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I Wish I Wasn't Here Anymore

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    My Story

    Those of you who have never had to deal with the constant daily struggles and pain of depression have no idea what I am going through on an every day basis, so you have no right to judge. That bit goes for my "family." I am the person nobody wanted to be stuck with in the end. My...
    asisufferinsilence asisufferinsilence 22-25, F May 12, 2013

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    Where would you rather be?
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    I Am...

    Once you get to that point in your life where you know who matters and who doesn't. It just seems blatantly obvious what should happen next. And that is this...
    AloneintheWorld AloneintheWorld 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 2, 2007

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    Came So Close

    I had had moments in my past when I have thought of and even attempted to end things. The earliest was at age 8 or 9. The last was at around age 16. At 16 I was put on effexor for my depression. I stopped taking them because I didn't like the way they made me feel. I just decided...
    mizzT mizzT 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Is It Over Yet?

    Life feels like a car ride. And I'm the annoying child that keeps asking "are we there yet? are we there yet?" I just want out.  I'm not going to join this group because then I'll have a happy day and feel silly, which is also why I'm glad there's not a lot of...
    kikis2 kikis2 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    Isolation

    I used to have it all, or so i thought. but then i changed and the people around me changed, and i thought to myself, who would ever want to live in this world so full of pain and despair and sadness? so i drew a line between the people i had once loved and trusted and swore...
    laraj6 laraj6 16-17 Apr 28, 2012

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    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,Here no more,Need a change,I know,I'll take a break,Come back refreshed,Wondering,What this was all about.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Feel Me Deeply

    ever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone...
    Jp696 Jp696 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    I wish she could come into my bed an just cuddle with me c: she is too cute :D
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    This is like, a major confession that really just welled up in me and that I needed to get out. I hate being black. I was raised with a very supportive upper middle class black...
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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    In my society still havent changed, despite our laws and all the medias efforts. People here still hate gays- strangers are not to approach you and bully you for being gay. They...
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    I wish I could leave get away.. Because this place sucks
    Naniebananie Naniebananie 13-15, F Jul 29

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    i was at the grocery store, and had to pee. i was a bit desperate, and of course there were no customer washrooms. so i left my cart, and went out in search of a pit stop. i went...
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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
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    Being sensitive is either good or bad......when I sensed something is not right in a relationship,I got this weird thoughts that creates me to doubt. I can't help it but sometimes...
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    LizVictoria LizVictoria 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I've had periods in life where I would have deep connections/conversations with good friends, girlfriends, relatives, and feel absolutely confident and social. However I would...
    afinechap afinechap 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    countrygirlISTaylor countrygirlISTaylor 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I wear diapers and I pooped and no one was home so I had to sit in my poop cause I didn't know what to do to clean up myself
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    Lol. Lmao. Dont want to be this much ever. Too much too often. Sad to others is lethal in my world. Hate that. And the jerks who caused it.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 13

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    im home alone, i dont like to be alone... can someone be with me :/
    EnigmaticCasper EnigmaticCasper 18-21, M Aug 7

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    Not to be cocky or anything but YOLO.
    Maryahsings Maryahsings 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    To some, my body is not sexy... Well to them I would like to say.. screw you... i am sexy in my own way!!!
    somedobutsomedont somedobutsomedont 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    I just wanted you to show me that you still cared.
    SaharaSands SaharaSands 46-50, T 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I am sexy, I have a hot body.....
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    Who says am not agelessly sexy? 
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    It's sounds cliche but it's the honest truth. My mind won't stop. I don't feel like I belong. I'm so shy and my family is so outgoing I'm always the outcast, I know they love me...
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    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I don't know if I should answer him "yes", because I don't know which is which, is it because I love him or pity him? I don't even know what should I feel about him right now...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    About 2 years ago, a friend of mine started becoming very self conscious. Her self esteem lowered to the size of a grain of rice. I tried so many times to talk to her, to help her...
    mcrlegacy mcrlegacy 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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