I Wish I Was Not So Feeling And Sensitive, A Big Heart

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    I Wish I Did Not Have A Heart Sometimes!

    > Some days I wish I wish I could go back to theold me, high, thick walls where no one could get into or climb over, where I could not feel a thing...then it would not hurt so much. > just like phychics...I feel everything around me, I am way too sensitive and get too...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    I have a very wild imagination! I am really looking for someone to skype sex with!
    2588rlr 2588rlr
    31-35
    Mar 20, 2012

    I Am A Doormat

    Just like the title says, I am a doormat. I let family and friends walk all over me and use me. I feel like I cant ever say no. "Can I borrow money"? "Give me a ride". "I need a favor". Yup that's what im asked, daily. I'm only 27, but yet I still live with my parents, not...
    MissBoop MissBoop
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2012

    It Hurts To Feel...

    I wish I didn't feel so much too... I would cry bucketsful after reading stories about children being abused or animals being hurt, I try hard not to care but damn it... I just can't help it!!  When I was a child the adults would call them 'crocodile tears' because my eyes...
    truthseekr truthseekr
    51-55, F
    Mar 11, 2010

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