I Wish I Had a Best Friend

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 761 People

    It might be nice to not be alone

    for all of my hard times...but the reasin I have no "best friend" is that that they are all in relationships...lol
    Myzery Myzery
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 9, 2015

    I am recently single.

    all of my friends are far away or too busy with kids. these things depress me. but eventually i know that I'll be okay. especially if i have friends. even if it's via text.
    starsareblind89 starsareblind89
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2015

    I get really bummed out everytime i see two

    best friends having fun, and messing around n ****. I get abit jealous and a little sad everytime i see it. Ive tried making friends before, but every time, i get this "i have enough friends, thank you" vibe. Ive always wanted a best friend whos just like me. You know, someone...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 15

    Jesus Christ I'm so tired of being at war with

    my self in my head man!!! I am not a pshyco like I sure am acting like right now but I DO know I'm boarder line close to driving my OWN SELF ******* past the point of crazy!!!! Didn't sleep last night at all.... Just laid in bed in the dark staring at the wall thinking and...
    Brokenwingz1986 Brokenwingz1986
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 29

    Levels Of Friendship

    This is something I've been thinking for a while and it helps me to know who are my friends and what kind of friends they are. Some people divide friendship in just one category: friends. But it is unjust to say all the people you know are your friends. There are best friends...
    moviefan13 moviefan13
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Feb 17, 2010

    I wished for one and found him.

    He is God. He knows everything about me and loves me anyway. He will never leave me. He may not give me what I want but what I need. He will be and is yours just talk to him and see then read his word Go find otthers like me who feel the same
    geminigirl54 geminigirl54
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    I wish I had a friend

    who could hear me out.
    RightMeoww RightMeoww
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 15, 2014

    It's sounds a bit sad writing this down,

    but I've never had a best friend since I left school 20 years ago. I just want to be able to go for a coffee and a chat with someone who shares my interests so there's proper conversation. I'm bored of the silence and my own thoughts.
    RainOrShine31 RainOrShine31
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 29

    I've never had a friend

    that I could talk to all the time. Hang out with. Count on. Trust. Everybody stops caring. They leave. I just wish..
    natekelley3 natekelley3
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

    It has been years since I had a best friend.

    .Once highschool was over with we all started doing our own thing. One day I noticed that I no longer have a best friend. I have myself which isn't always fun. I really want someone to tell things to..Someone to spend time with. I miss it.
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    I Dont Know Why

    I am not someone someone would like. I have a few friends.No best friend.My birthday is comming up (10/11).We are going to have a campout.Only 3 people will be there.My husband and 2 friends.I am greatful for them.I planned my own birthday party.I am shure 1 of the two friends...
    LadyTexas LadyTexas
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Oct 6, 2009

    I had a best friend. he always liked to talk

    with me. no matter how much money he had to spend to recharge money . but I don't know what happened but.... for some reasons we broke our friendship....I cried.... a lot... I needed months to recover myself..
    gaziraisa gaziraisa
    13-15, F
    Nov 12, 2015

    It hurts to have nobody

    who has you on top priority in their priority list. To have people who dont even acknowledge your existence. To be alone. It hurts not to have a true best friend.
    seekingsalvation seekingsalvation
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 28

    I Have Friends

    I have friends, just not a BEST friend.I have a close friend, but she has like a gagillion of best friends. So, although my friend will be my roomate (most likely) next year, I wouldn't call her my BEST friend.Ermm I am looking for a best friend.Any takers? I'll behave, I promise...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2011

    A True Friend Is Hard to Find!

    A true friend is hard to find.  Every time I become friends with someone who I feel is very close like a sister, something always happens. I always end up meeting people who have hidden motives and want to use me to babysit or to take them places all the time.  I have a...
    T26 T26
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Apr 15, 2008

    But I Don't.

    my childhood best friend became such a negative presence in my life that i decided to stop interacting with her. my middle school/high school best friend cut me out of their life. my college best friend went the same way of my childhood best friend. i feel very, very alone. i...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Oct 10, 2007

    I Have A Circle Of Friends...

