I wish I was happy.
I wish I was put together correctly.
Lately, I feel all broken up inside, like I'm slowly dying.
I know this all too well though,
It hits like a bullet, presses in like a blade to your skin,
Cutting and cutting you're malnourished, thin..
why would anyone want to be anything but happy? Does wanting a good job mean I can’t be happy with life?? I’m so tired and dissatisfied. How is this so hard. I’m a failure and everything I do is a waste of time. Anyone who chose anything other than happy is mad. I’m mad...
that I'd jump out of bed dancing and singing . I haven't felt happiness for years and years . I also would want to make all my family happy along with me. I wish for a content life and no real suffering . I would like to die happy .
I've decided that my goal in life is to be happy. I've never been happy so this will be a challenge, I've been rock bottom and nearly died after suicide attempts so I can only work my way up from here. I have some "friends" who make me feel awful so I've decided not to give a...