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I Wish I Didnt Have To Struggle

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    Life feels very foreign to me these days. I go through the motions, count my blessings, do the best I can (I think)...but it's like I'm on a path I have never walked before and...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 6 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Hate it very much, but slowly making it better. Just wish it could happen 10x faster. Sometimes I feel like it's 5 steps backwards.. but I'll get there!
    ModifiedMamaofTwo ModifiedMamaofTwo 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    But does such a thing exist? I am really starting to wonder. So many of my friends have revealed to me that they have been mistreated in their relationships or even were the ones...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I Prayer To The 3 Archangels For 3 Wishes Light 3 Candles......... Light 3 white candles on a white plate and put sugar all around it. Place a glass of Water next to it. Ask the...
    LouiseN LouiseN 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    I feel for homeless people. Noone cares for them. I wished that this spoiled chick from facebook would be homeless so that she gets what she deserves.
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Then it might make rejection that much easier to handle, if I was stupider I wouldn't have to worry I really could just fob it off as 'It's just them..' I might also be able to...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I sit at a table with my girlfriends varying sizes ranging from 10-22 and it strikes me that the closest i have been to a size zero person was off the pages of a magazine . By...
    Strawberrygiggles Strawberrygiggles 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Over the past year or two, I've been finding it more and more difficult to distinguish between when I'm dreaming and when I'm conscious. My dreams feel more vivid than real life...
    Surreal657 Surreal657 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I keep having scary or inappropriate dreams, but I won't remember them right away when I wake up. I slowly remember them as my day progresses, which is terrifying. I really wish I...
    dreamergirl17 dreamergirl17 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Goodnight everyone on EP, I'm bored and I have no one to talk to so I'm going to sleep
    PrettyFknDope PrettyFknDope 26-30, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Every meet someone who sees through your bullshit and waits? I've rarely met anyone that sees like that. Im usually that person for others. I'm not sure how to handle it on my end...
    wanderlander wanderlander 22-25, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I struggle with this every day. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, hate getting on the scale, I hate putting clothes on and feeling the tightness. I have struggled with my...
    luvme4me2012 luvme4me2012 31-35, F 7 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    What I see, I wish he would see in himself, he can be the most amazing most intellectual, kind, loving, sweet natured man when he unlocks his walls. He can be my world, my love, my...
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i wish i have a better relation with my father.i love my father so much but i have no such a relation with my father that i can explain my feelings to him but i love him really...
    Ozanshah Ozanshah 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    No one will know the pain I felt when I opened my eyes to realize, like yesterday’s sunshine, you are no longer by my side. I’m sitting in the car on my way home from the...
    micksue micksue 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My 3 younger brothers all have great jobs and make over $30/hr. I make minimum wage if I can find a job. I have a lot of health problems which makes it almost impossible to hold a...
    BrokenAndDown BrokenAndDown 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have struggled with drug addiction for 32 years but today I am clean I have been clean for 3 years and 3 months I have never been in a detox or rehab I got clean off my own back...
    Vickinlondon Vickinlondon 46-50, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Maybe for 1 months that I have given up the relationship with a guy that I was really crush at. I tried to be busy, find everything to do and I felt so good because I feel that...
    ntranf108 ntranf108 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I know jealousy is an ugly emotion and too much jealousy would result in break ups or even worse physical assaults. But sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I had a jealous boyfriend...
    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    The only things I wish for on my body: 1. Longer hair 2. Less arm fat/bingo wings 3. More fat on the booty and thighs. 4. Even more defined waist (because what you have is just...
    VioletSea VioletSea 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Doesn't everyone? You'd have to be the biggest D*ckhole to wish it did.
    Kittygirl17 Kittygirl17 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    My name is John, I struggled with over 8 years and now I can proudly say that I am in recovery! Throughout the years I struggled I went to many different treatment centers and...
    Kickaddiction Kickaddiction 26-30, M Aug 19

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    Well, don't. Your memories make you what you are. I wished that as a kid a lot and somehow my mind developed some kind of defense system. I have trouble remembering things from my...
    CloudofDarkness CloudofDarkness 31-35, F Aug 17

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    So really, I won't judge you for your past (as long as it is your past and you learn from it, it's all cool, really! I also have had bad times, like really bad times) and I think...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M Aug 16

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    I have 352 friends on Facebook and couldn't open up to a single one! I wish I had another me I could just be totally honest with and say actually I'm not ok instead of the generic...
    itsallmakebelieve100 itsallmakebelieve100 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    You run the race, beg and cry out to God that you would be the grand prize winner at the end. The thought of you getting this prize or reward consumes completely your entire life...
    ms5271115 ms5271115 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    My family friend is dying of cancer. Today was the last time ill get to see her. She is so brave, strong, and loving. She only has a few weeks left, but she is still so happy, and...
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I recently thought I loved my body. That I was fine with it. I realize I was just accepting my body because I didn't want to work to get close to what I wanted. I want an...
    Sophia117 Sophia117 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    I am struggling with the black lows, I feel super sensitive, irritable, I can't relax without feeling such a damn failure. I'm ******* my family off just by being so down and...
    nimnom nimnom 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Good thing for my struggles. Otherwise, life might actually be fulfilling. Can't have that or I might just enjoy being alive. Wouldn't that be horrible? Instead, I just struggle...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M Aug 13

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    I'v been reading through so many of these stories, And it feels good in a bad situation that i am not alone i can finally share my thoughts and feelings through this and people...
    known23 known23 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    Ever since i was young, i dont remember when, certainly before i was 5yo, ive had the feeling of being in the wrong role, i wanted to be a girl, perhaps my mum wanted a boy so...
    robertajayne robertajayne 51-55, T Aug 10

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    I'm a 42 year old Woman I struggle with my body image. I feel fat most of time. my husband well he says nothing about my weight, which to me can me one thing is he is not at all...
    lilliamriv lilliamriv 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    I stayed at my babysitter's house after school. She wasn't the greatest. Then my mom picked me up. I would spend the rest of the day finding insects in the tiny backyard, and she...
    icanhasover9000 icanhasover9000 22-25, M Aug 8

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    If I just look at food...even if I roll my eyes at it I gain weight:( I love food & struggle to keep weight from getting out of control!
    NotperfectEver NotperfectEver 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    In these last few years, my family has managed to push me further away than ever before. I come from a family where I am the oldest, a mere (near) 20 years old, whilst my brother...
    inevitablebliss inevitablebliss 18-21, F Aug 8

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    I have had three bouts of cancer in my life. And I have had many family members struggle with cancer also. So if there's a way to eradicate cancer let's do it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6

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    I know life is a constant struggle.. "know" maybe not the appropriate word.. because it is more than a knowledge.. it is not a theory from years of reading and collecting data...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    Here lately I have been struggling so much. I was hospitalized a few weeks ago. They put me on all new medicine hoping that would help. I am back to work but its hard especially...
    lostpedal lostpedal 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    Even though I'm told all the time how pretty I am I still can't seem to believe it. I wish I could see what everyone else sees :(
    Wellzerz2012 Wellzerz2012 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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