I Wish I Were Dead Now

always have always will just hope it will end
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Everything I do turns out to be a mistake. Or I'm wrong, or I end up failing. I'm never good enough. I spend most of my days saying, I wish I were dead, I wish I were dead. All day. Every day. I don't have the guts to kill myself...

I don't think I can survive. I can't survive a world so cold, a world so... fucked up. Good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people and it makes me so sick to think about. I'm afraid of this world and I'm afraid...

I'm tired of the feeling that no one loves me and that nothing I ever do in life is right. I am in a loveless marriage. Well no its one sided love my love is not returned. Life would just be simplier if I were gone. The only thing...

I wish I were dead now because....... every night when I go to bed, I pray and beg to the almighty to take me but, sigh, every morning I wake up

I wish I could be dead. Every time I cross the street, I wish that a car would run over me and kill me. Nothing I do is right, people are always mad at me. I'm a freak, I have an abnormal fetish, I'm a fan girl, and I have crazy...

At this point there is truly very little keeping me safe from myself. Tonight I feel like I want to trace every vein in my arm with a knife, but I wont because there's one person that has been there for me and I don't want to keep...

I love my wife more than anything in the world. We have been maried for two years and I put her through so much she want to die.I was very selfish in the beginning of our relationship for the last two years, put us in debt made us loose...

Every night  I go to sleep, I just say a short prayer that I do not wake up. Every morning I wake up disapointed.  What is the point of working in a job I hate, every day just trying to kill the day, get to next weekend, get...

I wish I were dead. not something that can easily be explained. but the world
has too many shitty people, who are a disappointment or out to fuck you over. - particularly family.
more often then not, things are more trouble than their...

I'm tired of being unhappy. I'm tired of hating myself. I hate who I am. My only wish is to be dead and gone. I know many will think it's foolish, but if you've ever been through a lot of stuff you know what I'm talking about. I wish...

why ppl fear death?its a fuckin rest for ppl who have nothing to lose ,ppl who r full with anger ,sadness,hurt,pain,suffering who r alive because they just breath , ppl who r already dead ,just not buried yet ,ppl like me who never felt...

well it started when i was young, i had a Physically abusive father and on occasions a abusive mother aswell both mentally and physically though, my father put my head threw walls and smashed them into cupboards and even just punched me...

My story is similar to yours. I'm 36, single, work fulltime, very small social network, and the smile I wear is painted on my face with cement. I think of suicide almost every day. From my office window, I stare at the same clouds and...

6th form now, thought it would be really good it kinda has you know, but i feel like an outcast just like in year11 and i feel like everyone else is having all the fun and getting relationships and stuff and i just seem to stay the same...

I am a 53 year old man who lost his job in Manhattan, NY a few months ago. I have very little margin financially and owe both the state and fed back taxes, both of whom I was paying when I had full time employment. .A year ago I was...

Married for the past 7 years. But the itch in our relation began from the 3rd year of marriage on wards. My husband got abusive all of a sudden soon after our cute adorable son was born. Once he has smashed my glasses into my eyes...

Im having a very hard time in my personal life right now. I am a survivor. I have the word survivor tattooed on my wrist. I used to be a cutter. I've gotten over that. My problem is that I keep getting these repetitive thoughts in
my...

I wish i were dead now.
Because i thought life is easy but now realized that its not.

I'm sick of feeling not good enough, not pretty enough. I'm sick to death of being the best of friends, but never more. It just makes me want to be dead. I don't understand why I can't have what others have found. I am alone, in...