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I Wish I Was Never Born

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    I don't even know why I was born.

    Maybe I was an "accident" because my Mom doesn't love me.i have been bedridden and sick for 2 years and she won't even answer my calls. I am the youngest of 4. I have 2 half brothers and a sister from my moms first marriage. Which apparently was bad and never talked about. My...
    Karmacaughtme Karmacaughtme 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    Why Am I Hear????

    Hi, I'm 27 years old a college graduate, single no kids a cat. I will say  I had a great childhood, things went down hill in my early twenties. Most of the relationships  have had with men have been dysfunctional. I don't know why, I have a great father, he always...
    mizzb mizzb 26-30 9 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    If I Had The Choice.

    If I had the choice I would observe this planet for like a few minutes and say no thank you. I do not want to be some drone. Envying what I will never have, wishing to win the lottery. Then wanting to spend the money helping others, while those in power would do everything to...
    EmpressLya EmpressLya 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    I was born in 1999, and am currently 14 years

    old. I have always been a talkative and kind person, but a few years ago my step dad and mom got divorce, and I haven't talked to my dad since. I've been in a sort of emotional decline: First it was apathy, then unsociability, and now as far as depression. I do have some things...
    UnwantedShadow UnwantedShadow 13-15, F Apr 11

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    carleyratclifff carleyratclifff 13-15, F 6 Responses May 18

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    My life feels like cosmic joke a lot of the

    time. **** this world and the worthless humans that inhabitant it. Life's a *****..then you die. Truer words were never written/spoken!
    Smoray100 Smoray100 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    I Will Never Forgive My Breeders

    **** this ****** *** life. It's filled with filthy, selfish, disrespectful, evil monkeys (humans). There's all this pressure on me to be this or be that. If I don't follow societal rules I am labelled a loser. There's pain, both physical and emotional. There's sickness and death...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    Sometimes

    Yes, for the sake of my mother and sisters, only and especially them, I do indeed wish I wasn't born and, sometimes, I wish I could just walk out onto the freeway, just to see what would happen. No, besides that thought, I don't often think of suicide but, when I do hope for...
    Amoridere1 Amoridere1 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    I Wish I Was Never Born Either

    Life for me has been one long hardship...no breather, no breaks. I suffered child abuse, a sometimes violent father, cancer at 17, disability, deformity, faced death three times, 17 major operations, abuse of all kinds. It's just not been worth living. I'm 52 and its just...
    PVK2013 PVK2013 51-55 8 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    I am so ugly.... I hate myself.

    I'm dumb with an abnormal brain,and Im not rich or athletic.I wish I was never born.No one wants to be bothered with me.I wish I was dead.I'm useless there's other people that are better than me so I'm not needed in this society.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Nothing Special

    Same as everybody else, I never asked for this life. It's not like any of us were ever given a chance. You know, if someone would have asked beforehand "would you like to experience people close to you dying or the feeling of being rejected or passed over for jobs you are over...
    nobody5000 nobody5000 41-45 2 Responses Oct 26, 2010

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    I have been thinking lately about never having

    been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to inhabit a human body and experience life and choices and free will of it. I beleive in a god amd that my soul was made by him although I do not...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M Apr 14

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    But my pals dont. They like my caring.

    And my advice. Even when i am tormented. Some dont like my carnal flattery. But all are glad i was born. So i breathe for them. Until i cant.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    iamgod2 iamgod2 70+ 1 Response Jan 14

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    Im useless and worthless.

    Im only a waste of time and space. Wish i was never born and be a burden to everyone.
    SmoothSuicide SmoothSuicide 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 3

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    Even The Good Times Are Bad

    Most sharing stories stories here on this subject are a lot younger than me at 55. However, I feel connected because I've hated life since I was 12. The bottomline is that life is much more a struggle than it is a adventure. There's far more pain 'n sorrow than joy 'n happiness...
    Mvb76 Mvb76 56-60, M Sep 24, 2013

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 4 Responses May 5

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    And So Do Others

    I know others doo. I see it, I hear it, I know it. I am only here, because a doctor lied to my mom, and by the time she found out she was pregnant it was too late to abort, my her mother wouldn't let her give me up, idk why, my life migh have been a bit better if i wasn't to grow...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    We all chose to be born.

