you wanted. I'm insecure, I'm a mess, I'm constantly afraid that you will leave me for someone better. I don't like these fears, but I've seen it happen before. I don't believe someone like you could ever be happy with me. Even writing this I am worried about your reaction when...
I am a recovering drug addict 1year 5 months clean
I am the black sheep, loved the very least of all
I am a failure
I am a mother who gave up her first child and a single mother to a second
i am alone
I am misunderstood
I am guilt ridden
I am haunted by things...