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I Wish I Didn't Hit That Damn Button Again

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    I wish I didn't still care I wish it didn't still matter I wish I could lock all of you away Put the memories in a box Somewhere that they would stay
    Stylesavvy Stylesavvy 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Today was the day I told my mother about it.... We were in the middle of a topic that was already heated and then she wanted me to release anything else into the open... I burst...
    xxblasianxx xxblasianxx 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    On Saturday my step gramma took my sister and I out to see Cinderella, which was okay, though I pretty much hate princesses. Afterwards though, we went back to her house (my...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 a week ago

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    I remember I Missed all my high school prom all through age sixteen all the way through age twenty one every year during high school my mom never understood why I didn't want to go...
    Theinfo Theinfo 22-25, M Mar 26

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    The first cut is the deepest. I'm so hurt by him. We met when I was 12, he was 14, up until a couple days ago, I would have called him my childhood Romeo. When we met as kids, a...
    Chrysii Chrysii 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Here's the weird thing: I thought he liked me too. Here's the other weird thing: it was like I didn't see him. I don't really know how to explain it. I was so attracted to him...
    RxpperGirl RxpperGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I didn't wait tell marriage to have sex but i guess it's to late now I didn't even like it at all it just everyone around me didn't wait tell marriage so I just said lets do this
    tackett2002 tackett2002 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    An old friend messaged me on Facebook one day, we begin flirting, sexting, & eventually ended up sleeping together. A few times. After seeing each other, I would try to stay in...
    xxihateyouxx xxihateyouxx 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    This guy a{ the start was super good to me but i was inlove with somebody else and unfortunatly i didn't see. This guy now is the love of my life but he never respose to enything...
    Konnalove Konnalove 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I met someone wen I was 15 going through a really rough time. I am best friends wit this guy still to this day. I loved him like no other than wen we were 20. he told me that he no...
    jazzyphay2 jazzyphay2 22-25, F Mar 21

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    I lost my virginity when I was 15. I wouldn't say it was a fairytale or even my boyfriend. Like you I felt I was missing something in my life. I did it purely for the experience...
    heishell heishell 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    I dated my best friend. We'd liked each other for a long time. And we finally decided to date. I dated him for the longest I've ever dated anyone. 5 months, which is big for me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 25

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    The other way round. Last year I went out with a guy for 5 months, he was fantastic; attractive, funny, interesting, caring and he took me on some really amazing dates. We did...
    Toniommi Toniommi 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Me and this guy were best friends. When I met him I knew he was dog so I kept it friendly. He ended up going to jail. I wrote him, answered all his calls and went to go see him. We...
    Brownsugar25 Brownsugar25 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Ever since someone really special to me passed away, I have felt guilty. I was too busy to come and see them and my job disallowed me to visit at weekends. I tried to phone them...
    LittleMissIntrovert LittleMissIntrovert 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Yeah, I did, unrequited love seemed on the cards when I met her. But I didn't expect her to cheat on me. I actually cared about her and she threw it back in my face. It was a while...
    a7xsolitude a7xsolitude 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I met the Royal protection squad ! The police outriders who look after Queen Elizabeth 2nd . Very impressive . She was visiting Wilberforce House in Hull. It was a very...
    Homejames Homejames 46-50, M Mar 29

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    He didn't live himself, and neither did I! I finally woke up and walked away. I know my value.
    Bri1110 Bri1110 22-25, F Mar 29

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    His name was Caleb and I had met him online on a website, we began talking for a while and had what you would call a friends with benefits type of relationship but while he saw me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 1

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    And like Lenny Nero in Strange Days said, "it didn't stop you from caring about them and (paraphrasing) wanting to keep them safe".
    cunninglinguist1 cunninglinguist1 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    In fact, when I saw her, I thought "pffft... she's not going to be Mrs. AerosolKid". But you could make a case for *her* marrying for looks. You could make an even stronger case if...
    ImperialAerosolKid ImperialAerosolKid 41-45, M Apr 5

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    I had someone lie to me about caring about me. Then when I cared and he didn't, he took advantage of that. He strung me along for over a year; I have never had anyone do that. He...
    HappyGirlJenny HappyGirlJenny 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    I was raped at 14 didn't give myself till I was 20 and he lied said he loved me then ran off. I got a bi polar disorder and had sex with 10 guys after that. I'm 21 now and I am now...
    piperweant piperweant 18-21, F 15 Responses Apr 7

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    "For You" By:Stained "To my mother, to my father, It's your son or it's your daughter, Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me? Should I turn this up for you? I sit here...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Well I loved this girl, and this was when I was just getting used to being bi, and she was my first crush she was so beautiful and even now I still look at her and can't help but...
    isabelbradley isabelbradley 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Their beauty. It's so haunting. The looks they gave me. It filled me with love, but also with self hate. They gave me such disgusted looks, but that didn't matter to me before, but...
    pleasehelp12 pleasehelp12 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

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    oooh yeah. It was the first boy to gibe me a no. he was loving at first but than suddenly stopped. he made me hopes but than never reached out to me again. that really hurt and i...
    energymustmove energymustmove 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    So dramatic, no? And yet so cynical. Se que tu piensas en ella cuando lo lees, y mientras yo pienso en lo que senti por ti. "When you lose someone, someone you love, when they...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    a girl told me she liked me, we went out a couple of times and really hit it, the chemistry between us was amazing, we could open up to eachother about anything this carrys on for...
    Andrewk942 Andrewk942 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    [Stars next to names means that that is NOT they're names...for privacy reasons of course] Once, when I was 12, there was this boy named John*. My friends Hayley*, Carla* and...
    ncalderon ncalderon 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I keep falling in love too damn quickly, and with people waay too good for me:/
    CalZe CalZe 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I feel so weak without them. They are the thing that gave me so much energy. When they left my life, all of that energy went with them. I wish they were a part of my life again.
    pleasehelp12 pleasehelp12 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I wish my mother and father hadn't created me.
    LoveIsInTheBlood LoveIsInTheBlood 16-17, F Apr 8

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    I lost my virginity when I was 15. It was not magical but it started me on the road I am today. I am small, will always be small. I guess I looked like an innocent, German, white...
    dakota4oneday dakota4oneday 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 19

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    Well apologies its kind of long! I met my 'friend' in 1994. I was 18 years old and still a virgin He was 26 and worked at a pub I used to frequent Over time we started talking...
    Smile123q Smile123q 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I guess life some times isn't fair
    petersmyth79 petersmyth79 26-30, M Mar 18

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    I wish I could rip my emotions out of my head it's been 8 days since I chucked him out for my own sanity but this is so hard I know exactly who he is an he's not a nice guy but he...
    crazycakes1 crazycakes1 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything. And the main thing that I used to believe was that I would be with you forever. Forever. The reason it is taking me so...
    Dragonwing1911 Dragonwing1911 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    Sometimes I feel like I get overly upset with things that people have said to me without too much thought. I know I can't expect everyone to take extra care with what they say...
    Letmebee Letmebee 22-25, F Apr 3

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    I was able to see them today, but they're happy without me. I want to be with them, and finally be happy, but I know they don't share the same feelings. I wish my longing would end...
    pleasehelp12 pleasehelp12 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    They acknowledges my existence, but their expression tells me they wished they never noticed me, and that I never existed. All I want is them, but they don't want me. No one else...
    pleasehelp12 pleasehelp12 22-25, M Apr 7

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