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I Wish I Was Never Born

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    You Fuckks Are As Sick As Me

    Okay recently i found myself angry mad as hell like the rest of you. I hate the world my mother my family my friends and the world and wish I was never born. None of those ******* will shed a tear when I die and I most likely won't be attending their funerals Life just isn't for...
    Kidbuuradley Kidbuuradley 18-21 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    I Am A Nothing...

    I wish I was never a woman I wish I never had ADD. I wish my ADD was detected so I could study and stay focused and be somebody. I wish I was loved. I wish I was never ugly. I wish I was never unattractive. For it only takes two to tango, as if I wanted to. I wish I was...
    HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2013

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    Good Until 3

    I am like many of you, not suicidal but deeply regretful of my conception. I think I had about 3 good years on this earth and, coincidentally, those 3 years were from birth until age 3, the ages where you can't remember anything. When I was almost 4 years old, my eyes began to...
    JackofNothing JackofNothing 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I Wish I Was Never Born!

    I hate life!  The problem is I believe in an afterlife, so I know if I blow my brains out, things won't be any better there.  I am constantly miserable.  I am a failure at everything I have tried.  I can never complete a task.  I fall asleep at night...
    rickym4055 rickym4055 41-45 10 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Never Being Born

    I actually need to go through and clean out some of my experiences because it has been a wile since i have felt this way. I have been doing a lot better with how i feel about myself, i am a much happier person. So if someone who feels this way and reads this i just want you to...
    battlefighter battlefighter 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2013

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    I joined this website mainly

    because I feel I can't talk to anyone else about what I'm thinking. This is a good place to vent my frustrations about my life and not be judged or ridiculed. I really wish that I was never born. I am near middle age and have had no truly happy experiences in my life. No...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    Even The Good Times Are Bad

    Most sharing stories stories here on this subject are a lot younger than me at 55. However, I feel connected because I've hated life since I was 12. The bottomline is that life is much more a struggle than it is a adventure. There's far more pain 'n sorrow than joy 'n happiness...
    Mvb76 Mvb76 56-60, M Sep 24, 2013

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    I Feel You

    I feel the same way. My mother had me at 15 yrs old. My grandmother was in her thirties. My dad was 17. They were kids and sooo nowhere near ready for a child. I think if my mom had had a choice she would have never had kids. She barely paid attention to me as a child and i even...
    shay06 shay06 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2013

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    Beelzebubbbbb Beelzebubbbbb 18-21, F Dec 8, 2013

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    I often wonder - what the **** am i still doing

    alive? Why was i born in the first place? Who needs me? Why is my life one big pile of ****? My life makes no sense at all, its like i keep getting signs that i dont belong here like i should kill myself already but time & time again i lie to myself & think positive when in...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 6 Responses Mar 15

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    I wish I never came to exist.

    That is what I always say. How is it fair that I came to this world as a consequence of my parents f*cking? Why am I forced to adapt to this world of rules, consequences, and labels because supposedly living is "good" and dying is "bad". How is it fair to come to a world...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 19

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    And So Do Others

    I know others doo. I see it, I hear it, I know it. I am only here, because a doctor lied to my mom, and by the time she found out she was pregnant it was too late to abort, my her mother wouldn't let her give me up, idk why, my life migh have been a bit better if i wasn't to grow...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    I wish I was never born.

    I don't deserve life. I feel sorry for everybody who has ever talked to me, or just looked at my disgusting face, and I wished I could just disappear from everyone's life, because I just irritate and hurt people. I don't deserve life. I just deserve to die.
    Milliesangel Milliesangel 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    If It Weren't For My Sister, I'd Already Be Dead.

    I hate life. I think it's the most stupid and pointless thing in the entire universe, and sadly I'm supposively a Christian. I hate going through every day FORCING myself to do everything. I DON'T WANT TO DO ANY OF IT. I just want to die already. I love my sister SO much though...
    arb7789 arb7789 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 24, 2010

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    I wanted to believe there was a reason I am

    here. My mother is mentally ill and should never have had me. She used very poor judgement when getting pregnant. She isn't able to see beyond what she wants in any given moment. She had a child with a very unstable man and no money. She psychologically, mental, and emotionally...
    theforgotten1one theforgotten1one 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    My childhood wasn't awful,

    not as bad as some I'm sure, but it wasn't good. I'm from a single parent household and my mom had bouts of depression throughout my child hood. She wouldn't let me see anyone else in the family because she'd been sexually abused by her Dad when she was little and she was...
    channers1 channers1 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Beelzebubbbb Beelzebubbbb 18-21 Dec 5, 2013

