He thinks I am stupid
When I confront him on his **** he tells me I'm tripping
I need to take my meds
I twist ****
I'm actually none of those things.
What I AM
a daughter of God
A woman who is intelligent
And who cares to...
Sometimes I think if I knew then what I know now . I could have a different life . Not so many hard times and heartache .I could have avoided so many tears and fears . But then I realize because of these hard times hard lesson fought and learned , I am the person I am today...
she was into me and i was too. But i suffered a facial scar and it was not that much hideous but i remember her telling me that "i dont want to talk to u and dont ever bother me, again". i wish i had known that the feelings are more about appearances than feelings!
now cloaked in green leaves and cherry blossoms. The once lifeless grass are now clad with colorful flowers. The once grey sky is now blue and bright.
I've never witnessed spring as beautiful as this yet I do not see its beauty for you are not here with me. How could I when you...
manual, we can only draw on our own experiences to gain knowledge.
I no longer think I have purpose in life, I have Children and a partner and reasonably well off. I am not happy though, within myself I feel like an empty shell and hope I can find someone to relate to on here...
for someone and you try to avoid them, but you can't stop thinking about them, then you start talking, you both get to know each other more and more.
And then that moment you dread, the touchy topic about love comes about, "who do I like?.. Oh it's just this girl I call everyday...
earth where almost everyone dreams to be and yet I'm unhappy and incomplete because I am not with the person I love.
THEN: I was in a place where almost everyone I knew wanted to leave to be free, but I was complete and happy because you were there with me.
I shouldn't have...
and some of the responses they have to the pains in their lives. Some of you out there have some real wisdom in your young age.
I am a late bloomer in almost every way, and I am somewhat envious or jealous of you for the wisdom and experiences you've gained.
But I do not...
I imagined something greater.
What comes now?
I seep back into a world that wasn't supposed to be mine, wasn't supposed to hurt this bad, and wasn't supposed to burden my mind.
I cry all the time, releasing a pain so great it burns my throat building into a hesitation in...
and I will give up what I have now in 18- month's time. I will hopefully circle back the globe to be with you again. Baby, I'm coming back and I'm staying this time. I have travelled this far only to realise that what I need and what I want has always been in that faraway place...
to know how to spot a narcissist. In fact I'm getting better at it.
Ask them how they are at fault for an interaction gone wrong, they rarely admit fault.
They blame others for almost everything including their mistakes
- parent(s), for the way they turn out
- their partner...
for almost 2 years now and going through a divorce also. I am so tired of feeling depressed when my bf leaves. Only get to see him 5 days every 2 months!! I need a man close to me now that is here and now!!
(vampire/wolf) because I didn't believe.. I started believing when I was 10 or 9? I can't remember..but now I'm 13..at first I thought I was just a wolf but then just a day ago I knew I was a hybrid... From the minute I was born...so that's my experience..
would take in my earlier years. Everyone has to pay their dues, and everyone develops and matures over time. I just wish there had at least been enough understanding of the clues. I knew I was different, I knew my true ideals didn't match up well with...
- what options I had for careers back then.
- some people I talk to more know were actually nice
- that there was no reason for me to be so hostile against those who judged me (heck, I don't care about those who judge me now, they are just people who disagree with me xD...
You can't take things back. You don't get a re-do. It's one shot, one kill!
I would have worked harder. I would have tried harder. I would have waited. I would have listened more. I would have tried everything I thought of and not worry about regret. I would have loved and...
No man that will keep his ex's around or has female friends. And when i say man i mean husband. And i won't ever date again. It will be called trial period where i interrogate and if you fail you out . Lol.
basically homeless with my 9 year old daughter. We are living with my brother while my husband (together 13 years, married for 3) tries to find a job in another town and fix the mess he has caused. At this ripe age, I am now battling to find a job with my very limited skill...
which how I wish has really the power to heal.
"Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine"
devastating thought that you've already had the best but you foolishly let it go and now you know deep inside that you won't find anything better. It makes me feel like an 80-year-old chap (with aching back and rheumatic joints) who knows that the best days of his life had been...
I could think of a million places and events to see and feel. The only one sadly that keeps coming back to me, like a phantom haunting me are my own events. If I knew then what i know now I would have warned myself, maybe ran from it all. I was alone then and I'm alone now. I...
I don't seem to know how i am feeling in this relationship. I don't even know if i like him or not. I don't know what is happening. It been 5 days and i already feel like its crumbling. I hate this feeling. And i don't know how he feels. I don't know where I stand right now. I...
selfishly reach a teenage dream and you had selflessly encouraged me to go for it all along. Now that we are continents apart regret fills me every second of every minute of every hour of every day why I had ever left, as much as regret fills you every moment why you had never...