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I Wish I Was Happy With Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 202 People

    I Just Feel It.

    I just dont want to go to sleep or wake up. Im lonely. Im alone. I dont feel pretty, or like a good person. Im going through the motions, not really living sometimes.
    narratorwithoutstory narratorwithoutstory 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2010

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    Lost It!

    I was committing my life to education and research to assist individuals with learning disabilities or inadequate primary educations. I had a manic episode, had all my best friends at the time turn their backs on me, got kicked out of my place, and due to living circumstances had...
    tsalmavet tsalmavet 18-21, M Feb 19, 2012

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    I Am Glad That The One Thing I Am Most Unhappy With

    is something I can definitely change, if I'll just stick with it.I am talking about the fact that I am unhappy with my lack of enough muscularity (not enough muscles). I AM fairly strong, already, and have been working out (discontinuously) for about 3 years, now, but am still...
    GodsLovedMan GodsLovedMan 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    I'm Just Not...

    I'm not really sure why. I know there's a lot of things about me that are really awesome, but I just don't feel like thats good enough. Not good enough for other people or myself. Most of the time I'm really hard on myself if I did something wrong, or made a mistake. I just am...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    Overall It's Not Bad, But Every Day It's Unbearable!

    I know that most of what I am saying and feeling can be blamed on my age and the fact that I am "hormonal". I know what everyone would tell me (if I said anything) that I have so much going for me and I am so beautiful...etc. I know that I am fortunate and privileged, but I am...
    IwishIwasideal IwishIwasideal 13-15, F Jul 16, 2012

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    I Really Am Not…

    I hate the way I look, I hate the way I dress & I hate the way I am! I have low self esteem, lack of confident and get the stares every single day. I always focus on the negative things about me and never think of the positive. People who know me will find it hard to believe I...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    I Wish I Could Love Myself

    everyday something happens to me and start thinking that why I am here right now.
    tyranicki2 tyranicki2 16-17, F Nov 9, 2013

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    More and more I find myself wondering

    why I can't stand the thought of ME. It's a very hard thing to come to grips with.
    theluckyduck theluckyduck 26-30, M Jul 24, 2014

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    Shipwrecked

    You know, I don't think I've ever been at a place of truly being happy with who I am. There are times where I'm hilarious and easy to get along with. I make tons of friends and am almost never shy. But after the social interactions fade and I find myself at my apartment alone I...
    sethberto sethberto 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2012

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    I Know It's Bad...

    I know it's bad that I hate my body and hate the way that I have to lie to everyone for them to accept me. I've tried to show them myself and instead got shunned, so I know that I can't be that person...not for a while at least.... I know it's bad that I want to be but skin and...
    Lonliness Lonliness 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2010

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    I haven't been happy with myself for awhile. It started with my ex, I became very self conscious about myself. I used to never care, I was very care free but then I started to...
    blooop123 blooop123 18-21, F Mar 26

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    a lotta things that bother me, I know God's given me a beautiful life and a lot to be happy about but well, you know.. the human nature, we're never satisfied! even I wish I had a...
    slytheringuy slytheringuy 16-17, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    i wish i could save myself from the d.emons inside of me. they're just getting stronger.
    deeyanah deeyanah 16-17, F Apr 7

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    i literally just wrote an entire page of my fears with my family and of myself. but i am just so stupid that when i reread it all jumbled and confusing and would make no sense to...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    The title says it all. I can't express how deeply I feel about this, but I'll try anyway. I'm the same with every other people on Earth who had similar situations. I can only be...
    IloveAutumn115 IloveAutumn115 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    sometimes I play with myself 2 times a day. is that bad? I would love to sit in a room and ********** with two girls.
    jsoul69 jsoul69 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 17

