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I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 117 People

    I Am...

    Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

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    Feel Me Deeply

    ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone...
    Jp696 Jp696 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Is It Over Yet?

    Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to join this group because then I'll have a happy day and feel silly, which is also why I'm glad there's not a lot of...
    kikis2 kikis2 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    AND

    Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Came So Close

    I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put on effexor for my depression. I stopped taking them because I didn't like the way they made me feel. I just decided...
    mizzT mizzT 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    monotony. every aspect of my "life" is wrong

    and between each thing that goes wrongs which has to be dealt with and recovered from is monotony.
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Isolation

    I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full of pain and despair and sadness? so i drew a line between the people i had once loved and trusted and swore...
    laraj6 laraj6 16-17 Apr 28, 2012

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    My Story

    Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have no right to judge. That bit goes for my "family." I am the person nobody wanted to be stuck with in the end. My...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence 22-25, F 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I grew up in a home with neglectful and/or abusive and absentee parents, and as a result I wasn't taught anything about life, and just general life skills that every person should...
    Undeadly Undeadly 41-45, F Feb 6

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    I feel like we're starting to end.... I'm not surprised, but I had hoped we wouldn't. If we do end I'm giving upon relationships, cause I guess I just can't keep someone happy...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    its 1 feb 2015 today and its his birthday again. for the past 6yrs together i had never failed to be with him on his birthday but today and the past 1 year im unable to be with him...
    sherisha sherisha 36-40, F Feb 1

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    I am sensitive when I'm in a bad mood but if I'm in a good mood, I just don't care.
    WhatTheFrenchToast WhatTheFrenchToast 18-21, M Jan 28

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    Seriously. Because I'm always the one to ruin something. Maybe I'll be gone soon so I won't have to worry about anything
    pizzaislyfe pizzaislyfe 13-15, M 10 Responses Feb 5

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    We are going to make a play in my school. The history class will be divided in some groups, and each will be responsible for something: screenplay, scenery, costume, lights, sound...
    imandynation imandynation 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Oh Glitzandglambor how I wish you were not seperated by two timezones...
    MrTibbles2014 MrTibbles2014 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Every night I crave your cuddles and your kisses, but tonight more than any, I crave them even more. Maybe it's because I'm so hopelessly in love with you that I can't help myself...
    AlaiahMay AlaiahMay 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    And if I believed that this life is all we have, and if I didn't know from first hand experience that good looks create almost more problems than they solve. As I age, I find...
    candichest candichest 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    I do worry about getting older because I can't believe how old I really am,but I also can't believe how young I look.A girlish body yes and a feminine face,well at lest in the not...
    bornfem bornfem 56-60 2 Responses Jan 31

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    You answered my question but still we talked for a short time and already I feel a spark. Why are my feelings deep into you when I just met you? I'm I falling in love quickly...
    Jigsaw20 Jigsaw20 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Until I was 10 I had live-in nannies. Most of them were wonderful, but I feel like I missed out on a lot because I was rarely around my parents.. They kept me busy with more sports...
    KenziY KenziY 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    Everyday I pray that the same sky that separates us will one day bring us closer together xx
    RedTearsFall RedTearsFall 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    One thing my father and I could always agree on was that I am not perfect and that this is an issue. What we disagreed on: whether perfectionism should be applied to others other...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    Sometimes the people you want as part of your story are only meant to be a chapter.
    KarenIsMyName KarenIsMyName 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I watched him remove the coat, unbutton his shirt and removing the tie... He was standing before me in only his pants now and those were hung teasing open, his member mere inches...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I am having coffee at our usual spot...just seeing where we usually sit brings back all the memories...you liked that seating arrangement because you preferred to have me sitting...
    JandL2013 JandL2013 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    Great song, bad morals, the most common thing I say to my parents ever.
    GalacticMind GalacticMind 13-15, M Feb 2

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    Alas.. Being cremated is my last hope of a smoking hot body.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 8 Responses Feb 18

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    So I am 22 years old and when I was 19 I was still smoking weed everyday. One day a dealer I knew said he had some good stuff. I bought it and it smelled like straight up gasoline...
    kevin1080123 kevin1080123 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I've never in my life felt as sexy and as beautiful in every way as I do at this exact moment in time. Oh Gawd it's so hard to be humble when I'm so perfect in every way...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 10 Responses 4 days ago

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    How to make a very long story, very short? I dated a boy (we shall call him Darlin), a coworker, for 6 months. My high school sweetheart and best friend (who we shall call Bug...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F a week ago

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    I'm kind of glad people can't read my thoughts sometimes. I just find learning about certain things, or doing research on certain things, that "normal" people wouldn't really find...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 16 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Please please, I don't wanna live anymore. Today was a terrible day, and I wish I could just delete everything from my memory that happened (actually not only today, but this whole...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    It feels good to type everything down here.. I have been keeping everything to myself and it is getting harder to manage but I am sure that I can seek advises from other persons...
    Zenalia Zenalia 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    They Started Yesterday Morning~ All day yesterday I kept getting yelled at by everyone... I was dealing with T yelling, about this and that... And trying to keep up with...
    PrincessKimmie PrincessKimmie 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I wish that I didn't have a life long medical problem. I wish that I didn't have anxiety and panic disorder. I wish I had a normal family, and not this dysfunctional mess. I wish I...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 4

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    I am sick of unreliable parents who reject my dreams and hopes for the future every chance they get. Everytime. Everytime I bring up my YouTube channels and saving a dare...
    lostmelody lostmelody 16-17, F Jan 31

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    We got pregnant and then terminated due to medical reasons at 22weeks gestation. It was so hard. The worse thing we've ever been through. He couldn't make a decision so I made the...
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F Feb 4

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    I am tired of being a good person. I am tired of losing at everything. I wish I was a cheater like most people. I wish I was stupid. I wish I was greedy. I wish I was a good liar...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 8 Responses Feb 5

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    To catch ya’ll up… Kevin and I have broken up, we didn’t see things the same. I know a lot of you called it and I know I’m going to hear a lot of crap about it, however it...
    MPo189 MPo189 18-21, F Feb 18

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    You notice I never gave up on you even though all you care about is yourself. I know it’s all about you, other people's thoughts and emotions don’t matter to you, right? Why...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    well, he isn't an ex, but he's a guy who has been in love with me for a little over 2 years or so. we used to be really good friends, but then he started to get really weird and...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    If only I were so lucky. Although, I'd only wish it if I got to decide the weapon of choice. A quick shot to the head would be ideal. Why? 1. So I wouldn't have to do it myself. 2...
    Bethstar Bethstar 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    When I was younger I like the idea of becoming a mother until my nephew became a Father for the first time and his drama mama ex girlfriend keeps calling my mother to babysit so...
    FrostyElsie FrostyElsie 22-25, F Feb 8

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    Just warning, this might get slightly long. So, I am a 13 year old girl. (Please don't judge me by my age). I have always been kind of "boyish" or however you want to call it. I...
    Wildheart919 Wildheart919 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 6

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    I was supposed to feel like this, I imagined something greater. What comes now? I seep back into a world that wasn't supposed to be mine, wasn't supposed to hurt this bad, and...
    DarkSecrets94 DarkSecrets94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20