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I Wish I Was Never Born

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    Living Is Tiring...

    Since primary school, I had been wishing I was never born. It is just too tiring to live in this world. People judge. My life is one big mess! It is complicated. I just don't see the point in living in this world anymore. When I think back, I just wish that from the start I am...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    My life feels like cosmic joke a lot of the

    time. **** this world and the worthless humans that inhabitant it. Life's a *****..then you die. Truer words were never written/spoken!
    Smoray100 Smoray100 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I Wish I Was Never Born Either

    Life for me has been one long hardship...no breather, no breaks. I suffered child abuse, a sometimes violent father, cancer at 17, disability, deformity, faced death three times, 17 major operations, abuse of all kinds. It's just not been worth living. I'm 52 and its just...
    PVK2013 PVK2013 51-55 8 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    Just living in earth,

    its a nice thing but whats tee point if people steal, rob, n lie. So whats the point about being alive. Theirs good people out thier that are being heartbroken or being to lies right now. So whats the point about good if you always get hurt at the end.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 16-17, M Dec 10

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    I'm 36....told I'm "pretty".

    Yet I'm alone...in all facets, well except for a dog, and now 1 cat. I don't have the guts or the means to kill myself...I'm afraid I'd fail, and then be a failure, even at that. Plus I adore my dog...he's my best friend. And I can't imagine abandoning him. I have many good...
    justmeandmydog78 justmeandmydog78 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I often wonder - what the **** am i still doing

    alive? Why was i born in the first place? Who needs me? Why is my life one big pile of ****? My life makes no sense at all, its like i keep getting signs that i dont belong here like i should kill myself already but time & time again i lie to myself & think positive when in...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 7 Responses Mar 15

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    Sorry You Feel This Way

    I wish nobody felt this way but if you do PLEASE remember that there are people out there that love and care about you. You are a wonderful person and you are part of this world so LOVE YOURSELF first and enjoy all the wonders of our world and all the beauty that surrounds us.
    Pmacphoto Pmacphoto 66-70, M May 30, 2012

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    I wish the whole planet was never made.

    What's the point of living if only some undeserving idiots get good lives and others have to struggle to come up to the top? Thanks for making us, God.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I feel like I can't take one more thing.

    I can't even live the life I want to. I'm too weak inside. I hate life so much. Right now I just wish I was dead. No matter how hard I try I can't make it in this world. I can't carve a place for myself amid the chaos of the life that happened. I say that because my life never...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    I Think It's Just How Life Goes On...

    hey everybody, well sometimes i wish i was never born to never feel what i felt. i learned in the hard way :(now i live my life without a soul just like a zombie, i don't have no friends anymore & even my family i don't feel like i belong to themi think i'm feeling broke inside...
    butterfly210 butterfly210 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    And So Do Others

    I know others doo. I see it, I hear it, I know it. I am only here, because a doctor lied to my mom, and by the time she found out she was pregnant it was too late to abort, my her mother wouldn't let her give me up, idk why, my life migh have been a bit better if i wasn't to grow...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    No Reason, No Purpose, No Way Through Tough Times

    Before I could say why I wish I wasn't born, let me say that the blame is not with the parents, mom, dad, Bros and sis', my life with them was great, everything went normal until a year after my HS graduation. Its like every positive thing I think of or felt good from turns bad...
    Dragonblade Dragonblade 22-25 2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 4 Responses May 5

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    In spite of being very educated,

    I can't seem to hold a job. I've been laid off 2 times the past year, neither of them performance based. Im in my 30's now and I have no money saved up. I dont want to move back to my parents home again. I've worked really hard my entire life and every time its 2 steps...
    jachinboston jachinboston 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 15

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    If I Had The Choice.

    If I had the choice I would observe this planet for like a few minutes and say no thank you. I do not want to be some drone. Envying what I will never have, wishing to win the lottery. Then wanting to spend the money helping others, while those in power would do everything to...
    EmpressLya EmpressLya 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    Another Mistake

    I went from a gifted student to a college dropout, My feelings are in my skin, where they constantly get bruised, To dumb for college, yet I wish to be successful Not attractive enough for love The roots from my tree are dwindling, so I will be a weed No accomplishments, just...
    Gentlestar Gentlestar 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2011

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    A Mistake

    My mom told me my father wanted me aborted when she found out I was pregnant. Maybe it would have been better that way. I'm an accident, I never was meant to be here. Mom said that if it wasn't for me grandma wouldn't have died from cancer. She would be skinny and have more money...
    Pursuitofhappiness16 Pursuitofhappiness16 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2013

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    I hate it, ALL of it.

