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I Wish I Had Never Been Born

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 158 People

    So Close

    Well I was born, but then a few weeks or months later, I had an allergic reaction to one of my first shots, I didn't start showing until my mom found me unresponsive in my crib. I was rushed to the hospital via ambulance, and died a short time later in the hospital room. The...
    Elijahx Elijahx 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    Non-existant

    Do you look so far into the dark realms Where daemons crawl and drain all emotion, Where only blood is found? Do you think you can find me here? However hard you try I am not here The only proof of me Is fallen bodies in red silk dresses But is that really me? Certainly not I am...
    MaiaTheBroken MaiaTheBroken 18-21, F Jun 3, 2012

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes, Just sometimes, I wish I’d never been born! Life’s been hell! And anyway, What’s the point of living? Life’s been hell! 
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M Jul 2, 2011

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    Hate Myself

    if i was never born it would be so much better i wouldnt have t suffer so much i hate life and everything in it
    rageandhate rageandhate 18-21 6 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    All Messed Up

    i just wish i didnt exist. i wish i had never been put on this planet. everything is such a mess and there is no point to my life. i have no family and no friends. the only thing i have is the most wonderful little son in the world and i love him with all my heart. he's the...
    mikkiblu mikkiblu 22-25 1 Response Jun 28, 2010

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    If Only....

    I have felt this way for as long as I can remember.  I can recall at the age of 4 asking my mother why she had me.  She just got angry and told me I was stupid. She got angry not because of the questions content, she did not care how I felt, she was mad because I was...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 23, 2007

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    The Thought Is There Often

    I know things are looking better in some aspects but there are so many times, all too often, that I just feel, wish, wonder what the heck I'm doing here. I love my children and years ago I loved my life but only a few limited pictures that pop up. Snapshots of happiness that live...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Feb 24, 2008

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    Although I have a kind family.

    They love me. I am healthy that I grateful, But I hate myself ,I am nothing, I wish I had never been born
    hani89 hani89 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2014

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    This Repulsive World

    I am horrified at the fact that I was brought into this unbearable world thirty years ago. It was all well-intentioned of course; so many harmful things are well-intentioned after all. The first thing that happened in this miserable life of mine was that my biological parents...
    rahayel rahayel 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    I wish I had never been born I just wish I

    hadn't. It wouldn't have changed anybody's life. It wouldn't have made anyone unhappy. On the opposite it feels like I'm an enormous burden. All my friends wouldn't have any worse lives, they would have had even better ones - without my mess. My family would have been so much...
    dartemi dartemi 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    I Dunno

    The things I hate in this world are all too real, and the things I love are all too often an illusion. I suppose that’s partly my fault. If I was given the choice to disappear right now and be totally forgotten, no one remembering my existence, I just might have to take...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    I grew up with these sayings drilled into my

    mind by my mother. "You're my future. I only trust in you. You are my everything" "When you grow, you have to take care of me. And buy me everything I need." "When you grow up, you have to take care of your 10 year younger brother because I'll be too old to provide for him...
    trinityxsun trinityxsun 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    I used to think that the world would be a much

    better place if I had not existed. I would not know pain. I would not know I missed on happiness. But then I thought about all the people whom I affected. People who were sad, and I made them laugh. People who needed help and I lend them a hand. Would someone else have been...
    kalila37 kalila37 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2014

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    Life's too much of a hassle.

    It's like the perpetual running on a hamster wheel. Utterly tiring, and you have to struggle just to keep up with it. Most days I just wish I were dead honestly. Life is just an endless struggle signifying nothing. In the end, whether now or 100 years from now, you will be dead...
    arrowoftime arrowoftime 18-21 1 Response Sep 3, 2014

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    An Everyday Wish

    Ohh how I wish that I was never born, life would have been so much easier.  Constant rejection, always feeling like a failure and a loser.  The whole world looks at you like your crap on their shoe.  Why was I born anyway when im so meaningless. 
    WhyBother22 WhyBother22 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 15, 2012

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    I am healthy. I have a loving wife whom I adore.

    I have supportive siblings. I have friends. I have numerous hobbies I enjoy. I am successful at work, and have a good, well-paying job. I have a nice home. And yet I spend most of my time wishing I had never been born. Always hopping from one small island of happiness to another...
    emarde emarde 46-50 2 Responses May 29, 2014

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    Why Wasn'T I Aborted?

    It's always strange when the topic of abortion comes up. I defend a woman's right to choose what happens with her body, and I argue that making it illegal won't keep it from happening. What I don't say, what I'm always thinking, is that I wish my mother had aborted me. I envy...
    terrifiedofpeople terrifiedofpeople 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    I Absolutely, Whole-heartedly, Desperately Wish I Hadn't Been Born.

    My confession is similar to the other confessions in this group.  However, in my case, I do not hate the world.  I think the world is beautiful, and there are a lot of wonderful, kind, intelligent people in the world.  The world isn't the problem, I am.  I'm not good at life...
    Yo25 Yo25 31-35 3 Responses Jul 13, 2011

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    Only Sometimes

    I used to always feel this way, but not so much anymore. I am begining to feel more positive in my life, thanks to my EP friends and my new positive attitude! Of course I am still having bad days, thinking why me? I have my pity parties, lots of them, and thats okay, but I don't...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2008

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    I Wish They Never Wanted Someone...

