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I Wish I Was Not So Feeling And Sensitive, A Big Heart

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    I Am A Doormat

    Just like the title says, I am a doormat. I let family and friends walk all over me and use me. I feel like I cant ever say no. "Can I borrow money"? "Give me a ride". "I need a favor". Yup that's what im asked, daily. I'm only 27, but yet I still live with my parents, not...
    MissBoop MissBoop 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2012

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    I have a very wild imagination! I am really looking for someone to skype sex with!
    2588rlr 2588rlr 31-35 Mar 20, 2012

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    It Hurts To Feel...

    I wish I didn't feel so much too... I would cry bucketsful after reading stories about children being abused or animals being hurt, I try hard not to care but damn it... I just can't help it!!  When I was a child the adults would call them 'crocodile tears' because my eyes...
    truthseekr truthseekr 51-55, F Mar 11, 2010

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    I Wish I Did Not Have A Heart Sometimes!

    > Some days I wish I wish I could go back to theold me, high, thick walls where no one could get into or climb over, where I could not feel a thing...then it would not hurt so much. > just like phychics...I feel everything around me, I am way too sensitive and get too...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    All i want is someone to look at me and tell me honey u will be fine..just keep walking ..just keep trying..i m currently a heart full of sadness..i dont no how else to put it...
    sunnsood sunnsood 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 15

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    This is an interesting one ... The mind boggles as to what it actually means .. I can guess .. And the answer is yes .. Well it does doesn't it .. :) but then again what exactly...
    Homejames Homejames 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I am writing to ease the pain of my lonely heart. I can't stand that fact that when I get too emotional people run away from me. I hate my sensitive heart and the way it clings to...
    OnlineCake OnlineCake 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 4

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    I feel like that I am too sensitive about things. Some of my internet friends put me in a skype group call and called me a fat ugly slag because they didn't believe that I was...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 16 Responses 4 days ago

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    Siraj, time : 3:01 Pm, Oman. My birth Certificate says i have completed 23 years on earth but to my knowledge i lived only 14 days when i was with her. Those days were nothing...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    62nd post. Well here I am again, and I live to see another day. Nobody killed me and I didn't kill anybody, and I guess today I feel like it was all just a dream. It's easy to...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    40th post...Wow, it's my 40th birthday in 3 months and this is my 40th post. I'm going to take this post as being symbolic. How am I feeling today?? I can feel the bad feelings...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Merry Christmas to all! And by all I mean : those with great big hearts like mine!.. Those with ugly cold hearts!.. those with great taste who choose to follow me! Those who've...
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    I don't want to sit here and have people think I'm feeling sorry for myself. It's time to let out this pain. So, I met a man seven months ago. He was practically everything I liked...
    ChellyRocker ChellyRocker 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I know some people don't feel Xmas is a nice time of the year and I get them well...especially when some of our beloved ones have departed, in my case my dear grandparents and some...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 12

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    Ok I need to rant........I am frustrated and so far a lil ticked off...... I hate when guys say they love you and they are different and everything is going so smoothly and then...
    Layla1721 Layla1721 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    i wish i could become obese bigger than the earth food being poured into my mouth day and night becoming the biggest thing ever but sadly its impossible but really i just want to...
    kevynstorm kevynstorm 22-25, M Dec 14

