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I Wish I Was More "not White"

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    I have people always telling me that I am so pretty because I am white. I think others are so pretty. I wish i could have some of my genes mixed with theirs. Like asians. They are SO pretty!!! And Latinos, and just everyone else looks so attractive to me. And Being "white" or...
    KathrynSky KathrynSky 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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