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I Wish I Was Anorexic

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 433 People

    I have been battling eating disorders

    for many years. My anorexic weight is 98 lbs. It toggled between anorexia and bulimia for years. right now my medicine has forced weight on,but the desire to restrict remains. I am trying to achieve weight loss.
    Chelsea1973 Chelsea1973 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2015

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    Tallandthin Tallandthin 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 5, 2015

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    Looking for an ana buddy!

    Message me if you're serious!
    sidorska sidorska 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    This group is such a sad thing to see.

    Don't do this to yourselves! You are worth so much more than the number on the scale. If you don't believe that you need to get help!
    scarletteharlot scarletteharlot 18-21, F Feb 23, 2014

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    I hate my body, I want to be

    as thin as possible.
    Anastasiaslastgoodbye Anastasiaslastgoodbye 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 15, 2015

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    Im 15 an Im new to all this

    and I really need an ana buddy bc im really fat but idk how it works or anything can someone help? Idc what gender??
    helpbeingana helpbeingana 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 3, 2015

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    #IWANTCANCER is about

    as ignorant and insensitive as everyone on this group sounds right now. I am in recovery after an 8 year struggle with anorexia. I could tell you how horrible it was but because of your lack ok knowledge and your huge misconception of what anorexia is or what it is. It would be...
    JuliaHHL JuliaHHL 22-25, F Sep 23, 2015

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    Wishing To Be What I Once Was

    I was anorexic for 6 months a couple years ago, I got down to only eating 250 calories at most each day. And I am highly active so I easily burned all that, and more off. I had never felt better. Except at nights sometimes I would cry myself to sleep thinking I was still too...
    FairyDoll FairyDoll 16-17 1 Response Jun 24, 2012

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    I have tried for months now

    but I just keep eating HOW DO I STOP!??! please help:(
    Ken7ny Ken7ny 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2015

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    itombriddle itombriddle 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2015

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    I want to be anorexic!

    I see so many beautiful skinny girls and I won't nothing more than to be skinny! I feel fat and I feel so insecure I want to feel beautiful, will anyone help me? Would anybody like to be my Ana buddy?
    butterflygirl28 butterflygirl28 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    please help me become anorexic.

    I'm looking for an angel to just help me lose weight. just anyone. please
    Fangx Fangx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6, 2015

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    airasee589 airasee589 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 6, 2015

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    kdawn007 kdawn007 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2015

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    Hey everyone, there is a group on a new app

    called telegram. It is amazing. It can send pdfs, music, basically any file you can possibly imagine with no lag at all. And the groups can be up to 200 people! Please join and be active! https://telegram.me/joinchat/B5Rn3QJhQN6Sq-o0gDUjnQ I would love to have a huge active ana...
    Kittykat2174 Kittykat2174 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2015

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    I Wish I Was Anorexic Again

    When I was 12 years I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa. It happened quite accidentally. It started out as just watching my weight with the atkins diet but eventually i started eating less and less. Finally I went from being 140lbs to 99lbs. I was fitting in to size double zero...
    RubyBloodDrop RubyBloodDrop 26-30, F 16 Responses Jun 29, 2009

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    How Dare You

    To all you wannarexics out there, how dare you wish you were anorexic. Do you hate yourself and your body that much that you would give up on life to instead sit in your room, alone, measuring your bones and staring your ghost face down in the mirror? Anorexia is a cursed life...
    Avit Avit 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    Recovering... But Hate It

    I have been a recovering anorexic for a month now and I hate it. Its really hard to make myself eat and I am paranoid each day thinking I'm getting over weight. To tell you guys the truth I only eat one meal a day so I don't freak out to much. I will maybe throw in a fruit bar...
    Tatteredheart Tatteredheart 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    I'm 180 lbs and I'm tired of being

    so ******* fat I'm tired of being the fat friend in my group of friends I wanna get to 110 lbs I will do anything I've been thinking about jus starving myself becc I'm suppose to be meeting my bf soon and I want him to be able to pick me up and just hold me...I need help fast I...
    capicornaluda capicornaluda 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    I wish I was anorexic.

    .losing weight must be a breeze. I don't know how they do it. I wish I hated eating. I wish I hated food but I don't!! I would love to be 90-105lbs!!
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I've wanted anorexia

    for 2 months now. Yeah, it's maybe stupid, but i hate my body, i hate me and i hate my weight. So why not try to be thinner, why can't i let my dream come true easy, to be thin. So if you tell me this is stupid, step in my shoes, you would fall before you've even started.
    EliseBelieber EliseBelieber 13-15, F Jan 3

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    marissa3468 marissa3468 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 9, 2014

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    It's a terrible thing to wish,

    but yes. The bones are beautiful.
    Gabriellaaa16 Gabriellaaa16 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 9, 2015

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    dlyn818 dlyn818 22-25, F Aug 8, 2015

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    I Hate My Body.

