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I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 121 People

    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    AND

    Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Is It Over Yet?

    Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to join this group because then I'll have a happy day and feel silly, which is also why I'm glad there's not a lot of...
    kikis2 kikis2 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    monotony. every aspect of my "life" is wrong

    and between each thing that goes wrongs which has to be dealt with and recovered from is monotony.
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Came So Close

    I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put on effexor for my depression. I stopped taking them because I didn't like the way they made me feel. I just decided...
    mizzT mizzT 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Feel Me Deeply

    ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone...
    Jp696 Jp696 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Isolation

    I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full of pain and despair and sadness? so i drew a line between the people i had once loved and trusted and swore...
    laraj6 laraj6 16-17 Apr 28, 2012

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    My Story

    Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have no right to judge. That bit goes for my "family." I am the person nobody wanted to be stuck with in the end. My...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence 22-25, F 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    I Am...

    Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

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    I love it when he smiles and I know I made him. He's beautiful, and doesn't know.
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    more lik I wish I was there with him.
    evolnillef evolnillef 70+, F 4 days ago

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    I had a lot of close friends before I had my Stroke but when they thought I wasn't gonna make it,They all disappeared. I was n a Comma for a week, I had only 1 Friend that was...
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    Don't call me sir I've stabbed someone I have skill I know the torture tricks I can crack your neck Bdk Mob why me I'm crip 3hunnak I'm going to hell I spray paint I've got into...
    swaged104 swaged104 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's a bit of a read. But it's a tiny part of the last 4 years: I was only 17 when I fell in love. It happened very unexpectedly and fast that I wasn't entirely sure what was...
    AlexR94 AlexR94 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am in love with music, with the mood of music. When I listen to a song my world tranforms, for a few moments, into a prestine and beautiful place. Even when the song is...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F a week ago

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    I would be totally depressed! Thank the Lord for school!
    MyDoctorLove MyDoctorLove 26-30, F a week ago

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    NEXT VIDEO TRANSMUTATIONS Greetings everyone! So during Classes in college, An assignment was given to understand how exactly does a water spider Walk & Run on Water.. Of course...
    icey1 icey1 22-25, M a week ago

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    I look back sometimes. I remember good things but the people in those memories are what bother me. I have experienced prom and homecoming with a guy that was my boyfriend twice. At...
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm writing this really upset. Maybe because it's raining and I stood in the rain, upset. Please don't judge me. Hear me out. I posed as this random woman on tinder. I guess I...
    jenniferking123 jenniferking123 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    You know how you can just tell if you're the least favorite child? I have always known that's me... My mom and I have always butted heads. I can't remember a point in my life...
    duckyluck duckyluck 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    what can I say, it is what it is, so How you doing ladies?  
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Jul 26

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    Things seem better if I wasn't around and I wouldn't feel this pain anymore inside my body. Feels like I'm numb and I'm tired of feeling this way
    Bri301 Bri301 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    My boyfriend is my best friend. He make me smile from ear to ear and makes my heart light up. He is the best friend I have ever had. I can tell him anything. He listens to me and...
    ashleynichole19 ashleynichole19 18-21, F Jul 26

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    I've been plagued by contempt for my father for many years, and I'm trying to figure out if it's just an issue with my brain, with me as a person, or if I was actually emotionally...
    expandingforward expandingforward 36-40, M Jul 26

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    I think I am becoming obsessive and controlling over my boyfriend. I would go on his Facebook page a couple of times everyday and check his ex-girlfriends' pages too... like a lot...
    baebeee baebeee 18-21, F Jul 25

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    I think about him all the time. I wish he was here or I was there. I want to know what he is thinking, what he is doing, how was his day. I could so use his bearhugs right now.
    evolnillef evolnillef 70+, F Jul 25

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    I really wish he was here with me... So that I can kick his sorry *** and kick him in the nuts...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    Frankly, my relationship with my mother sucks. I do not want it to suck. I do not want to be angry with her, but I am so tired. I moved back home over a year ago to get my life...
    DV527 DV527 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I love him so much but he lives so far if he were here he would be able to hold me but instead he is far wishing he was holding me.
    aamarlon aamarlon 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    See!!!! I just KNEW I wasn't crazy!!!!! 
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F Jul 24

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    I never liked him as a person.. A tall, good looking guy, aged 35 or more.. Always trying to make things complicated for others.. Not much of educated either.. but here most...
    BlurrednBlack BlurrednBlack 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    THE START I started off not finishing college with any real qualifications. I wasn't really thinking of my future being so young and I skipped from job to job, going through...
    bedrohelps bedrohelps 31-35, M Jul 23

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    Money controls the world as well as the people in. It can make people thing do things that they never thought they do, things that are unspeakable. People let pieces of paper get...
    Alex288837359 Alex288837359 16-17, F Jul 23

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    I was I was pretty enough to be desired. I was that someone could see behind my pain and see me. I wish that sex wasn't the only way men like to show love. I wish I was enough.
    iSweets iSweets 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I'm not actually sure where I should start with everything I would like to be open and honest about everything my my relationship in the past 11 years but it's a lot for any one...
    buttermonkey buttermonkey 26-30, F Jul 20

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    My mother wishes she never had me, even if she denies it. Ok, This is my story, hope is not too long, excuse my orthography. ...And how do I know that? She has told me several...
    Onixgurl Onixgurl 18-21, F Jul 20

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    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 5 years. This past February he became completely cold hearted and broke my heart when he unexpectedly broke up with me. I was...
    schaunie schaunie 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 20

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    I'm actually choosing to write about this petty *** ******* ridiculous fight because I'm fired up about something so stupid that I need to calm down before I make it an actual...
    Kikiana1 Kikiana1 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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