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I Wish My Husband Truly Loved Me

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    Does He Truly Love Me

    He tells me he does but his actions do not show it.  When you husband only finds fault in all that you do and doesn't want to have sex with you; how are you to believe he loves you?
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    I'm definitely not afraid if being unloved. I just know that the being actually truly loved will never ever happen. I'd rather be alone than not really loved.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    *Apologize in advance for being mopey during the holidays* Happened again. Met someone. Went out a few times. It's going great. Up until she fills me in on her "situation...
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    My younger days were happy days.. I did not care about the world and was just your avverage kid. It had friends and a girlfriend now and then. When i was little i always said i...
    lifeaintshit lifeaintshit 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    Hmmm maybe that is why I find it so hard to open up and truly share who I am. Maybe I am not as brave as I like to think I am.
    JackisMe JackisMe 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    Have you ever been told they loved you then they leave without Breaking up with you or anything like do I not deserve a break up or a goodbye well I have it hurts like hell I...
    AngieM12 AngieM12 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    26 yrs old have had 4 serious relationships that I never felt satisfied about. I was too nice & taken advantage of. ... But when I'm mean No One Hurts Me. ... I want to Love & Be...
    Kashmajordan Kashmajordan 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    love is a game, wanna play
    AngieM12 AngieM12 13-15, F Nov 23

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    it feels like the end of the road for most of us.trusting and choosing to honesly love someones for years and they end up dropping it all...sometimes we wanna justify and pretent...
    mbithi mbithi 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 28

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    My mother. I do love her, but the choices she makes and the things she says are questionable. Everything just has to be about her, what benefits her, even if it is at my expense...
    Profweird Profweird 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    “He changed me. He took everything hiding in the shadows of my consciousness and he brought it to the light. He shook me harder than I knew I could be shaken. He cracked my very...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    After a long time not talking to my love , we have talked again. Well...Not actually talked we had just text each other for a seconds. Somehow It made me feel better and relief...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I could tell you had it all figured out, but i dont. I STILL dont. I thought i did but i DONT. I truely do NOT. ugh well let me start by saying love is like a rubics cube. You...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I was broken up with this last weekend by someone that I truly loved. I rebounded and I'm over it. I don't like the person I'm dating now, but I hate being alone.
    Devinwevin Devinwevin 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish I felt loved! Maybe someday.
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've distanced myself from everyone I called friend. because they are too hollow. or I am. but I wish there was someone. with an AMAZING sense of humor. sarcastic and crude and...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    59th post. A few years back I used to work for a major insurance company. I had just gotten a transfer into the city, and I had been appointed to the new position of a learning and...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel like this year I have watched as every last crumb of my own childhood has been washed away. I was still fairly young when I bought my first house, and shortly after, I...
    danteflorz danteflorz 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I love my husband so much I am willing to take on any pain for him.
    leaf90McC leaf90McC 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    35th post. If you thought the physical, mental and emotional abuse was the worst of it, then I need to just say, you haven't heard the best part of it yet. The part that actually...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I see you and I smile I talk to you and everything seems to be alright You're such a beautiful flower, so fresh and new If I had to pick one I'd pick you My heart beats the way I...
    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't feel like I can rely on anyone. I don't feel like anyone truly cares for me. I just wish I could have any relationship with mutual love and respect. I just wished someone...
    Brokenandvulnerable Brokenandvulnerable 22-25, F Dec 1

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    37th post. I just worked it out. It took me 20 years but I just worked it out. Why I gamble that is. I don't gamble to win, and I don't gamble for the enjoyment. I gamble to punish...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    My first year without you my love.Wish you stayed home the night you left and ignored me. I learned this one life we get, we can't leave family friends or loved ones angry. There...
    DeeplyLoves DeeplyLoves 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    29th post. Some happy memories that spring to mind, come from the greatest source of fulfilment in my life. My daughters, and although they are 19 and 17,there is nothing I wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Dec 2

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    36th post. Hooray for me. I went to a birthday party tonight, and had the most awesome time ever. I met new people, laughed so hard, and had a couple of drinks which relaxed me...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    The Bible teaches that the husband is the head of the home but there is a considerable amount of misunderstanding about how that leadership role is to be fulfilled. The husband is...
    sunnycaramelo sunnycaramelo 46-50, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    Litterally I feel like no one will. I would of never seeked knowledge if i would have known that most people are ignorant and its how humans bond, through there ignorance. If i...
    flayedskin flayedskin 18-21, F a week ago

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    I see my ex-husband everywhere. His face appears in my dreams, I see him in the check-out line at the Bay, or while waiting for the subway. I am constantly thinking about him...
    chatonenamour chatonenamour 31-35, F Dec 10

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    I see my ex-husband everywhere. His face appears in my dreams, I see him in the check-out line at the Bay, or while waiting for the subway. I am constantly thinking about him...
    chatonenamour chatonenamour 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    He lied to me...for 5 years. Maybe I knew it was all too good to be true but I wanted to believe in the best of him. In doing so, I chose to believe a lie. Now I'm bouncing back...
    QuixoticShi QuixoticShi 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    62nd post. Well here I am again, and I live to see another day. Nobody killed me and I didn't kill anybody, and I guess today I feel like it was all just a dream. It's easy to...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Merry Christmas and a Happy, Healthy and Peaceful 2015 for everyone! May you enjoy the holiday season and all of your wishes be fulfilled!
    naaktopstraat naaktopstraat 41-45, M 42 mins ago

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    All my family treat my like **** people from school/work.... I pretty much have no one in my life I'm a loner I have no friends and nothing my life is just always been **** right...
    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 4

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    this is totally not true. bc i love him, and he "loved" me. but i guess it wasnt real love because love never goes away and it wouldn't be "loved". it'd just be, i love him and he...
    flawlxsskay flawlxsskay 16-17, F Dec 10

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    18th post. For anyone who has been following my posts this one is a must read. I am shaking and my hands are sweating bullets because I know this is the truth of it all. The actual...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 24

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    25th post. It's been a few days since I have posted, and I have to say it has been a roller coaster of emotions. At times I have felt elated and invincible. Other times I have felt...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    Fear. The one thing that I hate about love is the fear it gave me. I got so scared of loosing it yet I am screaming longing for it. I got scared when I saw they got sick. Would it...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 6

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    I'VE BEEN SINGLE FOR OVER THE PAST 15 YRS.. I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WOULD GET TO KNOW ME & LOVE ME. SINCE I FEEL YOUNG MENTALLY, ONLY YOUNG WOMEN INTEREST ME...
    LITTLEBOYINSIDE LITTLEBOYINSIDE 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    Before, I believed in crushes. I was once a naive, silly girl who believed in falling in love with a Prince Charming who would sweep you off your feet would be something that...
    Horselover29 Horselover29 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8

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