I Wish I Wasnt So Insecure

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    Everyone thinks I'm this confident strong woman

    but deep inside, but I'm so insecure because of my relationship. My husband has had a past of cheating and flirting with random girls. I've forgiven him, don't know why. But I did. But now I always think he's doing something sneaky. I don't believe his promises anymore. So I...
    UnfortunateCookie UnfortunateCookie
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Nov 20, 2014

    I assume the worst of people,

    my heart breaks due to me assuming the worst, very annoying, very painful. I push people away in fear of them hurting me, when will I learn?
    isfj isfj
    41-45, F
    Jun 6, 2015

    My boyfriend told me last night

    that he thinks Cheryl Cold is hotter than me. I wish I wasn't so insecure for this to bother me. I don't really care about celebrity crushes, I know who my bf likes and dislikes but I don't need to know that he thinks they're hotter than me. Especially a celebrity I don't...
    Ceallsach Ceallsach
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2014

    Ive been an insecure person basically all my

    life. It's horrible how insecure I've been. I've been working on it and I think I'm getting better but I still have a long way to go I think
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25
    31-35, M
    1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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