I Wish It Didn't Hurt This Bad

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    I am so mad at myself.

    I feel like i hate myself instead of hating you and i don't know if that's possible. Because i'm convinced myself i was over you and now i know it was all pretend. I pretended that i didn't look at you and when you didn't notice i was. I pretended not to light up when you...
    Jhayz Jhayz
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Mar 2, 2014

    Why Does It Hurt So Much?why Stoped He Loving Me?

    I am a married women for almost 4 years now, and yesterday my husband called while at work and told me the reason he got married. There was always that girl that runed his last relationship, so he wanted to get away from her, and he wanted someone who she cant influence. Thats...
    LonelyStar2004 LonelyStar2004
    3 Responses Sep 11, 2008

    Until Next Year...

    For many years, I've been carrying this huge hole in my heart. I keep telling myself he's gone, he's dead, there's no turning back, yet he continues to haunt me in my dreams, in my seizures, in my thoughts, which of course, bring tears. Every year, I tell myself "Okay, this will...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2012

    I Feel Numb Like Ice

    Sometimes my biggest strengths are my biggest weaknesses. Like my over analytic skills. Its been about 3 months since my friend hurt me. It cut so deep. First I was very practical. Then I went through extreme pain. Now I feel blank. We cant see someone's heart to know if...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1
    26-30, F
    Mar 3, 2013

    What Hurts The Most Is Seeing Her With Someone Else

    I didn't think it would hurt this much. Seeing her with another man. She's my best friend, has been for the past three years out of the four that I've known her. Is this how many of the girls I've slept with felt like after they seen me with a new girl almost every other week? I...
    ForbiddenFeelings09 ForbiddenFeelings09
    22-25, M
    Mar 3, 2012
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