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I Wish I Was Not So Feeling And Sensitive, A Big Heart

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    I Wish I Did Not Have A Heart Sometimes!

    Some days I wish I wish I could go back to theold me, high, thick walls where no one could get into or climb over, where I could not feel a thing...then it would not hurt so much.  just like phychics...I feel everything around me, I am way too sensitive and get too...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    I Am A Doormat

    Just like the title says, I am a doormat. I let family and friends walk all over me and use me. I feel like I cant ever say no. "Can I borrow money"? "Give me a ride". "I need a favor". Yup that's what im asked, daily. I'm only 27, but yet I still live with my parents, not...
    MissBoop MissBoop 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2012

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    It Hurts To Feel...

    I wish I didn't feel so much too... I would cry bucketsful after reading stories about children being abused or animals being hurt, I try hard not to care but damn it... I just can't help it!!  When I was a child the adults would call them 'crocodile tears' because my eyes...
    truthseekr truthseekr 51-55, F Mar 11, 2010

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    I have a very wild imagination! I am really looking for someone to skype sex with!
    2588rlr 2588rlr 31-35 Mar 20, 2012

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    I wish I was less in tune with everyone's emotional states. Even if someone hurts me-I can hardly hurt them back, even if they are a lousy person, mean to me or others and I know...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F Sep 22

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    I just wish I could do that, but humans heart is so stubborn and you cannot make it obey. it has it's own mind and can do it's own action. I just wish I could tell my heart no to...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I wish I could them something....but I'd just sound desperate or something which isn't the case...I just wish I could talk like we were friends again....
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    I should be happy...but I'm not and idk why
    beautifulher beautifulher 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I was really depressed last November to the point that I didn’t believe I was depressed and told my 2 best friends I was bipolar when I wasn’t. I also told one of them I was...
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    This girl I would do anything for ' I mean I'm all she has...I'm always there when she needs me or if she feels alone I have a big heart & I try to give her my all ' I want to be...
    Traumatizedyoung Traumatizedyoung 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 23

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    Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm young and stupid. So I'm not going to call what we had more than dating. But I've never had such strong feelings for someone... It wasn't to long ago...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F Sep 25

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    I wish I had the worlds biggest syringe so that I can stab it on my chest and suck out all the sadness that plagues my heart.
    uponmars uponmars 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    2 and a half years ago I was dumped by a male friend, who I would consider the best friend I’ve ever had. We connected on every level and I had never emotionally been as close to...
    iwannaLIVE iwannaLIVE 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I wish they were bigger. I don't look good in clothes unless I wear a push up bra because I have a big butt and barely any chest so I look weird. My boyfriend loves them the way...
    sunflowerpet sunflowerpet 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    After a terrible day yesterday, I thought I was going to feel depressed for the rest of my life, no hope, no purpose. My mother showed up, after 8 years, and I realized she hadn't...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    Do you ever get excited about something silly that happens with the person you fall for and want to share it with your friends? You think they care about you. They are actually...
    imshattered imshattered 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    The feeling of getting your heart broke is absolutely horrible. There is no drug that can mend or numb the pain because if there was id spend my last dime on it. My ex boyfriend...
    Heartbreakhotel96 Heartbreakhotel96 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    As much as my life might seem to the casual observer as the perfect life with the perfect parents and their perfect children, it really wasn’t like that. My grandfather was an...
    dadhereforyou dadhereforyou 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It was a cold night, I was feeling very empty and hopeless. Pride had become a very huge issue in my life, given the hand I'd been dealt it was only natural to build myself up and...
    Brohawk Brohawk 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 7

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    Nothing better than the feeling of a big boob in your hands, who agrees?
    CuriousBiTeen69 CuriousBiTeen69 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    Omg the scariest thing just happened... Someone messaged me on messenger and his name is "Luke" Wice But When I only saw the first name I thought it was " "Luke"Hamm... And my...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F a week ago

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    One of the things my mother used to do in order to assert control over me was to abandon me. She did it regularly. She didn't start until I was old enough to be able to take the...
    itsu526 itsu526 46-50, F Sep 27

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    I wear size 13 men's shoes, so it can be a challenge to find stylish footwear, but when I look around enough it's out there. There was a time when I was embarrassed of my big feet...
    zincthink zincthink 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 25

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    I don't know how to describe it anymore. I am in so much emotional pain I can't even make it through the morning without wanting to cry. I just feel so incredibly alone all the...
    Tantalustay Tantalustay 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    Met this girl in 2007 was my high school sweat heart until recently started questioning what she wants now I'm heartbroken lost in life
    frankie2114 frankie2114 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    Mixed Messages I offer her a glass of water, I tell her that she needs it, she tells me I must be blind, that her heart's breaking but I can't see it... She was just at the bar...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M 5 hrs ago

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    Hello all. This is my first time on this site. It looks interesting and like it might help me by connecting me with other sensitive people. Sometimes I feel so alone in this world...
    Shanseal Shanseal 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I have my crush since last year..I know I felt I'm inlove..and from now I still love him..but I know he doesn't like me.He has a girlfriend and i know it..I just want to move on...
    mysteriousgirl12 mysteriousgirl12 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Hello everybody. I'm a new member here, but I'm not a "new heartbreak". My heart is broken long time ago. First of all, I want say that I’m amazed with Experience Project, and I...
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    Morenita79 Morenita79 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    You may have had friend for years and at some regular party or get-together they say goodbye before the door closes behind them and you never see them again ever. There was...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    webkoala webkoala 26-30 Oct 12

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    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 10

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    I'm the type of girl who will love you with her whole heart! Id give anything and everything to see people smile or be happy! I love because i love it! I love to make people smile...
    madusand madusand 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So, as most of you do not know, I have been on EP for a grand total of... 17 days! And inactive for 12 of them- if you do the math correctly, this is my fifth full day on here- so...
    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wish that the moment we met your eyes didn't take me to another world wishing upon a dream come true, you'd wrap me in your arms One Day and Love Me unconditionally. A Love I've...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    JohnAnonSmit JohnAnonSmit 36-40, M 8 Responses Sep 24

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    adarkboy adarkboy 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have been married for 3 years with 2 kids. My husband became cold & snappy ever since the kids came along. I guess due to the stress of taking care of the kids & loss of freedom...
    Lina2702 Lina2702 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 26

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    The Rich and the Poor Homelessness in America I hate that most people look down on the poor like they are dirt or trash. People call them bums or low class. Can't...
    Kornisone Kornisone 26-30, F 10 Responses Sep 27

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