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I Wish I Wasn't In This "slump" I'm In Right Now

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 97 People

    It's Been A Loooong One...

    At what point does a "slump" become your actual life? At what point does living the way you do and feeling the way you do become the new normal, and you ache, strain and clench to try to remember if was ever any other way? I KNOW that there is more out there to my life. I just...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 7 Responses Jun 10, 2010

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    Me Too.

    I am alright for now, but I just wish I could get over this, whatever it is that is dragging me down.  I wanna be extremely happy today and I can't be 100%.  I feel like my heart will beat through my chest and I know this can't be good for me to go...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2009

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    I Hate When I Get Like This..

    Ok, it's Christmas Eve, I'm at my grandmother's house with my family and I'm in here on the computer. Me and my sister, who are very close got into an argument a lil' while ago cuz' she's not gonna come to one of the family gatherings tomorrow and I realize she has a family...
    kimmy573 kimmy573 26-30, F Dec 24, 2009

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    I Wish I Wasn't

    I wish I wasn't,But I am,In this slump,Always fallin',Don't quite recover,The next blow,Takes me even further,Down this slump,When will it ever end?
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 Aug 3, 2012

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    I'm stuck in life and I don't see myself moving

    forward anytime soon. It's not my preferred approach but I'm going with it till it passes I guess.
    fillia fillia 16-17, F Jun 2

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    This Slump

    This slump,I'm in,Wish,It wasn't so,Need a lift,Feel so low,Need to start livin',Be happy again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Trying to get ahead on a new career seems to be

    out of my grip!! Take all the steps and follow the rules. And nothing!! My finances or little to none, I'm tired of struggling and want to break out of this rut!!! Needing help or advice would be so deeply appreciated
    kjunangel kjunangel 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 2

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