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I Wish I Wasn't So Depressing

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    Negative - I always feel like I'm really really negative. I always feel like I'm bringing up sad depressing stuff. But I can't help it, I don't know why. Its like all I want to...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2011

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    Depressed - as long as i can remember ive always felt depressed and alone. i feel like ive drove everyone away through my depression. my relation ship has broke down after13yrs and...
    longridge longridge 36-40, F May 10, 2011

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    Dear Negativity, - ...How I loathe you.   My friends have their issues, yes. I clearly have mine, which seemingly stem from nothing but being introverted and having self...
    unknown311 unknown311 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    .... - I want to be the carefree person that I once was and for you all to see me always happy.  I don't mean to bring anyone down and I may go away for a while...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 23 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I'm Sorry - But sometimes I just feel like I kill the mood of happiness around me.  I wish I could cheer up a little when I'm with my friends but sometimes I'm in one of those...
    DreamingOutLoud DreamingOutLoud 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    I Definitely Have My Days... - I'm not always depressing. You'll see that if you read my stories. Some of them are light-hearted, fun, and maybe even child-like. But right along...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 21, 2012

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    This Is Not On Purpose! - I would sell my soul just to have one good thing constantly going for me. I would trade all of my problems and disappointments for money, even if it meant...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 3 Responses Aug 27, 2011

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    Help - my uncle died last year of lukemia im never happy any more he was my best friend in the whole world we did every thing
    jesusfreakjr jesusfreakjr 16-17, F Jan 25, 2010

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    I Wish I Wasn't... - I wish I wasn't so damn depressing. I wish I could smile, and actually have it mean something other than trying to fool everyone in to thinking that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 23, 2009

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    I Think I'm Just.... - Boring as hell to be around.
    concreteardrop concreteardrop 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2011

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    I Can Only Wish... - as if it is not enough that i'm depressed myself... i depress myself and others... thank god.. other do not get infected with my thoughts so often...but if...
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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    I Don't Like to Complain... - I figured since I found this site, it was a great opportunity for me to vent and release all of the pent up frustration I've been feeling for years...
    EnigmaVest EnigmaVest 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I Don Worry Anymore...''colors In The Dark'' - i was thinking somethin yesterday bout the colors in the dark....imagine u r in a dark place but somewhere in the room there r paints...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 22 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    I Loathe Being A Downer. - The majority of the time I'm content with my life. Sure, there're things I'd like to work on changing, but I never let it get to me all that much. I've...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    I Ruin Everybody's Day. - At school I always find everything terrible. I'm sad and mad at how everybody's so happy and I'm just there, hating myself and being self conscious. I...
    AnonymousChika AnonymousChika 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    I Just Want It To Stop - I hate it.I hate being so depressed all the time. I hate the feeling that comes when I realise that I'm crying every single day. Every single night I cry...
    shadyca shadyca 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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