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I Wish I Were Anyone But Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 68 People

    Why Me!?

    I wish i wasnt who i am, i am so... not the person i want to be. i guess i could always 'change' that, but it will never take away of who i was. I always pray to God, asking him why i am who i am. the girl who is a smart nerd, the girl who has never had a boyfriend...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    I'd Rather Be Anyone Else

    I hate myself, how I look, act towards people, how I let people walk over me, how I feel worthless because I'm not good enough and I'm ugly. My friend never texts me back if she's with her boyfriend or hardly meets with me anymore and it's always me her and him. He won't let her...
    Coffeeadict Coffeeadict 13-15, F Aug 4, 2012

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    Untitled

    I'm sick of being me. Everyone else around me seems happier, prettier, skinnier, and way less shy and awkward than me. Why can't I be like that? Why can't I be someone that people actually like? I want to have a life that is worth living. I want to be somebody else that is not...
    WhiteSparrow WhiteSparrow 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2010

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    Anyone But Me

    It gets real old but it is an ongoing theme in my life. Girls have told me a good percentage of the time that anyone but me would have a chance with them. Now I have yet to get a reason for this phenomenon but it is starting to take its toll. My initial reaction is really? Your...
    metatron89 metatron89 46-50 Aug 7, 2012

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    Just Not What I Have

    i wish i were me just i might trade being me if i lost what powerful gifts and curses i have
    Jacob1080David Jacob1080David 22-25, M Apr 23, 2010

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    Anyone But Me..

    i wish i was anyone but me... i wish i was someone how was very pretty. that people would fall over and someone that everyone wish they knew. i wish i was smart, someone who getting everything right on a test. everyone would call you the smartest kid in class. i wish i...
    BrokenButterflies BrokenButterflies 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    Sometimes I Really Wish This.

    although i respect and love myself to death, it really gets hard living inside my body for being so special and unique and diferent from everyone else.and imnot bragging :D im not bigheaded too :o and ofc i have bad qualities!!!!!!! just dont find them necessary to be specified...
    lunarstrings lunarstrings 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2011

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