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I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 107 People

    Feel Me Deeply

    ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone...
    Jp696 Jp696 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Is It Over Yet?

    Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to join this group because then I'll have a happy day and feel silly, which is also why I'm glad there's not a lot of...
    kikis2 kikis2 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    I Am...

    Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

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    Came So Close

    I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put on effexor for my depression. I stopped taking them because I didn't like the way they made me feel. I just decided...
    mizzT mizzT 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    My Story

    Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have no right to judge. That bit goes for my "family." I am the person nobody wanted to be stuck with in the end. My...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence 22-25, F May 12, 2013

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    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    AND

    Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Isolation

    I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full of pain and despair and sadness? so i drew a line between the people i had once loved and trusted and swore...
    laraj6 laraj6 16-17 Apr 28, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    ive been ill for more than 2 weeks and im much better now but it still hasnt gone away. because I got sick I lost more weight and feel more weak and am trying to gain my weight...
    BlueStar21 BlueStar21 18-21, F Dec 8

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    to that someone who I dont know ..I wish you were here besides me and...when will you come im tried waiting for you...stop playing with my feelings. You know I need you so much...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wish I would stop missing her when she couldn't care less about where, how or what I am doing. I saw an old couple walking and holding hands, and I felt both inspired by how...
    fukubus fukubus 41-45, M Dec 9

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    I found out Santa was not real when I was 7 but then I asked my mam I said "Santa isn't real is he " and she just says "I thought u already knew " how would I have known at 7 I was...
    Alisha5751 Alisha5751 18-21 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I know deep down in my heart that I am a very plain looking girl. I try to do things to make myself look prettier like wear nice looking dresses and skirts but it doesn't change...
    samhorst17 samhorst17 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm experiencing some changes in my life more spiritual changes, I suppose you could say I feel a bit lost. I'm trying to be truer to who I am for years I've lived in fear and find...
    revand29 revand29 26-30, F Nov 17

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    Don't worry, I hate me too.
    Aishashishi Aishashishi 13-15, F Dec 8

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    I wish I was born a cat lol cats have it easy :P
    SkateColorado SkateColorado 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I have met an amazing person, I wish they lived closer.
    Smiletoday33 Smiletoday33 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    sometimes, i wish i were water in a stream.. or a leaf falling from a tree.
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I wish to hug you, embrace you with warmth , love and caring affection.....miss you
    spicycook spicycook 36-40, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's almost Christmas and another year where I'll just be stayin home and doing nothing. I really wish I could spend our first Christmas together but he's so far *sigh*
    BeyondForever BeyondForever 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I've lost my wonderful EP account along with it 100's of stories, photo's & friends lost!!! If censorship is driving you crazy here then get yourself over to Secret Erotica . Com...
    Eroticmentions Eroticmentions 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's pretty upsetting. Even when I hint people nobody remembered. I got three texts, no calls, and that's all. Thank god that one person who "remembered"--off Facebook--told two...
    waiting225 waiting225 22-25, M Nov 23

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    I definitely don't look like I did 20 years ago, but my man says, to him, I'm the sexiest woman alive. When I look into his eyes, when we're making love and he's looking at me with...
    quackenmills71 quackenmills71 41-45, F Dec 1

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    So I was helping someone out this lady today and she was with her daughter! The mom starts asking me so many questions and began to flirt with me soooo much! I told her what I...
    Kevin444 Kevin444 18-21, M Dec 2

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    Ann...she doesn't do what we do in bed....she puts out when he hates her.... She put out because he hated her yesterday...
    homeproof123 homeproof123 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I do want to know that you are horny! I don't care.
    Littleblondgirl Littleblondgirl 36-40, F Dec 6

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    It's been awhile hasn't it ? Since you were able to breathe air Being in that dwelling cave for over 70 years must of been lonesome The thoughts eventually became pictures and the...
    Brandon15shawana Brandon15shawana 16-17, M Dec 8

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    I just returned from Christmas shopping. While checking out I got into a nice conversation with an attractive mature lady about stuff. I mentioned I need to lose about 20 lbs. Her...
    coachman11 coachman11 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    Or dating. Or bisexual. Or work.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    Definitely one of those lonely nights...:(
    Dontlookbackk Dontlookbackk 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    I'm having those nights where you think about your life and **** and I just want to be hugged. :,(
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    All the sex appeal... That's just how it is.
    Courtsup Courtsup 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 17

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    But time and mistakes can warp a kid.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    Sick if being judged for trying to help people and be friendly. Why do people have to think that there's an ulterior motive to being friends with someone if offering to help ??
    heretohelp1976 heretohelp1976 36-40, M 4 Responses Nov 18

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    I just like the title! I would like to think someone thinks I am sexy but....who knows
    bacon62 bacon62 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 25

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    Jeez, I am just being friendly. I am not flirting.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    It is none of your business what my panties look like...
    Littleblondgirl Littleblondgirl 36-40, F Dec 6

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    I know right and then on top of that you are tested and then will be JUDGED too @@ beyond human comprehension !!!!
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I'm a alien baby lol ......
    basedteenager basedteenager 13-15, F Dec 9

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    I wanna be a ****** werewolf so badly
    lexinwonderland lexinwonderland 13-15, F Dec 9

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    I Wanna Be A Tiger :D RAWR ! #TheRealKingsOfTheForest :/
    IWufflesDemi IWufflesDemi 13-15, F Dec 9

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    all is one one is all, I am everything, nothing
    sharichi sharichi 22-25, M a week ago

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    I am tbh an booty frfr swag
    bigbootyswag69 bigbootyswag69 18-21, F a week ago

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    I found out there was no such thing as Santa at a young age. How? Read on... I asked for numerous amounts of expensive gifts as a child, and my father said that Santa might not...
    Profweird Profweird 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've gotten to the point where I'm withdrawing from everything and everyone around me. Why? Because if I have no one close then I can't get hurt. The less I know the less I can...
    NotSuchAnInnocentGirl NotSuchAnInnocentGirl 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    We used to be friends, we used to spend hours just talking even though he had a girlfriend I fell for him, I never told him so we remained friends through the years I left home got...
    nounou0728 nounou0728 26-30, F Nov 19