I Wish My Brain Could Tell My Heart How to Feel

I wish I could rule my own heart. Is that too much to ask? Maybe it is.

I know what I should do and I know what I have to do, if only my heart wouldnt get in the way things would be better. If only I could jus shake off all the emotions and memories Im sure everything wouldnt be this difficult.But the...

When a crush lasts too ridiculously long, without resolution; when I should have stopped thinking about her two weeks ago, for my own good, because we haven't made a connection; when my thinking about her no longer provokes the...

I've always followed my heart, and it has usually led exactly where I thought it would. I would really like it if I could get my heart to listen to what my mind is saying.

Until this year my brain has always stepped in to stop my heart and made me do the right thing every time. But this year I found myself thinking something telling myself not to even think about it but then I said to someone something...

It scares me beyond belief. I always wake up crying, sweating, yelling or even all three. And the worst part is that... it feels real even though I have no doubt it's fake. If you would like to hear the actual dream, then please comment...

BUT IT'S SLOWLY TURNING TO STONE ANYWAYS SO SOON I WON'T FEEL A THING.

We went out for about 3 weeks and he adored me. But I had several reservations about him. He wanted more then I did. Yet, in time maybe I would want more.
The problem was I was begining to feel yuky around him like when he was holding...

I just wish that every once in a while my brain and heart would be in agreement. Instead I'm consumed by the never ending rival between what my heart feels, and what my brain is telling me I should do. Their arguing drives me crazy.

So, throughout my life I have always been a serial monogamist: I jump from relationship to relationship. Until Coleman, my longest relationship was just over a year. Coleman and I have been together for almost 3 years. I love him dearly...

There would be so much less internal conflict if one or the other could simply...take over sometimes. Problem is, they both want what they want...which is usually the complete opposite.

 

Brain will be telling me to "Be logical...

It would say,"I told you so,fool!"

I sometimes wish I could flick the switch on my heart to a permanent off setting. But then I remember the person responsible for crushing my spirit thoroughly enough to make me feel this way.
And then I also remember that he seemed to...

If only I could make my heart feel the way my brain thinks it should, I could avoid soooo much hassle and pain.

I have such clear thoughts and reasoning, but my heart still aches over things my brain tells me I dont need, or in some cases do need.

Brain ~ Hey! You Heart! Stop, now.
Heart ~ No.
Brain ~ We've talked about this, you know I'm right.
Heart ~ So? *pouts*
Brain ~ So, stop it already. It's pointless.
Heart ~ No. I want. *sulks*
Brain ~ It will just make it...

I do wish my Brain could tell my heart how to feel...