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I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 102 People

    Isolation

    I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full of pain and despair and sadness? so i drew a line between the people i had once loved and trusted and swore...
    laraj6 laraj6 16-17 Apr 28, 2012

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    Feel Me Deeply

    ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone...
    Jp696 Jp696 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    I Am...

    Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

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    AND

    Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Came So Close

    I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put on effexor for my depression. I stopped taking them because I didn't like the way they made me feel. I just decided...
    mizzT mizzT 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    My Story

    Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have no right to judge. That bit goes for my "family." I am the person nobody wanted to be stuck with in the end. My...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence 22-25, F May 12, 2013

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    Is It Over Yet?

    Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to join this group because then I'll have a happy day and feel silly, which is also why I'm glad there's not a lot of...
    kikis2 kikis2 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    On a silent night when friends are few, I close my eyes and think of you, a silent night, a silent tear, a silent wish that you were here ....❤️Happy Birthday cupcake🎂I hope...
    endlesslyyyforever endlesslyyyforever 18-21, F Jul 12

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    I have read the books from Crowley. His "Ars Goetia" (which is originally not from him but I come to it later), "Liber al vel legis", "magick" and a few grimoires written in latin...
    OnlyDeadHumansAreGoodHumans OnlyDeadHumansAreGoodHumans 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    I didn't grow up in an overly nurturing environment. I was raised in a reasonably practical manner, but wasn't ever given much in the way of physical or emotional comfort. So I'm...
    Avotica Avotica 18-21, F Jul 22

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    Wish you were here with me😩but noooo gotta be on vacation don't yah....and didn't even take me lol😋😜
    SimplyAmazingx SimplyAmazingx 16-17, F Jul 19

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    I wish you were here with me in Spain right now
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    So me and my friend visited Berlin a couple of weeks ago. We went there over the weekend, fri-sat. I had a nice poop on friday before we left (in the toilet:( ) I didn't feel any...
    antebb90 antebb90 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 5

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    In my society still havent changed, despite our laws and all the medias efforts. People here still hate gays- strangers are not to approach you and bully you for being gay. They...
    dywmtgo dywmtgo 18-21 6 days ago

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    I wish I could leave get away.. Because this place sucks
    Naniebananie Naniebananie 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I wish I could hide my emotions better sometimes or at least be more in control of them..Especially when it comes to certain people,I wish I could show them "I made it!!" "I don't...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    Well mostly everything I post upsets people to the 10th degree even though all I'm trying to do is share my honest concerns. It sure isn't easy being me, but I'm not 1 to complain...
    Sebastianblack Sebastianblack 26-30, M Jul 18

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I was born with drugs in my blood, I was born chubby because my birth mother didn't give a **** about anyone but herself. My older brothers are big too because there were drugs in...
    HaileyRae1227 HaileyRae1227 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I wanna love but I am afraid to be hurt. I am stressed in life. I am lonely. I feel disable with controlling my emotions. I have bad headache. I really wanna be healthy but I don't...
    thelostsongbird thelostsongbird 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I feel sexier at my current age than I did when I was 20. There's a certain confidence that comes with age. I know what I want, I don't play games and I realize that sexy doesn't...
    pixelita pixelita 36-40, F 11 Responses Jul 3

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    Yup.. not worried at all, since I am all sexy *feels cocky* :P No, actually it is not about being sexy, I just think that I look younger than my age anyway, so it will take longer...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    This man, I was blinded by love. After he turned me down and he chose the other lady with big breasts I was angry. 6 months later on the train I saw a man in the distance. He...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Jul 6

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    I can't live without music. Life for me without music would be a rough life.Music is truly the only thing that keeps me going when I'm in hard times.When I'm depressed I listen to...
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 13-15, M Jul 8

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    I've had periods in life where I would have deep connections/conversations with good friends, girlfriends, relatives, and feel absolutely confident and social. However I would...
    afinechap afinechap 36-40, M a week ago

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    It was the year the wii came out I saw the box in a a bag my mom had in her hand I was right next to her, very careless. We'll Christmas Day she said "Santa must've got you the wii...
    countrygirlISTaylor countrygirlISTaylor 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I cry way too much. If something upsets me, If I'm angry, If I'm sad, If I'm lonely. I cry a lot over myself, because I have major self esteem issues, and I cry when I lose a...
    weby667 weby667 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I was finishing work when the urge to poop came upon me. I wanted to get out of there so I held it in and headed to the car. Big mistake. The drive home is about 40 minutes but...
    sstarkey01 sstarkey01 46-50 2 Responses Jul 3

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    well I am sick of my so called coworkers backstabbing jackasses. I happy that they are understaffed today. It serves them right for the BS I have put up with the last month. I want...
    catch77 catch77 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Omg yes I'm done,this 1 experience sums me up completely
    greatinbedchick greatinbedchick 16-17, F Jul 8

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    I'm young and learning. Anyone got any advice?
    shaunrain shaunrain 16-17, M Jul 18

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    I know he/they all have talked to me online before about my 'issues' but it seems to go nowhere. I just need to find more things to do otherwise I'm an empty shell.
    Yleng Yleng 26-30, F Jul 20

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    Not to be cocky or anything but YOLO.
    Maryahsings Maryahsings 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    To some, my body is not sexy... Well to them I would like to say.. screw you... i am sexy in my own way!!!
    somedobutsomedont somedobutsomedont 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    After 7 years of being in a relationship and living together for the past year, my boyfriend and I ended our relationship and cut all contact. About a month ago there was an...
    beachbum18 beachbum18 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    This is absolutely 100% true. Nothing made up. A little long but I'd love to hear your opinion. I don't speak to my parents anymore. My mom and dad are broke, they did not manage...
    Hallowes27 Hallowes27 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    She was a wonderful mother. I will not lie and say she mistreated me,though she had every right to. My birth came as a result of her rape by a White man(she's Korean) and I was...
    DoonJi DoonJi 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 4

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    Do you ever feel like the relationship is destined to fail? I've been seeing this guy for a little over a year now and we've had some issues. He's not that affectionate towards me...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 14

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    To Jenni and others: I have been an EP member for a long time now and have met so many ...some amazing, some not so amazing. Several have really come to mean a lot to me...
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm 24 and the oldest of 3 girls. I'm in that age where people think I should be at the peak of my life, they say I should already have a stable job, so that I can help my family...
    gehanalyanna gehanalyanna 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Man I wish this wasn't true. I really thought there would be more to this by now. I thought I would be someplace but I feel like I am spinning my wheels and getting no where and...
    lonesojourner lonesojourner 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My dad always told me that I'd find "my type of people" and we'd click and life would be great....but ever since I got in a relationship (1yr on 8/1), any female friendship I had...
    itsyannababe itsyannababe 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    WARNING: Possible Trigger Warning and Explict/Mature content! Also this is my choice to post this much information about me. Please keep your negative opinions to yourself. I...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    Never thought I would have a kid before marriage and definitely never thought I would be a single mom and not have a stable family for my child. Never thought I would be with...
    lovelylady20 lovelylady20 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I was raised like a princess. Every thing I wanted I got. Never wanted for anything. Both parents made over 6figures and I grew up in nice homes. If you'd asked me " Do you think...
    KarmaLove12 KarmaLove12 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I wish I could forget him. I wish I could delete all my memories of him. I wish you could delete pain. I wish pain didn't last so long to ruin your days and haunt your dreams. I am...
    whoateyourheart whoateyourheart 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 7