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I Wish I Wasn't So Depressing

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    I Don't Like to Complain...

    I figured since I found this site, it was a great opportunity for me to vent and release all of the pent up frustration I've been feeling for years. Unfortunately, in doing so, I run the risk of sounding overly whiny and depressing to others. This really isn't intentional and I...
    EnigmaVest EnigmaVest 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    Negative

    I always feel like I'm really really negative. I always feel like I'm bringing up sad depressing stuff. But I can't help it, I don't know why. Its like all I want to talk about is sad stuff.
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2011

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    I Definitely Have My Days...

    I'm not always depressing. You'll see that if you read my stories. Some of them are light-hearted, fun, and maybe even child-like. But right along with that light-hearted, playful side, there is also a dark, morbid, grotesque side. I guess if you take into account my...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 21, 2012

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    This Is Not On Purpose!

    I would sell my soul just to have one good thing constantly going for me. I would trade all of my problems and disappointments for money, even if it meant me being alone forever. I'd rather be dead than be depressing. But, I can't pretend to be happy. I would trade my...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 3 Responses Aug 27, 2011

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    I Wish I Wasn't...

    I wish I wasn't so damn depressing. I wish I could smile, and actually have it mean something other than trying to fool everyone in to thinking that I am okay, and have them not worry about them. I wish I didn't deal with the terrible thoughts that I deal with from day...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 23, 2009

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    Depressed

    as long as i can remember ive always felt depressed and alone. i feel like ive drove everyone away through my depression. my relation ship has broke down after13yrs and he said i was never any fun and now i just cant handle it feeling like this. its the worst i felt ever. i'd end...
    longridge longridge 36-40, F May 10, 2011

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    I Don Worry Anymore...''colors In The Dark''

    i was thinking somethin yesterday bout the colors in the dark....imagine u r in a dark place but somewhere in the room there r paints...u think ''whats the point now using paints in a dark place?''but then what happens if u do try get those paints n when u find them u try start...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 22 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    ....

    I want to be the carefree person that I once was and for you all to see me always happy.  I don't mean to bring anyone down and I may go away for a while so that I don't continually bring you down but you have to understand for me this place is almost...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 23 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I Think I'm Just....

    Boring as hell to be around.
    concreteardrop concreteardrop 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2011

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    Hidden in a corner, Everything is dark.

    I see the world around me, But never taking part. My friends just overlook it, I don't think they can see, The thing inside, That is killing me. It tears at my heart and soul, Eating me alive. Sometimes I'm just wishing, That I could just die. I want someone...
    SexyLez101 SexyLez101 13-15, F Feb 21

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    I'm Sorry

    But sometimes I just feel like I kill the mood of happiness around me.  I wish I could cheer up a little when I'm with my friends but sometimes I'm in one of those moods.  I just feel like such a downer sometimes.  I wish I didn't because I used to be the happiest...
    DreamingOutLoud DreamingOutLoud 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    Dear Negativity,

    ...How I loathe you.   My friends have their issues, yes. I clearly have mine, which seemingly stem from nothing but being introverted and having self-esteem issues.  But, regardless, I am sick of it.  I am sick of being the negative person in a group, and...
    unknown311 unknown311 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    Help

    my uncle died last year of lukemia im never happy any more he was my best friend in the whole world we did every thing
    jesusfreakjr jesusfreakjr 16-17, F Jan 25, 2010

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    I Loathe Being A Downer.

    The majority of the time I'm content with my life. Sure, there're things I'd like to work on changing, but I never let it get to me all that much. I've been in a slump of sorts lately, however, and fear that in being down so much that I'm pulling those I love down as well. I don...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    I Ruin Everybody's Day.

