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I Wish I Knew Why Im So Messed Up

A groupto share freely about our faults and imperfections. 76 People

    I sorta know why I'm messed up.

    I like serial killers, used to have a burn book, imagined killing people and other random creepy shizzle... XD
    JustAKittenArmy JustAKittenArmy 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I have so many health problems,

    ugh. It saddens me. I just feel like I'm freaking crazy. It's a struggle.
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 16-17, F 1 Response May 20

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    I'm standing still, staring at myself, looking at my reflection in the mirror. I think about the ugly person that I am, that I have become. I wonder how I came to be this way, how I got lost and things went awry, how my path deviated to this direction. Where did I go wrong? I...
    lacedup77 lacedup77 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    I've been trying for a while.

    To be happy and optimistic. I always said, "Oh I have time." Except I don't cause it goes by way too quickly. Everyone around me is fine. Love, kids, husbands and wives and weddings and births. I have nothing really cause when those things happen friends who don't have them too...
    KatNW KatNW 22-25, F May 1

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    My whole life I have struggled with severe

    social anxiety. In the past year I have had to struggle with my social anxiety worsening along with depression that I've had for 4 years, regular anxiety, OCD, panic attacks and have been diagnosed with a chronic stomach illness that has kept me in immense pain for the past year...
    alaskamxrie alaskamxrie 16-17, F 4 Responses May 20

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    Why is it no matter what I do I get blamed?

    Blamed for very thin nothing is ever his fault it's always mine I'm the bad guy he spends $120 on a dirt bike part and i now can't afford Easter for my four kids I know money ain't everything but there happiness is to me and to see them on Easter morning from the Easter bunny...
    mommaof3boys1girl mommaof3boys1girl 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Is it wrong I'm proud of the fact I haven't

    eaten in 24 hours:( I don't want to slip back into old habits again:(
    dearnobody dearnobody 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    HidingTheScars HidingTheScars 13-15, F May 3

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    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    My best friend. I loved him, and still do, so much. I literally spend my weekends sitting alone crying wishing I knew why he would cut me out of his life. I called him my Prince, I...
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    I wish I was dead. I just can't take my family, my life anymore. My family is really cruel to me. They constantly tell me that the world would be better of if I were dead, or...
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    I wish I could go back to my school years and give myself a better education. I didn't do as well as the potential I had. I wanted to go to university and become a veterinary nurse...
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    hey i am just writing this right now as i badly need someone to talk to and i have practically no one. I am sick of things. I come from a country which is messed up and due to...
    ibrahimhaq ibrahimhaq 22-25 Jul 7

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    Only if I knew then what I know now, I would never have had children. I married and started having children too young. Now I'm divorced. I stayed in a dead marriage for far too...
    mrussell76 mrussell76 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Is it bad that the littlest things can make me sad? I mean, me and my friend had been planning to go out today all week, we had everything planned, we were gonna go to the cinema...
    LiveForAnotherDay LiveForAnotherDay 13-15, F Jul 5

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    Like my scheduele is pretty messed up. Wake up at 4pm then stay up til noon the next day and repeat. It sucks sometimes when I have to get up early but often times when I only...
    Hemmelighed Hemmelighed 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I wish I did, those ones you could go months with out talking to but they would treat you all the same the next time you said hello and asked to hang out. Ones you could say the...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet 22-25 2 hrs ago

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    Dear Friends, I was in the relationship with a boy for 6 years, we had never thought for marriage. Both of our family knew each other for long year’s .Actually initially we were...
    Gitikasharma Gitikasharma 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Most of the time I have a hard time thinking of stuff to talk about. This is why I like to Serve and spend Quality Time with people... so I'm sorry, all, if I have not much to say...
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    After having gone through life on earth for 2 decades now, I've realised how cruel the world can be and how messed up some people are. I no longer see anyone as my friend and...
    outtamymindz outtamymindz 18-21, F Jun 25

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    I have totally messed up my life. I am going no where in life besides mental hospitals for the last three and a half years. I'm never going back to one again..willingly that is. I...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wish my friends knew how I feel so they could understand why I'm always sad and angry. They don't and can't understand how I feel I don't think they ever will
    awsomedude13 awsomedude13 13-15, M Jun 25