    I am 16 years old I am 4feet 10inches tall and I weigh 160lbs. My family says I need to loose weight and I can't go shopping or look in a mirror without bursting into tears. I see so many girls who are skinny and I want to be like that. Durring the week I hardly eat and I work...
    musicangel1 musicangel1 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    Trying to be anorexic Step by step Day 1 I

    failed.. But I'll try again tomorrow :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 18, 2015

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    this group is sick I've been suffering with

    anorexia for 9 years if my life and none of you idiots know what it's like you all make me sick
    leahlovesyou leahlovesyou 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 19, 2015

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    Wishing To Be Loved

    I'm 13 years old, 5ft 4in, and 118lbs and I think I'm fat. I've gone 2 days eating less than 600 calories a day and my stomach is growling so loudly during class, everyone laughs. I want to get Sensa or something like that but my mom won't let me. I did cross country 2 months ago...
    wishingtheimpossible14 wishingtheimpossible14 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    I will help you get to your goal to be anorexic

    please just message me for a big group of people
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 28, 2015

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    I think I'm anorexic.

    I'm not sure, but I think so. I haven't ate for about four days now and I've already lost about five kilos. I need to talk to someone about it, because it's so hard to starved yourself.. Help me..
    Melleh1111 Melleh1111 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Dear stupid people, being anorexic is not

    something you are able to 'want'. It's a disease and 10-20% of the people suffering from this disease die. You don't choose to be anorexic. It's just like cancer, and some scientist even say you can have it in your genes. You DON't want to be anorexic. You just want to be thin...
    FermeTesYeux FermeTesYeux 16-17, F 3 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Hey guys, I'm here to help of you need it.

    I promise I can help you and I promise you're not alone. Seriously, message me.
    Kittykat2174 Kittykat2174 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2015

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    So I currently weigh 155 pounds,

    I'm 5'4 and my goal weight is 85 pounds. Any suggestions? I've been fasting for the past few days and only drinking black coffee and tea with lemon. I usually try not to eat because once I eat one thing I won't stop lmfao. Any easy work outs for someone who isn't exactly that...
    sidorska sidorska 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    Gabriellaaa16 Gabriellaaa16 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 9, 2015

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    Desperate To Be Thin

    I wish i would have the will power to eat few. Calories a day, i feel so frustrated becouse i cant lose weight
    Odiseabc Odiseabc 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2013

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    Yes

    I wish i could say o to food. I wish when I said "this is the last time" to a Binge/Purge it would actually be the last time. I wish I had control over food not food over me.
    2bperfect 2bperfect 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    Hey!! I want one or a group whit ana friends!

    One of my problems are that I don't se me as an anorexic and I want to become a anorexic. But I don't know how to hide it from my parents. So yay if you feel like you can give me any tips or just chat don't be scared to start chatting whit me any time!
    Blueisnice Blueisnice 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2015

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    anorexicwannabe anorexicwannabe 16-17, F Nov 12, 2014

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    What I would do to be stick thin

    and look like these girls in Vogue etc. They are so beautiful yet so skinny. Jealous doesn't cut it.
    danyellelakin danyellelakin 22-25, F 3 Responses May 25, 2015

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    Can Anybody Help.

    i really need some support on my ED i dont like eaing and i ate for too days and i even ate met which i dont even like to i really need some more supprot can anybody help me
    xstarkeeyax xstarkeeyax 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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    I Need To Be Thin

    hey , im nikki .. soon to be glamour model but at 9 stone 10lb im hateing it please someone make me a size 0 help me please.. i need someone i can stay in contact with to help me pleasee!
    nikkiLou nikkiLou 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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    I am started the ABC diet today

    and its going great! :) I am on 400 calories today and have not passed the limit yet and its almost 5PM! :D
    ButterflyBaby7 ButterflyBaby7 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2015

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    I used to weigh 120 and I'm at 150

    now I'm so pissed !!! I'm willing to starv myself I need a water gating buddy or someone to keep me motivated until I get to 115 I'm 5'7
    imabee23 imabee23 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    :'(

    I am 5"4 and 170lbs . i am getting too fat for the cute junior clothes in the mall and have to start wearing plus size . when i look in the mirror i see this fat ugly nasty girl but others completely disagree . i wish i could grt this weight off and get it off fast . if it wasnt...
    bandgeek2 bandgeek2 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 18, 2012

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    I really want to become anorexic I'm 14 nearly

    15 please help I'm so fat I'm 5ft and I'm 94 lbs I need to be 60lb someone at school calls me an Oompa Loompa and I hate it can someone please give me some tips on how to lose weight and become anorexic without my parents noticing
    Anabuddyxxx Anabuddyxxx 13-15 2 Responses Jan 6

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