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I Wish I Was Happy With Myself

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    I Really Am Not…

    I hate the way I look, I hate the way I dress & I hate the way I am! I have low self esteem, lack of confident and get the stares every single day. I always focus on the negative things about me and never think of the positive. People who know me will find it hard to believe I...
    MilweePisces MilweePisces 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    Shipwrecked

    You know, I don't think I've ever been at a place of truly being happy with who I am. There are times where I'm hilarious and easy to get along with. I make tons of friends and am almost never shy. But after the social interactions fade and I find myself at my apartment alone I...
    sethberto sethberto 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2012

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    I Know It's Bad...

    I know it's bad that I hate my body and hate the way that I have to lie to everyone for them to accept me. I've tried to show them myself and instead got shunned, so I know that I can't be that person...not for a while at least.... I know it's bad that I want to be but skin and...
    Lonliness Lonliness 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2010

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    I Just Feel It.

    I just dont want to go to sleep or wake up. Im lonely. Im alone. I dont feel pretty, or like a good person. Im going through the motions, not really living sometimes.
    narratorwithoutstory narratorwithoutstory 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2010

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    I Am Glad That The One Thing I Am Most Unhappy With

    is something I can definitely change, if I'll just stick with it.I am talking about the fact that I am unhappy with my lack of enough muscularity (not enough muscles). I AM fairly strong, already, and have been working out (discontinuously) for about 3 years, now, but am still...
    GodsLovedMan GodsLovedMan 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    I'm Just Not...

    I'm not really sure why. I know there's a lot of things about me that are really awesome, but I just don't feel like thats good enough. Not good enough for other people or myself. Most of the time I'm really hard on myself if I did something wrong, or made a mistake. I just am...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    I Am Happy

    People go in search of happiness their whole lives. But when do we know when we have found happiness. We simply decide. Therefore. I am happy.
    ArdenBennett ArdenBennett 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2012

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    Overall It's Not Bad, But Every Day It's Unbearable!

    I know that most of what I am saying and feeling can be blamed on my age and the fact that I am "hormonal". I know what everyone would tell me (if I said anything) that I have so much going for me and I am so beautiful...etc. I know that I am fortunate and privileged, but I am...
    IwishIwasideal IwishIwasideal 13-15, F Jul 16, 2012

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    I Wish I Could Love Myself

    everyday something happens to me and start thinking that why I am here right now.
    tyranicki2 tyranicki2 16-17, F Nov 9, 2013

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    Well I'm 19 and going to college and I'm messing up really bad.. I am smart but I don't apply myself or go to class because it all just seems..so pointless. My life is crashing...
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    i had a very bad relationship with my lifetime bestfriends in my oldschool, i hated them while they loved me so much. i was cocky and i really wanted new friends. the next year i...
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    i will be happy with you and i dont need anything else i just want you to love me.I dont need money or luxury i just want you to smile and that will make my day i want you to stay...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M Apr 2

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    I think to be able to say that you are happy with someone and no one else is beautiful, me being a paranoid idiot I can never believe it 100% when someone tells me this. I also...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Correction: I'm never Honest with myself. and it's creeping me off! anyone who had that trouble and got over it ?
    00Wieme00 00Wieme00 16-17, F Mar 31

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    I'm horny right now and i want to play with myself! Girls i need your help!
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    I wish at times that I could duplicate myself and give to someone in need of a friend or someone special. Then again, I have a habit of being left and I don't do well with being...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M Apr 8

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    How has it taken so Long to come to the realisation that I'm not here for you, and if I act like I am I'm wasting away, cos I haven't got time, nah not another day, to consider...
    MrLorax MrLorax 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Iv been horny all day and I just can't take it anymore! I wish there was a girl here who could help me ;) or better yet a nice big dog
    taylorwite taylorwite 18-21, F 11 Responses Apr 4

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    So many people have a problem with themselves, and it's funny to note that I was just like them. Strangely enough, I'm so much better than I was before, I'm smiling, I'm not quite...
    Okami890 Okami890 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

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    wish you could watch.. nice and thick this morning
    jack4jillct jack4jillct 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I love to listen my most important thing to me are my children I love to give it makes me happy to see some one else happy but the sad thing is even having my children and my...
    kathy4104 kathy4104 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I wish life was a remote! Play the easy times! Pause the good times! Fast forward the bullshit! Rewind the memories! Wouldn't it be great if life came with a remote control!
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F Apr 4

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    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 22-25, F 15 hrs ago

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    You left me and i am still happy
    LunaOanaAris LunaOanaAris 16-17, F Mar 30

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    I'm not gonna lie, just the thought of you makes me happy right now ^////^
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F Mar 30

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    Just something I ran across on twitter. Telling someone they cant be sad because others have it worse is like saying someone cant be happy because others have it better. I've been...
    nhammoud nhammoud 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 8

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    :) happy cp awareness day :)
    Kaylamay17 Kaylamay17 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 25

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    I had to go upstairs to get a flashlight and my torso was bare. my sisters new bf looked at me and said 'Woah you need to put on a shirt' making fun of my weight... I already have...
    scottazard scottazard 18-21, M Mar 28

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    My cousin move to my town that I live in.She made my life miserable.She told my other friends that I hurt her,I made her cry and that I did a lot of rude things to her which I didn...
    1Dimples 1Dimples 13-15, F Apr 8

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    If life had a delete button I'd delete my entire life cos it's been worthless and I'm just wasting it
    Bluenox Bluenox 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Hi my names richard but everyone calls me richie :) im from ireland 3rd year...ive never really took my cleft lip as a disabilry i always taught alot more people are worse off then...
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    I love to have sex with older woman its a major turn on for me
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    Sparrowsong19 Sparrowsong19 26-30, F Apr 10

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    Well, I can't exist without God, so the "Nothing Else" is definitely out... But if I had to choose one person, and only one person, to go anywhere with me, it'd be you, love. You...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    This afternoon I watched The Great Gatsby, following the story line I paralleled it with my life. We often try too hard to make things happen when in reality, things do have a way...
    Runningforlife Runningforlife 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    Yes i am ;) I don't just love myself, i'm in love with it ;) i'm cool, funny, smart, attractive and i love everything about me !!! I think as long as i'm not doing any harm to...
    Beyrouth Beyrouth 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I was edging all morning at work, now I'm home & naked planning to shoot a big load in my mouth.
    jon1466 jon1466 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 15

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    My husband found old pics of me nud e in a storage box. They had been taken by an ex 10 years ago. He has been incredibly turned on since and gets me to tell him about what I got...
    alisonsurprise alisonsurprise 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    God I hate myself so much. I've never done anything right. Honestly there is no point in me trying to have a friendly relationship with anyone. I always **** it up. Every single...
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Who are you = pfloyd121 Why are you on EP =for good friends and to have a laugh How many women have you slept with ? = no comment Whos your favourite singer = david bowie of...
    pfloyd121 pfloyd121 46-50, M 6 Responses Mar 25

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    Zubylovesyou16 Zubylovesyou16 16-17, F Mar 25

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    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    LifeofaNympho LifeofaNympho 18-21, M Apr 14

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    boynudist13 boynudist13 70+, M Mar 27

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    It was super nasty :( mommy was mad
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