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I Wish My Husband Truly Loved Me

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    Does He Truly Love Me

    He tells me he does but his actions do not show it.  When you husband only finds fault in all that you do and doesn't want to have sex with you; how are you to believe he loves you?
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants.

    I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No hurt, no chest crushing pain, no loneliness, no more being not enough. All I ever wanted was to love and be loved. Why is that to much? Why am I...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Don't let it drag out if you hate your husband. Leave him. Otherwise you will end up maybe like me and have no money, no house and a person you don't want to take care of in your...
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    i hate the way this feels the days are dark when he's not around the air is getting hard to breathe i wish that he would just put me down i wish that i could go to sleep loving...
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