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    I have learned over the past and being in a sexless relationship for several years and not having a partner male or female that I have become my own lover in pleasuring and playing...
    Pantyluvr55 Pantyluvr55 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    I'm playing with myself right now
    KateSpade88 KateSpade88 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I went to a private all boys boarding school in africa that was miles from anywhere . We all suffered nudity and the cane for the slightest of infractions . If you had the wrong pe...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I was bad to my daddy a few nights ago. When I see him next I have to go straight to the corner for corner time. He just told me I'm having my mouth washed out with a bar of soap...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Happy birthday in heaven to the great comedic actor, Dudley Moore who was born on this date in 1935. Thanks for that great film Arthur, you touched our soul with that one.
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    People in movies just seem to know when someone likes them (because of the director + producer, obv), but we really don’t have that help in real life. I never can tell if someone...
    kearaa kearaa 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I tried to give my best Marilyn Monroe "happy birthday" impression to my husband this morning by singing... needless to say that it sounded like Marilyn just smoked 3 packs of...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I'm cleaning up my circle, no offense to some of you, I am truly sincerely sorry if you had toxic or Narcissistic parent(s). I had been thinking about the probably and possibility...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 5 Responses Apr 12

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    In a world where everyone seems to be unsatisfied of their image, I feel so grateful, even out of place, to love my body. I wish everyone could feel like this.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 30

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    i don't know what happiness means i don't want to be happy any longer , i'm satisfied it's ok it's cool i'm who i'm , i'm where i'm so why should i put myself on others shoes...
    Hasmarika4ever Hasmarika4ever 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    If I have free time, I'm touching myself. Damn, I wish I had more free time.
    BetweenFlames BetweenFlames 18-21, F 23 Responses Apr 17

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    I was a in a bad relationship for a long time. Constantly being cheated on, and lied to. It ended two days ago. There's so much more to it but little I want to re address. He'll be...
    laurelist laurelist 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 5

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    I wish I didn't have to wait much longer. I don't know how long it's going to take for us to be together, but reading the signs, I know someday we'll be in each other's arms. No...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Apr 10

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    I wish people had signs saying "I'm a non-attentive idiot" the other day I was talking to someone and I was using words of twelve plus characters very often and he was like what...
    supergenius0814 supergenius0814 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    Cry myself to sleep because of the messed up society we live in .
    annaupchurch annaupchurch 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 17

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    I never had any luck with getting away with anything, throughout my life, especially not when I was younger. I should have known better, but a few of us decided that it would be a...
    Mick672 Mick672 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    Am happy that's what matters
    sofiannedeer sofiannedeer 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Sometimes I do wish I had a rewind button and delete button. Preferrably to the mistakes I have made in the past few years. But, I step back and look at it and think.... I have...
    orchidangel orchidangel 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I knew a friend for a very long time and he's a male. We have known for almost seven years. We were in the same primary and secondary school. He wasn't quite adapted to the...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F Apr 5

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    In the moment. In that moment. I was not myself - the one I always have been, no more. A promise made, broken. I made the right choice, and it's haunting me. The thoughts, the...
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Naturally, I would have a video with this since I love to post audio. EP ******* blows, I swear. Once you are here, I want to burn this site off my computer....lol. But anyway, if...
    HalfOfMeIsYou HalfOfMeIsYou 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    my bf takes my breath away. I love how caring he is. As the time passes, I feel even closer to him. I was going to compare how things where with my ex;s but I won't. It's not about...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I am trying my best Day 3. Here we go.... I'm thinking what's the meaning of life too? I think learning to love myself and others... This will be a life long journey that I must...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F Apr 1

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    By summoning all my courage, I texted you. I knew things are not the same when I had to do that. Something that used to be so easy now takes a lot of bravery. A simple hi. Just...
    afyfa afyfa 22-25, F Apr 17

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    I love playing with my self. one time I skipped class just to do it. I was caught by the school security guard. we ended up having s*x
    EvilAngels EvilAngels 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 17

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    It would be nice to be able to erase some of the past like it never happened. Too many things have the ability to come back and mess with the present and the future.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 18