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I Wish I Wasn't Me

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    I wish I wasn't me. I am told I am a great person, I am so sweet, I am an awesome friend but why do I feel like I don't really have any friends? Why can't I have people in my life who actually want to be my friend, a true friend who is there for me just as much as I am there for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 1, 2012

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    *sighs *... Wish it WEREN'T so..... And ya'll call yourselves perfectionists. ..... *grins*
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    Sometimes we used to look up above and wish that everything was just a dream, that you were just sleeping and that was just a nightmare. But tears were just shed on your pillow...
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    Don't hate me cuz I'm beautiful... :-)
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    I don't like making things too long, so I guess this should complete the whole plan guide. The calculations in the first photo would not be 100% accurate, so would the ones in pink...
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    I see all these couples and all their smiling faces and hand holding...But where is mine I mean I try to look nice try to be me but is the real me not enough? I just want someone...
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    People annoy me . Ugh, I quit . So through with errbody . 😤👊😒😒😒
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    I was molested by my own sibling and I'm suffering as a young adult.
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    I would say that THIS is the best title that I have come across here on EP. No, I am not getting old soon!
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    it was real. He pushing me away. Him having to turn away. All crashing down.
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    It was a Tuesday, I think…maybe a Thursday I can’t remember. At the time, I was content with where I was in life. Single…healthy, happy, no debt, free to live life as I chose...
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