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I Wish I Was So Nuts I Forced Myself To Not Eat

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    I'm not gonna lie. I have thrown up. Multiple times. I'm not proud of it. But. I do. It's been 2 days since I last tried. I think about it often. Yesterday I was in the bathroom. I...
    Diana14R Diana14R 18-21, F Apr 8

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    I was forced into slavery at a frat party.
    alexiaskyrim alexiaskyrim 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I wish at times that I could duplicate myself and give to someone in need of a friend or someone special. Then again, I have a habit of being left and I don't do well with being...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M Apr 8

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    Well my dad used to tell me off for eating. I always had a revved up metabolism which continued well into my teens. I could rival any teenage boy. But I was active- I never...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I remember 2 years ago during summer I ate so many snacks at midnight through morning which led me gained 10 lbs that made me overweight. I didn't really care back then because I...
    lindasawr lindasawr 16-17, F Apr 11

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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
    phobia1998 phobia1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I was brought up with three siblings, the older two hated my father especially the older brother who was from a previous marriage. They egged one another on and accused my father...
    Tigermoth35 Tigermoth35 31-35, F Apr 11

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    A lot of times, I wish I can change myself. Sometimes I wish I had a different body shape, different eyebrows, that my skin looked cleaner. Sometimes I wish I was smarter, more...
    almaera almaera 18-21, F a week ago

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    Last year January I was admitted to hospital after I collapsed.I of course knew why but no one else did.I have been harboring horrible eating habits from everyone and this had...
    UnderTheSameStars UnderTheSameStars 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    A few months back, a young woman with two kids in the supermarket, banged her trolley into me when I was packing my goods at the check out. She didnt apologise and stood staring...
    MaryJH MaryJH 46-50, F Mar 23

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    I can't really even remember a time when I was satisfied with myself. I think 7th grade is when it really started. I hated how I looked, had low self esteem everything all went...
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    We shall be forever A boy you hated, a boy you love. A boy you resent, a boy you can't have. A boy I competed with, the boy I liked. A boy who gave in to me, the boy who grew...
    KyokoSora KyokoSora 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I've decided that I was going to start eating healthy and start loosing weight for good. about a week ago i started. i did good for a week but then I ran out of food. so I couldn"t...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I've decided that I was going to start eating healthy and start loosing weight for good. about a week ago i started. i did good for a week but then I ran out of food. so I couldn"t...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I've decided that I was going to start eating healthy and start loosing weight for good. about a week ago i started. i did good for a week but then I ran out of food. so I couldn"t...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was morbidity overweight, and people always let me know how digusting I was. I hated myself for a very long time. It effected the way I treated myself as well. I wasn't depressed...
    jvirgil23 jvirgil23 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    The thoughts are beating at my head, visions and memories of us torment me. I am so frustrated with myself for not doing what she has done, let go and moved on. I am the one left...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Apr 6

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    Ok, I am going through a divorce I never saw coming. Been about a month and a half nownd I was just gathering myself when coming home from spring break with my 2young daughters 9...
    Brianst Brianst 41-45, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Been in a serious relationship for almost 5years with a straight girl. By the way i'm a lesbian 22yo from Philippines. She's been my life, my everything and our plans are the same...
    nadz2291 nadz2291 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Iv never done this before excuse the long story but I need to get every detail off my mind I have no One else to talk to I'm hoping some1 will understand I was on holiday when it...
    Candlelight01 Candlelight01 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    i'm not allowed to go to a uni or get a job,i'm going to forced to get married mostly to stop financially support me.i was forced to study the things i'm not good at and now this...
    AfshaFH AfshaFH 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    My whole life I've had a close, tight-knit relationship with my parents. Family is really important to me, including both of my sisters. A lot of the views and beliefs I have today...
    odm3 odm3 18-21 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I was forced to go car shopping in panties with my girlfriend and her mother. She give me her bootyshorts she just toke off, and this purple cotton high brief pair of panties, that...
    tellmesomething1 tellmesomething1 22-25, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    That night I was scrolling through tumblr. I recently searched up the words skinny, thigh gap, anorexia, collar bones, death, self harm,....etc. I decided I would film what goes...
    MorbidRainbow MorbidRainbow 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Hi everyone, my name is Nomika and I.. have a nut addiction. Here are some nutty confessions: Pecans are my favourite. I'll eat them plain, especially when paired with dried...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Some days I don't eat Some days I binge eat Then I'd throw up I hate my body I don't wanna be bone thin but I wanna be thin Does starving help?
    prettybr0wneyes prettybr0wneyes 13-15, F 3 Responses 29 mins ago

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    Sometimes, I am weird about the LACK of combination that I seek in food. For example.... I love fresh-squeezed lemonade and I love lemon meringue pie. But I can't stand lemon as a...
    eddiecarbone eddiecarbone 61-65, M 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I'm 16 years old.There are 10 days till my birthday.I've been depressed for good 3 years.My whole puberty was a great mess.One year and two months ago,I got bulimic.Before that,I...
    mystiquebelle mystiquebelle 13-15, F 23 hrs ago

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    I wish everything went right with this girl. Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 5

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Day three of my fast, broken. My boyfriend had a day off from work and he's with me all day, 24/7. I was able to blow off breakfast and lunch but he insisted we went grocery...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I have always been obsessing with being thin ever since I was little. I have never allowed myself to get to a size 3 in pants, I am currently a size 0 and sometimes go down to a 00...
    petite19 petite19 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Even when I do talk it just confuses people. Or they don't listen. Why bother people when I can confide in a piece of paper? This question comes from both sides of a half-hearted...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Or I try to be atleast! When I am with certain friends who eat junk I also will eat junk though and feel crappy after. I have little will power when there is a nice looking cake...
    ifilayhere ifilayhere 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I stopped eating at school. I don't know why but i just never went to my locker and ate at breaks, but when i get home i stuff my face with all this food like i usually do. I eat...
    ILYBlackVeilBrides ILYBlackVeilBrides 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    The meds I'm on for ADHD and depression suppress my appetite so much. But even when I try to eat I hear myself think 'how could you want that? You fatass. You'll never look good...
    underageloner underageloner 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    (This is more of a rant than a experience but oh well...) Especially in class. ._. My maths class would have to be the worst. ******* girls blabbing, talking and back chatting the...
    HydroChronexia HydroChronexia 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I hate it so much. My dad does it all the time while we are having dinner, he just stares at me, too close to where i'm sitting, and he tries to make some conversation. It makes me...
    juliegreen2 juliegreen2 18-21, F 2 Responses 23 mins ago

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    My adult son has binge eating disorder. We have four children, all living at home, and this problem puts a gigantic shadow over the whole family. My son is totally obsessed with...
    perseverer perseverer 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I think eating healthy really changes you in a good way and you feel better about yourself. I've been eating 5 meals a day for so far 3 weeks and I've seen a difference in my blue...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 9

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    We began as co-workers. He was married; I was 5-year's divorced and stable with my independence/schooling/future. Throughout my life, I've been more of a listener than a sharer...
    nowunderwatertime nowunderwatertime 46-50, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's 11:11 time to make a wish... I need something good to wish for this time.
    djemerald djemerald 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    ( Short story: Prologue) My last hope Everything stops. Times stands still. There he lies on the cold ground. Here I’m standing just staring down as death whispers on the end...
    TweDee TweDee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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