    It's time to remember why.
    TesstheMess TesstheMess 31-35, F 2 Responses May 18

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    it is easier than wishing death everyday
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8, 2013

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    I feel insignificant

    and I feel like no one would really care if I left. It would make no difference if I were never here in the first place, as I only burden others with my own mistakes and problems. Why did I let myself be a walking obstacle to everyone around me? It doesn't seem to matter anymore...
    MellowCube MellowCube 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A Mistake

    My mom told me my father wanted me aborted when she found out I was pregnant. Maybe it would have been better that way. I'm an accident, I never was meant to be here. Mom said that if it wasn't for me grandma wouldn't have died from cancer. She would be skinny and have more money...
    Pursuitofhappiness16 Pursuitofhappiness16 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2013

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    billthecleric billthecleric 31-35, M Apr 9

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    I wish I had died when I was in my mother's womb

    or I hope my mother had had a miscarriage. This world will be filled in by a more deserving person when I die... Someone who has people to call his own... Someone who asks him how school was today? Someone who tucks him in bed and kisses him goodnight. I don't know why I am...
    TheAverageIdiot TheAverageIdiot 16-17, M 3 Responses May 18

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    I joined this website mainly

    because I feel I can't talk to anyone else about what I'm thinking. This is a good place to vent my frustrations about my life and not be judged or ridiculed. I really wish that I was never born. I am near middle age and have had no truly happy experiences in my life. No...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I often wonder - what the **** am i still doing

    alive? Why was i born in the first place? Who needs me? Why is my life one big pile of ****? My life makes no sense at all, its like i keep getting signs that i dont belong here like i should kill myself already but time & time again i lie to myself & think positive when in...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 7 Responses Mar 15

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    You Fuckks Are As Sick As Me

    Okay recently i found myself angry mad as hell like the rest of you. I hate the world my mother my family my friends and the world and wish I was never born. None of those ******* will shed a tear when I die and I most likely won't be attending their funerals Life just isn't for...
    Kidbuuradley Kidbuuradley 18-21 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    I Wish I Was Never Born!

    I hate life!  The problem is I believe in an afterlife, so I know if I blow my brains out, things won't be any better there.  I am constantly miserable.  I am a failure at everything I have tried.  I can never complete a task.  I fall asleep at night...
    rickym4055 rickym4055 41-45 10 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    No Reason, No Purpose, No Way Through Tough Times

    Before I could say why I wish I wasn't born, let me say that the blame is not with the parents, mom, dad, Bros and sis', my life with them was great, everything went normal until a year after my HS graduation. Its like every positive thing I think of or felt good from turns bad...
    Dragonblade Dragonblade 22-25 2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    I ruined myself and I have no dreams.

    My whole life has been a wreck because ever since I found out I was born in Hong Kong (bad country for autistics to be born and raised in) I went crazy and suicidal. I lived off junk food and loved bad things like nazis, hitler and I became a bully. I was also going through...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 29

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    All I do is cause stress

    for my family and am a big sinkhole of wasted resources. My parents would be better off without me.
    skullcracker123456789 skullcracker123456789 16-17, M Mar 18

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    Another Mistake

    I went from a gifted student to a college dropout, My feelings are in my skin, where they constantly get bruised, To dumb for college, yet I wish to be successful Not attractive enough for love The roots from my tree are dwindling, so I will be a weed No accomplishments, just...
    Gentlestar Gentlestar 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2011

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    Bare with me, its going on 1am in the morning.

    I'm sitting here in the living room, dark and crying my eyes out. I just need to write this out, because if I don't, I have a feeling that I am going to reach for the blade. I am sitting here, thinking about the way my life has been the past few years, the rape, which will be...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    My childhood wasn't awful,

    not as bad as some I'm sure, but it wasn't good. I'm from a single parent household and my mom had bouts of depression throughout my child hood. She wouldn't let me see anyone else in the family because she'd been sexually abused by her Dad when she was little and she was...
    channers1 channers1 22-25, F Feb 19

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    I wish i was nvr born my life suck totally.

    i fail in test in schools my parent were divorced since i was 5 so i went to live with my grandmother and life goes on and on with days of suffering thinking whether am i born to be a burden to people around me, my aunt hates me thinking i am useless, a gangster, good for...
    Uzelexx Uzelexx 16-17 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    Beelzebubbbbb Beelzebubbbbb 18-21, F Dec 8, 2013

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    Sorry You Feel This Way

    I wish nobody felt this way but if you do PLEASE remember that there are people out there that love and care about you. You are a wonderful person and you are part of this world so LOVE YOURSELF first and enjoy all the wonders of our world and all the beauty that surrounds us.
    Pmacphoto Pmacphoto 66-70, M May 30, 2012

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    Some Days...