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    Ever since I got civilization 5 from the steam sale I can't go to sleep. There's a warning on the games page that says don't play at night. I should have listened cuz now I'm a...
    adav218 adav218 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    for about a year i couldnt sleep at all, i was lucky to get two hours. eventually i got put on herbal sleeping tablets, cause i didnt want to be on tablets for something that was...
    eviemay6 eviemay6 18-21, F Jun 26

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    In January, I stupidly decided I was fine to drive and got a DUI. My BAC was .083, just above the legal limit. I was not pulled over under the suspicion of drinking and driving...
    marmie123 marmie123 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I wish I could go back in time when he said will you marry me?.... The way it was proposed wasn't romantic now that I look back. He said I don't want you as my girlfriend again I...
    carebear1019 carebear1019 31-35, F Jul 7

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    Wish. Wonder. Ask why. Ask when. Doubt. Cry. Hope. Again. Sigh
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I knew having an affair is wrong, preached to myself so often, yet I couldn't let him go. I loved him so much. More than I'd want to admit. Now I'm alone, heartsore, very angry...
    Thornhailglitter1234 Thornhailglitter1234 41-45 1 Response 2 days ago

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    EP Kids: I realize that I'm most likely going to receive some "hate" for this, BUT for goodness sake, EP will you please, Please, PLEASE get this idiotic kids off of this site...
    Virgo4Whore Virgo4Whore 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    I wish I knew then what I don't know now.
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Especially, you guys who think the male gender is so ******* superior to the female gender. Like, I can't get laid a lot without being called a '*****', but oh, get a boy to do it...
    HighOnMisery HighOnMisery 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    I wish EVERYONE in EVERY country all over this world knew, loved, and feared God. This world would be so much better.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I wish I knew god was real. or cared about me at all?
    footfungusfairy footfungusfairy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Oh I so wish I knew God's plan for me!! Our church had a series a while back about God having a plan for my life , I was very angry at the time I was out of work with real money...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 2 Responses Jul 15

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    He's still my best friend but I miss him so much, I haven't seen him ages. Everyone knew we were friends but no one knows how close we are, he used to sneak into my room at night...
    Daisymay77 Daisymay77 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Well mostly everything I post upsets people to the 10th degree even though all I'm trying to do is share my honest concerns. It sure isn't easy being me, but I'm not 1 to complain...
    Sebastianblack Sebastianblack 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Well mostly everything I post upsets people to the 10th degree even though all I'm trying to do is share my honest concerns. It sure isn't easy being me, but I'm not 1 to complain...
    Sebastianblack Sebastianblack 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Another day Another night sleepless. The sands of time flow in one direction so I've heard. Is there not a way to reverse that. Why are our actions irreversible. Why don't we have...
    fat1l fat1l 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wish I knew she had liked me before I let her go, she left before I could say anything now I really regret it, it took me to long to speak, now she's so far away from me.
    ForeverMe88 ForeverMe88 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    Had another dream about her last night. Except everything was different. I actually changed for her. I treated her how she was suppose to be treated. I wonder why I'm still crazy...
    druggydavis druggydavis 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    You're a proper boy; I didn't do things like you. You stand tall and straight; I cower over and tilt my head. You have no problem with attention; I didn't want to be seen...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I always wished I could be someone else. I always figured someone else had it easier. Someone else has it better. Someone else has more to offer, more to give, more to live... I...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    You'll probably think I'm weird by the end of this, but whatever. I have a lot of daydreams. Sure, I'm fully aware how hurtful dreams can be, but I can't stop imagining myself at...
    Revii Revii 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    He's back...and memories flash backing and so the hurt i feel....of how much he hurt me, of how he did me wrong and of how he didnt care at all...i wish i could just delete...
    kynza kynza 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    i remember little me, the first time i saw him was when i was 8 years old, i didnt knew who he was until a few years later and well poor little me didnt know that he would hurt her...
    CallmeShaneyney CallmeShaneyney 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I changed my personality 3 times since I was born, cuz if I stayed the same I would've killed myself when I was 9. The first time i changed my personality was because of my...
    Kirakat14 Kirakat14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    Well I guess I'm here writing this because well I loved someone or at least thought I did she was beautiful we dated for around a month :( it was the best month of my life she was...
    Pablo71214 Pablo71214 16-17, M Jul 7

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    I've never wrote about this before but I want to know if someone understands me or can shed light on what's going on with me. So a few years ago I would zone out. I would I guess...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27