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    No Reason, No Purpose, No Way Through Tough Times

    Before I could say why I wish I wasn't born, let me say that the blame is not with the parents, mom, dad, Bros and sis', my life with them was great, everything went normal until a year after my HS graduation. Its like every positive thing I think of or felt good from turns bad...
    Dragonblade Dragonblade 22-25 2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    I Wish I Was Never Born Either

    Life for me has been one long hardship...no breather, no breaks. I suffered child abuse, a sometimes violent father, cancer at 17, disability, deformity, faced death three times, 17 major operations, abuse of all kinds. It's just not been worth living. I'm 52 and its just...
    PVK2013 PVK2013 51-55 7 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    Living Is Tiring...

    Since primary school, I had been wishing I was never born. It is just too tiring to live in this world. People judge. My life is one big mess! It is complicated. I just don't see the point in living in this world anymore. When I think back, I just wish that from the start I am...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    Sometimes

    Yes, for the sake of my mother and sisters, only and especially them, I do indeed wish I wasn't born and, sometimes, I wish I could just walk out onto the freeway, just to see what would happen. No, besides that thought, I don't often think of suicide but, when I do hope for...
    Amoridere1 Amoridere1 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    I Need Help

    I am in tears, in a world where people are mostly indifferent unless they can use you for something. I have tried my best but this world is blind.  I know that it's hard for people to adapt to a world and a life they did not choose, always contingent on damn terms and...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    I Wish

    I wish I could go back in time and push my dumb *ss mother down the steps. Both of my parents should have came together with money for an abortion and saved me from all this. I absolutely serve no purpose here and they made sure of that. I blame the both of them for my pointless...
    poeticdiva poeticdiva 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    ...

      and so do my parents, they tell me i was just a mistake, and I should have never been born, and 90% of the time I feel the same way. Maybe if I was born into a different family it would be different but i wasn't, i was born into a family that I am not wanted. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    Nothing Special

    Same as everybody else, I never asked for this life. It's not like any of us were ever given a chance. You know, if someone would have asked beforehand "would you like to experience people close to you dying or the feeling of being rejected or passed over for jobs you are over...
    nobody5000 nobody5000 41-45 2 Responses Oct 26, 2010

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    If I Had The Choice.

    If I had the choice I would observe this planet for like a few minutes and say no thank you. I do not want to be some drone. Envying what I will never have, wishing to win the lottery. Then wanting to spend the money helping others, while those in power would do everything to...
    EmpressLya EmpressLya 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    Another Mistake

    I went from a gifted student to a college dropout, My feelings are in my skin, where they constantly get bruised, To dumb for college, yet I wish to be successful Not attractive enough for love The roots from my tree are dwindling, so I will be a weed No accomplishments, just...
    Gentlestar Gentlestar 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2011

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    I have been thinking lately about never having

    been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to inhabit a human body and experience life and choices and free will of it. I beleive in a god amd that my soul was made by him although I do not...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M Apr 14

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    A Mistake

    My mom told me my father wanted me aborted when she found out I was pregnant. Maybe it would have been better that way. I'm an accident, I never was meant to be here. Mom said that if it wasn't for me grandma wouldn't have died from cancer. She would be skinny and have more money...
    Pursuitofhappiness16 Pursuitofhappiness16 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Wish I Could Have Had A Choice.

    When I was a child in elementary school my favourite game was 'pretend'. I never wanted to be myself. i've never wanted to be myself. I don't want to kill myself, death scares me, oddly enough. If I could have choose not to be born though, I would have opted out. My parents...
    BanZeta BanZeta 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    I don't even know why I was born.

    Maybe I was an "accident" because my Mom doesn't love me.i have been bedridden and sick for 2 years and she won't even answer my calls. I am the youngest of 4. I have 2 half brothers and a sister from my moms first marriage. Which apparently was bad and never talked about. My...
    Karmacaughtme Karmacaughtme 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I was born in 1999, and am currently 14 years

    old. I have always been a talkative and kind person, but a few years ago my step dad and mom got divorce, and I haven't talked to my dad since. I've been in a sort of emotional decline: First it was apathy, then unsociability, and now as far as depression. I do have some things...
    UnwantedShadow UnwantedShadow 13-15, F Apr 11

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    I Think It's Just How Life Goes On...

    hey everybody, well sometimes i wish i was never born to never feel what i felt. i learned in the hard way :(now i live my life without a soul just like a zombie, i don't have no friends anymore & even my family i don't feel like i belong to themi think i'm feeling broke inside...
    butterfly210 butterfly210 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    And not only do I wish I were never born, I'm angry about being born. I had no say in the matter. If I had been given the choice, I'd absolutely choose to have never been born. What a miserable, hopeless mess this life is. My purpose in posting this is not to seek advice or...
    Philliebuster Philliebuster 26-30, M 91 Responses Dec 14, 2008

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    it is easier than wishing death everyday
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8, 2013

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    iamgod2 iamgod2 70+ 1 Response Jan 14

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    Why Am I Hear????

