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I Wish I Wasn't So Depressing

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 241 People

    I sat around waiting

    for change,... And I did nothing about it
    djdas16 djdas16 16-17, M Nov 16, 2014

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    I Just Want It To Stop

    I hate it.I hate being so depressed all the time. I hate the feeling that comes when I realise that I'm crying every single day. Every single night I cry myself to sleep for no obvious reason. Anything can make me cry. Especially songs and my friends. Because they are people I...
    shadyca shadyca 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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    Negative

    I always feel like I'm really really negative. I always feel like I'm bringing up sad depressing stuff. But I can't help it, I don't know why. Its like all I want to talk about is sad stuff.
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2011

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    Hidden in a corner, Everything is dark.

    I see the world around me, But never taking part. My friends just overlook it, I don't think they can see, The thing inside, That is killing me. It tears at my heart and soul, Eating me alive. Sometimes I'm just wishing, That I could just die. I want someone...
    SexyLez101 SexyLez101 13-15, F Feb 21, 2014

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    I'm Sorry

    But sometimes I just feel like I kill the mood of happiness around me.  I wish I could cheer up a little when I'm with my friends but sometimes I'm in one of those moods.  I just feel like such a downer sometimes.  I wish I didn't because I used to be the happiest...
    DreamingOutLoud DreamingOutLoud 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    I Don Worry Anymore...''colors In The Dark''

    i was thinking somethin yesterday bout the colors in the dark....imagine u r in a dark place but somewhere in the room there r paints...u think ''whats the point now using paints in a dark place?''but then what happens if u do try get those paints n when u find them u try start...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 21 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    Help

    my uncle died last year of lukemia im never happy any more he was my best friend in the whole world we did every thing
    jesusfreakjr jesusfreakjr 16-17, F Jan 25, 2010

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    Dear Negativity,

    ...How I loathe you.   My friends have their issues, yes. I clearly have mine, which seemingly stem from nothing but being introverted and having self-esteem issues.  But, regardless, I am sick of it.  I am sick of being the negative person in a group, and...
    unknown311 unknown311 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    Depressed

    as long as i can remember ive always felt depressed and alone. i feel like ive drove everyone away through my depression. my relation ship has broke down after13yrs and he said i was never any fun and now i just cant handle it feeling like this. its the worst i felt ever. i'd end...
    longridge longridge 36-40, F May 10, 2011

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    I Definitely Have My Days...

    I'm not always depressing. You'll see that if you read my stories. Some of them are light-hearted, fun, and maybe even child-like. But right along with that light-hearted, playful side, there is also a dark, morbid, grotesque side. I guess if you take into account my...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 21, 2012

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    I Think I'm Just....

    Boring as hell to be around.
    concreteardrop concreteardrop 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2011

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    ....

    I want to be the carefree person that I once was and for you all to see me always happy.  I don't mean to bring anyone down and I may go away for a while so that I don't continually bring you down but you have to understand for me this place is almost...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 23 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I Ruin Everybody's Day.

    At school I always find everything terrible. I'm sad and mad at how everybody's so happy and I'm just there, hating myself and being self conscious. I want to stop, but I can't help it. I ruin my friends days with just being with them. I always look sad or mad and I can tell my...
    AnonymousChika AnonymousChika 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    I Don't Like to Complain...

    I figured since I found this site, it was a great opportunity for me to vent and release all of the pent up frustration I've been feeling for years. Unfortunately, in doing so, I run the risk of sounding overly whiny and depressing to others. This really isn't intentional and I...
    EnigmaVest EnigmaVest 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I Loathe Being A Downer.

    The majority of the time I'm content with my life. Sure, there're things I'd like to work on changing, but I never let it get to me all that much. I've been in a slump of sorts lately, however, and fear that in being down so much that I'm pulling those I love down as well. I don...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30 2 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    This Is Not On Purpose!

    I would sell my soul just to have one good thing constantly going for me. I would trade all of my problems and disappointments for money, even if it meant me being alone forever. I'd rather be dead than be depressing. But, I can't pretend to be happy. I would trade my...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 3 Responses Aug 27, 2011

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    I Wish I Wasn't...

