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I Wish I Was Dead

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    Death , The Last Option, I Have. - I have worked hard, and i have been successful. I want to run away to have my own life. But i am being treated like a breeding horse which has to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Being Dead - There is absolutely nothing in the entire world I would want more, than being dead.
    Maddi3K Maddi3K 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    Kill Me. - Seriously. I want nothing more.
    emaciateme emaciateme 18-21, F 1 Response May 19, 2013

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    Disfigured - My life used to be ok. I had a husband who loved me very much. But he died. And I'm alone. I am disfigured by a disease called neurofibromatosis. I don't know why my...
    marymed1962 marymed1962 51-55, F 2 Responses May 24, 2013

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    A Wish, Or Maybe A Dream... - To be dead, its a wish I have, its something I dream about, something I have been aching for, but no one will ever know this, because I paint a smile...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19, 2010

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    Sometimes I feel like I am not sick enough. Sure, I am depressed and I'm being treated with medicine, but I still feel like no one takes this seriously. At my monthly appointments...
    katastrophywife katastrophywife 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    Waking Up - Every night I go to bed I hope that I will never wake up. And when I wake up, well...it's the worst feeling in the world. I want to fall asleep and never wake up. I...
    LonelyGirl1230 LonelyGirl1230 22-25, F 8 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    When people say they want to die the majority of the time is the pain they are going though and have gone though. Sometimes we just want to die. We feel like we are hurting...
    JEJ22 JEJ22 22-25, M 6 Responses Jan 9

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    I am not suicidal. I just hate life. I hate the people in it and I just wish I was dead. I'm not depressed I just don't know how to function. My husband cheats constantly but I don...
    Timtam664 Timtam664 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Dying Sounds Great Right About Now. - I really want it all to be over- I keep trying but nothing ever f****** lasts. My social life has become practically nonexistent outside of EP...
    ExtremelyPointless ExtremelyPointless 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    In The Middle Of The Spectrum - The thought of me dying pleases me. I have dealt with depression for several years. I've had several unsuccessful suicide attempts. I know I sound...
    sillygirl2889 sillygirl2889 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 29, 2013

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    Another day, more bad news.
    BleuGirl83 BleuGirl83 26-30, F Mar 13

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    End - I just want to stop hating myself so much. I want to die, but I won't kill myself. I'm not a coward. I hate myself so much, that suicide would be peace, and I won't let me...
    Missing22Aquarius Missing22Aquarius 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

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    Disappointed - I had surgery on my foot today. It might seem like nothing because it was just outpatient surgery. But the surgery required general anesthesia. Anesthesia that I was...
    soccergirl06 soccergirl06 22-25, F Jul 26, 2013

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    If I Didnt Exist. - I always want to know how people would really feel if I was gone. I always think of just being dead and I just want to not live anymore. I'm tired of being here...
    GraceBre GraceBre 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2013

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    Over Thinking. - I'm going to go insane one day. If it hasn't happened already.
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    I should have been aborted. Period. End of my horrible ******* life and all of my horrible ******* mistakes. This world will be better without me.
    SarabearPark SarabearPark 18-21, F Dec 26, 2013

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    Cancer. Mental Illness, Abanconment By Child, And Now Alone Forever - Haha. i survived stage 3b breast cancer, Yay me! I did chemo- it was experimental, and my hair never came back...
    nulife2003 nulife2003 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    1 Second ... - I wish I could stop breathing , even if it was just for a second because in that one second I wouldn't feel pain anymore and I would be able to know what it's like...
    JeSt0099 JeSt0099 13-15, F Aug 19, 2013

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    I Wish I Was Dead! - I'm so tired of my life. I'm so tired of no one caring about my feelings. 2 of my children have gotten so disrespectful and hateful to me, that I just cant...
    unitedjettechswife unitedjettechswife 41-45 4 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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    Indeed. - I am not yet lost enough to want to end it. To want to die. But being dead, or never having existed, would be nice.... I just wish I wasnt alive, which I guess equates...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 19 Responses Apr 15, 2008

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    Falling - Ive just felt worse and worse recently and I've had many suicidal thoughts. I have an incredibly loving boyfriend but I feel like I'm such a terrible lover and friend. I...
    antisocialsmoker antisocialsmoker 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    Death - I dont have job cant find one wifes been ill for four years.Had interview today, chose someone else. Two years left to pay on house. No money no bills paid FEEL THE ONLY...
    clayspur clayspur 56-60 2 Responses May 15, 2013

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    I Hate Me!!! - OH, HOW I WISH I WAS DEAD, IN FACT, I WISH I'D NEVER BEEN BORN! MY LIFE IS SHYT. I ONLY HAVE INTERNET FRIENDS (THOUGH, THEY ARE AWESOME FRIENDS) EVERYONE WHO HAS...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 8, 2013