    I used to have a best friend, but not many other friends.  Now I have a wonderful circle of friends - they are such a great group of people - but none of them are really my "best friend."  I miss having a best friend.
    smoothiefueledrampage smoothiefueledrampage
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2007

    I have always related better with men

    than women. But now I wish I had a girl friend to talk to
    GoddessSensual GoddessSensual
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    I just wish I had someone I could actually call

    my ' bestfriend ' someone who was there for me as much as I was there for them, someone I could trust..
    regretti regretti
    13-15
    Apr 12

    When I was younger me

    and my school friends would always call each other best friends just like any other little kid does. The thing is, just because we said we were doesn't mean we were. We weren't that close with each other so I wouldn't see why. Obviously being a couple years past that I have no...
    Adereth Adereth
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Mar 31

    I am sitting in my room alone.

    . Thinking about all the **** I've been through recently.. And feeling pretty lost and hopeless. I just imagined I had a couple of best friends here with me... Listening to me vent and being here for me. All of us smiling and feeling thankful we have eachother. I would do...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    Jul 6, 2014

    I Wish I Had a Best Friend ,

    that had the same interests as me so I don't have to push away my interests anymore
    SomethingGhetto SomethingGhetto
    26-30, F
    Feb 24, 2014

    Okay, I've always wanted a guy best friend.

    Someone who's my best friend and only my best friend. But, that's never happened .. So..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    All of my bestest friends seem to like someone

    else more, so we're not best friends to each other, just him to me.
    DickieG DickieG
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014

    Um, Help?

    So I wouldn't say I'm socially awkward at all. The fact is, I'm really friendly once you get to know me- maybe a little too friendly these days since I'm so desperate to make a friend haha. I wish people could realize right off the bat that I am non judgmental what-so-ever. I don...
    Elysiaaa Elysiaaa
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Feb 19, 2011

    i wish i had a group of close friends.

    i had a group of friends but we all grew apart. there was so much drama and betrayal over the years i think im scared to become that close with a female to the point where they know everything about me.
    cupofteeee cupofteeee
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    My birthday is coming up.

    I have made plans to travel to Atlantic City to celebrate. I never had a best friend nor any close friends. I am turning 22, I know for some it isn't a big deal. But for me birthdays have always been important. I just wished I had a good girlfriend to go and share this yearly...
    Kcentra Kcentra
    22-25, F
    Jun 19, 2015

    we are all running out of time,

    EP is closing soon! I wish I had a best friend. someone who wanted to talk daily, share pics of all kinds of stuff we do, learn the mundane things as well as our deeper thoughts. someone who cared to learn about me as much as I want to know about them. If you are capable of...
    rehabparty23 rehabparty23
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 28

    What I really miss the most,

    is being able to say that I have true friends. Best friends. A friend. I miss the feeling of being able to stay at a friend's house whenever I get bored, talking about everything and anything to, to be able to be myself when I'm around them. I miss joking about in inappropriate...
    ArohaDragonfly12 ArohaDragonfly12
    13-15, F
    Oct 10, 2015

    Still don't have that one close friend.

    Many of my friends just tend to disappoint me. :((
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

    Holding It All In

    I wish I had someone tell all my things to. Someone to help me pick up the pieces. Someone to give me advice and have it be just right. But I don't have one, and may never have one again. I don't think I can trust it. I haven't been able to in 4 years.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2008

    Just Lonely.

    Or not even a best friend. Just a friend, a real friend. Because I don't have any. I have my boyfriend, and he's wonderful, but he can't make up for the fact that he's all I have...he has friends, and I can't ask him to neglect them just so I can feel a little less lonely...
    lrmede lrmede
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2009

    I haven't had a relationship like this in a

    while a real connection with another soul,so many people have it and don't know how lucky they are.I envy them.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 24, 2015

    Miss Having One

    I miss the feeling of having a best friend. Someone you can talk to about everything and who understands you. Since my then best friend and I grew apart 9 years ago I have some really good friends but no best friend. I love my friends, but its just not the same. And it hurts...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 29, 2008

    I am a youtube fan, geek

    and music lover. If you wanna talk message me yo
    saltyphantrash saltyphantrash
    13-15, F
    Oct 24, 2015
    Arly0212 Arly0212
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2015

    I want to mirror and level with someone.

    share feelings and experiences, so that I do not feel such an outcast. I feel so different. i wish i could see myself acting.
    Yanyka Yanyka
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 11, 2015

    I don't have a best friend

    or significant other, and as the years go by loneliness begins to eclipse everything I do. I have a group of wonderful friends, but they all live far from me, and they are all paired up as best friends or romantic partners. I'm always the one left out. If I think of one...
    Caladhiel Caladhiel
    18-21, F
    Jan 5, 2014

    I wish I had a best friend.