    I want to dissappear from this world forever. I never asked for this or anything, i just wanted to live, I never thought it would be this hard, too hard. I want to run away to somewhere nobody knows me and just forget everyone and everything. I have nothing left here, I have no...
    donjr474r donjr474r 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    I feel like I'm just waiting to die.

    Like I was created by mistake and I'm just waiting to be erased. I can't remember when I've lived last. The life I've lived 26 years with my husband has been a complete waste. We aren't even partners. I don't feel love or passion for him. This is the life I chose, basically...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 9

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    I Will Never Forgive My Breeders

    **** this ****** *** life. It's filled with filthy, selfish, disrespectful, evil monkeys (humans). There's all this pressure on me to be this or be that. If I don't follow societal rules I am labelled a loser. There's pain, both physical and emotional. There's sickness and death...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    it is easier than wishing death everyday
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8, 2013

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    "Final Thoughts Of A Misunderstood Mad Black

    Suicidal African American" This is the last post that im posting online the last of my complaining and venting for the world to see. No matter how much i try to explain to people that i have badluck no matter what i do in life things are always going to end the same way, its...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Bare with me, its going on 1am in the morning.

    I'm sitting here in the living room, dark and crying my eyes out. I just need to write this out, because if I don't, I have a feeling that I am going to reach for the blade. I am sitting here, thinking about the way my life has been the past few years, the rape, which will be...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Im useless and worthless.

    Im only a waste of time and space. Wish i was never born and be a burden to everyone.
    SmoothSuicide SmoothSuicide 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 3

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    It's not my choice to be born!

    I hate this life. I hate the fact I need to feel pain for no *****ng reason. I hate the fact I have to wake up and feeling catching myself from falling apart again. Going to school seeing my friends I knew they just pretending to that they care at all but they aren't though. I...
    laineswift13 laineswift13 18-21, F Dec 9

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    You Fuckks Are As Sick As Me

    Okay recently i found myself angry mad as hell like the rest of you. I hate the world my mother my family my friends and the world and wish I was never born. None of those ******* will shed a tear when I die and I most likely won't be attending their funerals Life just isn't for...
    Kidbuuradley Kidbuuradley 18-21 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    Even The Good Times Are Bad

    Most sharing stories stories here on this subject are a lot younger than me at 55. However, I feel connected because I've hated life since I was 12. The bottomline is that life is much more a struggle than it is a adventure. There's far more pain 'n sorrow than joy 'n happiness...
    Mvb76 Mvb76 56-60, M Sep 24, 2013

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    I wish i never came to this world.

    My life has just been so horrible. I just wish i never came here. It was a big mistake.
    msworstlife msworstlife 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    Nothing Special

    Same as everybody else, I never asked for this life. It's not like any of us were ever given a chance. You know, if someone would have asked beforehand "would you like to experience people close to you dying or the feeling of being rejected or passed over for jobs you are over...
    nobody5000 nobody5000 41-45 2 Responses Oct 26, 2010

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    I Wish I Was Never Born!

    I hate life!  The problem is I believe in an afterlife, so I know if I blow my brains out, things won't be any better there.  I am constantly miserable.  I am a failure at everything I have tried.  I can never complete a task.  I fall asleep at night...
    rickym4055 rickym4055 41-45 10 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Today I found out that my second oldest brother

    (who is 14 years older than I) and his wife and 2 kids are coming back from China in 4 weeks for Christmas. I haven't seen him in over a year and I don't have any kind of relationship with him. I'm still living in my parents house because I cant move out until my loans are paid...
    JustBeHere JustBeHere 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 17

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    I wish i was never born.

