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I Wish I Was A Boy

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    I wish I had been born a boy,

    I really do. I've almost always wanted to be "one of the boys", I've always liked hanging out with boys, goofy class-clown boys especially, until I reached my early teens and developed a more "mature" womanly figure, which caused a lot of my male friends to start looking at me...
    IAmTheAngelOfDeath IAmTheAngelOfDeath 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    I'm Having A Hard Time Holding On

    I can hardly take my life anymore I want to start over the way I want to be. Sometimes I lie in my bed thinking about killing myself so I can get out of this life I never wanted. I want to be reborn a boy I want to have the freedom the capability to do anything I want the...
    acomplicatedmind acomplicatedmind 18-21, F 12 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    I really wish I was a boy!

    !! I'm mean my mom and aunt say I should dress and act more like a girl!! I don't want too!! It's to much work!!! And they always say I'm going to be alone if I keep on acted like a boy... Will guess what I don't care that boy will love me cause I AM ME!!!! ..... Anyway I want...
    FighterWolf FighterWolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2014

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