    Some days are the hardest days for me. I've hurt a lot of people but had good intentions. So some days I wonder what it would be like if I were never born. I wonder if peoples lives would be better or worse, sometimes I think they'd be better, then other times I think they'd be...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 1 Response May 29, 2008

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    I wish I was never born

    so I'd never start this meaningless life
    WolfForever14 WolfForever14 13-15, M May 18

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    Life just isn't worth living.

    I wish I had been aborted. I lack the capabilities to do anything I want. I'll live and die forgotten. Nobody will remember me when I'm gone. I will never live the life I want. I'll spend the rest of my life being jealous of people who have more money and are better looking and...
    Orthopox Orthopox 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    Plz read I need options As I cry out

    for help there is no one to hear me. People say that they have a bad life they have not heard mine. I cry my self to sleep every night but know one knows no one even knows I cry out for help. I cry out for help everyday but no one knows, no one hears me. I can't and don't trust...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 26

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    No Good Reason

    I don't want to kill myself. I do what I have to do. I fight, struggle, whatever you call it. I was just dropped here, and have been cursed by the day I was born. I will go on, but I really think it was a waste my mother didn't abort.   Updated June, 10, 2008: I am meant...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    I'm a waste of a human being.

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    ificutmyhairhawaiiwillsink ificutmyhairhawaiiwillsink 18-21, M 6 Responses Jul 3

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    Good Until 3

    I am like many of you, not suicidal but deeply regretful of my conception. I think I had about 3 good years on this earth and, coincidentally, those 3 years were from birth until age 3, the ages where you can't remember anything. When I was almost 4 years old, my eyes began to...
    JackofNothing JackofNothing 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I'm 36....told I'm "pretty".

    Yet I'm alone...in all facets, well except for a dog, and now 1 cat. I don't have the guts or the means to kill myself...I'm afraid I'd fail, and then be a failure, even at that. Plus I adore my dog...he's my best friend. And I can't imagine abandoning him. I have many good...
    justmeandmydog78 justmeandmydog78 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I wish I was never born.

    I don't deserve life. I feel sorry for everybody who has ever talked to me, or just looked at my disgusting face, and I wished I could just disappear from everyone's life, because I just irritate and hurt people. I don't deserve life. I just deserve to die.
    Milliesangel Milliesangel 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    And not only do I wish I were never born, I'm angry about being born. I had no say in the matter. If I had been given the choice, I'd absolutely choose to have never been born. What a miserable, hopeless mess this life is. My purpose in posting this is not to seek advice or...
    Philliebuster Philliebuster 26-30, M 99 Responses Dec 14, 2008

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    It is difficult to live day by day

    when life is a perpetual downfall. I try to stay positive, but life is no good. I have never known true happiness, and fear I never will. I am just existing and going through the motions. It is getting harder to do everyday. I look at people who seem to be so happy and...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I wanted to believe there was a reason I am

    here. My mother is mentally ill and should never have had me. She used very poor judgement when getting pregnant. She isn't able to see beyond what she wants in any given moment. She had a child with a very unstable man and no money. She psychologically, mental, and emotionally...
    theforgotten1one theforgotten1one 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I Think It's Just How Life Goes On...

    hey everybody, well sometimes i wish i was never born to never feel what i felt. i learned in the hard way :(now i live my life without a soul just like a zombie, i don't have no friends anymore & even my family i don't feel like i belong to themi think i'm feeling broke inside...
    butterfly210 butterfly210 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    Living Is Tiring...

    Since primary school, I had been wishing I was never born. It is just too tiring to live in this world. People judge. My life is one big mess! It is complicated. I just don't see the point in living in this world anymore. When I think back, I just wish that from the start I am...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    My mom loves to remind me how she didn't abort me even though my father said she should. Some days are worse than others but over all, I'm glad I was born.
    FutureGleason FutureGleason 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Life is just so full of crap at times. I get yelled at for no reason daily. I had to put my dog down :/ My only grandfather is not so well. My dad lost his job. I barely have any...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F Aug 3

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