I Wish I Was A Boy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    I'm Having A Hard Time Holding On

    I can hardly take my life anymore I want to start over the way I want to be. Sometimes I lie in my bed thinking about killing myself so I can get out of this life I never wanted. I want to be reborn a boy I want to have the freedom the capability to do anything I want the...
    acomplicatedmind acomplicatedmind
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Mar 16, 2011

    I have cramps right now

    and I want to shoot my uterus in the face (yes it has a face now) because I think that will be less painful than this hell. *makes dying animal noises*
    CheekiiMonkey CheekiiMonkey
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    I really wish I was a boy!

    !! I'm mean my mom and aunt say I should dress and act more like a girl!! I don't want too!! It's to much work!!! And they always say I'm going to be alone if I keep on acted like a boy... Will guess what I don't care that boy will love me cause I AM ME!!!! ..... Anyway I want...
    FighterWolf FighterWolf
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2014

    What do i consider myself i can't respond to

    that question because not even i am sure. I just know that i have a feeling of femininity and always will, i enjoy cute things and stereotypical girl colors sometimes. But i am inside my core inside my body a male....i'm a masculine person and it tops just about anything above...
    CosmicEvan CosmicEvan
    22-25, T
    Oct 11, 2015

    I wish I had been born a boy,

    I really do. I've almost always wanted to be "one of the boys", I've always liked hanging out with boys, goofy class-clown boys especially, until I reached my early teens and developed a more "mature" womanly figure, which caused a lot of my male friends to start looking at me...
    IAmTheAngelOfDeath IAmTheAngelOfDeath
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2013

    Why cant things just be simple?

    Why couldnt i have been born into the right body..
    comicalbasketcase comicalbasketcase
    18-21
    1 Response Sep 15, 2015

    Ever since I was in middle school,

    I have wanted to be a boy. What I mean is that I want the freedom to dress in men's clothing and not get horribly judged for it. I want to be able to walk down the street without my mother thinking I might not come home. I want to be able to ask people out without looking...
    immaturity immaturity
    18-21
    Aug 18, 2015

    I wish I was a real boy

    and had a penis and all lmfao (:
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 4

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