    I wish I wasn't so damn depressing. I wish I could smile, and actually have it mean something other than trying to fool everyone in to thinking that I am okay, and have them not worry about them. I wish I didn't deal with the terrible thoughts that I deal with from day...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 23, 2009

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    I really wish I wasn't. For starters, most of the time I already think a little low of myself at times. So when someone tells me something, it really gets to me, and I start to...
    iAteYourCrayon iAteYourCrayon 13-15, F May 13

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    *sighs *... Wish it WEREN'T so..... And ya'll call yourselves perfectionists. ..... *grins*
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 2 Responses May 11

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    There are so many mean people in the world! I wish I didn't care about what anyone says! I take every freakin thing to heart and it sucks! I get made fun of all the time! I get my...
    DaughterOfAnAngel24 DaughterOfAnAngel24 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Sometimes we used to look up above and wish that everything was just a dream, that you were just sleeping and that was just a nightmare. But tears were just shed on your pillow...
    EmSandy EmSandy 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Don't hate me cuz I'm beautiful... :-)
    foxness foxness 31-35, F 7 Responses May 7

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    I don't like making things too long, so I guess this should complete the whole plan guide. The calculations in the first photo would not be 100% accurate, so would the ones in pink...
    iTetraZazicII iTetraZazicII 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I see all these couples and all their smiling faces and hand holding...But where is mine I mean I try to look nice try to be me but is the real me not enough? I just want someone...
    kankuro18 kankuro18 18-21, M Apr 28

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    People annoy me . Ugh, I quit . So through with errbody . 😤👊😒😒😒
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was molested by my own sibling and I'm suffering as a young adult.
    brookebanks910 brookebanks910 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    I would say that THIS is the best title that I have come across here on EP. No, I am not getting old soon!
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 12 Responses 6 days ago

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    it was real. He pushing me away. Him having to turn away. All crashing down.
    evolnillef evolnillef 70+, F 5 days ago

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    Todays life is so busy and computerised. It seems crime is often rewarded and all traditional values are lost. I really believe that i was meant for the 1800's but being the retard...
    here2shareAll here2shareAll 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Just having a bad day, wondering where I went wrong in my life. I feel like such a failure some days, like today. I don't know how I managed to end up married and divorced before...
    ifollowmyownstar ifollowmyownstar 31-35, F May 7

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    So basically we got together when I was 18 and he was 22. I was lonely and young and hurting from being recently dumped and he made me feel good. Looking back on it it wasn't that...
    alunna alunna 22-25, F Apr 29

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    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    Soo one of my friends on here got reported because she wasn't her actual age. Shes not coming back which is sad. she had good stories and she was normal and not here for the dating...
    Mleader1 Mleader1 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    I wish I was older so I could do things that older people do without stigma. Things like drinking wine, or smoking. Or partying or being able to go out late and having fun. I...
    BenedictJones BenedictJones 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's strange and slightly sad to think how much effort it takes to create something, and how little it takes to crumble away. Even if it was a short time we were together I loved...
    1benevolent 1benevolent 22-25, M May 7

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    Let's see were do I begin... Maybe this is just what I needed to say. I sadly didn't wait until marriage. I'm on the short side of 33 and you know what I truly wish I had. To those...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    Whatever else may happen in my life, I know this much is true...that I am blessed beyond measure to have my two beautiful children in my life, and to be able to call myself their...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 14 Responses May 10

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    I wish I wasn't suspicious of people. I wish I could just talk to people and answer their questions, but I don't want people to know me on their terms. Or maybe I just don't want...
    MayaKing MayaKing 31-35, F 4 Responses May 10

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    I'm a 20 year old girl who has experienced some really strange things and can't keep it all to myself anymore. I'm hoping that coming here and letting these things out will...
    stars34 stars34 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Happy Mothers day to everyone. mothers day is kinda happy and dad for me. one reason being that my mother wasn't a very good mother and she abused me terribly but I am grateful...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F May 10

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    Someone might as well just k!ll me.... No one likes me... My sisters treat me like crap they team up on me and they're my dad's favorite so it's like I don't exist... I'm ugly I'm...
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 5 Responses May 12

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    I used to have a great relationship with this girl. We had just started talking but there was no romance just fun. We then started developing feelings for each other and I she was...
    Jeenyu Jeenyu 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    I’ve now been a girl for more than a year and I must be one of the happiest girls ever to have lived. Okay I could wish I had been born a girl. And so often people thought I was...
    Iamsasha Iamsasha 18-21, F 6 Responses