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I Wish I Knew Why Im So Messed Up

A groupto share freely about our faults and imperfections. 161 People

    HidingTheScars HidingTheScars 13-15, F May 3

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    I sorta know why I'm messed up.

    I like serial killers, used to have a burn book, imagined killing people and other random creepy shizzle... XD
    JustAKittenArmy JustAKittenArmy 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm detoxing I've stayed strong I'm very dizzy

    felling I probably need medical supervision can't afford it I'm On my own I've gone a long way to turn back now my mind is giving me every reason to use I feel so dizzy can't barely do any thing I need people to help me out a little bit I'm having a hard time right now
    jollybeard jollybeard 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 27

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    I would love to be normal

    and stop being a "crazy" person that I have been called and known as. It would make my life easier.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    I'm standing still, staring at myself, looking at my reflection in the mirror. I think about the ugly person that I am, that I have become. I wonder how I came to be this way, how I got lost and things went awry, how my path deviated to this direction. Where did I go wrong? I...
    lacedup77 lacedup77 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    tatikapaya tatikapaya 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Why can't I just be a normal person like my

    friends when they get older they have there whole life planned what college what job every thing! And it's all perfectly planned. When are teacher in fourth grade which was a long Time ago said what do you wanna be when you grow up. I said a youtuber and she said right to my...
    Battlescars1524 Battlescars1524 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    My life is so f...ed!

    Let's see my dad died in June 2010 followed by my husband informing me he had been having an affair with my friend and left me and my 2 sons.he kept coming back home and leaving 20 times actually.woman came after me running me off the road lying to police about me.i got...
    Pommy8 Pommy8 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I've been trying for a while.

    To be happy and optimistic. I always said, "Oh I have time." Except I don't cause it goes by way too quickly. Everyone around me is fine. Love, kids, husbands and wives and weddings and births. I have nothing really cause when those things happen friends who don't have them too...
    KatNW KatNW 22-25, F May 1

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    It Truly Is A Mystery.

    .... Oh Well! ^^
    ThatOneGothKidxD ThatOneGothKidxD 13-15, M Aug 17

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    My whole life I have struggled with severe

    social anxiety. In the past year I have had to struggle with my social anxiety worsening along with depression that I've had for 4 years, regular anxiety, OCD, panic attacks and have been diagnosed with a chronic stomach illness that has kept me in immense pain for the past year...
    alaskamxrie alaskamxrie 16-17, F 4 Responses May 20

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    Is it wrong I'm proud of the fact I haven't

    eaten in 24 hours:( I don't want to slip back into old habits again:(
    dearnobody dearnobody 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    Like what happened to me down the line,

    I never used to be so messed in the head but now I cant stop thinking of all the wrong things, I just wish life would return to normal
    Verix Verix 18-21, M Jul 26

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    I mean seriously how did I get depression,

    anxiety, and anorexia. I also probably have more wrong with me...great. With the anorexia oh my god I broke down 3 times at the mall. Cause you know I felt so big I was going to explode but when I got home and showered I noticed what I felt was false, I have bones in my back...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    Why is it no matter what I do I get blamed?

    Blamed for very thin nothing is ever his fault it's always mine I'm the bad guy he spends $120 on a dirt bike part and i now can't afford Easter for my four kids I know money ain't everything but there happiness is to me and to see them on Easter morning from the Easter bunny...
    mommaof3boys1girl mommaof3boys1girl 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I'm really ****** up.

    I don't know why but I know I am.
    sadiegirl347 sadiegirl347 18-21, F Aug 17

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    I have so many health problems,

    ugh. It saddens me. I just feel like I'm freaking crazy. It's a struggle.
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 16-17, F 1 Response May 20

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    I knew this girl for a very long time, I don't even remember when we met. Over the years I fell in love with her. I could tell she felt the same way. Once she randomly just hugged...
    Filonix Filonix 13-15, M Jul 28

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    I think the reason I don't have many close friends is because my boyfriend is my best friend. And when I have had friends over the years it's always messed up because the other...
    CasualSuperwoman CasualSuperwoman 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    Sometimes I wish I hadn't been born. Nobody wants me around and nobody loves me for me faults and all. I have some severe problems mentally and can be a handful when psychotic. Ive...
    snoopysmom snoopysmom 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I'm now 18 years old and on my 18th birthday I came out to my mom, big brother and my aunt. They didn't mind me except my mom, who did not speak for minutes. She told me "as I...
    Bisexualgirl24 Bisexualgirl24 18-21, F Aug 6

