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I Wish I Had Never Been Born

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes, Just sometimes, I wish I’d never been born! Life’s been hell! And anyway, What’s the point of living? Life’s been hell! 
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M Jul 2, 2011

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    I Wish They Never Wanted Someone...

    ...because they got me. I have no use by the people around me. And that's what I've always wanted. To be wanted. And even when I am, I don't deserve it, and eventually they realize it and leave me. Otherwise people will show interest in me... but then when I'm insulting and...
    MaryStrawberry MaryStrawberry 16-17 May 18, 2011

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    I wish I had never been born I just wish I

    hadn't. It wouldn't have changed anybody's life. It wouldn't have made anyone unhappy. On the opposite it feels like I'm an enormous burden. All my friends wouldn't have any worse lives, they would have had even better ones - without my mess. My family would have been so much...
    dartemi dartemi 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    If Only....

    I have felt this way for as long as I can remember.  I can recall at the age of 4 asking my mother why she had me.  She just got angry and told me I was stupid. She got angry not because of the questions content, she did not care how I felt, she was mad because I was...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 23, 2007

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    An Everyday Wish

    Ohh how I wish that I was never born, life would have been so much easier.  Constant rejection, always feeling like a failure and a loser.  The whole world looks at you like your crap on their shoe.  Why was I born anyway when im so meaningless. 
    WhyBother22 WhyBother22 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 15, 2012

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    Non-existant

    Do you look so far into the dark realms Where daemons crawl and drain all emotion, Where only blood is found? Do you think you can find me here? However hard you try I am not here The only proof of me Is fallen bodies in red silk dresses But is that really me? Certainly not I am...
    MaiaTheBroken MaiaTheBroken 18-21, F Jun 3, 2012

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    So Close

    Well I was born, but then a few weeks or months later, I had an allergic reaction to one of my first shots, I didn't start showing until my mom found me unresponsive in my crib. I was rushed to the hospital via ambulance, and died a short time later in the hospital room. The...
    Elijahx Elijahx 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    I Dunno

    The things I hate in this world are all too real, and the things I love are all too often an illusion. I suppose that’s partly my fault. If I was given the choice to disappear right now and be totally forgotten, no one remembering my existence, I just might have to take...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    I Absolutely, Whole-heartedly, Desperately Wish I Hadn't Been Born.

    My confession is similar to the other confessions in this group.  However, in my case, I do not hate the world.  I think the world is beautiful, and there are a lot of wonderful, kind, intelligent people in the world.  The world isn't the problem, I am.  I'm not good at life...
    Yo25 Yo25 31-35 3 Responses Jul 13, 2011

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    I used to think that the world would be a much

    better place if I had not existed. I would not know pain. I would not know I missed on happiness. But then I thought about all the people whom I affected. People who were sad, and I made them laugh. People who needed help and I lend them a hand. Would someone else have been...
    kalila37 kalila37 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2014

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    The Thought Is There Often

    I know things are looking better in some aspects but there are so many times, all too often, that I just feel, wish, wonder what the heck I'm doing here. I love my children and years ago I loved my life but only a few limited pictures that pop up. Snapshots of happiness that live...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Feb 24, 2008

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    Only Sometimes

    I used to always feel this way, but not so much anymore. I am begining to feel more positive in my life, thanks to my EP friends and my new positive attitude! Of course I am still having bad days, thinking why me? I have my pity parties, lots of them, and thats okay, but I don't...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2008

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    I am healthy. I have a loving wife whom I adore.

    I have supportive siblings. I have friends. I have numerous hobbies I enjoy. I am successful at work, and have a good, well-paying job. I have a nice home. And yet I spend most of my time wishing I had never been born. Always hopping from one small island of happiness to another...
    emarde emarde 46-50 2 Responses May 29, 2014

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    Why Wasn'T I Aborted?

    It's always strange when the topic of abortion comes up. I defend a woman's right to choose what happens with her body, and I argue that making it illegal won't keep it from happening. What I don't say, what I'm always thinking, is that I wish my mother had aborted me. I envy...
    terrifiedofpeople terrifiedofpeople 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    This Repulsive World

    I am horrified at the fact that I was brought into this unbearable world thirty years ago. It was all well-intentioned of course; so many harmful things are well-intentioned after all. The first thing that happened in this miserable life of mine was that my biological parents...
    rahayel rahayel 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    Although I have a kind family.

    They love me. I am healthy that I grateful, But I hate myself ,I am nothing, I wish I had never been born
    hani89 hani89 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2014

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    Hate Myself

    if i was never born it would be so much better i wouldnt have t suffer so much i hate life and everything in it
    rageandhate rageandhate 18-21 6 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    All Messed Up

    i just wish i didnt exist. i wish i had never been put on this planet. everything is such a mess and there is no point to my life. i have no family and no friends. the only thing i have is the most wonderful little son in the world and i love him with all my heart. he's the...
    mikkiblu mikkiblu 22-25 1 Response Jun 28, 2010

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    Life's too much of a hassle.

