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I Wish I Was Never Born

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    Well I have not got a clue what I want to do,

    I've had a crap life so far... I was sexually abused at the age of 3/4 and I was almost raped. My parents left to immigrate when I was 4 almost 5, when I joined them in the UK I got bullied driving to 3 suicide attempts. It would just be easier for me if another ***** got to the...
    slowbluedeath slowbluedeath 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2014

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    I Think It's Just How Life Goes On...

    hey everybody, well sometimes i wish i was never born to never feel what i felt. i learned in the hard way :(now i live my life without a soul just like a zombie, i don't have no friends anymore & even my family i don't feel like i belong to themi think i'm feeling broke inside...
    butterfly210 butterfly210 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    If I Had The Choice.

    If I had the choice I would observe this planet for like a few minutes and say no thank you. I do not want to be some drone. Envying what I will never have, wishing to win the lottery. Then wanting to spend the money helping others, while those in power would do everything to...
    smilemovie smilemovie 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    I feel like I'm just waiting to die.

    Like I was created by mistake and I'm just waiting to be erased. I can't remember when I've lived last. The life I've lived 26 years with my husband has been a complete waste. We aren't even partners. I don't feel love or passion for him. This is the life I chose, basically...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    If I had one wish this would be it: Or to be

    a strong, confident, independent woman. But only my mind is strong and independent. We always fight to change things for the better. But this is what causes our grief. I need to accept that I'll always be a damsel in distress type of woman. Maybe with this acceptance I will...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    As much as I try to make the people closest to

    me feel happier, I really am depressed myself. Very, very depressed. I feel like I was born amidst the wrong group of people, and I've yet to find a home in this world. I'm always thinking about whether to end it all or run away or be a coward and do nothing. And my true friends...
    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 8, 2014

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    I wish the whole planet was never made.

    What's the point of living if only some undeserving idiots get good lives and others have to struggle to come up to the top? Thanks for making us, God.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2014

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    I wish i was never born.

    My life would be so much easier and less complicated. My self esteem is really low, I'm not good at anything, the only job I could get is a cleaning job that has crappy pay. I not smart so i can't try to go for my GED or High School Diploma. I have no life, no family, and no...
    DiamondInTheSkye DiamondInTheSkye 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    Some Days...

    Some days are the hardest days for me. I've hurt a lot of people but had good intentions. So some days I wonder what it would be like if I were never born. I wonder if peoples lives would be better or worse, sometimes I think they'd be better, then other times I think they'd be...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 1 Response May 29, 2008

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    If i could just disappear from everyone

    and everyone forgot about me i would be so happy.
    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 2 Responses May 10

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    And not only do I wish I were never born, I'm angry about being born. I had no say in the matter. If I had been given the choice, I'd absolutely choose to have never been born. What a miserable, hopeless mess this life is. My purpose in posting this is not to seek advice or...
    Philliebuster Philliebuster 26-30, M 134 Responses Dec 14, 2008

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    it's not like nobody cares

    that I exist, been hated by all, ignored, no one understands me and been through a lot all my life so I think it's best I never existed even if the world is getting worse
    craz3f8g craz3f8g 18-21 4 Responses Mar 4

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    Even when I was 8 or so,

    I thought about never being born. This thought never left me and it kept dominating my head especially after my mom told she almost didn't keep me. To be honest, I feel like I would have rather been never born. I'm an atheist but a part of me wants to believe in reincarnation...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17, F Mar 31

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    I wish I'd never been born.

    I hate the way I look and I hate that I can't make my boyfriend happy. He still likes his **** more because there's nothing I can do to make myself more curvy and attractive. He'd be a lot happier if I'd just never existed in the first place. I'll never be good enough.
    JustBeHere JustBeHere 22-25, F Nov 19, 2014

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    I wanted to believe there was a reason I am

    here. My mother is mentally ill and should never have had me. She used very poor judgement when getting pregnant. She isn't able to see beyond what she wants in any given moment. She had a child with a very unstable man and no money. She psychologically, mental, and emotionally...
    theforgotten1one theforgotten1one 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    When I was growing up,

    my dad was an alcoholic, the teachers were abusive, and I was threatened by my mom. This all was happening when I was in kindergarten. It is strange how experiences can leave a scar on you, one that doesn't seem to go away. This scar has been surfacing and ripping open for...
    earthelement earthelement 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 19

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    No Reason, No Purpose, No Way Through Tough Times

    Before I could say why I wish I wasn't born, let me say that the blame is not with the parents, mom, dad, Bros and sis', my life with them was great, everything went normal until a year after my HS graduation. Its like every positive thing I think of or felt good from turns bad...
    Dragonblade Dragonblade 22-25 2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    I'm so angry at society

    and all the things that are expected of me. I've been wasting my whole life in school and now I have 2 years left of college and I still don't know what I want to do. I'm pissed that there is so much out there that I can't do. And it all comes down to money. That's why I've been...
    Lemon127 Lemon127 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    I am 58 years old. Upto the age of 46 I was

    doing well as a computer consultant. Then I became paranoid and delusional and quite my work and stayed home. Now I have lost my career , got divorced , have become poor and alone and my kids detest me. I live in a cheap rented apartment with little money. In addition my 24 year...
    josephj1989 josephj1989 51-55, M 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I Wish I Was Never Born!

