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I Wish Love Was Not So Complicated

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 129 People

    So Confused. Wish It Was Like Pulling Petals From A Flower. Then At Least I Would Know

    wishes there were words to describe how i feel. if u saw all the tears and the hurt hidden behind my eyes. you would understand...Sometimes it feels like I just don't matter, and it hurts most when that special person makes me feel like that..i may not look hurt on the outside...
    maeevan maeevan 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 27, 2011

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    People Leaving

    Watching people leave is hard. But it’s harder remembering that time when they said and promised they wouldn’t.
    cheeco cheeco 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2012

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    Small Part Of Me Is Secretly Waiting...

    Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone; wear no false...
    cheeco cheeco 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Over Thinking Options

    Complicated would be an understatement. I'm here, he's there. Other people to be considered. Responsibilities, obligations, promises made. Then add in my own foibles. That takes a little while to tally them up. Not lest being I haven't quite figured out why exactly I'm supposed...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 10 Responses Nov 12, 2008

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    Why Can't It Be Fair???

    BJ BJ BJ BJ!  She's always gotta be talking to BJ!  Fine, he makes her happy!  Whatever!  Why can't she think of someone besides herself?  Hmm...I wonder who...maybe ME?  Yeah, she says I deserve happiness...so why doesn't she GIVE ME SOME FOR CRYING...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 20 Responses Nov 11, 2008

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    Before & After

    BEFORE - You take my breath away AFTER - I feel like I'm suffocating. BEFORE - Twice a night AFTER - Twice a month. BEFORE - She says she loves the way I take control of a situation AFTER - She called me a controlling, manipulative egomaniac. BEFORE - Saturday Night Fever...
    cheeco cheeco 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2012

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    Priceless

    Love is a souvenir, ppl need to invest for that if they can't afford it.
    cheeco cheeco 26-30, F Mar 22, 2012

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    Love, Life, and the Pursuit of Misery!

    I fell in love with a man 8 years ago.  We had a wonderful life and thought that we were going to live together forever.  then Last year I was diagnosed with depressive disorder after an accident involving our child.  With out really expecting the worst I...
    teddybear2407 teddybear2407 21-25, F Feb 17, 2008

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    I wish i was never born. My life would be so much easier and less complicated. My self esteem is really low, I'm not good at anything, the only job I could get is a cleaning job...
    DiamondInTheSkye DiamondInTheSkye 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I am constantly depressed now. I wish I was dead but I'm too weak to kill myself yet. Hopefully I will gain the strength I need to end this miserable existence. I hate this world...
    quorker quorker 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm 33 single mom can't get a boyfriend no one wants to date a single mom. I've been lonely for so many years I have no family. The only family I had was my brother and he died...
    mysadlife1111 mysadlife1111 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I am really clinically depressed, been int he hospital multiple times, feel suicidal everyday because I don't want to get married, have kids, or be a caregiver. My mom has...
    Emeraldisles5 Emeraldisles5 18-21 Nov 27

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    I wish I was a beautiful emo chick with beautifully straightened, dyed, and layered hair, perfect make-up, and straight pearly whites. I wish I had a petite figure with perfect...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    rejection over and over and over again. "your nice but....im just not ready". My long term relationship ended because apparently i was not right for them, because we just didn't...
    tom1978 tom1978 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    i really wish i was hispanic. i wish i had their hair and their skin. i hate being my race. ugh i just hate my sorrowful life.
    msworstlife msworstlife 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    18th post. For anyone who has been following my posts this one is a must read. I am shaking and my hands are sweating bullets because I know this is the truth of it all. The actual...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 24

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    i wish i was white sometimes so my life wouldnt be so miserable
    msworstlife msworstlife 18-21, F Nov 23

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    I wish I was your one but I know that's not going to happen ever again
    JoeWallace1995 JoeWallace1995 18-21, M Nov 28

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    I wish i was a kid again. Everything seemed so much better and happier.
    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    Im just SO ugly and i wish i was beatiful on both inside and outside
    Pot1023 Pot1023 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    I wish I was stronger mentally.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I'm very sensitive. I'm very vulnerable. I get hurt all the time. Every little thing hurts me. I tend to overthink a lot. I wish I was mentally stronger. I'm emotionally messed up...
    stopthepainnow stopthepainnow 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    Days I think of her nights I dream of her wishing she was in my arms. 😒
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M Dec 10

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    I wish I was male all the time...
    calenb75197 calenb75197 18-21, T 1 Response a week ago

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    In a decent one, just wish there was more intimacy. Being a touchy, feeling, talking type, it's very hard being with someone that is closed off and private... makes me wonder what...
    angelonhigh angelonhigh 51-55, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    So I met this girl about a month ago and I don't just throw my self at every pretty girl that walks by mostly because I'm kind of a coward when it comes to that stuff, but I also...
    steelers7fan steelers7fan 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    26th post. So here is another blast from the past. This probably happened about 2 years ago, at the height of my anxiety, and when my mental illness was developing into much more...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Nov 30

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    I wish I had one of those relationships where u see people and they look so happy together like the kind of happy that wouldn't let anyone get in the way of them I wish I had...
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 9

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    50th post..6th post on Sydney siege. Still no progress and it's almost 10pm. 5 people did manage to escape separately earlier. According to my daughters and the news, social media...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F a week ago

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I wish I could make every single person live in happiness, including myself. I wish for a smile <3
    nikitaslife nikitaslife 18-21, F Nov 24

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    19th post. Not feeling too crash hot at the moment. I have a heavy, sick feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I feel very restless. I don't know if it is because I accidentally...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    25th post. It's been a few days since I have posted, and I have to say it has been a roller coaster of emotions. At times I have felt elated and invincible. Other times I have felt...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I really wanna die. Everything's going so bad for me right now. I know it's not going to get better because it never does. I wish i could choose to be dissociated whenever i don't...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 1

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    35th post. If you thought the physical, mental and emotional abuse was the worst of it, then I need to just say, you haven't heard the best part of it yet. The part that actually...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    38th post. Want to die tonight. I have had the most severe heartburn for days, can't get rid of it. Low point once again, and I'm wishing I can go to sleep and not wake up. Wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    Wish I had a father. Love you Chad Kroeger. <3   
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    i wish i could. i want to give up. i keep lying to myself that i could get better. but i have enough. i don't want to live another day. i don't want to keep up with my parents will...
    makingausernameisdifficult makingausernameisdifficult 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate that I keep trying to keep our relationship going when he doesn't even want to be with me :( I'm tired of forcing this. I hate myself..it's all my fault :'( I wish I could...
    Rdelat Rdelat 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i cannot freaking stand the weight that i now have because of the medication i was put on last spring. i can't look at pictures of me that have been taken between last spring and...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F Nov 29

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