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I Wish I Had the Guts to Kill Myself Right Now

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 27 People

    The Reasons I Don't Quit

    I am depressed beyond words, feeling lonely and sad but If I have to give the reasons to live, there are plenty. The first and most important reason is I love myself. when I realized even god hates me with the rest of the world, I decided to love myself more because others hate...
    Titan007 Titan007
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Jul 26, 2010

    I Feel Like Ending It!

     Hello, ive been here so many times im sick of it and sick of me. i never end it all as i dont have the guts and that adds to my problem. im soo trapped i have no one to talk to as i will scare them by saying such things, so it easier on here. This all starts with...
    budwiser0 budwiser0
    26-30
    May 28, 2009

    Help Me

     i am feeling so useless. if i were to kill myself it would show everyone. maybe if i killed myself... for the rest of thier lives they would treasure every moment with the people they care about...and thats a legacy im content with. cant you see how sad i am? do you see...
    dotta415 dotta415
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 25, 2009

    I Wish I Had The Guts To Kill Myself Right Now

    its pretty sad tht i find the only reason i have not commit suicide is because my mother would cry... what more can i say?
    squom squom
    18-21, M
    Dec 11, 2009

    Why I Am Still Here

    Ever since I can remember i have been dipleased with this heinous joke that had been led to believe is to be normal called life. It has just gotten worse over the years. Like why after my last daughter is out on her feet couldn't I say sell everything my children don't want give...
    RIPLEGION RIPLEGION
    36-40
    Aug 28, 2012

    Fear Of An Afterlife

    I don't want to go to Hell, for obvious reasong, but I don't want to go to Heaven either. I don't care if it's so wonderful and perfect. I've never wanted anything perfect. At this point, I don't want anything at all. I don't want a sanctuary I don't want to live in blankness...
    itsjustme1001 itsjustme1001
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 19, 2011

    My Entire Life

    I've felt depressed most of my life. I can't do it much more and if I had the guts, I wouldnt have to. I'm pretty much the walking dead.
    oneill31b oneill31b
    18-21, F
    Mar 13, 2010

    Regretful

    With a name like Serenity you figure I would have a peace of mind, but I don't.  I came up with the name because I write poetry, etc ever since I can remember I have been struggling with depression, it seem as if no one understands me, where I'm coming from.  I wish I...
    serenity131 serenity131
    36-40
    Aug 13, 2009

    All Are Bloody Fools In This Group

    I have been reading news that some students committed suicides, some of the stories of people on EP who say they want to end their life because they can't take it anymore. and I couldn't believe it. How can someone choose death over life? Why are they so obsessed with such...
    Titan007 Titan007
    22-25, M
    14 Responses May 24, 2010

    I An Too Old For All of This!!!

    I get so down on myself...I am tired. I wish I had the guts... my children and husband could then live in peace. I hate myself...I love myself. I am tired!!!!!!!!!
    dreby dreby
    31-35
    1 Response Jul 13, 2008

    Regretful

    With a name like Serenity you figure I would have a peace of mind, but I don't.  I came up with the name because I write poetry, etc ever since I can remember I have been struggling with depression, it seem as if no one understands me, where I'm coming from.  I wish I...
    serenity131 serenity131
    36-40
    Aug 13, 2009

    Ahhhhhh!!!!fml

    Where to start... I've always been a lover at heart and been hated for it by-and-large. I'm 26 and praying I have cancer or something to end this miserable journey. See, depression hit when I realized how cruel people were for power,control and popularity: I never saught any of...
    catchusleepin catchusleepin
    26-30, M
    Jun 24, 2011
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