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I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

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    My Story - Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence 18-21, F May 12, 2013

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    Is It Over Yet? - Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to...
    kikis2 kikis2 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    AND - Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Isolation - I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full...
    laraj6 laraj6 16-17 Apr 28, 2012

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    I Am... - Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

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    Came So Close - I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put...
    mizzT mizzT 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Feel Me Deeply - ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self...
    Jp696 Jp696 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    I Wish I Wasn't - I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I am really trying to keep my feelings in check, but I am still crying over the thought of him leaving. I wish I wasn't so broken. 🌺
    dammitjanit dammitjanit 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 18

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    We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year. Running over the same'ol ground, how we found, the same'ol fears. '..........wish you were here. When music...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F Mar 23

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    ^^^^He* wasn't flirting he* was being friendly^^^^ The kid that I was told was flirting with me is NOT flirting with me! Unfortunately, his girl friend is harping over a nice...
    carebare124 carebare124 18-21 5 days ago

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    I may not have scars in my arms but I have scars in my heart from all the pain I suffered n doh the tears may drain some of it out they can't seem to wash it away
    hellowkitty64 hellowkitty64 16-17, F Mar 17

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    I was human before. But then came the shift. Not sure what it's about. Or how such a thing can occur. Guess it's like an awakening. It's not a take over. It's like an update. You...
    HybridWolf27 HybridWolf27 16-17, M Mar 17

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    Lol. I'm going to unjoin this group (because this isn't what I believe), but I find this to be hilarious. I wish I could say this. I'm not super beautiful though (just pretty). So...
    EmotionalPrincess EmotionalPrincess 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    To all those online flirters...I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW SO QUIT ASKING U DON'T EVEN KNOW ME Please and thank you!
    WonderinginWV WonderinginWV 13-15, F Mar 30

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    😐 wow was I pissed off! I didn't talk to my mom for about 2weeks 😂
    MixedLesbian MixedLesbian 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was tinkering around the computer when I found a Word document with Santa's letter, the one I got the Christmas prior. I didn't tell anyone for a few years though. Extra gifts...
    allonsyalexa allonsyalexa 18-21, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    My mind is a caos of a million thoughts at once.. Keeping my head spinning, stealing away my rest.. The anxiety is never ending and every day just feels like another test.. Will I...
    SilentGhost2748 SilentGhost2748 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    I am very sensitive and in my feelings but then when I stop caring its a problem smh
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I've found a new person to help fill the hole missing in my life. Your so far away but I feel so close to you. Almost nothing can compare to this friendship. ...Shawn :)
    MookieTheBezt MookieTheBezt 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    Hey guys, I'm talking about a girl who I met today who likes me for who I am. She makes me feel like air, every time she messages me I feel warm in my heart, a one of a kind gem u...
    MrRj1 MrRj1 18-21, M a week ago

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    Almost 50, married, older kids, college professor, feeling sexy and more sexual then ever before. I think about it all of the time. It is both juvenile and genuine.
    Simplecomplexity Simplecomplexity 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 24

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    I tried to catch him when I was seven... All I remember is seeing my dad covered in flour and water...
    projectgwyn101 projectgwyn101 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    He is real! He's at the mall every year lol.
    hmmk hmmk 22-25, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Please someone take their time to read this, I feel like a lot of people can relate to this. I put a lot of thought into this. It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 1

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 1

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    David, Sometimes I wonder what is is I’m supposed to do… what it is that would dull the pain I feel just being alive. It’s hard, going day to day without having the one...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Hello I'm a 18 year old Persian girl from Belgium all the problems began when I was 1 and a half years old, I lost 4 fingers in an accident in the eyes of my mother and got...
    musawing musawing 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    I'm starting to go back and forth between being depressed, and being perfectly fine. In order for people to fully understand how I am feeling, here is my story. I started out the...
    SaronaOsamaru SaronaOsamaru 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I miss how close we used to be. It's hard here being without you. people are going to change no matter what and leave you because they think you're too cool for them. So .. Obvs...
    Reemiee Reemiee 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I used to fake everything I did. Every move I took, every word I said. Wait no... nonononono. It was more like forcing myself to do stuff. Why? Because "Oh wow I'm so young and I...
    neonkid neonkid 16-17, F Mar 19

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    I just came out of relationship which fell apart mainly due to my ex's Dog... My relationship started out great for the first 6months in every possible way... We spent amazing...
    Slider5050 Slider5050 36-40 Mar 28

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    I wish everything went right with this girl. Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 5

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    My mom is the cruelest person I've ever seen. Today I wasn't in the mood, so I didn't do what she asked me & just ignored her. So she hit me & punished me by walking barefoot on...
    DarkEmoAngel06 DarkEmoAngel06 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 31

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    I am already in my early twenties and I still get bothered and stressed out that my parents don't like each other. Ever since we were little, though they didn't fight in front of...
    ayumiofaries ayumiofaries 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Education in Singapore is so stressful. I mean it's really high demanding here and I just don't wanna continue with this kind of life anymore. Screwed up a test recently which I...
    endlessrunway endlessrunway 13-15, M Apr 7

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    I just wanted to share something with you guys, I have had these three friends since I was 3(sisters). And they have had the worst childhood you can wish someone. Perhaps not...
    SJNak SJNak 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm a 16 year old girl. My whole life I have been trying to make my parents proud, but I've never been able to socialize properly with kids my age, I was always numb or upset...
    AGirlSearchingForAnswers AGirlSearchingForAnswers 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    For the two that occupy my mind. The one that I think I like I don't know what I feel for you, but I just wish that I could be with you right now. Maybe you can help me figure...
    LameyC LameyC 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    This is a long story, i'm not sure if i'll write it out in much detail. I'll try though. First of all, i'd like to say i'm not looking for advice or anyone to feel bad for me. I...
    aJason23 aJason23 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    I have posted a lot of stories talking about Egypt’s revolutions, more than a hundred maybe, whether they were about the 25 January revolution against Mubarak’s regime...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 days ago

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