    I wish that they would listen and give advice when needed. I wish they would love me no matter what, unlike everyone else. I wish we could talk for hours and never get bored or mad at each other. I wish we could cry together and help cheer each other up. I wish we could act...
    SkittlesYouSay SkittlesYouSay
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2014

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    Niceguy890 Niceguy890
    26-30, M
    Apr 21
    I cannot begin to express my debt to EP nor how much the closing of the site saddens me. I met my soulmate, the woman who gives meaning to my life here. I was at a low ebb in my...
    Malchya56 Malchya56
    51-55, M
    Apr 21
    I havee. I can't say they are my best friends now, but when they were, oh boy did we do some stupid stuff! I think it's only right I end my time here on EP with a positive, fun...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    I was homeschooled through high school and I was raised by elderly relatives and separate from my brother. I grew up in a lower-middle class environment and was sheltered and as a...
    desertonion desertonion
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I really want this to be the last thing I post on Ep. You're important. And this will stay here forever. Grace, you've effected my life so much. You've made so much of an impact...
    3st3ll3 3st3ll3
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    My Lover is my Best Friend. They will always be my Best Friend. <3
    CalicoWoolfe CalicoWoolfe
    26-30, F
    Apr 19
    I was in the car with my mom and dad driving home from eating out. I was telling a story about my best friend from earlier that day and then my mom tells my dad "____ is her gay...
    sxvenfxld sxvenfxld
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    I didn't want to be sappy but I figured, only two days left of EP, So **** it. It was the year I rejoined EP, I think it was 2014, I started talking to this other new girl...
    bflyboo14 bflyboo14
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    My lab is my best friend. Always happy to see me after work, never judges me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I'm 17 years old and I struggle with anxiet, although to my friends I appear confident, I hide my true feelings with 'great banter'. I digress, when I joined sixth form I made a...
    Jaffaj Jaffaj
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    Today 6th day after I say good bye to my friends Aman,Abhijith, Rozi,Bhawana,Jyothi, and my best bro Amith missing them all very much and only had a hope that I will meet them...
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    I really miss my old/former best friend Sierra. She would cancel on me when we would try to get together, and I felt she didn't have room for me in her life anymore. Instead of...
    kimalee77 kimalee77
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I miss my best friend. i miss how we used to be. I miss all the memories we had. But now she's making memories with her new friends and i'm out of the picture. She forgot about me...
    SSASAM SSASAM
    26-30, F
    Apr 17
    Random thoughts of him. Kissing me out of nowhere. Pulling me. Pinning me. Leaving me weak. I can't fight it. I'm helpless under his touch, his kiss, his penetrating stare that...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
    22-25, F
    Apr 16
    Random thoughts of him. Kissing me out of nowhere. Pulling me. Pinning me. Leaving me weak. I can't fight it. I'm helpless under his touch, his kiss, his penetrating stare that...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    Today I reached my home town and started missing all the best friends this making me feel bored sad and lonely
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    16-17, M
    Apr 15
    I miss my friend from here. Wish I would hear from her.
    avgniceguy avgniceguy
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    I want to grow up all over again just so I could have a childhood best friend I could fall in love with later. :)
    infie infie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    You Never Allow Me To Express My Sadness When You Betrayed Me I'm sorry if you think that I am selfish even my friends didn't knew about this relationship I hope you can see what...
    SnowOnFleek SnowOnFleek
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    Yesterday I left my old caring friends Aman, Abhijith , Rozi ,Jyothi, Bhawana and most importantly my best bro Amith feeling very sad and missing them all very much all of them...
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    16-17, M
    Apr 13
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