    It's like the perpetual running on a hamster wheel. Utterly tiring, and you have to struggle just to keep up with it. Most days I just wish I were dead honestly. Life is just an endless struggle signifying nothing. In the end, whether now or 100 years from now, you will be dead...
    arrowoftime arrowoftime 18-21 1 Response Sep 3, 2014

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    I grew up with these sayings drilled into my

    mind by my mother. "You're my future. I only trust in you. You are my everything" "When you grow, you have to take care of me. And buy me everything I need." "When you grow up, you have to take care of your 10 year younger brother because I'll be too old to provide for him...
    trinityxsun trinityxsun 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    .. All my family care about is themselves they don't care how they make the people around them feel
    nicola167 nicola167 16-17, F 1 Response May 29, 2014

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    Thanks, But No Thanks

    I don't mean to be nihilistic. Life has meaning for most people. It has its ups and downs, but basically it is worth living. For me, life has not been worth living since sometime in childhood. When, I don't exactly know. Can I identify a precise time? No. I find that doctors...
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2007

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    selfish thoughts

    I've had a privileged life. Married, supportive parents; skill in school; even owing horses. They are the only things that being me joy now. I am a horrible procrastinator. Nobody ever taught me how to deal with stress; everyone just started expecting me to do so many things at...
    Apres Apres 18-21 Sep 8, 2013

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    My parents should have never gotten together, and thus I should have never been born.
    PendulEmPlum PendulEmPlum 18-21, F May 7

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    I am just a ***** and Jesus Hates me what is the point of living and even being born when He hates u & wants you in hell and is going to condemn you ? And then He curses you and...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response May 5

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    I am a forgotten girl , hated girl , unloved .
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F May 5

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    I dont think i should be here anymore...
    ZachCrip ZachCrip 16-17, M 3 Responses May 6

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    My parents love me, but at times, i think they really don't. I think it's stupid
    Rh1no16 Rh1no16 16-17, M May 6

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    My uncle wanted my dog, so i gave it to him. To me, that dog was really special. It all went down a week into me giving my dog to him. He took it to my grandpa's, it got out of the...
    Rh1no16 Rh1no16 16-17, M 1 Response May 6

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    This last year has been all over the spectrum, from really really good, to just brutal. I think I am starting to understand why I am struggling so much with being confident in...
    loneranger91 loneranger91 22-25, F 1 Response May 6

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    I have felt a strong connection to a distant country for the past few years. I have never been there, but I feel incomplete living here. I live in wealth and has family and friends...
    baltaa baltaa 18-21, F May 3

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    I am 24, I have always been an incredibly shy person. I suffer from social anxiety alot and because of that I never had a lot of friends. I am an extremely nice person, I always go...
    nlove90 nlove90 22-25, M May 9

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    We were poor when I was a kid. I was the youngest of 7 kids. All my life I felt like a burden on my family. They didn't need another mouth to feed. Besides, if I had never existed...
    mombo1969 mombo1969 41-45, M Apr 24

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    im 19, soon to be 20 in july and i've never been kissed or had a boyfriend. the more i think about it, the more it brings me down. i feel like if it hasnt happened already, that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 6

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    I'm a 19 year old girl thats never been kissed, never been in a relationship, and (surprise) never had sex. I dont like myself to begin with, so its hard for me to believe a guy...
    ab524 ab524 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I'm 20 and never been kissed. All my friends have been kissed, in relationships, and had sex. At first I felt left out and felt like I was missing alot. But now that I grew up and...
    TheAlyJ101 TheAlyJ101 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Not that i've never been in a relationship, let's just say i've never been in a real relationship. I never experience getting kissed goodnight, cuddling during movies. I crave for...
    callmegee callmegee 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    I've never been to juvie, jail. and never been arrested and don't have a criminal record. Im a good girl
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 1 Response May 9

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    I never been to jail and I never plan on going
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 14

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    I never been to jail and I will never go to jail
    snowcop snowcop 46-50, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have been to a jail on several occasion, only never been behind bars. Does that mean I have been to jail???
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 20 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have never been on an actual date but I might get my first this Friday at the movies to see avengers. I want to date this girl badly so I have been googling date things and...
    BenedictJones BenedictJones 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have never been homesick before, but now I am. For a place that isn't even my home ..
    HighxHopes HighxHopes 22-25, F 1 Response May 1

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    I am a 27 years african guy and have never been in a relationship before, either online or physical ...I am very shy because of my small stature and girls don't find me attractive...
    silenthill87 silenthill87 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago