I Wish Love Was Not So Complicated

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 117 People

    Small Part Of Me Is Secretly Waiting...

    Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone; wear no false...
    cheeco cheeco
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    Love, Life, and the Pursuit of Misery!

    I fell in love with a man 8 years ago.  We had a wonderful life and thought that we were going to live together forever.  then Last year I was diagnosed with depressive disorder after an accident involving our child.  With out really expecting the worst I...
    teddybear2407 teddybear2407
    22-25, F
    Feb 17, 2008

    So Confused. Wish It Was Like Pulling Petals From A Flower. Then At Least I Would Know

    wishes there were words to describe how i feel. if u saw all the tears and the hurt hidden behind my eyes. you would understand...Sometimes it feels like I just don't matter, and it hurts most when that special person makes me feel like that..i may not look hurt on the outside...
    maeevan maeevan
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 27, 2011

    Why Can't It Be Fair???

    BJ BJ BJ BJ!  She's always gotta be talking to BJ!  Fine, he makes her happy!  Whatever!  Why can't she think of someone besides herself?  Hmm...I wonder who...maybe ME?  Yeah, she says I deserve happiness...so why doesn't she GIVE ME SOME FOR CRYING...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan
    22-25, M
    18 Responses Nov 11, 2008

    People Leaving

    Watching people leave is hard. But it’s harder remembering that time when they said and promised they wouldn’t.
    cheeco cheeco
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 4, 2012

    Priceless

    Love is a souvenir, ppl need to invest for that if they can't afford it.
    cheeco cheeco
    26-30, F
    Mar 22, 2012

    Before & After

    BEFORE - You take my breath away AFTER - I feel like I'm suffocating. BEFORE - Twice a night AFTER - Twice a month. BEFORE - She says she loves the way I take control of a situation AFTER - She called me a controlling, manipulative egomaniac. BEFORE - Saturday Night Fever...
    cheeco cheeco
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 12, 2012

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