I Wish I Was Gorgeous

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 316 People

    I might learn to hate it eventually,

    but, as sad as it might sound, I'd rather be the object of extraordinary lust and envy than have extraordinary power in a different, more self contained sense. It does sound pretty pathetic to prefer to have a face that launched a thousand ships than to command those ships to...
    mickitg mickitg
    46-50, T
    Aug 10, 2015

    I Hate...

    ....almost everything about myself. The only thing I like are my eyes. I think they're a pretty brown color. Besides that, I am a ugly, disgusting creature. I wish I knew what it was like to be gorgeous. To not be self conscious and to not hate myself anymore.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Mar 17, 2010

    Jennifer Lopez

    Why weren't we all blessed with her beauty?
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    7 Responses Jul 21, 2010

    Not For Me To Decide

    Being "gorgeous" is not something we can judge of ourselves. It is reserved for those who regard us. As such, it's not a good self-confidence measure, other than to make sure one is surrounded by friends and lovers who think of me as gorgeous, on their terms. Who am I to...
    auroramaru auroramaru
    46-50, F
    14 Responses Mar 8, 2013

    Pretty

    i know i am pretty and i know how to turn heads and catch peoples eyes if i really want to. but i deep down believe if i was gorgeous i would be loved and wanted the way i want to be. pretty just does not cut it any more or does a kind heart and personality.i get told i am...
    freeangel freeangel
    31-35, F
    6 Responses May 8, 2010

    Wish I Was Gorgeous

    From a size 3i went to a size 15. I hate my face and i wish i would even look preety again and be more comfortable with my body
    SoLostKat SoLostKat
    18-21, F
    Sep 15, 2011

    Ugly And Forgettable

    I wish I was gorgeous. Wish I could look like some of the beautiful women that are always in hip-hop videos dancing around. When I look in the mirror, all I see is a fat, big nosed girl that would never find someone to be with because it seems the only way to find someone to love...
    Lady808 Lady808
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 5, 2011

    Hey gorgeous people <3 text me no one over

    20 it's just creepy I'm bored so text me
    tiashepherdx tiashepherdx
    13-15, F
    Jul 7, 2014

    Makeup..

    I wish I knew what it was like not to hide behind makeup everyday.I dont want people to like me just because of how they see me with makeup on.They cant see what I really look like behind all of it.Sometimes I feel sorry for the people that 'like' me.
    escapemyfate escapemyfate
    13-15, F
    May 8, 2010

    A Constant Desire

    A desire and driving force within me all my life.Rather then being a wall flower or the ugly duckling in the group.I see beautiful women all the time and wish I was half as pretty as them.I know many beautiful women here on EP and I am lucky to call them my friend.Oh, and don't...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2011

    Beauty

    I've always felt ugly. I've never once been able to look into a mirror and say "Damn i look good today!" even with all the makeup i cake on my face. It's like my makeup is the only thing that drags my *** out of the house, i feel like if i go anywhere without my makeup, people...
    LittleMissInsecure LittleMissInsecure
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2012

    I 'm So Plain

    I wish I was blond. Sure I have the body shape, but who cares! You think that everybody who's having a conversation with you is gonna be staring at your body?! (Unless it's a guy.)I've heard that more than a couple times and it hurts-cause it's true. Guys tell me I have a nice...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 25, 2011

    Yeah

    But I'm not. There's nothing really pretty about me. And the only thing I like are my eyes. Everything else is just, bleh.. Small mouth, long nose, thin face. I'm more plain looking than anything.... =/
    LifelessSource LifelessSource
    18-21, F
    6 Responses May 6, 2011

    Well.. I'm not Ugly

    either. I'm plain. I do have a gorgeous mind. I know is bragging. Oh well. I love my mind. I'm in between. You know. SM
    mother1983 mother1983
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2011

    I May Not Be Hideous...

    But I am certainly no GORGEOUS. I wouldnt even really say that Im pretty. I wish I could look just a little different. Change a couple things, here and there, make it so I could walk around outside and not feel like people are saying nasty things about the way I look or dress...
    DavesDaughter DavesDaughter
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Mar 16, 2010

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