    I hate life!  The problem is I believe in an afterlife, so I know if I blow my brains out, things won't be any better there.  I am constantly miserable.  I am a failure at everything I have tried.  I can never complete a task.  I fall asleep at night...
    rickym4055 rickym4055 41-45 10 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    My life feels like cosmic joke a lot of the

    time. **** this world and the worthless humans that inhabitant it. Life's a *****..then you die. Truer words were never written/spoken!
    Smoray100 Smoray100 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2014

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    Good Until 3

    I am like many of you, not suicidal but deeply regretful of my conception. I think I had about 3 good years on this earth and, coincidentally, those 3 years were from birth until age 3, the ages where you can't remember anything. When I was almost 4 years old, my eyes began to...
    JackofNothing JackofNothing 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 5 Responses May 5, 2014

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    I feel like I can't take one more thing.

    I can't even live the life I want to. I'm too weak inside. I hate life so much. Right now I just wish I was dead. No matter how hard I try I can't make it in this world. I can't carve a place for myself amid the chaos of the life that happened. I say that because my life never...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I hate it, ALL of it.

    I want to dissappear from this world forever. I never asked for this or anything, i just wanted to live, I never thought it would be this hard, too hard. I want to run away to somewhere nobody knows me and just forget everyone and everything. I have nothing left here, I have no...
    donjr474r donjr474r 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    we're all gonna die in the end

    so who cares if I just cut my life short. I'm a nobody and no one cares so why tf not? Can't wait to see what's on the other side.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I joined this website mainly

    because I feel I can't talk to anyone else about what I'm thinking. This is a good place to vent my frustrations about my life and not be judged or ridiculed. I really wish that I was never born. I am near middle age and have had no truly happy experiences in my life. No...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 5, 2014

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    No Good Reason

    I don't want to kill myself. I do what I have to do. I fight, struggle, whatever you call it. I was just dropped here, and have been cursed by the day I was born. I will go on, but I really think it was a waste my mother didn't abort.   Updated June, 10, 2008: I am meant...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    Even The Good Times Are Bad

    Most sharing stories stories here on this subject are a lot younger than me at 55. However, I feel connected because I've hated life since I was 12. The bottomline is that life is much more a struggle than it is a adventure. There's far more pain 'n sorrow than joy 'n happiness...
    Mvb76 Mvb76 56-60, M Sep 24, 2013

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    bethscottt bethscottt 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    Living Is Tiring...

    Since primary school, I had been wishing I was never born. It is just too tiring to live in this world. People judge. My life is one big mess! It is complicated. I just don't see the point in living in this world anymore. When I think back, I just wish that from the start I am...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    I yelled at my mom the other day,

    wondering why the hell she bothered giving birth to me when I'd end up ruining not only her life, but my own as well...
    crypticcrime crypticcrime 18-21, F May 12

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    Life is not easy nor do I believe it ever is

    for anyone. There really isn't much point to living, especially now when the world is such a crappy over populated place to live. Sometimes I feel like the there are so many people I can't breathe. I get tired of waking up every day too and following the same old boring routine...
    nonamenome nonamenome 26-30 Jan 2

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    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response May 10

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    I am 14 almost 15 and I suffer from severe

    depression and anxiety I cut... my family ignores me. They call me names all the time... "mistake" thats there favorite to call me... I hate myself so much. I am told to kill myself all the time. I have tried many times but never succeed..
    itsNicole itsNicole 13-15, F 10 Responses Apr 19

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    I'm a waste of a human being.

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    LifeIsShitLetsEndIt LifeIsShitLetsEndIt 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 3, 2014

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    My childhood wasn't awful,

    not as bad as some I'm sure, but it wasn't good. I'm from a single parent household and my mom had bouts of depression throughout my child hood. She wouldn't let me see anyone else in the family because she'd been sexually abused by her Dad when she was little and she was...
    channers1 channers1 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

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    I hate the fact that I was born,

    why do they do this selfishly then regret us
    demoness68 demoness68 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i see pictures of my parents

    before i was born and they appear so happy. i make everyone around me miserable and i do nothing good to help society. i wish i was never born.
    beccabohemian beccabohemian 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I Will Never Forgive My Breeders

    **** this ****** *** life. It's filled with filthy, selfish, disrespectful, evil monkeys (humans). There's all this pressure on me to be this or be that. If I don't follow societal rules I am labelled a loser. There's pain, both physical and emotional. There's sickness and death...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    Today I found out that my second oldest brother

    (who is 14 years older than I) and his wife and 2 kids are coming back from China in 4 weeks for Christmas. I haven't seen him in over a year and I don't have any kind of relationship with him. I'm still living in my parents house because I cant move out until my loans are paid...
    JustBeHere JustBeHere 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    i have a beautiful childhood,

    it was amazing.. but since highschool i have wished i was never born. i dont understand, i was studying hard for the national exam to get a good highschool, but ended up having a bad score and this school, for me the pressure in this school from bullying by my senior was hard...
    kevindraarza kevindraarza 18-21, M May 7

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    Im me And im stupid I don't

    even feel like talking about what I just did
    nedyacbackwords nedyacbackwords 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    I am curious to know how young people were

    when they felt/were mature enough to know they never wanted to be born?
    resurglee resurglee 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Life sucks, really, what is the goal?

    I'm angry against everybody, against school and teachers, against my father and my step mother. I just want to go away or I don't just leave and never come back, life is so annoying here, staying here is boring, wake up every morning is a new challenge, because life sucks.
    Aucle Aucle 16-17, F 2 Responses May 17

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    I know it sounds extreme,

    but everyone has a thought like that at least once in their life.
    BladeTheDejectedLooney BladeTheDejectedLooney 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 5

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