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I Wish I Was Never Born

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    I often wonder - what the **** am i still doing alive? Why was i born in the first place? Who needs me? Why is my life one big pile of ****? My life makes no sense at all, its like...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 6 Responses Mar 15

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    I Wish - I wish I could go back in time and push my dumb *ss mother down the steps. Both of my parents should have came together with money for an abortion and saved me from all...
    poeticdiva poeticdiva 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I joined this website mainly because I feel I can't talk to anyone else about what I'm thinking. This is a good place to vent my frustrations about my life and not be judged or...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    Sincere Posting - I honestly can't believe me not answering those grade school questions in junior high actually meant something such as "where do you see yourself in 10 years...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 26, 2009

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    All I do is cause stress for my family and am a big sinkhole of wasted resources. My parents would be better off without me.
    skullcracker123456789 skullcracker123456789 16-17, M Mar 18

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    If I Had The Choice. - If I had the choice I would observe this planet for like a few minutes and say no thank you. I do not want to be some drone. Envying what I will never have...
    EmpressLya EmpressLya 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    I Wish I Was Never Born - it is easier than wishing death everyday
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8, 2013

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    I Feel You - I feel the same way. My mother had me at 15 yrs old. My grandmother was in her thirties. My dad was 17. They were kids and sooo nowhere near ready for a child. I think...
    shay06 shay06 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2013

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    If It Weren't For My Sister, I'd Already Be Dead. - I hate life. I think it's the most stupid and pointless thing in the entire universe, and sadly I'm supposively a Christian. I...
    arb7789 arb7789 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 24, 2010

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    Wish I Could Have Had A Choice. - When I was a child in elementary school my favourite game was 'pretend'. I never wanted to be myself. i've never wanted to be myself. I don't...
    BanZeta BanZeta 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    No Good Reason - I don't want to kill myself. I do what I have to do. I fight, struggle, whatever you call it. I was just dropped here, and have been cursed by the day I was born...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    I Wish I Was Never Born - And not only do I wish I were never born, I'm angry about being born. I had no say in the matter. If I had been given the choice, I'd absolutely choose...
    Philliebuster Philliebuster 26-30, M 91 Responses Dec 14, 2008

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    Why Am I Hear???? - Hi, I'm 27 years old a college graduate, single no kids a cat. I will say  I had a great childhood, things went down hill in my early twenties. Most of...
    mizzb mizzb 26-30 9 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    I was not born I was extracted
    iamgod2 iamgod2 70+ 1 Response Jan 14

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    You Fuckks Are As Sick As Me - Okay recently i found myself angry mad as hell like the rest of you. I hate the world my mother my family my friends and the world and wish I was...
    Kidbuuradley Kidbuuradley 18-21 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    My childhood wasn't awful, not as bad as some I'm sure, but it wasn't good. I'm from a single parent household and my mom had bouts of depression throughout my child hood. She...
    channers1 channers1 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Some Days... - Some days are the hardest days for me. I've hurt a lot of people but had good intentions. So some days I wonder what it would be like if I were never born. I wonder...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F May 29, 2008

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    I Think It's Just How Life Goes On... - hey everybody, well sometimes i wish i was never born to never feel what i felt. i learned in the hard way :(now i live my life without a...
    butterfly210 butterfly210 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    Life just isn't worth living. I wish I had been aborted. I lack the capabilities to do anything I want. I'll live and die forgotten. Nobody will remember me when I'm gone. I will...
    Orthopox Orthopox 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    i Disdain Happiness , Humans..
    Beelzebubbbbb Beelzebubbbbb 18-21, F Dec 8, 2013

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    Bare with me, its going on 1am in the morning. I'm sitting here in the living room, dark and crying my eyes out. I just need to write this out, because if I don't, I have a feeling...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I Wish I Was Never Born - i hate life i hate waking up everyday i hate everything.... i hate myself.... this is what i feel klsdajflk;sadj flk;sjdalkf;j;sdlkajflkasdjlk;jdslkfjsk...
    emboy123 emboy123 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Whats the point? I wish I never existed.
    billthecleric billthecleric 26-30, M Apr 9

