanted was a relationship(ha!). Its destroyed my head many times. They don't work together at...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F Aug 6, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Please don't judge. I feel as awful making that statement as you do reading it but it is honestly how I feel. I am 41 years old and have been married for 11 years. My wife and I...
    kydadof2 kydadof2 41-45, M 1 Response May 1

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    Lost without You Laying in my bed thinking how lost I feel without you. I use to feel near to you, but the distance came between us. Now my heart feels is not able to love anyone...
    Natashxxs Natashxxs 31-35, F 1 Response May 13

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    I wish I could make good money around where I live so I didn't have to work on the road and could make enough to raise my kids and be with them ALOT more. I miss them terribly it...
    kayegela kayegela 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I didn't have a reason to be loved.
    trent128 trent128 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    As many people know most of my posts on here are about love or getting advice on something to deal with love. Well sorry -- This one will be another one on love. It all started...
    snakeyes1123 snakeyes1123 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I was sick of my virginity being used as a tool to control me. I was a virgin, by choice, for eighteen years. While that sounds like a reasonable amount of time (and I'm glad...
    PunsGalore PunsGalore 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm glad that I didn't wait. I've only had one partner and I'm currently dating him ❤️ and since our first time I've been craving it more
    SkyeLee100 SkyeLee100 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Yeah, it's been a while since we were anything other than friends. It's been a long time since you looked at me the way I still look at nothing when I think of you. It's been a...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F May 18

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    Yes I loved somebody who didn't love me...I knew he didn't but I still fell for him...I feel like a complete idiot and wish I could take back the years...but I can't:/ he left when...
    LerisaEllis LerisaEllis 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    After more than a decade of eating poorly and being sedentary, I have developed heart disease. Currently, I'm trying to reverse it nutritionally and will have to start exercising...
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M May 5

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    I need to get this off my chest, and since I can't say this to him I will here... Am I a terrible person? This is what I keep asking myself as the thoughts in my mind twist and...
    LonelySnake LonelySnake 18-21, F 4 Responses May 11

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    He said he loved me but what he really meant was he didn't want to be alone. He didn't love me, because you don't lack compassion for the love of your life. He didn't love me...
    Sunshine9001 Sunshine9001 51-55, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have never felt reciprocated love. I don't mean like the friends and family package deal that everybody gets, I mean romantically. It's not from a lack of trying, but as I look...
    monkey0506 monkey0506 26-30, M 1 Response May 9

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    What a thing to complain about! Sure, a person with a heart has plenty of reason to lament about the pains of having one, but what excuse do I have? Well, first, I'm bored. I'm so...
    Lue4028 Lue4028 22-25 20 hrs ago

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    I met you in 8th grade, you were new and very quiet. For some reason I just couldn't keep my eyes off of you, I was drawn to you, I was attracted to you. I would try talking to you...
    MrSpecify MrSpecify 18-21, M May 9

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    I fell for a woman who didn't love me, I thought she cared but it turns out she was in love with a ex friend of mine! We had lots of fun and did a lot with each other. Then in...
    bigjjunkman bigjjunkman 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Well, I just graduated from my high school. I am happy and also worried about my future. But there is still a regret. I was in love with a boy. I couldn't stop thinking about him...
    Anomago Anomago 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm new to this and I need to get this feeling out. So here I go. Second Grade is where it started. Mrs. Holston's class. I walked into that class not knowing what to...
    AtheistChrist AtheistChrist 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    as much cuz then u don't have to shed tears for the person who didnt love u
    supergirl4423 supergirl4423 13-15, F May 14

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    I'm in love with my ex n I know I can't have him anymore that hurts I feel useless because I couldn't help him I wish that he would come and there could be a us again but I...
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    I don't have a relationship with my father, I mean, he calls me once in a while, but besides that, nothing. I recently reached the age in which I yearn for a father. Before, I didn...
    heylolno heylolno 13-15, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I lost my virginity at 17 to a guy that I never saw again afterwards. I don't have any regrets or sad feelings about it. It is what it is.. However I wish that it would have been...
    Mseducated18 Mseducated18 18-21, F May 13

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    hey there, i had as a child more than only one bad experience. My memories reach from abuse to really badly hurt. My Mother with a lot of time for men but only hate for her...
    sundina sundina 22-25, F 3 Responses May 15

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    I was first attracted to you I didn't know why, The smell of your skin of your clothes, They poisoned my mind, They made me go crazy over you. Over your smile, Over the way you...
    Francoise25 Francoise25 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    My grandmother has a best friend named Grace. Grace's grandkids and great grandkids came to Missouri all the way from the west coast in April 2014. Since my grandmother and Grace...
    shelbyrain20 shelbyrain20 18-21, F 1 Response May 20

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    Years ago, when I was first going to college. I was finally dating a guy I had been interested in for years. It was semi long distance, just an hour n half apart. And I was head...
    Armywifsahm Armywifsahm 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    No I didn't wait. I lost my virginity at 15. Ever since then I can't get enough. I think about it all the time. I am so glad I didn't wait cos I have gotten so much pleasure and...
    cassieo21f cassieo21f 18-21, F 19 Responses May 16

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    I was 13, and it makes me feel so guilty and awful. When I think of my husband I hope and pray that he hasn't been doing things with other girls. Thoughts run in my head of fear...
    alps1416 alps1416 13-15, F 5 Responses May 16

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    i loved this girl. I've known her for a while. she didn't love me. i tried everything to convince her she was the world. i still love her. she's with someone else
    drrjr drrjr 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 29

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    I didn't wait and I am OK with that :) hr was my first and I love him everyday whether he knows it or not... one day I hope to make him my only :) <3
    emeraldprincess1003 emeraldprincess1003 22-25, F 1 Response May 2

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    When I was married I loved my husband with every fiber of my being. He didn't love me.. But time heals all wounds. To an extent.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 4

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    I loved someone that didn't love me and I don't regret it at all. While it felt terrible most of the time, short-lived moments of happiness were also one of the best days of my...
    everydayissummerr everydayissummerr 26-30, F May 4

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    I stupidly believed a guy who was visiting the country on holiday that he loved me because he told me he loved me.. Only when he left the country he suddenly didn't love me and was...
    immortellecapture immortellecapture 31-35, F 3 Responses May 5

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