I Wish I Were Dead

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 156 People

    I Set My Date.

    I feel as though I am spread too thin. I can feel in my very soul that I absolutely cannot take the toll of life for much longer. I love with every inch of my being and all I have to show for it is this gaping hole in my heart. I gave myself 6 months. I'm one month in. I started...
    lollerskeeball lollerskeeball
    22-25, M
    Oct 31, 2013

    I actually wish i were never born.

    .. i dont see any reason to live... i have made all the wrong choices with my life n to top it all expressing your opinion in the house is apparently a crime because every time i say something it is taken in the wrong sense and my mom makes such a big deal about it. it is just so...
    masquerader masquerader
    Sep 4, 2015

    For YEARS I've wished I were dead already.

    My entire heinous relatives verbally, emotionally attack me. And nobody outside cares about me even as I'm always quiet. I'm frequently labeled as the Worst. I know I'd be happier and safe if I wasn't alive anymore, that way no one could hurt me no more,,.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    I wanted to believe there was a reason I am

    here. My mother is mentally ill and should never have had me. She used very poor judgement when getting pregnant. She isn't able to see beyond what she wants in any given moment. She had a child with a very unstable man and no money. She psychologically, mental, and emotionally...
    theforgotten1one theforgotten1one
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 26, 2014


    I to know the feeling of wishing I were dead and I feel that just about every day of my life but friends just try so very hard to change you way of thinking and go to positative thinking. I pray a lot to. I just wont let myself think and death as I tried that 2 times and it is...
    silvercoins4 silvercoins4
    70+, F
    11 Responses Jun 16, 2008

    I hate myself. I hate my pain.

    I hate my problems. I wish I had never been born I wish I had a gun so I could kill myself. I wish I were dead.
    SierraJay SierraJay
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 8, 2015

    I am ill - terminal - my gut is no longer

    functioning. I have so much pain, sometimes I'm afraid I am going to scream - but it won't accomplish anything except upsetting my husband and my pets. I am so tired of suffering, day in, day out. My body is wrecked with anxiety. I feel upset all the time. I can't stop crying. I...
    Nell5885 Nell5885
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2014

    I really wish there was a way to end my life.

    I feel nothing but pain and remorse. Im not needed in anyone's life. Im just cause pain to everyone. I feel like a loser who really was supposed to be dead. Im just waiting for the right time. If not ill put an end to it myself
    deadbeat27 deadbeat27
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 25, 2016

    I'm loved by many, I have everything,

    I'm thin and beautiful...I guess...it's what I'm told...I'm surrounded by everyone. But I feel so alone, so lost, out of body...people talk to me but I don't hear them. I just smile and respond. I know it's selfish for me to think this way but its the fact that I feel this way I...
    Mpsych121 Mpsych121
    Mar 13, 2014

    Or at least were never here.

    Just forgotten and erased from memory.
    domo73 domo73
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 9, 2013

    I Don'T See The Point Of Trying Anymore.

    Living is such a pain for people like me, I'm aware that I'm in pain because I allow myself to be in pain, but it's who I am and I cannot change who I am. As the days go by I continue to ask myself "What is the point in trying anymore?", the conclusion I always come to is, "There...
    KnightOfJustice KnightOfJustice
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 11, 2013

    I Give Up

    I just don't know how I get out of bed in the morning. I have no reason to. No one cares about me anyway. I have absolutely no one to talk to. My mother wants me to be someone I'm not. My step father is an ***. My father doesn't even want me. I have 5 sisters and 3 brothers. None...
    Teenagenothing Teenagenothing
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2012

    Three years ago I cheated on my husband.

    He found out and we went to counseling and are still together. I feel like a worthless piece of crap. All the time. Every day. If we didn't have kids, I would have just ended it already. How do I go on knowing the pain I've caused to other people? How do I teach my kids...
    Hollowandhopeless Hollowandhopeless
    36-40, F
    Apr 25, 2015

    I wish there was an easy way to end my life

    right now so I wouldn't have to exist in fear of being further abused by my entire dysfunctional relatives.
    deleted deleted
    Nov 13, 2015

    Life is no longer fulfilling.

    I'm overwhelmed. I'm lonely. All of my efforts to improve my life have been fruitless. And I think my kids are better off without me. The only thing stopping me from offing myself is my kids cuz I know it will hurt them. But it doesn't stop me from hoping that I don't wake...
    the16thdae the16thdae
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014

    If I could disappear I would.

    It would be the greatest feeling possible! Just leave without anyone knowing a thing, no trace, no nothing, and just be gone! Leave everything, everyone, loose the pain, anxieties, stresses, no more cares (or lack of) and just not be.... That would be amazing
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    1 Response Apr 19, 2015

    In Trouble For Nothing....?

    How can I simply be putting a cart away and get something mean said about me? I put away a cart and my grandmother says in front of my cousin yeah i try to tell "Tae" that her stank *** i was doing absolutely nothing wrong or even saying anything and i get berated smh i would...
    Tasia2494 Tasia2494
    18-21, F
    Nov 3, 2012

    I Feel Crushed

    I can't smile through it anymore. I can't pretend anymore. After everything that's gone on, I feel like I've finally just broke. I think it happened the moment I realized that I'm worth more to my family dead then alive. At least if I dropped dead, my insurance would help them a...
    Keziah90 Keziah90
    22-25, F
    Jun 16, 2011
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