I Wish I Was Normal

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 139 People

    emre3211 emre3211
    22-25, T
    Nov 19, 2015

     O_O I get the feeling people are disappointed

    when they realize I'm not the person they imagined me to be. I hate that the less pleasant parts of me are so bad that it drives people away. I understand, and I don't blame them, but I still hate it. Makes me feel like I'm never going to have anyone I can trust, and that I'll...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Dec 28, 2013

    Is Anyone Normal?

    My whole family seem strange compared to whats assumed as 'normal'My partner of 29 years dosnt communicate except by shouting.  He is full of anger and we are all scared of himMy 21 year old Son is Dyspraxic and has OCD.  He sometimes says very inappropriate things without...
    insanejen insanejen
    Mar 8, 2011

    I wish I was normal so bad.

    and yeah being weird is cool and a good thing or whatever but it's not like that for me. I'm nothing like my friends. I can't just sit around and get high and not worry about things. I can't break the rules as easily. I don't party like normal teenagers. I don't have sex like...
    iloveyoudude iloveyoudude
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 20, 2015

    Normal.... An Un-familuar Word

    so, When i was about 10 i was slicing my wrists, and contenplating hanging myself, chopping my head off, having a train or a car hit me.... etc.  i then got  diagnosed with Deep depression and type 2 bi-polar disorder.  i did ok on meds for a while... but then...
    alycat19 alycat19
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 4, 2010

    It sucks, it sucks being a bi-sexual.

    Sometimes I wish I was normal, when I say normal I mean " Straight " . I wish I could share out everything that I'm feeling deep inside to someone who won't judge me and someone who would accept me for who I am. It's hurting to think that I'm not normal. I wish I could go back...
    HopelesslyLove HopelesslyLove
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 21, 2014

    I'm Tired Of Being Me

    I wish i wasn't me. I just want to be free of all of this social anxiety crap, I can barely have a conversation with my own family without feeling like crap about myself(my fault, not theirs). I have ZERO friends, and the two people I love the most have three million things...
    lovessb lovessb
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 24, 2011

    I hate being me, i hate

    that i cant fit in, i hate that i got bullied at school and abused at home. I turned to self-harming and drugs, because of that, just because i'm not straight, or like the same music as everyone else, the world is full of shallow people, who can't accept others, i just feel like...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 23, 2014

    Wishing To Be Somewhat Normal By Bi-polar Chick

    I know no one is 100 percent normal in this world, everyone has a little wierdness or strangeness about them but, is one of those strange things have to do with bi-polar disorder????? Maybe not for a lot of people but for others it is a reality. I have it and I wish I was...
    lavernia9 lavernia9
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 1, 2009

    this is not exactly true

    as a long time ago I commuted to my life being a human experiment. however ignorance is bliss and it would have been more comfortable. I've tasted the forbidden fruit, eaten from the tree of knowledge and found the holy grail. now what? now ******* what .
    lovesdisabled lovesdisabled
    26-30, M
    Dec 25, 2015

    I don't know why I choose this,

    I choose this in the beginning and since have realized no one is normal. That most people just want to be accepted and feel they have a place. Point is normal, average, mundane is the last this I want to be.
    shaunrain shaunrain
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 9, 2015

    No I Don't...

    Because then everything would be so boring.... Why would I want to be like any of the close minded, stupid, judgemental, brainwashed people that go around calling anyone who isn't wearing a certain color weird?? **** that. If I were NORMAL, really normal I would've commited...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource
    18-21, F
    Dec 23, 2010

    For as long as I can remember,

    I've been depressed. I thought it was normal, I thought that all my peers in preschool were hiding their sadness, just like I was. As I older, I learned that was not the case. Anytime I tried to open up to someone, they didn't understand, and then they didn't want to talk to me...
    dealingwithmentaldisorders dealingwithmentaldisorders
    18-21, F
    Feb 7, 2014


    i like who i am, but i sometimes wish I was normal. I rather be by myself than friends or drink or anything, even though i am only 17. i'm not socially akward but i just don't like to drink or do drugs and i feel like nobody else does, i sometimes wish that i was the type of...
    luckee13 luckee13
    1 Response Sep 14, 2012

    Who Is?

    What's normal anyway?  We are either all normal or all abnormal.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 15, 2011


    i want to be normal , but not sure what that is, just want the crazy thoughts n feelings to stop.
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    Normal? What?

    I do want to be normal...then again I don't. No one's REALLY normal, but there are generally people who are considered more or less "normal" than others... I'm definitely less. Part of it's experience. I have Bipolar and have had some really strange things happen to me. I've also...
    OfFansAndFlames OfFansAndFlames
    Jan 19, 2012

    I Much Wish

    I WASN'T "normal" lol. Being "normal" in the today's world is the synonym of living a mad life while always and constantly deceiving yourself and everybody that "everything IS NORMAL". NOTHING IS NORMAL IN THIS WORLD - NOTHING. So I'D MUCH...
    Thought1 Thought1
    3 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    I don't, really. My family wishes

    for me to be "normal", and I know I could if I wanted to, but it would honestly sicken me. I think when people become normal they are more often than not losing sight of their inner consciousness while falling ill to the herd mentality. In this world, it is too easy for people...
    Poker4Life Poker4Life
    22-25, M
    Mar 30, 2014
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