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    Siraj, time : 3:01 Pm, Oman. My birth Certificate says i have completed 23 years on earth but to my knowledge i lived only 14 days when i was with her. Those days were nothing...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I really wished from the bottom of my heart to go back and reverse time. But it can't happen. I'm sorry. I hurt you bro. I didn't mean to. I really am sorry
    Tawheed1994 Tawheed1994 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    I feel sad all the time. To everyone around me I am carefree mya, always laughing, smiling and making jokes. I'm the optimistic one always helping people and trying to get them to...
    myathebee54 myathebee54 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    As many of you may know I live in one of the parts of buffalo, ny that was hit by that horrible storm which not only damaged my car but also my home which put us back even further...
    samilee80 samilee80 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I met a very beautiful girl 6 months ago. After hanging out many times we got to trust each other. We started telling each other about everything of ourselves. She told me that she...
    saadms1 saadms1 18-21, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Merry Christmas everyone! On this most merry of days ending up the year of 2014, I wish you and yours: "Happiness– May your life be filled with joy and happiness and may each new...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 8 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I joined this site in 2011. Three years ago. It was a different place then. (Years before I joined, I hear, it was even better.) This site has done so much for me. When I was most...
    Nyxii Nyxii 22-25, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    43rd post. Haven't written for a few days, and unfortunately I'm back to being in a slump. Not sleeping more than about 3 hours a night, and my mind is on fast forward with a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    63rd post. Now I'm going to start delving into the issues that have caused me the most anxiety over the years, and which I believe have led to who I am today. Firstly I will talk...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    I have made some truly amazing friend on this site. I wish a merry Christmas (and happy holidays to all my friends who don't celebrate Christmas) you have taught me about darkness...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    To my dearest King, Maybe I am not allowed to call you like this. This is the end of my dreams .I’ve reached a dead end. I have nowhere to go and no one to talk to. I’m broken...
    Anbarasi Anbarasi 18-21, F Nov 28

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    I am a very sensitive person and get my feelings hurt almost all the time. To me, words are the most powerful tool that any human has. I take jokes to heart and can't help but feel...
    DaddysGirl1995 DaddysGirl1995 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    I didn't mean to fall in love with him--I just did. He was just a schoolmate back in College. But ever since one of my classmates said that we looked good together, my suffering...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Those words you said "I want to remain as friends" and "I knew you liked me for a while" took me by surprise. I didn't know what they until a couple of hours later when I finally...
    Evoriya Evoriya 16-17, F Dec 1

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    I've had sex with more women than I can remember all their names. I've smoked more weed than anyone should. Drank more bottles than I could afford. Said more prayers than I can...
    welchbw welchbw 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I would love to have the big round, heaving belly in front of me, waddling from place to place, eating without regard. I would rub it all day long and let everyone rub it too. It...
    nedzfox nedzfox 22-25, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    Before getting into it, some background: I have grown cold over the years, to the point where I dont even feel emotion at all at the pain or death of friends and family (with one...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M Dec 6

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    I use to cover my emotions with drugs, alcohol, sex, and exercise. And I usually felt better or at least I thought I did. When I got off the drugs and alcohol I turned to yoga and...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 14

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    But only when it comes to myself. I've never cared what other people think about what doesn't concern them about me, but if I feel like I've let someone down, acted poorly or if I...
    imsomewhereelse imsomewhereelse 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Religious or not, it is fitting that there should be a celebration around the shortest day of the year. We can celebrate the fact that the sun is beginning it's journey further...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Today is most happy day for me and my children. Their my heart and soul! I feel very Bless God gave a second chance on life again...
    kavcardenas kavcardenas 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have a deep sadness within my heart. I know those that are connection with their heart can understand and feel what I have written, but sadly I cannot, and ye understand this. I...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 30

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    My biggest weakness, why do I gotta be so sensitive!!!!!! I try to be tuff and mean or careless but I just can't my sensitive emotions take over.
    cristytina cristytina 26-30, F 40 Responses Dec 12

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    I sit in the same room as you all and I'm invisible. I speak and you speak over me, my voice never to be heard. I'm scolded for never being home, for working so much, being a...
    crafty36 crafty36 36-40, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I remember when it happened at my school few years ago. Now, this is when I lived in Italy. A young boy who attended school with me suffered greatly. His name was Luciano Toscane...
    Barefoot1999 Barefoot1999 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    The moment you left, I wrote this...I wish you were here. I miss talking to you,we took the time to know each other, we connected so well.I wish you were here. I'm making the best...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 5 Responses