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I Wish My Husband Truly Loved Me

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    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants.

    I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No hurt, no chest crushing pain, no loneliness, no more being not enough. All I ever wanted was to love and be loved. Why is that to much? Why am I...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Does He Truly Love Me

    He tells me he does but his actions do not show it.  When you husband only finds fault in all that you do and doesn't want to have sex with you; how are you to believe he loves you?
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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