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I Wish I Had Never Been Born

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    So Close

    Well I was born, but then a few weeks or months later, I had an allergic reaction to one of my first shots, I didn't start showing until my mom found me unresponsive in my crib. I was rushed to the hospital via ambulance, and died a short time later in the hospital room. The...
    Elijahx Elijahx 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    Why Wasn'T I Aborted?

    It's always strange when the topic of abortion comes up. I defend a woman's right to choose what happens with her body, and I argue that making it illegal won't keep it from happening. What I don't say, what I'm always thinking, is that I wish my mother had aborted me. I envy...
    terrifiedofpeople terrifiedofpeople 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    All Messed Up

    i just wish i didnt exist. i wish i had never been put on this planet. everything is such a mess and there is no point to my life. i have no family and no friends. the only thing i have is the most wonderful little son in the world and i love him with all my heart. he's the...
    mikkiblu mikkiblu 22-25 1 Response Jun 28, 2010

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    I grew up with these sayings drilled into my

    mind by my mother. "You're my future. I only trust in you. You are my everything" "When you grow, you have to take care of me. And buy me everything I need." "When you grow up, you have to take care of your 10 year younger brother because I'll be too old to provide for him...
    trinityxsun trinityxsun 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    Although I have a kind family.

    They love me. I am healthy that I grateful, But I hate myself ,I am nothing, I wish I had never been born
    hani89 hani89 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    If Only....

    I have felt this way for as long as I can remember.  I can recall at the age of 4 asking my mother why she had me.  She just got angry and told me I was stupid. She got angry not because of the questions content, she did not care how I felt, she was mad because I was...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 23, 2007

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    An Everyday Wish

    Ohh how I wish that I was never born, life would have been so much easier.  Constant rejection, always feeling like a failure and a loser.  The whole world looks at you like your crap on their shoe.  Why was I born anyway when im so meaningless. 
    WhyBother22 WhyBother22 22-25, M Mar 15, 2012

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    I am healthy. I have a loving wife whom I adore.

    I have supportive siblings. I have friends. I have numerous hobbies I enjoy. I am successful at work, and have a good, well-paying job. I have a nice home. And yet I spend most of my time wishing I had never been born. Always hopping from one small island of happiness to another...
    emarde emarde 46-50 2 Responses May 29

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    Hate Myself

    if i was never born it would be so much better i wouldnt have t suffer so much i hate life and everything in it
    rageandhate rageandhate 18-21 6 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    The Thought Is There Often

    I know things are looking better in some aspects but there are so many times, all too often, that I just feel, wish, wonder what the heck I'm doing here. I love my children and years ago I loved my life but only a few limited pictures that pop up. Snapshots of happiness that live...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Feb 24, 2008

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    Non-existant

    Do you look so far into the dark realms Where daemons crawl and drain all emotion, Where only blood is found? Do you think you can find me here? However hard you try I am not here The only proof of me Is fallen bodies in red silk dresses But is that really me? Certainly not I am...
    MaiaTheBroken MaiaTheBroken 18-21, F Jun 3, 2012

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    I Dunno

    The things I hate in this world are all too real, and the things I love are all too often an illusion. I suppose that’s partly my fault. If I was given the choice to disappear right now and be totally forgotten, no one remembering my existence, I just might have to take...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    Only Sometimes

    I used to always feel this way, but not so much anymore. I am begining to feel more positive in my life, thanks to my EP friends and my new positive attitude! Of course I am still having bad days, thinking why me? I have my pity parties, lots of them, and thats okay, but I don't...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2008

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    I used to think that the world would be a much

    better place if I had not existed. I would not know pain. I would not know I missed on happiness. But then I thought about all the people whom I affected. People who were sad, and I made them laugh. People who needed help and I lend them a hand. Would someone else have been...
    kalila37 kalila37 18-21, F Jul 5

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    This Repulsive World

    I am horrified at the fact that I was brought into this unbearable world thirty years ago. It was all well-intentioned of course; so many harmful things are well-intentioned after all. The first thing that happened in this miserable life of mine was that my biological parents...
    rahayel rahayel 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    selfish thoughts

    I've had a privileged life. Married, supportive parents; skill in school; even owing horses. They are the only things that being me joy now. I am a horrible procrastinator. Nobody ever taught me how to deal with stress; everyone just started expecting me to do so many things at...
    Apres Apres 18-21 Sep 8, 2013

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    I Absolutely, Whole-heartedly, Desperately Wish I Hadn't Been Born.

    My confession is similar to the other confessions in this group.  However, in my case, I do not hate the world.  I think the world is beautiful, and there are a lot of wonderful, kind, intelligent people in the world.  The world isn't the problem, I am.  I'm not good at life...
    Yo25 Yo25 31-35 3 Responses Jul 13, 2011

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    Thanks, But No Thanks

    I don't mean to be nihilistic. Life has meaning for most people. It has its ups and downs, but basically it is worth living. For me, life has not been worth living since sometime in childhood. When, I don't exactly know. Can I identify a precise time? No. I find that doctors...
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2007

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    I Wish They Never Wanted Someone...

