I Wish I Had a Gun to Shoot Myself With

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 72 People

    I Will Never Get To Live To The Old Age

    I always knew that. One way or another I am going to die violently, from my own hand or in try to protect somebody. That are the images that run trough my head. My spirit will die soon. It was never meant for me to live too long. I wish I could say something meaningful, but...
    Ankhou Ankhou
    18-21
    1 Response Dec 19, 2012

    I have thought about this

    for years. Won't happen right now, but likely in the future.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Oct 29, 2015

    If I had a gun I'd kill my self with out

    looking back, I have been abused all my life. I'm 36 with 2 kids. Been divorced and nowfiance a fiance whom is a alcoholic. And is a mean sob when he is drunk. He calks me names , chokes me, punches and bites me. Daily. I see no reason to be happy or go on. I suck and my life...
    roxanna777 roxanna777
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    The More Things Change, The More They Stay The Same.

    I'm going to keep this short, sweet and to the point. 21st century society is as unpleasant as it is forgiving, stupidity and ignorance reign supreme and most people frankly don't have time to care about others around them, who are maybe less capable of dealing with the struggles...
    GetBornAgain GetBornAgain
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jan 15, 2013

    I just looked up how to get a gun bc I will

    shoot myself in the head by the end of the year.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 11, 2015

    You can't just get a bus to Tesco

    and put a firearm in your shopping basket and smile at the cashier and go home and watch the evening news and shoot yourself in the bath tub when you live in the United Kingdom.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 23, 2015

    I Smile

    I keep my chin up. I internalize a lot, and don't let go or let out, though go on living. I don't feel depressive most of the time, but I think the body and the soul need cleansing I won't let happen. Maybe if I expressed myself more verbally to people I'd see things differently...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 14, 2009

    right in the ******* head.

    . .. finally get some peace.
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    8 Responses Nov 10, 2015

    I know that everyone has there struggles,

    but whoever created this group...i'm just shocked at it and WHY? Is my big question
    Zachary95 Zachary95
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 11, 2015

    I have rope which I've made the gallows noose

    but it's still hard to setup. Constant dread but possibly success waiting. I wish I had an easy way out. Why is suicide a very strong taboo but yet joked about? Lastly selfish or not selfish to commit suicide?
    Ugnius2121 Ugnius2121
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2015
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