that I'd jump out of bed dancing and singing . I haven't felt happiness for years and years . I also would want to make all my family happy along with me. I wish for a content life and no real suffering . I would like to die happy .
I wish I was happy.
I wish I was put together correctly.
Lately, I feel all broken up inside, like I'm slowly dying.
I know this all too well though,
It hits like a bullet, presses in like a blade to your skin,
Cutting and cutting you're malnourished, thin..
why would anyone want to be anything but happy? Does wanting a good job mean I can’t be happy with life?? I’m so tired and dissatisfied. How is this so hard. I’m a failure and everything I do is a waste of time. Anyone who chose anything other than happy is mad. I’m mad...
I've decided that my goal in life is to be happy. I've never been happy so this will be a challenge, I've been rock bottom and nearly died after suicide attempts so I can only work my way up from here. I have some "friends" who make me feel awful so I've decided not to give a...