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I Wish I Was Happy With Myself

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    I Know It's Bad...

    I know it's bad that I hate my body and hate the way that I have to lie to everyone for them to accept me. I've tried to show them myself and instead got shunned, so I know that I can't be that person...not for a while at least.... I know it's bad that I want to be but skin and...
    Lonliness Lonliness 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2010

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    I Don't Know If I Ever Will Be

    I wish I was happy with myself.  I wish I could be happy.  I wish I could be proud of myself, even though I have nothing to be proud of anyways.  I don't know if I'll ever understand why I'm still here on earth, and why I'm not burning in hell like the rest of...
    FallingStarr FallingStarr 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    More and more I find myself wondering

    why I can't stand the thought of ME. It's a very hard thing to come to grips with.
    theluckyduck theluckyduck 26-30, M Jul 24, 2014

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    I Am Happy

    People go in search of happiness their whole lives. But when do we know when we have found happiness. We simply decide. Therefore. I am happy.
    ArdenBennett ArdenBennett 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2012

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    Lost It!

    I was committing my life to education and research to assist individuals with learning disabilities or inadequate primary educations. I had a manic episode, had all my best friends at the time turn their backs on me, got kicked out of my place, and due to living circumstances had...
    tsalmavet tsalmavet 18-21, M Feb 19, 2012

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    I Am Glad That The One Thing I Am Most Unhappy With

    is something I can definitely change, if I'll just stick with it.I am talking about the fact that I am unhappy with my lack of enough muscularity (not enough muscles). I AM fairly strong, already, and have been working out (discontinuously) for about 3 years, now, but am still...
    GodsLovedMan GodsLovedMan 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    I Really Am Not…

    I hate the way I look, I hate the way I dress & I hate the way I am! I have low self esteem, lack of confident and get the stares every single day. I always focus on the negative things about me and never think of the positive. People who know me will find it hard to believe I...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    I Wish I Could Love Myself

    everyday something happens to me and start thinking that why I am here right now.
    tyranicki2 tyranicki2 16-17, F Nov 9, 2013

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    I Just Feel It.

    I just dont want to go to sleep or wake up. Im lonely. Im alone. I dont feel pretty, or like a good person. Im going through the motions, not really living sometimes.
    narratorwithoutstory narratorwithoutstory 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2010

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    Overall It's Not Bad, But Every Day It's Unbearable!

    I know that most of what I am saying and feeling can be blamed on my age and the fact that I am "hormonal". I know what everyone would tell me (if I said anything) that I have so much going for me and I am so beautiful...etc. I know that I am fortunate and privileged, but I am...
    IwishIwasideal IwishIwasideal 13-15, F Jul 16, 2012

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    Shipwrecked

    You know, I don't think I've ever been at a place of truly being happy with who I am. There are times where I'm hilarious and easy to get along with. I make tons of friends and am almost never shy. But after the social interactions fade and I find myself at my apartment alone I...
    sethberto sethberto 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2012

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    I'm Just Not...

    I'm not really sure why. I know there's a lot of things about me that are really awesome, but I just don't feel like thats good enough. Not good enough for other people or myself. Most of the time I'm really hard on myself if I did something wrong, or made a mistake. I just am...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    Im very happy with my life. I get good grades, i always help people, i have wonderful family, and i am always doing right.
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Jan 5

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    But no I'm not happy ANYONE that was friend with me please add me back name was Shaun765 I am really Pi**ed off with ep I did not do nothing and get deleted well I did do some...
    shaun7654 shaun7654 13-15, M Jan 4

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    I wish BOOZE came with warning labels on causing pregnancy. Be warned. ABSOLUTE VODKA CAUSES PREGNANCY! I read every inch of that bottle it's not on there, I swear 2 out of my 6...
    sixtens sixtens 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    I wish I had a warning label so I know what was wrong with my people skills lol
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 18-21, F Jan 10

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    anybody want to tell me how to play with myself ? message me asap
    nattie15 nattie15 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    So now I was diagnosed with cluster headaches, for which there is nothing that helps, NOTHING, but I am trying the oxygen therapy now. Its something but I mean come on God or who...
    johnnystar4u johnnystar4u 41-45, M Jan 6

