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I Wish I Wasn't Me

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    I wish I wasn't me. I am told I am a great person, I am so sweet, I am an awesome friend but why do I feel like I don't really have any friends? Why can't I have people in my life who actually want to be my friend, a true friend who is there for me just as much as I am there for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 1, 2012

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    I had seen the header and had to laugh. How very true, I thought to myself. Just kidding.... Personally I don't consider myself to be sexy and am amused when people say that I am...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    It's pretty upsetting. Even when I hint people nobody remembered. I got three texts, no calls, and that's all. Thank god that one person who "remembered"--off Facebook--told two...
    waiting225 waiting225 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I was upset.Not because he or any of the others weren't real,but because they spent all those years lying to me and then all of a sudden:"Yeah,we actually made that up."
    KurMujun KurMujun 18-21, M Oct 31

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    So, I was about 9. I was with my dad and my brother at my dad's friends house because they were away so we were house sitting. I had some kind of hard food and It was hard, so my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4

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    Me: Your mom is getting old Son: No. You're not. You are beautiful & sexy. Me: Really? Son: Of course, fox! I feel younger and sexier whenever I talk to him. Kids don't lie, do...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 12 Responses Nov 6

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    Casual Sex For the woman It should be called "emotional sex" "will you eventually be my boyfriend or husband sex".. It's all casual for the guy because he's actually just having...
    LostEbonyGirl LostEbonyGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    This sucks. I'm not ready for this to happen and am having trouble dealing. It'll be ok, it always is. Just hate this part of life :( Not ready to lose my Dad..
    brackenreedfro brackenreedfro 41-45, F Oct 31

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    message me if you want me to tell you why but its mostly because my family hates me because i'm bi and my friends hate me because of that too. also i cut my wrists so kids make fun...
    iloveyou1223 iloveyou1223 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I sat around waiting for change,... And I did nothing about it
    djdas16 djdas16 16-17, M Nov 16

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    Or dating. Or bisexual. Or work.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    We Italians just get better and better with age...hey..the Roman Empire lasted for over 1000 years...;)
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M Oct 30

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    SANTA IS REAL!! Nah. Not really :P. I was like 9 years old when I found out. I was really sad about it. Lol I actually saw my dumb as father placing the gifts so...
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I am a legend in my own mind! ;D
    johnstlouis johnstlouis 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    But what the hell..we Italians just live and feel this way.. Why do you think the Roman Empire lasted over 1000 Years? ;) Good day!:)
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    All the sex appeal... That's just how it is.
    Courtsup Courtsup 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 17

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    But time and mistakes can warp a kid.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    Sick if being judged for trying to help people and be friendly. Why do people have to think that there's an ulterior motive to being friends with someone if offering to help ??
    heretohelp1976 heretohelp1976 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 18

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    I just like the title! I would like to think someone thinks I am sexy but....who knows
    bacon62 bacon62 51-55, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    And it continues... Had a brief conversation with my brother today. If you've read my past experiences you will know that my parents don't approve of my new girlfriend and my...
    Sapphire89 Sapphire89 22-25 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I don't get people one minute they are on your side supposedly protecting you from everything they care about you so much but the minute you do something they don't like just...
    dvinemarie dvinemarie 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    13th post. "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me." I wish it would end, I wish it would end, I wish it would end. My life that is, and I can't seem to stop thinking...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I had nightmares for a week about his ex-wife. As he sleep in bed next to me, I would toss and turn from dreams of them re-uniting. It didn't make it OK for me to look, but I did...
    LittleSunbear LittleSunbear 22-25, F Nov 8

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    I wish I could go back to a time when I wasn't so full of hate, and when I loved everyone and thought no one could do me harm. I wish the things that have happened the past few...
    Rockandrollfan Rockandrollfan 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    A letter to the mother of my unborn twins... Well this certainly sucks big time.. I have totally flipped my life around for you and only you, made enemies out of people I have...
    lerz2000uk lerz2000uk 31-35, M Nov 16

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    To the God whom i thought i knew, We are an entire generation with the broken pieces of our religion scattered on the floor around us. We are the children who learned fake...
    Ellabella95 Ellabella95 18-21 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    "Fell down a rabbit hole" "Spinning out of control" "Didn't they tell us don't run into things? Didn't you flash your green eyes at me? Haven't you heard what becomes of curios...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Nov 4

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    8th post. I almost decided yesterday not to continue my story, and then I thought it would not be fair to myself. It just seems a huge task, and then my mind started playing those...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    15th post. My panic attack yesterday left me emotionally and physically drained. The way I'm feeling today, there is no way in the world I am going to beat this fight. I would much...
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    10 months ago I met the man of my dreams It couldn't have been more perfect we were both going to divorces. no problems with my ex and I wish I could say the same for his. I never...
    badluckbabe badluckbabe 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    that is all really... I wish i believed and i wish my confidence wasn't a problem
    jaesavv jaesavv 16-17, F Oct 27

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    It's not that I wish I was dead I just wish sometimes I wasn't born.
    bethscottt bethscottt 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    I am starting to feel that my resentment for my parents is never going to go away. It's been 4 years since the majority of it happened, it's been a year since I moved out. I'm 22...
    WishForRain WishForRain 22-25, F Oct 31

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    So I may as well start tonight. I don't think I'll be sleeping soon and I need to start sharing sometime. I was born as the first child and my parents had another 2 kids after that...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    Sometimes it hits me how truly alone I am. I really wanted to talk with someone about things that are going on, things that I actually care about, and there is no one to talk to. I...
    Em518 Em518 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 14

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    Ok so here we go again. I'm ready to go on with my story. Just for those who have not read my previous posts, this is my fourth one. Anyway, so I was almost 18 when me and the guy...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Nov 16

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
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    Shout out to the older women you know the single parents That put everything before them They last priority is their happiness I know you have to take care of your child and...
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