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I Wish I Was Never Born

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    it's not like nobody cares

    that I exist, been hated by all, ignored, no one understands me and been through a lot all my life so I think it's best I never existed even if the world is getting worse
    craz3f8g craz3f8g 18-21 4 Responses Mar 4

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    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 18, 2014

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    I hate it, ALL of it.

    I want to dissappear from this world forever. I never asked for this or anything, i just wanted to live, I never thought it would be this hard, too hard. I want to run away to somewhere nobody knows me and just forget everyone and everything. I have nothing left here, I have no...
    donjr474r donjr474r 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    As much as I try to make the people closest to

    me feel happier, I really am depressed myself. Very, very depressed. I feel like I was born amidst the wrong group of people, and I've yet to find a home in this world. I'm always thinking about whether to end it all or run away or be a coward and do nothing. And my true friends...
    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 8, 2014

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    Just living in earth,

    its a nice thing but whats tee point if people steal, rob, n lie. So whats the point about being alive. Theirs good people out thier that are being heartbroken or being to lies right now. So whats the point about good if you always get hurt at the end.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 18-21, M Dec 10, 2014

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    Life is not easy nor do I believe it ever is

    for anyone. There really isn't much point to living, especially now when the world is such a crappy over populated place to live. Sometimes I feel like the there are so many people I can't breathe. I get tired of waking up every day too and following the same old boring routine...
    nonamenome nonamenome 26-30 Jan 2

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    I Feel You

    I feel the same way. My mother had me at 15 yrs old. My grandmother was in her thirties. My dad was 17. They were kids and sooo nowhere near ready for a child. I think if my mom had had a choice she would have never had kids. She barely paid attention to me as a child and i even...
    shay06 shay06 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2013

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    I wish i was never born.

    My life would be so much easier and less complicated. My self esteem is really low, I'm not good at anything, the only job I could get is a cleaning job that has crappy pay. I not smart so i can't try to go for my GED or High School Diploma. I have no life, no family, and no...
    DiamondInTheSkye DiamondInTheSkye 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    Some Days...

    Some days are the hardest days for me. I've hurt a lot of people but had good intentions. So some days I wonder what it would be like if I were never born. I wonder if peoples lives would be better or worse, sometimes I think they'd be better, then other times I think they'd be...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 1 Response May 29, 2008

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    Living Is Tiring...

    Since primary school, I had been wishing I was never born. It is just too tiring to live in this world. People judge. My life is one big mess! It is complicated. I just don't see the point in living in this world anymore. When I think back, I just wish that from the start I am...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    I wish I'd never been born.

    I hate the way I look and I hate that I can't make my boyfriend happy. He still likes his **** more because there's nothing I can do to make myself more curvy and attractive. He'd be a lot happier if I'd just never existed in the first place. I'll never be good enough.
    JustBeHere JustBeHere 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2014

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    I wanted to believe there was a reason I am

    here. My mother is mentally ill and should never have had me. She used very poor judgement when getting pregnant. She isn't able to see beyond what she wants in any given moment. She had a child with a very unstable man and no money. She psychologically, mental, and emotionally...
    theforgotten1one theforgotten1one 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    I am curious to know how young people were

    when they felt/were mature enough to know they never wanted to be born?
    resurglee resurglee 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Well I have not got a clue what I want to do,

    I've had a crap life so far... I was sexually abused at the age of 3/4 and I was almost raped. My parents left to immigrate when I was 4 almost 5, when I joined them in the UK I got bullied driving to 3 suicide attempts. It would just be easier for me if another ***** got to the...
    slowbluedeath slowbluedeath 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2014

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    Another Mistake

    I went from a gifted student to a college dropout, My feelings are in my skin, where they constantly get bruised, To dumb for college, yet I wish to be successful Not attractive enough for love The roots from my tree are dwindling, so I will be a weed No accomplishments, just...
    Gentlestar Gentlestar 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2011

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    Today I found out that my second oldest brother

    (who is 14 years older than I) and his wife and 2 kids are coming back from China in 4 weeks for Christmas. I haven't seen him in over a year and I don't have any kind of relationship with him. I'm still living in my parents house because I cant move out until my loans are paid...
    JustBeHere JustBeHere 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    You Fuckks Are As Sick As Me

    Okay recently i found myself angry mad as hell like the rest of you. I hate the world my mother my family my friends and the world and wish I was never born. None of those ******* will shed a tear when I die and I most likely won't be attending their funerals Life just isn't for...
    Kidbuuradley Kidbuuradley 18-21 3 Responses May 16, 2011

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    I wish the whole planet was never made.

    What's the point of living if only some undeserving idiots get good lives and others have to struggle to come up to the top? Thanks for making us, God.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2014

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    No Good Reason

    I don't want to kill myself. I do what I have to do. I fight, struggle, whatever you call it. I was just dropped here, and have been cursed by the day I was born. I will go on, but I really think it was a waste my mother didn't abort.   Updated June, 10, 2008: I am meant...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    If I Had The Choice.

    If I had the choice I would observe this planet for like a few minutes and say no thank you. I do not want to be some drone. Envying what I will never have, wishing to win the lottery. Then wanting to spend the money helping others, while those in power would do everything to...
    smilemovie smilemovie 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    I joined this website mainly

    because I feel I can't talk to anyone else about what I'm thinking. This is a good place to vent my frustrations about my life and not be judged or ridiculed. I really wish that I was never born. I am near middle age and have had no truly happy experiences in my life. No...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 5, 2014

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    I feel like I can't take one more thing.

