I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 128 People

    My Story

    Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have no right to judge. That bit goes for my "family." I am the person nobody wanted to be stuck with in the end. My...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 12, 2013

    Feel Me Deeply

    ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone...
    Jp696 Jp696
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

    Came So Close

    I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put on effexor for my depression. I stopped taking them because I didn't like the way they made me feel. I just decided...
    mizzT mizzT
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2011

    monotony. every aspect of my "life" is wrong

    and between each thing that goes wrongs which has to be dealt with and recovered from is monotony.
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2015

    I Am...

    Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

    Is It Over Yet?

    Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to join this group because then I'll have a happy day and feel silly, which is also why I'm glad there's not a lot of...
    kikis2 kikis2
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Oct 19, 2009


    Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather
    61-65, M
    3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

    I am just so tired.. So weary of the world.

    ..I don't want anything from this world... I just want to leave this world... I know I am young but I feel old... Like I have already lived my life... Even at a young age I wanted to escape and just want to leave the planet... It's not that I don't belong here.. Or maybe it is...
    Inhlex077 Inhlex077
    Nov 4, 2015


    I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full of pain and despair and sadness? so i drew a line between the people i had once loved and trusted and swore...
    laraj6 laraj6
    Apr 28, 2012

    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 2, 2012
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