    ...because they got me. I have no use by the people around me. And that's what I've always wanted. To be wanted. And even when I am, I don't deserve it, and eventually they realize it and leave me. Otherwise people will show interest in me... but then when I'm insulting and...
    MaryStrawberry MaryStrawberry 16-17 May 18, 2011

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes, Just sometimes, I wish I’d never been born! Life’s been hell! And anyway, What’s the point of living? Life’s been hell! 
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M Jul 2, 2011

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    .. All my family care about is themselves they don't care how they make the people around them feel
    nicola167 nicola167 16-17, F 1 Response May 29

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    Well I mean being a mistake child, I really shouldn't have been bored, if only my dumbass parents were mature and smart. FML...
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r 26-30, M Jul 14

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    I feel like **** and that the world would be a better place if I had just never been born
    Matthew19731 Matthew19731 16-17, M Jul 11

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    I have always liked someone, or even had love for them, but I have never been in love. The idea seems so foreign to me
    adobson5194 adobson5194 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I can't tell you how accurate the statement above is. I wish more than anything, I had never tried drugs. It's hard to remember life before drugs, before we started this ****** up...
    CommunicationBreakdown CommunicationBreakdown 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I don't know if it's weird But I've never been in a relationship as well..not that I never wanted to but I haven't asked a girl out before..and I wish I knew how to!!!
    gautamgk gautamgk 18-21, M Jul 11

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    I've never been even close to going to jail, either. The best way to avoid going to jail (in my experience) has just been to not get caught. I guess the riskiest time for me was...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I'm not the type of girl to complain about being "forever alone". However, lately that's what I'm genuinely concerned about. I am in a group of very tight-knit friends who have all...
    LostInTheSolarSystem LostInTheSolarSystem 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 4

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    I'm not the type of girl to complain about being "forever alone". However, lately that's what I'm genuinely concerned about. I am in a group of very tight-knit friends who have all...
    LostInTheSolarSystem LostInTheSolarSystem 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm turning 16 in a few days and i never been on a date or had a boyfriend sad right?
    TaylorsierraWilson TaylorsierraWilson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I'm 16 and have never been kissed. My friends always talk about the guys they hook up with, the ones they make out with, their fling of the day. I'm left out. Guys don't have an...
    Lindsey238 Lindsey238 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I have this big group of friends, and it was me and my friend who hadn't been kissed. Everyone else in the group had. Then my friend got a boyfriend. So now I'm the only one who...
    jordins22 jordins22 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Yes, I've never been in a relationship.. There are times some guys and one girl confessed to me. But I've rejected them all. I support lesbians but I'm VERY VERY straight. I don't...
    IdioticBear IdioticBear 16-17, F Jul 23

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    Well, I have been TO a jail, but I've never been incarcerated in one. I was always "Just Visiting"! Not that I haven't ever done anything that could have landed me in jail, hehe...
    RaverFan RaverFan 41-45 1 Response Jul 2

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    ...it's weird I'm 17 and have never been on a date (": I'm not even that hard to please! Like take me to f**king KFC for all I care :') I'd just love to go on a date
    sawahdwaine sawahdwaine 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 2

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    I've never been to a Disney park in general but I would love to go someday it's in my bucket list when my sister went she got me light up Mickey Mouse ears with my name on them I...
    jwhood jwhood 18-21, M Jul 8

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    I have never been in love x_X ... When is it happening LOL? :/
    starmel94 starmel94 18-21, F Jul 17

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    Lol, woot woot. Club never been kissed, who's with me? XD
    ZeeBrah ZeeBrah 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    Almost everyone in my school has been kissed and they ask me if I have and I tell them no. I am happy that I can say that. I tell them that I want to wait til I'm older. Like if...
    ilovemrfitz ilovemrfitz 13-15, F Jul 21

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    I am 17 years old, and i have never been legitimately kissed. I know, i know i am a horrible person, but hey! i am okay with that. I would rather make my first kiss special, with...
    emptyspaces009 emptyspaces009 16-17, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    never did anything wrong... so they never came to take me along... :P
    kinkprime kinkprime 22-25, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Ever since I was young, I never fit in. I was always larger and teased for it. I often wonder what is my purpose for being placed on this earth was. Was I just sent here to be...
    blaqbbwkween blaqbbwkween 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Going along with the fact that I am a virgin by choice, I have never had a girlfriend. In high school my mind was on my future, and now? I don't know really... Honestly I've gotten...
    badgerman42 badgerman42 22-25, M Jul 13

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    Im an autistic Canadian who wants to be an anthro cartoonist but Im badly effected by my life. I was born and raised in Hong Kong (worst place ever) I was bullied, neglected, hit...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I really wish i had. It sounds so amazing. Kissing a guy you like him kissing you back because he likes you back. Just ughhhh
    olsonn322 olsonn322 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I knew having an affair is wrong, preached to myself so often, yet I couldn't let him go. I loved him so much. More than I'd want to admit. Now I'm alone, heartsore, very angry...
    Thornhailglitter1234 Thornhailglitter1234 41-45 1 Response Jul 21

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    I almost went Sunday. I had been stuck behind this semi on 331 in lower Alabama for quite a while. Every time the road added a passing lane, he would stay in the left lane, not...
    System113 System113 18-21, M Jul 24

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    I would like to know if it is possible for me to write a romance. I consider myself a writer. I write a lot, and I have never had a class or anything, but there have been people...
    beaisforbliss beaisforbliss 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    My parents married with out their parents permission . Tdy I asked my sis y is there a huge age gap she told me cuz my mom took un pregnancy pills until my siblings grew up . I was...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20

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