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I Wish I Was Not So Feeling And Sensitive, A Big Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 22 People

    I Am A Doormat

    Just like the title says, I am a doormat. I let family and friends walk all over me and use me. I feel like I cant ever say no. "Can I borrow money"? "Give me a ride". "I need a favor". Yup that's what im asked, daily. I'm only 27, but yet I still live with my parents, not...
    MissBoop MissBoop 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2012

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    I have a very wild imagination! I am really looking for someone to skype sex with!
    2588rlr 2588rlr 31-35 Mar 20, 2012

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    It Hurts To Feel...

    I wish I didn't feel so much too... I would cry bucketsful after reading stories about children being abused or animals being hurt, I try hard not to care but damn it... I just can't help it!!  When I was a child the adults would call them 'crocodile tears' because my eyes...
    truthseekr truthseekr 51-55, F Mar 11, 2010

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    I Wish I Did Not Have A Heart Sometimes!

    > Some days I wish I wish I could go back to theold me, high, thick walls where no one could get into or climb over, where I could not feel a thing...then it would not hurt so much. > just like phychics...I feel everything around me, I am way too sensitive and get too...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    Sometimes, people take advantage of my kindness. I wish I could stop it but I can't. I care about too many and take crap from too many.
    fwxo fwxo 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    what I realised is that I love people too easily. To me its both a good thing and a bad thing, the good thing about it is that love is beautiful and I think its the reason why we...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    It's happened many times before . Where I was stupid enough to let my heart get broken , by someone I never even dated .
    momo335 momo335 13-15, F Mar 18

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    I live in a house full of people you have me, my wife, our five kids, my grandson, my oldest daughters soon to be husband, both of my retired parents that's 11 people in a house...
    primeoflife primeoflife 51-55, M Mar 5

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    I wish i could take this needles of my heart. I wish i could erased dark memories But i know... i know... That's why i decided to..i do not close to... I smile and my heart...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    the biggest impact. I believe that everyone, sooner or later, has this thing happening in their lives which will change them forever. It’s not comparable. For the one’s who...
    deleleleteddd deleleleteddd 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    How I wish you could read this. So I could unload this burden I feel inside of me. You have moved on, and have even begun a new life. But for me things have not been the same. I...
    Valentina16 Valentina16 18-21, F Mar 17

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    Honestly Im only 17 years old, and i know i have life ahead of me, but sometimes i like to think if it hard now , then how harder will it get, will it really get better or will we...
    thatgirlalbana thatgirlalbana 16-17, F Mar 24

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    Story of my life. All of them reject me, actually. It becomes only a matter of time once they've met me or even know I exist until they pre-emptively reject me or make it clear...
    Jugemu Jugemu 31-35, M Mar 16

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    I feel a little backward, I see all these people wishing they were with someone but all I can think about is how badly I wish I was single. I don't want to feel responsible for...
    Cyarika Cyarika 26-30, F Mar 15

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    Once again..... Shoutout to the ******* who broke my heart. We've known each other for several years and have been "talking" for the past several months. We've tried to plan dates...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Do you ever wish people could just be as heartfelt and deep as you were? Many people don't understand true issues that are actually serious, especially at my age. It makes me feel...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F Mar 14

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    When I was around 15 years old I was abducted by aliens...I think. It's very difficult for me to differentiate between a super realistic and vivid dream or real life in this...
    eod13x eod13x 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3

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    I knew my favorite poems by heart Until I was blown away By this poem about a single flower Whose author I cannot say I read it in my darkest hour When so lonely I did cry This...
    lindajam lindajam 51-55 1 Response Mar 11

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    Tbh i wish i could smoke a big *** joint, get faded and just sleep the day away
    InTheJungle InTheJungle 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    he was my first love... we've had our falling outs the last little while... I decided it was best to just end the misery I was feeling. at first, I was handling it well... or at...
    Mj13ahestrella Mj13ahestrella 22-25, F Mar 7

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    I thought the worst things of my life, relationships wise, happened already. After a divorce and being with a jerk that just wanted to **** me... I thought I only had good things...
    egerhamingjusom egerhamingjusom 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    It's probably not really a broken heart but more of a broken ego. I'm not sure. I met a guy whom I started knowing through an online dating website. (At that time, I was nursing...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Who is happy? A crow lived in the forest and was absolutely satisfied in life. But one day he saw a swan. “This swan is so white,” he thought, “and I am so black. This swan...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I wasn't at the age of 19, ready to be a mother. My son is important to me and the bond we share is growing by the day but this is a gift that could have waited to be unwrapped. I...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have to be in court in about an hour. I had to file charges on my bff's adult son, who supposedly was in recovery from drugs. While no one was home one day except him, he stole...
    Pamster22 Pamster22 61-65, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    D5 - well I saw him last night while I was on duty. I spoke first. I shouldn't have but I was weak, weak for him. I asked him how he was doing. he shrugged and said, "I'm good...
    WhatsMymofoName WhatsMymofoName 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I was making a cup of coffee, then i suddenly felt like,I'm gonna go n get myself a good cup of white coffee from the cafe.. it's my rest day, and i have never been this tired...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I don't know why do I feel pain in my heart. I'm thinking of Ahmad;my love and that he is engaged now. I was so happy when he talked to me , as always his love makes me blind and I...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Growing up with a bipolar mother can be very emotionally taxing. I became her unofficial 'counselor' ever since I was like 9 years old I think? Well, of course I didn't give her...
    Monstaar Monstaar 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    Jesus has set me free from all addictions that I have been struggling with, all my life. Jesus made my broken heart into a brand new heart and He filled my heart with His love, joy...
    ai208234 ai208234 22-25, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I know I'm starting to feel the depression coming on again when I Blair music in my ears and sign into experience project. I get to sinking feeling in my stomach, I get the...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I honestly hate feeling younger then my age cause that makes me very immature and even more of a turn off. I'm 29 years old and often feel like a 19 year old. I used to say 18...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Today is the day that my wife moves out. She leaves behind her husband and two children ages one and four. I can't even begin to explain the heart ache I am feeling. I just want to...
    Cnfsddad Cnfsddad 31-35, M 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    it began as a one night stand... then it turned into 2... then 3.. then 4... and before i knew it.. i had a FWB 2-3x a week... and i wasn't the only one he was seeing i was...
    callme77 callme77 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    For most of my life I’ve effectively dodged conflict. I was called the peacemaker in middle school and my family members call me the diplomat. I’m called sweet, shy, timid...
    kaylie2323 kaylie2323 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i picked this guy off the streets, took him into my home,even lost my job over him. i loved him with all my heart and 2 weeks ago he was telling me how in love with me he was now...
    niellyn niellyn 22-25 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I'd like to share my story. I'm 24, he's 19. I'm already working, he's still a student. I'm a Muslim, he's Catholic. It was very wrong from the very beginning yet I still pushed...
    Jojane Jojane 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    I'd like to share my story. I'm 24, he's 19. I'm already working, he's still a student. I'm a Muslim, he's Catholic. It was very wrong from the very beginning yet I still pushed...
    Jojane Jojane 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I don’t know if it is normal to have suicidal thoughts, but I do get them from time to time. I don’t understand why I get them, because honestly when my life is good. As long...
    Secret179688 Secret179688 18-21 Mar 23

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    I get attached to people very quickly. And I also get feelings very quickly. I need to be with him so badly. I need him and want him and I hate not being able to right now... 2...
    bekahelle2 bekahelle2 18-21, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    It happened again last night. I was working an overnight shift caring for an elderly lady (which I am allowed to sleep at so long as I wake when she does). I was drifting in and...
    Natreerose Natreerose 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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