    I can't even live the life I want to. I'm too weak inside. I hate life so much. Right now I just wish I was dead. No matter how hard I try I can't make it in this world. I can't carve a place for myself amid the chaos of the life that happened. I say that because my life never...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    it is easier than wishing death everyday
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 8, 2013

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    Nothing Special

    Same as everybody else, I never asked for this life. It's not like any of us were ever given a chance. You know, if someone would have asked beforehand "would you like to experience people close to you dying or the feeling of being rejected or passed over for jobs you are over...
    nobody5000 nobody5000 41-45 2 Responses Oct 26, 2010

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    I am 58 years old. Upto the age of 46 I was

    doing well as a computer consultant. Then I became paranoid and delusional and quite my work and stayed home. Now I have lost my career , got divorced , have become poor and alone and my kids detest me. I live in a cheap rented apartment with little money. In addition my 24 year...
    josephj1989 josephj1989 51-55, M 3 Responses Mar 21

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    What's the point of being happy

    when eventually you know it'll be gone soon enough and replaced by the harsh realities of our lives?
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28, 2014

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    My childhood wasn't awful,

    not as bad as some I'm sure, but it wasn't good. I'm from a single parent household and my mom had bouts of depression throughout my child hood. She wouldn't let me see anyone else in the family because she'd been sexually abused by her Dad when she was little and she was...
    channers1 channers1 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

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    Im me And im stupid I don't

    even feel like talking about what I just did
    nedyacbackwords nedyacbackwords 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I Wish I Was Never Born!

    I hate life!  The problem is I believe in an afterlife, so I know if I blow my brains out, things won't be any better there.  I am constantly miserable.  I am a failure at everything I have tried.  I can never complete a task.  I fall asleep at night...
    rickym4055 rickym4055 41-45 10 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    I Wish I Was Never Born

    And not only do I wish I were never born, I'm angry about being born. I had no say in the matter. If I had been given the choice, I'd absolutely choose to have never been born. What a miserable, hopeless mess this life is. My purpose in posting this is not to seek advice or...
    Philliebuster Philliebuster 26-30, M 130 Responses Dec 14, 2008

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    I wanna kill myself so bad

    so I'm gonna go to the hospital if I can hold on. I am impulsive and afraid of what I'll do. I have my prescription meds...I'm so tired of life. I wish I was dead. I hold on because my family, some of them will be sad but that's the only reason I'm going to the hospital. If it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    And So Do Others

    I know others doo. I see it, I hear it, I know it. I am only here, because a doctor lied to my mom, and by the time she found out she was pregnant it was too late to abort, my her mother wouldn't let her give me up, idk why, my life migh have been a bit better if i wasn't to grow...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    When I was growing up,

    my dad was an alcoholic, the teachers were abusive, and I was threatened by my mom. This all was happening when I was in kindergarten. It is strange how experiences can leave a scar on you, one that doesn't seem to go away. This scar has been surfacing and ripping open for...
    earthelement earthelement 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 19

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    Good Until 3

    I am like many of you, not suicidal but deeply regretful of my conception. I think I had about 3 good years on this earth and, coincidentally, those 3 years were from birth until age 3, the ages where you can't remember anything. When I was almost 4 years old, my eyes began to...
    JackofNothing JackofNothing 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I hate this dumb, stupid,

    angry, anxious, crazy, annoying, mistake of a person that I am.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2014

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 5 Responses May 5, 2014

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    In spite of being very educated,

    I can't seem to hold a job. I've been laid off 2 times the past year, neither of them performance based. Im in my 30's now and I have no money saved up. I dont want to move back to my parents home again. I've worked really hard my entire life and every time its 2 steps...
    jachinboston jachinboston 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 15, 2014

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    No Reason, No Purpose, No Way Through Tough Times

    Before I could say why I wish I wasn't born, let me say that the blame is not with the parents, mom, dad, Bros and sis', my life with them was great, everything went normal until a year after my HS graduation. Its like every positive thing I think of or felt good from turns bad...
    Dragonblade Dragonblade 22-25 2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    If I had one wish this would be it: Or to be

    a strong, confident, independent woman. But only my mind is strong and independent. We always fight to change things for the better. But this is what causes our grief. I need to accept that I'll always be a damsel in distress type of woman. Maybe with this acceptance I will...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    I am so ugly.... I hate myself.

    I'm dumb with an abnormal brain,and Im not rich or athletic.I wish I was never born.No one wants to be bothered with me.I wish I was dead.I'm useless there's other people that are better than me so I'm not needed in this society.
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    My life feels like cosmic joke a lot of the

    time. **** this world and the worthless humans that inhabitant it. Life's a *****..then you die. Truer words were never written/spoken!
    Smoray100 Smoray100 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2014

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    i see pictures of my parents

    before i was born and they appear so happy. i make everyone around me miserable and i do nothing good to help society. i wish i was never born.
    beccabohemian beccabohemian 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I Will Never Forgive My Breeders

    **** this ****** *** life. It's filled with filthy, selfish, disrespectful, evil monkeys (humans). There's all this pressure on me to be this or be that. If I don't follow societal rules I am labelled a loser. There's pain, both physical and emotional. There's sickness and death...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    I Think It's Just How Life Goes On...

    hey everybody, well sometimes i wish i was never born to never feel what i felt. i learned in the hard way :(now i live my life without a soul just like a zombie, i don't have no friends anymore & even my family i don't feel like i belong to themi think i'm feeling broke inside...
    butterfly210 butterfly210 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    I am angry at God for putting me here.

    Why couldn't another ***** beat me to the egg? There is really no purpose for me to be here and yet I try everyday to make life worth living but I still feel empty and worthless. I envy those people who know what they want to do and who have found their purpose in life. I wish...
    CrystalKlear17 CrystalKlear17 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    I know it sounds extreme,

    but everyone has a thought like that at least once in their life.
    BladeTheDejectedLooney BladeTheDejectedLooney 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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