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    I havent felt depressed in a while in which i guess is good, but I have that i just to care anymore feeling........I feel almost numb.....Its kinda scary but not at the same time...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F Aug 12

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    ***HELP NEED ANSWERS*** Hi, i am 15 yrs old and a sophomore, bisexual and very confused about this guy i kinda like. I have no idea where to start so i'll start from the beginning...
    ajgamer ajgamer 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Every time we talk or when I see your face, I always have that sad feeling inside me. I wish we never ended. I wish I tried more or my feelings never changed. I would've been happy...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F Aug 10

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    So, today I started being a sociopath. I did not set out to start being one; I accepted that I was one last night, and it just kicked in immediately. I did not need to think...
    sosheyo sosheyo 41-45, F Aug 19

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    I can never understand it. Why do I think this way and why do I act this way? Sometimes I forget why do things and look back thinking "why did I do that?" There's no way of...
    Owlshirt Owlshirt 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    It feels like none. Then i get rescued. For why the none. Rescue at last minute why. Mission to tell truth. And explain humane. Or identify inhumane. Then grow...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 5

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    This is the first time that I felt so alone. I know that in just a few minutes I'll be with my friends again cause I'm actually waiting for them. But I just don't know why I feel...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    My nights are my days and my days are my nights .. LOL! This is messed up
    ClassicLady ClassicLady 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    My husband passed away one year and eight months ago. He was only 49. His kids who are adults treated him just awful. I watched him hurt because of them everyday. My husband was...
    tammynsparkles tammynsparkles 36-40, F Aug 4

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    If God cared plus gave proof. How picky am i ??? Who made this like this. And why???
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 5

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    I am gonna have to say my favorite drug by far is MDMA. MDMA is certainly an amazing drug, but it seems to have become a rarity nowadays, between the difficulty to find it and the...
    dodongo55 dodongo55 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    This handsome black-haired, brown-eyed jewelry salesman at Harrods... I didn't want to come off as checking him out so I didn't dare turn, but I knew he was looking my way. As I...
    Yleng Yleng 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I love him, but i dont know if he loves me back. He asked me why i did, i never knew the reason, and he responded as if it was nothing. 😩
    wargoddess1 wargoddess1 18-21, F Aug 15

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    I feel insignificant and I feel like no one would really care if I left. It would make no difference if I were never here in the first place, as I only burden others with my own...
    MellowCube MellowCube 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Basically, I just knock out whenever my eyes can't stay open anymore. Usually if I'm not doing anything it's between midnight & 1am. Then I sleep for 11-12 hours -____- half my...
    ncon08 ncon08 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Located in the center of downtown Port Coquitlam, your local Samz with its hooked up upscale liquor retailer with wonderful s...This consumer has arrived from Qype, a European...
    Joseph048l7jx2 Joseph048l7jx2 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When I reflect on life and decisions I've made, I wish I knew what I know now, because I could've changed some bad things that happened. But I guess everything has a reason. If...
    DashedStars DashedStars 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Here I am again, decade has past but still having the same feelings for you. And I wish I know how to really let you go? and how to move on from my love to you? I want to know how...
    VoiceLessMe VoiceLessMe 26-30, F Jul 31

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    I often wish I could see the future... Just a small snippet of it to offer some reassurance that I'll eventually get to the places in life I want to be and have some of the things...
    darksaber9999 darksaber9999 26-30, M Aug 15

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    I wish I could say " I totally get it"...... how rapidly things change...... You bounce from one to another like a bored child. I wish I could say "I totally get it"..... but it...
    thedayyouwentaway thedayyouwentaway 36-40, M Jul 29

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    I liked this guy at my school for a long time. One of my closest friends who were close friends with him told him I liked him. My friend after I had asked him said, "Why don't you...
    SoCalAMT SoCalAMT 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today I found out that a boy killed himself. I did not know the boy very much as we only chatted one time. Last time I spoke to him he was going through a real rough time but he...
    hurlyboy hurlyboy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    A moment of magic and then it's like nothing ever happened. I know it's awkward and we had to pretend nothing happened... but I wish you'd know that you're still constantly on my...
    AriAriela AriAriela 22-25, F Aug 2

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    The country group Rascal Flatts has a song titled 'Why" the song is to someone who killed themselves. The song goes "Why would you leave the stage in the middle of a song?" as...
    Linndsay Linndsay 26-30 Aug 4

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