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I Wish I Was Not So Feeling And Sensitive, A Big Heart

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    I Am A Doormat

    Just like the title says, I am a doormat. I let family and friends walk all over me and use me. I feel like I cant ever say no. "Can I borrow money"? "Give me a ride". "I need a favor". Yup that's what im asked, daily. I'm only 27, but yet I still live with my parents, not...
    MissBoop MissBoop 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2012

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    I have a very wild imagination! I am really looking for someone to skype sex with!
    2588rlr 2588rlr 31-35 Mar 20, 2012

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    I Wish I Did Not Have A Heart Sometimes!

    > Some days I wish I wish I could go back to theold me, high, thick walls where no one could get into or climb over, where I could not feel a thing...then it would not hurt so much. > just like phychics...I feel everything around me, I am way too sensitive and get too...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    It Hurts To Feel...

    I wish I didn't feel so much too... I would cry bucketsful after reading stories about children being abused or animals being hurt, I try hard not to care but damn it... I just can't help it!!  When I was a child the adults would call them 'crocodile tears' because my eyes...
    truthseekr truthseekr 51-55, F Mar 11, 2010

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    I'm 4 ft 8 and it's definitely bigger than me thats for sure as in the past many people joked about how my heart is bigger than me so its not difficult to not notice! I feel...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes, people take advantage of my kindness. I wish I could stop it but I can't. I care about too many and take crap from too many.
    fwxo fwxo 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    what I realised is that I love people too easily. To me its both a good thing and a bad thing, the good thing about it is that love is beautiful and I think its the reason why we...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    Someone recommend writing out how I was feeling this is it... I am thinking about dying lately like just a big exhale and it would all be done I wouldn't have to stress anymore or...
    WhoseMe WhoseMe 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    the biggest impact. I believe that everyone, sooner or later, has this thing happening in their lives which will change them forever. It’s not comparable. For the one’s who...
    deleleleteddd deleleleteddd 13-15, F Mar 30

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    I wish i could take this needles of my heart. I wish i could erased dark memories But i know... i know... That's why i decided to..i do not close to... I smile and my heart...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F Apr 1

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    Honestly Im only 17 years old, and i know i have life ahead of me, but sometimes i like to think if it hard now , then how harder will it get, will it really get better or will we...
    thatgirlalbana thatgirlalbana 16-17, F Mar 24

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    Once again..... Shoutout to the ******* who broke my heart. We've known each other for several years and have been "talking" for the past several months. We've tried to plan dates...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    This is a true story I was laying on my friends heart and it was beating faster than usual. I told him if he's ok and he said I guess then suddenly his heart stoped and I was...
    HeartBeatLover HeartBeatLover 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Recently I met a man. He was cool and we clicked. We became bf and g f. We were so happy we both thought we had things in common. Until I found out that he was with another girl...
    AthingBisidyou AthingBisidyou 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    I have a blind heart, Though I wish it were so.. For my heart and soul though broken still sees and feels. At times I wish I were blind though I would still be left with memory...
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Tbh i wish i could smoke a big *** joint, get faded and just sleep the day away
    InTheJungle InTheJungle 22-25, F Mar 26

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    I am an independent who has recently been disowned by my "recently religious" parents for not participating in the belief system. It isn't that I don't respect the belief system...
    VVoid VVoid 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Who is happy? A crow lived in the forest and was absolutely satisfied in life. But one day he saw a swan. “This swan is so white,” he thought, “and I am so black. This swan...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    6 months ago when I was watching tv. When a pair of magnets moved in my hands by there self. It freaked me out at first. Then I stared looking it up found out I was useing my life...
    baldhorn baldhorn 36-40, M 1 Response 41 mins ago

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    I honestly hate feeling younger then my age cause that makes me very immature and even more of a turn off. I'm 29 years old and often feel like a 19 year old. I used to say 18...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    My first post will have a brief explanation of what happened... Day 10 20/4 11:18am oh god, I miss him so much. Went through the photos of us I have on my phone and I miss the...
    odijay odijay 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    For most of my life I’ve effectively dodged conflict. I was called the peacemaker in middle school and my family members call me the diplomat. I’m called sweet, shy, timid...
    kaylie2323 kaylie2323 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I was born with a rebellious spirit and my life circumstances pushed me further that way. Ive always had to fight for everything so Im very protective of my freedoms
    wishingicouldlovemore wishingicouldlovemore 36-40, F 2 hrs ago

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    I wish i could be able to explain what i feel... i wish i could show that i feel so much...those little simple things ..which others doesn't found worth noticing.. but they hit...
    tweetysweety1 tweetysweety1 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I don’t know if it is normal to have suicidal thoughts, but I do get them from time to time. I don’t understand why I get them, because honestly when my life is good. As long...
    Secret179688 Secret179688 18-21 Mar 23

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    I wasn't at the age of 19, ready to be a mother. My son is important to me and the bond we share is growing by the day but this is a gift that could have waited to be unwrapped. I...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F Apr 1

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    My mom's dad died when I was five years old. The thing I remember the most about him was how kind and loving he was. Everyone said he was the sweetest kindest man they have ever...
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M Apr 3

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    Tho I keep harping on my BIG CHANGE, I just have to share again! I regained... well thats not quite right, I have a whole new connection to my spirit. Like never before. I see...
    SonOfTheMonkeysUncle SonOfTheMonkeysUncle 31-35, M Apr 7

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    I wish I wasn't so emotional and that I didn't take everything to heart. I feel like I love my sisters and friends more than they love me. My younger sister is basically my best...
    K14A07M K14A07M 22-25, F Apr 10

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    There in the still of the night where no one can see, nor feel me. I look up to see if the light from the moon shines down upon me. There is complete dark surrounding me, the...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm going through a break up and I'm trying to deal with my heart break by writing how I'm feeling in my notes... Just a background of what happened, my boyfriend had been going...
    odijay odijay 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    I have to be in court in about an hour. I had to file charges on my bff's adult son, who supposedly was in recovery from drugs. While no one was home one day except him, he stole...
    Pamster22 Pamster22 61-65, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I have a literally ''BROKEN HEART''. Everytime when i try to fall sleep,suddenly..i wake up with heart beat and big fear. And i run to my small balcony and open that window to...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin...
    Angelov Angelov 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Another day Waking up to another haze Between each candle Her memory laced So I dream with eyes apart Looking to each corner And every heart Blind to myself Love still...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm an old fashion romantic living in a world of young anti- social technology. Where do I fit in anymore?I can spin rhymes of sunshine, tell stories of moon lit nights,walking...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 26

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    Today at office I can't stop my glassy eyes. I try to hold back my tears from falling. I don't know what I did wrong that my mom ignoring and being sensitive to me. That makes my...
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F Apr 1

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    It was horrible. When I was between the ages of 16 to 17 in 2011 in my first year of sixth form I had a crush on this girl. I liked her because she actually seemed interested in me...
    ZemaLDFM ZemaLDFM 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    We can be the most beautiful people. Living with bipolar you overcome it by knowing what causes depression. The one thing I've learned is to feel with my heart. I believe that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 30

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    On my recent previous post, I discussed about my boyfriend ( at the time, now ex) struggling with Bipolar 2. When I posted that blog, I was looking for any advice to help me...
    kc248753 kc248753 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    One day, perhaps one night, all of sudden, you will feel so much sadness because of someone or the people you used to be with. You will feel emptiness, loneliness, a different kind...
    Jnyl Jnyl 26-30, F 3 days ago

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