    ...because they got me. I have no use by the people around me. And that's what I've always wanted. To be wanted. And even when I am, I don't deserve it, and eventually they realize it and leave me. Otherwise people will show interest in me... but then when I'm insulting and...
    MaryStrawberry MaryStrawberry 16-17 May 18, 2011

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    selfish thoughts

    I've had a privileged life. Married, supportive parents; skill in school; even owing horses. They are the only things that being me joy now. I am a horrible procrastinator. Nobody ever taught me how to deal with stress; everyone just started expecting me to do so many things at...
    Apres Apres 18-21 Sep 8, 2013

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    .. All my family care about is themselves they don't care how they make the people around them feel
    nicola167 nicola167 16-17, F 1 Response May 29, 2014

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    Thanks, But No Thanks

    I don't mean to be nihilistic. Life has meaning for most people. It has its ups and downs, but basically it is worth living. For me, life has not been worth living since sometime in childhood. When, I don't exactly know. Can I identify a precise time? No. I find that doctors...
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    To shorten the story, I have an ex fiance from 2004. My father died and he walked away due to my father's death. You know why as good as I do. I ended up having an emotional...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 18

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    I wish I had been born in the 1990s! Everything seemed so cool then, with all the cool, retro toys and adorable TV shows that grab you and pull you in, and best of all, there were...
    dtekker dtekker 16-17, F Jan 23

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    I just had one of those crazy dreams where you think everything that is happening is real, I just had a thought that maybe it's my mind trying to tell me something. I've been to...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M Jan 24

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    I wouldn't have come to be the woman I am if it weren't for you. So I'm glad I met you. But I regret falling in love with you. Because we didn't fall in love. I fell in love. Just...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 6

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    I've never been in love but I've had crushes for guys. The strongest feelings I ever had was for a Counselor I had. I don't want to fall in love if they don't love me back.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 14

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    I am 18 years old and have never had a boyfriend (yes I'm straight) so of course I've never been married and though some wouldn't think so, I'm way to young to have children.
    AvaDay AvaDay 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have never been kissed I am still waiting for my first kiss I have never been kissed probably because I am shy
    Paul998 Paul998 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 2

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    So as of a few days ago I was convinced that I have been in love 3 times in my life. Twice with co workers and once with someone on EP. But I've started to think, maybe I wasn't in...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    At my age, i feel ive been with a nice amount of women when it comes to dating and gfs and so on. But i have never been with a black woman, not that i dont find black women...
    lonelysoul1088 lonelysoul1088 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I have liked many girls but never been in love with anyone, not even myself haha maybe i'll never get feelings for anyone, who knows ? XD
    MrImperfect MrImperfect 16-17, M 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I have never been in any remote relationship with anyone and I'm not in the prime of my life and don't know what to do. I have nobody and have absolutely zero confidence with...
    rugby78 rugby78 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 7

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    I work on a TV show and we are looking for people who have never been kissed to come on our show. Please contact me if you are interested at tvshow17@yahoo.com. Thanks!
    tvshow17 tvshow17 36-40 Jan 21

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    Thank God I've never been. But I could totally understand why someone would find themselves there. Things can go from "fine" to "Oh my God, stop choking your sister!" real quick...
    ButtahCrunch ButtahCrunch 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Yep...not sure I even spelt it right but I've never been there.
    Codycope17 Codycope17 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    Yes, it is true. I have never been to Disneyland. Hopefully one day I will :)
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I wish I could kiss a boy it will make 2015 so much better than 2014
    proud2Bgay proud2Bgay 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I told myself I wont post anything anymore about me being alone and lonely and sad about my none existent lovelife... but recent event made me write and I just have no one to share...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 41 Responses Jan 6

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    I've had women friends; like a str8 guy has guy friends. Have never really had desire to be with a woman. Never had desire to chase after one.
    Scott1954 Scott1954 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm 26 and have been single for my entire life. I was close to a relationship once when I was 22 and had my first kiss; but then he decided to go back to his ex, so ever since then...
    worrier07 worrier07 26-30, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been to jail. and i joined this group to tell about it. my ex was abusive annd he punche'd me in the head multupke times one nite after a party cause i was bein mouthy and...
    SubmissiveHeart2424 SubmissiveHeart2424 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 9

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    I am in love and I know this is the real thing. Just wish I knew whether they felt the same
    fairylights94 fairylights94 18-21, F Jan 10

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    Ever sent a picture and wished you could get it back :-(
    christeaser christeaser 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    Is it bad that I dated a girl for 6 months my longest relationship so far I never kissed her once I held her hand hugged her cuddled but never kissed because I wanted to wait till...
    PabloBoyyyy PabloBoyyyy 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I apologize for my English. And I'm bad with words. And I'm seldom able to put my feelings into words. But how I've been feeling these past few months, it's the worst ever. I've...
    MargoRothSpiegelman MargoRothSpiegelman 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    i had my own table to myself in 7th grade, 'cause no one wanted to sit by me.:/ it was very depressing.
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 15 hrs ago

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