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I Wish I Was Happy With Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 204 People

    More and more I find myself wondering

    why I can't stand the thought of ME. It's a very hard thing to come to grips with.
    theluckyduck theluckyduck 26-30, M Jul 24, 2014

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    I Really Am Not…

    I have low self esteem, lack of confident and get the stares every single day. I always focus on the negative things about me and never think of the positive. People who know me will find it hard to believe I'm very negative about myself as I spread positive energy and happiness...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    I'm Just Not...

    I'm not really sure why. I know there's a lot of things about me that are really awesome, but I just don't feel like thats good enough. Not good enough for other people or myself. Most of the time I'm really hard on myself if I did something wrong, or made a mistake. I just am...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    Shipwrecked

    You know, I don't think I've ever been at a place of truly being happy with who I am. There are times where I'm hilarious and easy to get along with. I make tons of friends and am almost never shy. But after the social interactions fade and I find myself at my apartment alone I...
    sethberto sethberto 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2012

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    Lost It!

    I was committing my life to education and research to assist individuals with learning disabilities or inadequate primary educations. I had a manic episode, had all my best friends at the time turn their backs on me, got kicked out of my place, and due to living circumstances had...
    tsalmavet tsalmavet 18-21, M Feb 19, 2012

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    I Know It's Bad...

    I know it's bad that I hate my body and hate the way that I have to lie to everyone for them to accept me. I've tried to show them myself and instead got shunned, so I know that I can't be that person...not for a while at least.... I know it's bad that I want to be but skin and...
    Lonliness Lonliness 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2010

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    I Wish I Could Love Myself

    everyday something happens to me and start thinking that why I am here right now.
    tyranicki2 tyranicki2 16-17, F Nov 9, 2013

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    Overall It's Not Bad, But Every Day It's Unbearable!

    I know that most of what I am saying and feeling can be blamed on my age and the fact that I am "hormonal". I know what everyone would tell me (if I said anything) that I have so much going for me and I am so beautiful...etc. I know that I am fortunate and privileged, but I am...
    IwishIwasideal IwishIwasideal 13-15, F Jul 16, 2012

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    I Am Glad That The One Thing I Am Most Unhappy With

    is something I can definitely change, if I'll just stick with it.I am talking about the fact that I am unhappy with my lack of enough muscularity (not enough muscles). I AM fairly strong, already, and have been working out (discontinuously) for about 3 years, now, but am still...
    GodsLovedMan GodsLovedMan 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    I Just Feel It.

    I just dont want to go to sleep or wake up. Im lonely. Im alone. I dont feel pretty, or like a good person. Im going through the motions, not really living sometimes.
    narratorwithoutstory narratorwithoutstory 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2010

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    I'm playing with myself right now at work
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    mj61270 mj61270 41-45, F 1 Response May 3

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    I am a 20 year old from London who studies Performance at University, which is about to end in a week. After that ill be off to America for five months working and experiencing new...
    Amyflorence Amyflorence 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    kanonr kanonr 26-30, F 2 Responses May 13

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