I Wish My First Time Was Different

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 79 People

    Should Have Waited...

    I had just turned 15, I was at a party full of guys much older than me. I didn't care much for virginity, and I certainly didn't want mine anymore. I felt as though I was ready to do it. There was a particuar guy at the party who I had a massive thing for, we'd hooked up and done...
    neesoncl neesoncl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2009

    Even though I am no longer with the girl I was

    dating at the time, I do not regret losing my virginity to her, because we both loved each other at the time, and it was special to both of us. The only thing I wish was different is how guilty I felt both during it and for a few weeks after. I thought I was going to start...
    NeonAshes NeonAshes
    18-21, F
    Jan 27

    Very Much Soo..

    In a dingy bathroom with my foot holding the door behind me closed, and almost blacked out drunk...not a good way to lose your virginity.
    misternobrain misternobrain
    26-30, M
    Jul 11, 2012

    I was 19 and had never

    even kissed a girl properly before, though I had had one or two one off incidents of breast touching etc that lead nowhere. I was also born with medical issues which may have affected me. Anyhow, I go to college/university at age 19 and within a week I have this blonde girl in...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 6, 2014

    Wasn't Worth It!

    I had known him for 4 yrs at this time. We were best friends who also had huge crushes on eachother. At this time, I'm 20 and I had just left the navy after being in there since I was 18. He was my surprise bday present. Yes we did it and some might say "girl, u had it...
    mzsmiley mzsmiley
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 1, 2009
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

    Wish it was with a girl.

    .. Wish I never did stuff with other boys. No mater I'm totally straight now. I've made a couple of different girls make some pretty good noise.
    pardax pardax
    13-15, M
    Dec 29, 2015

    well....it is what it is.

    ..i was only 14. i so coulda waited....
    DixieLandDiva101 DixieLandDiva101
    36-40, F
    Nov 26, 2015

    my "first time" is just my first time making

    out, but it was with a 17 year old & I'm only 14 & i don't know I just wished it was with someone I actually loved.
    maddielovee maddielovee
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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