    At school I always find everything terrible. I'm sad and mad at how everybody's so happy and I'm just there, hating myself and being self conscious. I want to stop, but I can't help it. I ruin my friends days with just being with them. I always look sad or mad and I can tell my...
    AnonymousChika AnonymousChika 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    I Just Want It To Stop

    I hate it.I hate being so depressed all the time. I hate the feeling that comes when I realise that I'm crying every single day. Every single night I cry myself to sleep for no obvious reason. Anything can make me cry. Especially songs and my friends. Because they are people I...
    shadyca shadyca 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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    This is like, a major confession that really just welled up in me and that I needed to get out. I hate being black. I was raised with a very supportive upper middle class black...
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    Being sensitive is either good or bad......when I sensed something is not right in a relationship,I got this weird thoughts that creates me to doubt. I can't help it but sometimes...
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    I've had periods in life where I would have deep connections/conversations with good friends, girlfriends, relatives, and feel absolutely confident and social. However I would...
    afinechap afinechap 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    It was the year the wii came out I saw the box in a a bag my mom had in her hand I was right next to her, very careless. We'll Christmas Day she said "Santa must've got you the wii...
    countrygirlISTaylor countrygirlISTaylor 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I wear diapers and I pooped and no one was home so I had to sit in my poop cause I didn't know what to do to clean up myself
    Sophie12001 Sophie12001 13-15, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Hate being fat, hate feeling fat, and I hate how my friend's boyfriend keeps giving hints about me going for walks or runs with him or my friend
    myn1 myn1 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 11

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    I have major self-esteem issues, so I get nervous easily when things are about me. I cry a lot because of little things when I'm alone, but my parents have always taught me that...
    KJGaskins KJGaskins 16-17, F Aug 13

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    Lol. Lmao. Dont want to be this much ever. Too much too often. Sad to others is lethal in my world. Hate that. And the jerks who caused it.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 13

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    Not to be cocky or anything but YOLO.
    Maryahsings Maryahsings 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    To some, my body is not sexy... Well to them I would like to say.. screw you... i am sexy in my own way!!!
    somedobutsomedont somedobutsomedont 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    I just wanted you to show me that you still cared.
    SaharaSands SaharaSands 46-50, T 2 Responses Aug 6

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    so as u can tell from my name, i am a golfer. and i was golfing with my girlfriend, and after we were done, we were walking to my car, and i had already had to go poop for a while...
    scratchgolfer scratchgolfer 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I am sexy, I have a hot body.....
    jo455 jo455 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 6

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    Who says am not agelessly sexy? 
    0nOpalsMind 0nOpalsMind 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    I was born with a very polite body for a boy i have nice curves a nice butt i have a great bone structure i am a perfectly made lol
    Jamelamel Jamelamel 13-15, M a week ago

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    When my mother was young she was told by the doctors that she would never be able to bear children due to her mother being given DES during her pregnancy with my mother. Well, lo...
    looking4answersaboutme looking4answersaboutme 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Just woke up from a killer party with only a hang over in a strangers bathroom floor in only pink bikini cut panties with my other clothes missing oh and also my panties are FULL...
    amberhopes4you amberhopes4you 18-21, F 4 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I've always had depression and anxiety issues from the time I can remember. I wasn't a happy child. I just thought that I was having a rough time and that the feelings would go...
    porcelainsmiles porcelainsmiles 22-25, F Aug 13

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    About 2 years ago, a friend of mine started becoming very self conscious. Her self esteem lowered to the size of a grain of rice. I tried so many times to talk to her, to help her...
    mcrlegacy mcrlegacy 13-15, F 40 mins ago

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    I spoke to him today just to say "Hi" as a friend. He told me he was happily in love. Those words felt like a bullet in my heart, as if my heart had been stabbed to death...
    NiteOwlet NiteOwlet 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    .....I could go a day without thinking of her. I wish there wasn't a void within me still. I wish that I did not wonder if she still thinks about and misses me as much as I do her...
    idleheart idleheart 26-30, M Jul 31

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    A couple of weeks ago, I discovered that the saying "You never know what you have until you lose it", is indeed true. I didn't really believe it until I lost my grandmother 2...
    4everoptie 4everoptie 13-15, F Jul 23

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    I've been single for a year now. It was hard to get over my ex but I feel that now I am over him. I do still have some feelings for him but not like they used to be. I wish I had a...
    estefany1994 estefany1994 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    sometimes late at night I get this ringing in my head and it won't stop. it's like all these thoughts come POURING out of me. some are so random and some are so deep into myself...
    therearenogoodnames therearenogoodnames 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    I wish I was the one to make a difference for you to change everything. I wish that for once I wasn't the leave behind girl but the girl who has your whole heart.
    xchelseydawnx xchelseydawnx 22-25, F Aug 11