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I Wish I Had Something Productive to Do With My Time

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    And Now I Do

    For months and months I have been extremely bored, so I'd get online and usually feel guilty for doing so because I'm barely ever productive except for when I am cleaning.Well, I realized I have an interest in something I've never been too interested in doing. Sure, I have talked...
    CuteInChaos CuteInChaos 18-21, F Apr 26, 2011

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