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    I'm Tired - I have been battling drug addiction struggling to self medicate a thyroid condition. I've tried everything. I quit taking pain pills four days ago and I want to die...
    tootired73 tootired73 36-40 2 Responses Dec 15, 2012

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    Is This Real? - Do you ever feel like there's something that's just wrong? I feel like life isn't real sometimes. It all feels like just one big chapter in a book. Everyday is...
    missspandabear missspandabear 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2013

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    Deserve It - Some people say im different they all just judge me for dressing in all black or wearing skinny jeans. My family hates me my dad said i deserve to die. My friends you...
    Aloneindarkness Aloneindarkness 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    I Guess This Is Goodbye - so night i shall die and no one will care if i fail i will try again tomorrow but i will be put down on this first to make it easier. i want to die and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    Today feels the same, not knowing how far my mind will go weather I will try to become happy or let it take me into total darkness. I hate the way you are too me; how you always...
    JEJ22 JEJ22 22-25, M Mar 15

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    Death Is The Cure For Life - I grew up in an abusive household and I actually started praying for my own death when I was seven. When I was younger I wouldn't chew my food all the...
    birdsofprey93 birdsofprey93 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    I've never wanted to kill myself more than I do now. Sitting here, on the verge of tears. I hurt the one person I loved most. What had my life come to? I was a fool, and in a group...
    Hyron Hyron 13-15, M Dec 7, 2013

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    "I don't want to talk right now" I don't want to be here for you right now. I don't want to help you right now. I don't want to know you right now. I wish you were dead right now.
    Hyron Hyron 13-15, M Dec 7, 2013

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    Fkit - never been happy ever..... nothin but isolation abandonment and loneliness in my life
    Stonerloner Stonerloner 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2012

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    Dark Wish.... - To be dead, its a wish I have, its something I dream about, something I have been aching for, but no one will ever know this, because I paint a smile on my face...
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5, 2010

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    I'm Tired Of It - I was first diagnosed with depression when I was four years old. Literally, I've never been happy. I don't know what it looks like or what it feels like or how to...
    MadamAZC MadamAZC 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    I wanted to believe there was a reason I am here. My mother is mentally ill and should never have had me. She used very poor judgement when getting pregnant. She isn't able to see...
    theforgotten1one theforgotten1one 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I Want To Be Gone - I see no point in living. It seems that every time things look up, something pulls me down deeper than I was before. I wish I could grasp the light instead of...
    lowellwolf lowellwolf 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    Do It, I Dare You Do what ever it takes. Kill me if you have. I want you to but I don't. Just let it all be over. This feeling comes to often. Let me die.  No, save me. Kill my...
    musiqdreamer musiqdreamer 16-17, F Jan 22

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    I wish I was dead nearly everyday of my life
    secretstokeep secretstokeep 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    Wishing I Was Invisible - Days go by and i wish i could just be dead , Ive tryed anything to help me but it just seems not to work, i hate my life its just so pointless, i carn't...
    SDV10 SDV10 13-15, F Apr 19, 2012

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    Depressed - i was so happy, i was out and proud with a gorgeous girlfriend and really happy with my life, but my gf dumped me and im feeling depressed and i feel its time to end my...
    AdeleJones AdeleJones 18-21, F 21 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Do It, I Dare You Do what ever it takes. Kill me if you have. I want you to but I don't. Just let it all be over. This feeling comes to often. Let me die.  No, save me. Kill my...
    musiqdreamer musiqdreamer 16-17, F Jan 22

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    Do It, I Dare You Do what ever it takes. Kill me if you have. I want you to but I don't. Just let it all be over. This feeling comes to often. Let me die.  No, save me. Kill my...
    musiqdreamer musiqdreamer 16-17, F Jan 22

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    I'm Gonna Lose The Game Of Life Anyway - I hate my life, and a lot of people in it. And I can never tell anybody about how I feel. I told my one friend that I was going to kill...
    Emofox Emofox 18-21, T 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    WERE dead.... come on people.. if you're going to wish such a horrible thing... at least do it with correct grammar.
    SweetKiester SweetKiester 36-40, F 9 Responses Jan 23

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    Death - I think for me death is better right now. My life has brought too much pain and hurt for me to handle much longer. I wish I was dead most of the time. Too...
    kthimm1 kthimm1 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2009

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    Do It, I Dare You Do what ever it takes. Kill me if you have. I want you to but I don't. Just let it all be over. This feeling comes to often. Let me die.  No, save me. Kill my...
    musiqdreamer musiqdreamer 16-17, F Jan 22

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    Going No Where, This Isn't How I Planned Life. - I just don't see mylife going anywhere, it's.a rutt. Everyone.around me is successful either career or relationship wise if not...
    thedrew thedrew 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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