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I Wish I Was Gorgeous

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    A Constant Desire

    A desire and driving force within me all my life.Rather then being a wall flower or the ugly duckling in the group.I see beautiful women all the time and wish I was half as pretty as them.I know many beautiful women here on EP and I am lucky to call them my friend.Oh, and don't...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    Pretty

    i know i am pretty and i know how to turn heads and catch peoples eyes if i really want to. but i deep down believe if i was gorgeous i would be loved and wanted the way i want to be. pretty just does not cut it any more or does a kind heart and personality.i get told i am...
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 6 Responses May 8, 2010

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    Beauty

    I've always felt ugly. I've never once been able to look into a mirror and say "Damn i look good today!" even with all the makeup i cake on my face. It's like my makeup is the only thing that drags my *** out of the house, i feel like if i go anywhere without my makeup, people...
    LittleMissInsecure LittleMissInsecure 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    I Hate...

    ....almost everything about myself. The only thing I like are my eyes. I think they're a pretty brown color. Besides that, I am a ugly, disgusting creature. I wish I knew what it was like to be gorgeous. To not be self conscious and to not hate myself anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 17, 2010

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    Not For Me To Decide

    Being "gorgeous" is not something we can judge of ourselves. It is reserved for those who regard us. As such, it's not a good self-confidence measure, other than to make sure one is surrounded by friends and lovers who think of me as gorgeous, on their terms. Who am I to...
    auroramaru auroramaru 46-50, F 16 Responses Mar 8, 2013

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    Wish I Was Gorgeous

    From a size 3i went to a size 15. I hate my face and i wish i would even look preety again and be more comfortable with my body
    SoLostKat SoLostKat 18-21, F Sep 15, 2011

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    Jennifer Lopez

    Why weren't we all blessed with her beauty?
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 21, 2010

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    Yeah

    But I'm not. There's nothing really pretty about me. And the only thing I like are my eyes. Everything else is just, bleh.. Small mouth, long nose, thin face. I'm more plain looking than anything.... =/
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 6 Responses May 6, 2011

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    Makeup..

    I wish I knew what it was like not to hide behind makeup everyday.I dont want people to like me just because of how they see me with makeup on.They cant see what I really look like behind all of it.Sometimes I feel sorry for the people that 'like' me.
    escapemyfate escapemyfate 13-15, F May 8, 2010

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    Ugly And Forgettable

    I wish I was gorgeous. Wish I could look like some of the beautiful women that are always in hip-hop videos dancing around. When I look in the mirror, all I see is a fat, big nosed girl that would never find someone to be with because it seems the only way to find someone to love...
    Lady808 Lady808 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 5, 2011

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    Hey gorgeous people <3 text me no one over

    20 it's just creepy I'm bored so text me
    tiashepherdx tiashepherdx 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I've ways been jealous of girls

    that are prettier than me.. They make me feel ugly and worthless and in the end I just hate myself even more. But as time goes by, you realize that this is you. You were born this way. You may not look like those supermodels or your friends that were lucky to be born with great...
    lurveruinsit lurveruinsit 18-21, F Mar 28

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    I May Not Be Hideous...

    But I am certainly no GORGEOUS. I wouldnt even really say that Im pretty. I wish I could look just a little different. Change a couple things, here and there, make it so I could walk around outside and not feel like people are saying nasty things about the way I look or dress...
    DavesDaughter DavesDaughter 18-21, F 11 Responses Mar 16, 2010

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    I 'm So Plain

    I wish I was blond. Sure I have the body shape, but who cares! You think that everybody who's having a conversation with you is gonna be staring at your body?! (Unless it's a guy.)I've heard that more than a couple times and it hurts-cause it's true. Guys tell me I have a nice...
    HaleyBloodRedRose1995 HaleyBloodRedRose1995 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2011

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    Well.. I'm not Ugly

    either. I'm plain. I do have a gorgeous mind. I know is bragging. Oh well. I love my mind. I'm in between. You know. SM
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2011

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