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    I Wish I Was Never Born Either - Life for me has been one long hardship...no breather, no breaks. I suffered child abuse, a sometimes violent father, cancer at 17, disability...
    PVK2013 PVK2013 51-55 7 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    I was born in 1999, and am currently 14 years old. I have always been a talkative and kind person, but a few years ago my step dad and mom got divorce, and I haven't talked to my...
    UnwantedShadow UnwantedShadow 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I have been thinking lately about never having been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I wish I was never born. I don't deserve life. I feel sorry for everybody who has ever talked to me, or just looked at my disgusting face, and I wished I could just disappear from...
    Milliesangel Milliesangel 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    And So Do Others - I know others doo. I see it, I hear it, I know it. I am only here, because a doctor lied to my mom, and by the time she found out she was pregnant it was too...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    I Will Never Forgive My Breeders - **** this ****** *** life. It's filled with filthy, selfish, disrespectful, evil monkeys (humans). There's all this pressure on me to be this or...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    No Reason, No Purpose, No Way Through Tough Times - Before I could say why I wish I wasn't born, let me say that the blame is not with the parents, mom, dad, Bros and sis', my life...
    Dragonblade Dragonblade 22-25 2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    Good Until 3 - I am like many of you, not suicidal but deeply regretful of my conception. I think I had about 3 good years on this earth and, coincidentally, those 3 years were...
    JackofNothing JackofNothing 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I Am A Nothing... - I wish I was never a woman I wish I never had ADD. I wish my ADD was detected so I could study and stay focused and be somebody. I wish I was loved. I wish...
    HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel 26-30, F Nov 4, 2013

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    I Am A Nothing... - I wish I was never a woman I wish I never had ADD. I wish my ADD was detected so I could study and stay focused and be somebody. I wish I was loved. I wish...
    HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2013

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    I Wish I Was Never Born! - I hate life!  The problem is I believe in an afterlife, so I know if I blow my brains out, things won't be any better there.  I am constantly...
    rickym4055 rickym4055 41-45 10 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    I wish i was nvr born my life suck totally. i fail in test in schools my parent were divorced since i was 5 so i went to live with my grandmother and life goes on and on with days...
    Uzelexx Uzelexx 16-17 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    I Ruined Everything - If I wasn't here, my family and friends would all be happy right now, but instead I came along and ****** everything up and now everyone is hurting. I have...
    mellorabbit01 mellorabbit01 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 12, 2011

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    I Wish I Was Never Born - I wish I was never born. It was a mistake. I'm a mistake. I don't belong here.
    DaisyMae7 DaisyMae7 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    ... Missing Me ... - Hey,   I read a lot here today .. I can completely relate to many of you ...    I have had a wonderful childhood... probably too good to be...
    manumannu manumannu 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    ... -   and so do my parents, they tell me i was just a mistake, and I should have never been born, and 90% of the time I feel the same way. Maybe if I was born into a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    I Need Help - I am in tears, in a world where people are mostly indifferent unless they can use you for something. I have tried my best but this world is blind.  I know that it's...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Living Is Tiring... - Since primary school, I had been wishing I was never born. It is just too tiring to live in this world. People judge. My life is one big mess! It is...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    A Mistake - My mom told me my father wanted me aborted when she found out I was pregnant. Maybe it would have been better that way. I'm an accident, I never was meant to be here...
    Pursuitofhappiness16 Pursuitofhappiness16 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Another Mistake - I went from a gifted student to a college dropout, My feelings are in my skin, where they constantly get bruised, To dumb for college, yet I wish to be successful...
    Gentlestar Gentlestar 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2011

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    I wish I never came to exist. That is what I always say. How is it fair that I came to this world as a consequence of my parents f*cking? Why am I forced to adapt to this world...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 19

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    i Disdain Happiness , Humans ..
    Beelzebubbbb Beelzebubbbb 18-21 Dec 5, 2013

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    Never Being Born - I actually need to go through and clean out some of my experiences because it has been a wile since i have felt this way. I have been doing a lot better with how...
    battlefighter battlefighter 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2013

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    I wanted to believe there was a reason I am here. My mother is mentally ill and should never have had me. She used very poor judgement when getting pregnant. She isn't able to see...
    theforgotten1one theforgotten1one 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    Nothing Special - Same as everybody else, I never asked for this life. It's not like any of us were ever given a chance. You know, if someone would have asked beforehand "would...
    nobody5000 nobody5000 41-45 2 Responses Oct 26, 2010

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    Sometimes - Yes, for the sake of my mother and sisters, only and especially them, I do indeed wish I wasn't born and, sometimes, I wish I could just walk out onto the freeway, just...
    Amoridere1 Amoridere1 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    Even The Good Times Are Bad - Most sharing stories stories here on this subject are a lot younger than me at 55. However, I feel connected because I've hated life since I was 12...
    Mvb76 Mvb76 56-60, M Sep 24, 2013

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    I'm A Mistake! - I'm very young but one thing I am sure of is that I'm a mistake. I've come to this conclusion because i don't fit into European standards of beauty. You know...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2013