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    Its disgusting isnt it. When I swore I always got my mouth washed out with soap if I swore while it was getting washed out I earned extra smacks for my spanking...
    lauraAd lauraAd 31-35, F 10 Responses Jan 10

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    yes I was born with CP but that does not mean I let it get in my way I'm finishing college this year and when I do so I will get a full time job and be able to tell the government...
    me0883 me0883 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 11

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    My dream is to prove everyone wrong. My goal is for everyone's eyes to be wide open with their expressions on their faces full of surprise and their mouths wide open. I'll...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Born on this date in 1907 the great character actor Dan Duryea, nobody played a baddie like DD :) Check him out in Scarlet Street, Woman In The Window, Pride Of The Yankees and...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Bye bye 2014! Welcome 2015 hehe. Happy new year <3
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Happy new year, do it in style!
    Dazzer2K Dazzer2K 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Happy 101st birthday to the great Loretta Young in heaven today. TCM celebrates her birthday with a slew of some of her mediocre films. Try Taxi at 1145 eastern to see Loretta...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M Jan 6

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    Good evening everyone. This is my experience. I'm not sure anyone has gone through this before. But any thoughts would be welcome. I started dating online. I met a girl she called...
    Jonathan50 Jonathan50 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 10

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    The open ocean, tropical beaches, a swift sailing ship and all the time in the world. To spend nights looking at the stars, talking of nature and the creation of the universe...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm going to make this change 2015, I can't seemed to find the base but next year would be all about making myself happy instead of everyone else around me.
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    If I had one wish; I would wish for everyone to have a good life. To not have to worry about paying their next bill, or to go out or stay in, or to deal with any negatively...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Ugh my mom has a new boyfriend (again) he's so boring I would rather have a conversation with a tree than him.... And the weirdest part is that her new bf was my mothers best...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I feel like all the stress and frustration is all thrown at me. Like I don't know what else my mom wants me to do. I feel like she tells me the same thing everytime and I don't...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    No I hate it wish I could go away not come back. Too much going on.
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Jan 4

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    Do you ever just have those moments, where you make such monumentally huge mistakes that you know will hurt loads of people? Yeah? As I sit back and think about my life so far, I...
    BeccaLouise40 BeccaLouise40 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I wish there were a group for young teen drug addicts only here.
    Andwen Andwen 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I grew up in a home where I never felt short of love. My dad passed when I was younger so my mom showed my brother and me more love than I can put into words. She taught me that...
    Dolor1312 Dolor1312 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Thought I was gonna get my late grandpas truck but they're gonna take it away. Was really happy for about an hour.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I would have saved myself a lot of hurt... His label would have read..."I'm the biggest player you're every going to meet. I'm going to hurt you deeply and than move on to my next...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish I could find a girl under sixteen and over 12
    haydenpratt haydenpratt 13-15, M 5 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I love her so much. I not think is possible to feel so much about someone. But my love and feelings for her...are so much. I have find someone I am happy...and love to bits...
    dariaaaa dariaaaa 22-25, F Jan 14

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    I use to wish for this for a long time! Then I realized that everything I've experienced in life has made me into the person I am today
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 16-17, F Jan 15

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    yeah,i just wish i can delete the negative happenings in my life,.
    BohemianRhapsody23 BohemianRhapsody23 22-25, F Jan 15

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    The VA can't afford for all veterans to be diagnosed with PTSD, so before finally caving and giving me this diagnosis, which is more acceptable for a veteran, I was accused of...
    Stella30 Stella30 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I always tell myself I look fine. But when I go to school I totally hate myself. Idk why tho
    WorthlessXlove WorthlessXlove 13-15, M Jan 16

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    When you do travel abroad and find the account that suits you best getting access that is online is a terrific method to keep an eye in your account. You'll be able to check on any...
    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Vernon Piercing bright Amber eyes Gaze upon me With such inquisitiveness I know he is demanding For my attention, Wanting comfort from my touch. But he is hesitant. Gazing at him...
    Knightt15 Knightt15 18-21, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I pretty much put my all into all people. Sometimes I pull back because I feel them pull back. I love with all my heart but I've learn to guard it better.
    BlueBrea BlueBrea 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    paulacc11 paulacc11 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 3