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I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 107 People

    I Am...

    Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

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    AND

    Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Came So Close

    I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put on effexor for my depression. I stopped taking them because I didn't like the way they made me feel. I just decided...
    mizzT mizzT 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Is It Over Yet?

    Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to join this group because then I'll have a happy day and feel silly, which is also why I'm glad there's not a lot of...
    kikis2 kikis2 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    Isolation

    I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full of pain and despair and sadness? so i drew a line between the people i had once loved and trusted and swore...
    laraj6 laraj6 16-17 Apr 28, 2012

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    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    My Story

    Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have no right to judge. That bit goes for my "family." I am the person nobody wanted to be stuck with in the end. My...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence 22-25, F May 12, 2013

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    Feel Me Deeply

    ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone...
    Jp696 Jp696 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Now, I'm a normal high school senior. I've got to manage my classes, prepare myself for graduation, and still maintain my small circle of friends. And that included keeping my...
    EternalWhiteRose EternalWhiteRose 16-17, F Nov 15

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    My man. Nicholas. Wish he was here so I can be in his arms again.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Nov 15

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    The one girl that I've had proper feelings for. She lives round the corner from me, she knows I like her, and I know she likes me. Hell, we've told each other that we do. We are...
    EnglandsAnswer EnglandsAnswer 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    Hey.. This is .(...) I know I won't send this you because I know you move on. I go to your face book if you change you profile pics After I got divorce when I saw you I felt...
    olsen1004 olsen1004 31-35, F Nov 16

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    I have experience a lot in the past three years. What it is like to have boyfriend after boyfriend? The feeling of true aloneness. The idea that you are going crazy. The acceptance...
    WearyBeautyLeah WearyBeautyLeah 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    At the end of the day,it is just me. Sometimes I feel lonely,I wish my husband and I could finally live together again,I wish he find a job in here or near,if we could be together...
    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F Nov 15

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    I'm experiencing some changes in my life more spiritual changes, I suppose you could say I feel a bit lost. I'm trying to be truer to who I am for years I've lived in fear and find...
    revand29 revand29 26-30, F Nov 17

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    Yes I know that u guys care. You will message me telling me to cheer up. And honestly it's great. But it doesn't even begin to compare to someone you actually know that would care...
    Dontlookbackk Dontlookbackk 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I haven't blocked the person and they haven't blocked me. They are looking for me. Anybody else ever had this problem?
    nelby710 nelby710 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 25

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    I was upset.Not because he or any of the others weren't real,but because they spent all those years lying to me and then all of a sudden:"Yeah,we actually made that up."
    KurMujun KurMujun 18-21, M Oct 31

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    I had seen the header and had to laugh. How very true, I thought to myself. Just kidding.... Personally I don't consider myself to be sexy and am amused when people say that I am...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    So, I was about 9. I was with my dad and my brother at my dad's friends house because they were away so we were house sitting. I had some kind of hard food and It was hard, so my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4

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    Me: Your mom is getting old Son: No. You're not. You are beautiful & sexy. Me: Really? Son: Of course, fox! I feel younger and sexier whenever I talk to him. Kids don't lie, do...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 12 Responses Nov 6

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    Casual Sex For the woman It should be called "emotional sex" "will you eventually be my boyfriend or husband sex".. It's all casual for the guy because he's actually just having...
    LostEbonyGirl LostEbonyGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    It's pretty upsetting. Even when I hint people nobody remembered. I got three texts, no calls, and that's all. Thank god that one person who "remembered"--off Facebook--told two...
    waiting225 waiting225 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I just like the title! I would like to think someone thinks I am sexy but....who knows
    bacon62 bacon62 51-55, M 1 Response 49 mins ago

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    This sucks. I'm not ready for this to happen and am having trouble dealing. It'll be ok, it always is. Just hate this part of life :( Not ready to lose my Dad..
    brackenreedfro brackenreedfro 41-45, F Oct 31

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    message me if you want me to tell you why but its mostly because my family hates me because i'm bi and my friends hate me because of that too. also i cut my wrists so kids make fun...
    iloveyou1223 iloveyou1223 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I sat around waiting for change,... And I did nothing about it
    djdas16 djdas16 16-17, M Nov 16

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    Or dating. Or bisexual. Or work.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M a week ago

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    Finally going to sleep,I bet my baby is sleeping since I was finishing my stuff haha and my baby grown is sleeping too,I love my family <3
    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    God,It's so cooooold:cccccc
    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F Nov 15

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    Honestly i miss you so much i feel like crying. You've always been my best friend and the only person i can really trust. You looked after me when we were kids when neither of our...
    mialotta mialotta 16-17, F Nov 15

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    I know the pain you feel. I know the sadness that your hear bears. I can see it in your eyes, I can feel it in my soul. I want to hold you in my arms, make you laugh and smile...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    Is it crazy to say that I miss him even though he made me feel self-conscious later on down the road? I really miss his voice. His voice made him 50x more attractive than he...
    xlyricbelle xlyricbelle 18-21, F Nov 15

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    Yes, so i can push you off a building and then run you ever with a bus
    KuroKitsune KuroKitsune 13-15, F Nov 15

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    Definitely one of those lonely nights...:(
    Dontlookbackk Dontlookbackk 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm having those nights where you think about your life and **** and I just want to be hugged. :,(
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    We Italians just get better and better with age...hey..the Roman Empire lasted for over 1000 years...;)
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M Oct 30

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    SANTA IS REAL!! Nah. Not really :P. I was like 9 years old when I found out. I was really sad about it. Lol I actually saw my dumb as father placing the gifts so...
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I am a legend in my own mind! ;D
    johnstlouis johnstlouis 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    But what the hell..we Italians just live and feel this way.. Why do you think the Roman Empire lasted over 1000 Years? ;) Good day!:)
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    All the sex appeal... That's just how it is.
    Courtsup Courtsup 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    But time and mistakes can warp a kid.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M a week ago

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    Sick if being judged for trying to help people and be friendly. Why do people have to think that there's an ulterior motive to being friends with someone if offering to help ??
    heretohelp1976 heretohelp1976 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes it hits me how truly alone I am. I really wanted to talk with someone about things that are going on, things that I actually care about, and there is no one to talk to. I...
    Em518 Em518 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 14

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    We used to be friends, we used to spend hours just talking even though he had a girlfriend I fell for him, I never told him so we remained friends through the years I left home got...
    nounou0728 nounou0728 26-30, F 5 days ago

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