    Hi, I'm 27 years old a college graduate, single no kids a cat. I will say  I had a great childhood, things went down hill in my early twenties. Most of the relationships  have had with men have been dysfunctional. I don't know why, I have a great father, he always...
    mizzb mizzb 26-30 9 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    i hate life i hate waking up everyday i hate everything.... i hate myself.... this is what i feel klsdajflk;sadj flk;sjdalkf;j;sdlkajflkasdjlk;jdslkfjsk;ldfjklsd;jflksdjflksdjfklsdjflksdjflksdjfklsdjfklsjalk sorry you cannot understand i wish i was never born at all never exist...
    emboy123 emboy123 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    I wish i was nvr born my life suck totally.

    i fail in test in schools my parent were divorced since i was 5 so i went to live with my grandmother and life goes on and on with days of suffering thinking whether am i born to be a burden to people around me, my aunt hates me thinking i am useless, a gangster, good for...
    Uzelexx Uzelexx 16-17 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    Some Days...

    Some days are the hardest days for me. I've hurt a lot of people but had good intentions. So some days I wonder what it would be like if I were never born. I wonder if peoples lives would be better or worse, sometimes I think they'd be better, then other times I think they'd be...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F May 29, 2008

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    No Good Reason

    I don't want to kill myself. I do what I have to do. I fight, struggle, whatever you call it. I was just dropped here, and have been cursed by the day I was born. I will go on, but I really think it was a waste my mother didn't abort.   Updated June, 10, 2008: I am meant...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    I Ruined Everything

    If I wasn't here, my family and friends would all be happy right now, but instead I came along and ****** everything up and now everyone is hurting. I have aspergers syndrome and so me and dad never got along very well because he didn't know how to handle me, somewhere in my...
    mellorabbit01 mellorabbit01 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 12, 2011

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    Sincere Posting

    I honestly can't believe me not answering those grade school questions in junior high actually meant something such as "where do you see yourself in 10 years? 20 years? etc. I never truely pondered the outcome now being 26 years old I've finally realized I didn't see myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 26, 2009

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    Life just isn't worth living.

    I wish I had been aborted. I lack the capabilities to do anything I want. I'll live and die forgotten. Nobody will remember me when I'm gone. I will never live the life I want. I'll spend the rest of my life being jealous of people who have more money and are better looking and...
    Orthopox Orthopox 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    All I do is cause stress

    for my family and am a big sinkhole of wasted resources. My parents would be better off without me.
    skullcracker123456789 skullcracker123456789 16-17, M Mar 18

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    I'm A Mistake!

    I'm very young but one thing I am sure of is that I'm a mistake. I've come to this conclusion because i don't fit into European standards of beauty. You know Caucasian, Thin and Beautiful with blonde hair and blue eyes. I'm not saying anyone else who doesn't look like this is...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2013

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    I Am A Nothing...

    I wish I was never a woman I wish I never had ADD. I wish my ADD was detected so I could study and stay focused and be somebody. I wish I was loved. I wish I was never ugly. I wish I was never unattractive. For it only takes two to tango, as if I wanted to. I wish I was...
    HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel 26-30, F Nov 4, 2013

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    I wish I was never born. It was a mistake. I'm a mistake. I don't belong here.
    DaisyMae7 DaisyMae7 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    Bare with me, its going on 1am in the morning.

    I'm sitting here in the living room, dark and crying my eyes out. I just need to write this out, because if I don't, I have a feeling that I am going to reach for the blade. I am sitting here, thinking about the way my life has been the past few years, the rape, which will be...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    billthecleric billthecleric 26-30, M Apr 9

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    I Will Never Forgive My Breeders

    **** this ****** *** life. It's filled with filthy, selfish, disrespectful, evil monkeys (humans). There's all this pressure on me to be this or be that. If I don't follow societal rules I am labelled a loser. There's pain, both physical and emotional. There's sickness and death...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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