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I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 117 People

    Is It Over Yet?

    Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to join this group because then I'll have a happy day and feel silly, which is also why I'm glad there's not a lot of...
    kikis2 kikis2 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    I Am...

    Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

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    Isolation

    I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full of pain and despair and sadness? so i drew a line between the people i had once loved and trusted and swore...
    laraj6 laraj6 16-17 Apr 28, 2012

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    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    monotony. every aspect of my "life" is wrong

    and between each thing that goes wrongs which has to be dealt with and recovered from is monotony.
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    AND

    Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Came So Close

    I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put on effexor for my depression. I stopped taking them because I didn't like the way they made me feel. I just decided...
    mizzT mizzT 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Feel Me Deeply

    ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone...
    Jp696 Jp696 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    My Story

    Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have no right to judge. That bit goes for my "family." I am the person nobody wanted to be stuck with in the end. My...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence 22-25, F 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    I wish I wasn't attractive to girls. I feel like my depression comes from desperately wanting a girlfriend. I feel like I can have a better life not worrying about having a...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M Apr 8

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    So I've been friends with this dude for 3years and we hang quite a bit. Mid last year he met this chick and they began to date, so now I see her all the time along with my friend...
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    I saw this caption type thing today about a girl who killed herself recently and the whole thing was just saying how everyone is too late and how no one speaks up and asks if...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    As long as you're healthy, I don't care how much or little you weigh. People who say that you can only be pretty by being skinny are stupid. People who say real women have curves...
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T 1 Response Mar 26

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    I can't be with people, I know it's wrong but their mistakes and choices **** me off and I can't deal with it
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F Mar 26

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    Your name I whisper to that bewitching soul, Yearning for a glimpse of your breathless ardor, I dream of thee eyes wide open, Longing for your spirit to flood my being, Come...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I am sooooo done with relationships. I was single for almost a year and finally had my life in order. Love is so overrated, my cousin tried to warm me but I didn't listen to her...
    KayKay90210 KayKay90210 16-17, F a week ago

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    My parents never hugged or kissed me when I was a child. They never told me they loved me. I get angry and sad when I hear people talk about how blessed they are to have a great...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    caraccaa caraccaa 26-30, F Apr 7

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    The girl that I have a crush on and flirts with me just told me that she just isn't emotionally ready for a relationship and that she needs to better know herself :( .... wah wah...
    Ayunir Ayunir 22-25, M Mar 31

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    It took some time before I know what sex I was attracted to. Doesn't anyone else find this so?
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    When nothing goes right, go left.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Apr 4

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    Research proves it. But family swears i aint adopted.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 22

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    Haha….I just HAD to add this to my profile….. :D
    AutumnBliss AutumnBliss 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Some girls worry about their body as they get older. Not me! I just know I'm going to be awesome no matter my age ;p
    emyleejane emyleejane 26-30, T Apr 5

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    Me too lol ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
    pauly673 pauly673 46-50, M Apr 5

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    TIRED AF................................. :/
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    A world without women would be a pain in the *** :)
    2F00lish4You 2F00lish4You 46-50, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just wrote this and can someone please give me constructive opinions please. There was upon a time a boy who search for a key no less than a wonderful key he spare time...
    lucepixy lucepixy 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    He did it again last night. I wasn't expecting him to, I really wasn't. I thought, I hoped, that it was only a one off. That he'd maybe just go back to the hitting, the physical...
    FabulousUnicorn15 FabulousUnicorn15 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    This might be my last job to live my life, I've worked for 5 different jobs in 5years, after graduating college. Now I am 27, I've dated 4 different wonderful man in a serious...
    27girl 27girl 26-30, F Mar 31

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    i think im done here. I met some interesting people on here that make me smile all the time. (you guys know who you are). im gonna miss all you guys. and yes, even you EpAllie. I...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 12 Responses Apr 5

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    I met my husband in high school and we've been inseparable ever since. At first our love was one in a million, we'd spend hours on the phone, hours telling each other how much we...
    stupidlove00 stupidlove00 26-30, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I wanted to share my story about my relationship with my ex-boyfriend, I'll call him Mark. We met at university, we were in the same friendship group. Mark was the shy, nerdy...
    drakewood drakewood 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I've always been a play by the book sort and follow the rules sort ( eye roll) you know a so called good girl .....school marriage babies that's what I was shooting for ... Came...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Last year I went through a lot. and now it seems like I can't feel much anymore. I took care of my friends mom's, she was sick with MS, had 4 tumors on her brain, and cancer of...
    sarah025 sarah025 22-25, F Apr 1

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    I don't really like my friends anymore. and i don't want to stop being friends with them, because then I wouldn't have anyone else I can be with, especially at school. I REALLY...
    darkwreck darkwreck 16-17, F a week ago

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    The person you were kissing wasn't meAnd I would never ask youI just kept it to myself[]I don't wanna knowIf you're playin' me, keep it on the lowCause my heart can't take it...
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I originally thought this is a place where I could roam free, where I can reveal everything and not worry about it... Where I can finally be myself. Not only did I discover that I...
    anotherpasserby anotherpasserby 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    (Continuing from previous post)...... So on Monday lunch I tell her I did to her if we we're ever best friends what would you do and as soon as I told her that her face lit up and...
    FriendshipQ FriendshipQ 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    This life wow! I just don't know what I feel anymore. I just know I'm tired. I have these dreams of driving through the country air. Fresh and beautiful trees. Green pretty grass...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady 31-35, F Mar 18

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