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I Wish My Life Would Change

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    I want so many things. I want to be happy for more than an hour. I want to be able to enjoy my life without thinking about how crappy things are probably going to be be in the next few months, or years. I want to stop thinking about suicide and then getting a little bit happy at...
    moonlitrose moonlitrose 18-21, F May 23, 2010

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    I wound have said no to my uncle even though it felt good, but it would be better if I didn't let him touch me the first time.
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