    My life would be so much easier and less complicated. My self esteem is really low, I'm not good at anything, the only job I could get is a cleaning job that has crappy pay. I not smart so i can't try to go for my GED or High School Diploma. I have no life, no family, and no...
    DiamondInTheSkye DiamondInTheSkye 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My birth mother main lined heroin

    until I was born then gave me up for adoption. My adoptive parents gave me back (into foster care) when I was 13. My husband left when I was 8 months pregnant. I have endured every type of abuse you can think of. Now I'm old (I'd say "grown up", but I'm not) and I have an...
    Wasmyfatherwearingacape Wasmyfatherwearingacape 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    Sometimes

    Yes, for the sake of my mother and sisters, only and especially them, I do indeed wish I wasn't born and, sometimes, I wish I could just walk out onto the freeway, just to see what would happen. No, besides that thought, I don't often think of suicide but, when I do hope for...
    Amoridere1 Amoridere1 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    No Good Reason

    I don't want to kill myself. I do what I have to do. I fight, struggle, whatever you call it. I was just dropped here, and have been cursed by the day I was born. I will go on, but I really think it was a waste my mother didn't abort.   Updated June, 10, 2008: I am meant...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    What's the point of being happy

    when eventually you know it'll be gone soon enough and replaced by the harsh realities of our lives?
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    The title says it all.

    It may sound horrible but I have no place in this world. I'm all alone struggling with this life of mine and I always mess things up. So yeah it would have been better for everyone if I was never born.
    Careisla Careisla 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 6

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    I am so ugly.... I hate myself.

    I'm dumb with an abnormal brain,and Im not rich or athletic.I wish I was never born.No one wants to be bothered with me.I wish I was dead.I'm useless there's other people that are better than me so I'm not needed in this society.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    And not only do I wish I were never born, I'm angry about being born. I had no say in the matter. If I had been given the choice, I'd absolutely choose to have never been born. What a miserable, hopeless mess this life is. My purpose in posting this is not to seek advice or...
    Philliebuster Philliebuster 26-30, M 111 Responses Dec 14, 2008

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    I wanna kill myself so bad

    so I'm gonna go to the hospital if I can hold on. I am impulsive and afraid of what I'll do. I have my prescription meds...I'm so tired of life. I wish I was dead. I hold on because my family, some of them will be sad but that's the only reason I'm going to the hospital. If it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 13

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    Good Until 3

    I am like many of you, not suicidal but deeply regretful of my conception. I think I had about 3 good years on this earth and, coincidentally, those 3 years were from birth until age 3, the ages where you can't remember anything. When I was almost 4 years old, my eyes began to...
    JackofNothing JackofNothing 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Well I have not got a clue what I want to do,

    I've had a crap life so far... I was sexually abused at the age of 3/4 and I was almost raped. My parents left to immigrate when I was 4 almost 5, when I joined them in the UK I got bullied driving to 3 suicide attempts. It would just be easier for me if another ***** got to the...
    slowbluedeath slowbluedeath 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    I wish I'd never been born.

    I hate the way I look and I hate that I can't make my boyfriend happy. He still likes his **** more because there's nothing I can do to make myself more curvy and attractive. He'd be a lot happier if I'd just never existed in the first place. I'll never be good enough.
    JustBeHere JustBeHere 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    bethscottt bethscottt 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    As much as I try to make the people closest to

    me feel happier, I really am depressed myself. Very, very depressed. I feel like I was born amidst the wrong group of people, and I've yet to find a home in this world. I'm always thinking about whether to end it all or run away or be a coward and do nothing. And my true friends...
    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 8

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    My life has been complete hell on earth

    and im still in the hell
    msworstlife msworstlife 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    I'm a waste of a human being.

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    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 6 Responses Jul 3

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    I am angry at God for putting me here.

    Why couldn't another ***** beat me to the egg? There is really no purpose for me to be here and yet I try everyday to make life worth living but I still feel empty and worthless. I envy those people who know what they want to do and who have found their purpose in life. I wish...
    CrystalKlear17 CrystalKlear17 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Some Days...

    Some days are the hardest days for me. I've hurt a lot of people but had good intentions. So some days I wonder what it would be like if I were never born. I wonder if peoples lives would be better or worse, sometimes I think they'd be better, then other times I think they'd be...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 1 Response May 29, 2008

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    Right now I don't want to exist.

    I feel like everyone has a purpose but me. I'm probably believing lies but I can't shake the feeling of wishing I was never created and being so angry that I'm here. If our mothers get to choose, why can't we? Is that fair? No. Life isn't fair. It just plain sucks sometimes...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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