I Wish My Family Knew How Miserable I Am

i keep it locked up..around friends and family i am just sooo glad for this site because i can finally get things off my chest. XxxxX XxxxX XxxxX

So I am starting to look at colleges, but my parents seem to be so against it. I cannot go too far away (it has to be less than three hours driving distance), which I understand, but I still find it ridiculous. I am not trying to flea...

they dont know a thing about whats going on in my life. they think that i got over my attempted suicide a couple of days after it happened and it was just an accident. if only they new i ment what i did, and how unhappy i really am. i...

When I was 8 yrs old my father passed away after a long battle with cancer. This left my mother, my older brother and myself. My mother never remarried and raised my brother and I on her own with just a highschool education and with...

It gose like this!

Joey (my brother) comes into my room., "Gein how are you doing?" I look at him and I look. Isnt ovious how I am doing? Dont you see the make up running down my face? Dont you see the marks on my wrist? What are you...

Everyday, every single day a fight happens. It always has to involve my mum, always. I hardly go to school because everytime I go, I always get people saying hurtfull things to me and those so called "people" are my friends. It sounds...

I had been doing really well recently. Although I was far from being happy, I had finally started to open up to people. I got really drunk on a night out about 7/8 weeks ago and basically broke down with my best friend and although I...

While a part of me is glad that they don't, it hurts even more to know that they don't know enough about me that I am suffering. I used to leave hints around the house, books on self-harm and depression, but they either ignored it or...

I am 20, I go to one of the best, if not the best university in my country. I have good grades, I have an almost perfect score (3.9/4 GPA), I have lots of close friends, but at home, my family is falling apart.

My brother is suicidal...

I've been fighting with my parents for a long time now. Sometimes things get better, for a while things have been perfect. But then it all comes back. The fighting, and the screaming, and the tears.
I remember when it all started. I can...

I hate how my family thinks that everything is okay because my weight is up.  It's not like I'm not doing all sorts of nasty things to lose weight like I was before.  I'm even more miserable now than when I was 64 lbs., my...

My mom yells and screams at me. Her latest insult was "Fuck off, you little bitch". I am fourteen. Its not right for this to be happening. Lately, everything has been getting worse. I haven't been doing as well in school as I should. I...

(this is kinda long, but if you start you must finish to the absolute end!!)

I have a hard time not feeling like the total black sheep of my family..i've always always had a troubling relationships with my mom & my dad..Its gotten...

i live with my grandparents.and unfortunatly my grandmother NEVER understands me she always asumes when i say gramma can we please talk that i wanna say something bad or bad news.and then she never really cares.and also in my past...

I have been missing my family so much it hurts lately but the last phone call we had I was told that I wasn't a part of their family anymore......that killed something inside of me that is just undescribable. I can't explain everything...

Sometimes my family drive me crazy. they want me to do everything for them but they don't want lift a fingure to help me. I am miserable right now because my wife is driving an eigtteen wheeler and i'm raiseing our children basicly...

i tried to commit sucide 2 times. i pop pills and stab myself but it didnt work. i guess its not time for me to go. some of the reason why i wanted to commit sucide is because of my brother and sister. they always picking and saying...

I wish my family knew just how miserable I really am but i feel like they look right through me. Like the times they ask me a question but interrupt me half way through the answer and never ask me to finish what I was saying. Out of...